happy life?strange

With Hufflepuff College's secret maintenance and private escort, Severus's next life should be said to be fulfilling and peaceful.It was as peaceful as it was before the eruption of Mount Vesuvius.Severus regularly studied various Hogwarts courses, and at the same time taught himself middle school courses. Thanks to his self-study ability and the foundation he had laid, otherwise he would have been overwhelmed by such high-intensity study.Every day, except for class, he stayed in the dormitory with Vidi, and occasionally went to the common room to give instructions to those freshmen who had to read at night for papers, racking their brains to hope that they could write satisfactory homework, and by the way, he would provide them with Organized clear and detailed notes.

It is precisely because his time is full of his own arrangements that he neglects Vidi's small changes every day, every night, every minute, every second, like a drop of water piercing through a rock.Because of being inseparable for a considerable amount of time every day, and because the two of them are too familiar, those small changes all missed Severus' eyes. The saturated state will be perceived by familiar people.From Severus's point of view, Viddy is still like the cute, lonely, introverted and intelligent little boy who was picked up by him late at night a few years ago, or the one who sat on the couch in Spider's End Alley and waited under the warm yellow light. The figure watching him go home.But now the waiting has moved from Spider's End to the Hogwarts underground dormitories.

Severus felt sorry for Viddy's increasingly pale face, and felt sorry for him living in a small space without freedom. Although the equipment and furniture in the dormitory at Hogwarts were far more luxurious and comfortable than those at home in London, Vidy The area where it can move is completely restricted.Even other students of the college, such as Daoer and Wycombe, suggested that Vidi could sit in the common room, and other students who had nothing to do could also accompany him.But when Severus proposed to Vidi, Vidi desperately shook his head and refused desperately. His face was full of fear of being abandoned and resistance to unfamiliar affairs from the outside world. His timidly trembling lips and watery eyes made West Fleurs didn't have the slightest ability to resist.

After one or two times, Severus could only apologize to his well-meaning classmates and say that Viddy was too introverted and shy.The students all smiled, and suggested that Severus should take Viddy out for a walk more.Only Wycombe was secretly relieved. From his heart, he really didn't want to get in touch with that little boy who loved his brother so much that he was domineering and had a strange coercion.In those dark well-like, waveless, inorganic transparent eyes, only the shadow of Severus was reflected.

To Severus' regret, in a day, even if he squeezed out all the spare time, Severus himself didn't have much room to accompany Vidy in terms of time dimension.Every day, what is Vidi's posture when he leaves, and when he comes back, he always maintains the same shape and remains motionless.With no wind blowing, no sunshine shining, no laughing words from friends, Viddy seemed content to be lonely and content without needing everything but Severus.Such Viddy made Severus extremely guilty.The decisive factor in the reason for coming to Hogwarts is to hope to find a way to make Viddy return to normal, but here, Viddy is even more isolated from Hufflepuff House or Hogwarts.Hufflepuff's kindness is like the waves on the sea, no matter how gentle and broad it is, it cannot kiss the indifferent white tower standing on the desert island.

For Severus, although Madam Pomfrey had kindly reminded him of the situation he might encounter in the future, he still buried his sadness in his heart. Even if Viddy would leave him one day, he hoped to give him Great memories during this time.

During the blank time when Severus left the dormitory, he could not see that the brilliance of the dark red gemstone on the strangely shaking snake-shaped pendant in Viddy's hand was becoming more and more frightening, so red that it covered everyone in the dormitory Everything, including Viddy himself, was stained the brilliant color of blood.

On the day of enrollment, Vidi already felt the fluctuation of magic, and the pendant in his hand could absorb the magic power for him to use.As long as Severus left the dormitory and took out the pendant to meditate, more and more fragmented images appeared in his mind.The colored fragments in the kaleidoscope can weave dreamlike colors, but what Vidi sees is a lonely picture of gray, dilapidated and maddening.Those pictures should be his lost memories, a certain voice in his heart said seductively in his ear, look, look, this is you, this is you, your true face, your true existence .

Viddy staggered to a run, watching helplessly as the gray image slowly turned into darkness.

Who is that?Crying and looking forward to the mother's embrace is only cold?

Who is that?Looking indifferently at the children of the same age around you throwing stones at yourself, leaving traces of blood on your face?

Who is that?Looking at the toys in other people's arms with jealousy, all you have is boundless beatings?

Who is that?Locked up in a cold dark room after being beaten, curled up with a thin quilt?

Who is that?Being ridiculed as a child of the devil?

Who is that?Forced to terrifiedly confess his so-called crimes in a blazing closet?

Who is that?Being treated hostilely at school?

Frame by frame drifted by, causing Viddy to have a splitting headache.He didn't want to admit that the child in that picture who had no relatives, no friends, no warmth, no care, and could only believe in his own strength and ambition was himself.

Day by day, there are more and more characters in the picture. The pattern is like being drawn with a fine brushwork. It is slowly blurred and painted many times, and then a clear and clear layer and image appear.

Who is that?Facing the contempt of the nobles, straighten your back and force yourself to deal with it?

Who is that?Accidentally killed a girl, blamed others and trembled with fear?

Who is that?Standing on a high place and staring at the people below?

Who is that?Paranoidly starting to split your own soul for a vain thought?

This is his own memory, although there is a thick layer of light blue membrane between himself and his memory, he can see it but cannot touch it.He knew that this person was himself.However, such a cold memory made Vidy a little unwilling to face it. In all the pictures, Severus did not exist.Like, Severus shouldn't be in his life at all.

Viddy was confused, he was afraid, afraid that if he really regained his abilities, he would lose Severus, the only color and the most ardent yearning from the past to the present.But, at the same time, a certain voice in his heart was telling him that wanting to completely own Severus, completely get his love and all his absolute attention is not something that such a waste who has no ability to be equivalent to a pet can do.

As the picture in his mind became more and more clear, Vidi even had a preliminary estimate of how to restore his ability.But this time, like a young child afraid of losing his mother, he became more and more dependent on Severus.Every day, I look forward to being with him more, hearing his voice more, and feeling his existence more truly.At night, Viddy couldn't sleep, because if he did, he would always dream that he was standing alone on a high place, with no one around, and even the wind was reluctant to blow.Blood slowly wrapped around his black robe. There were many people kneeling under the high platform, none of them raised their heads, and none of them had a familiar breath.Every time at this time, Viddy would wake up from the dream, he would fumble in a daze, get up, and walk to Severus' bedside, until he was sure that this person was still by his side before he could feel at ease.

Surrounded by complicated pictures every day and shrouded in fear of losing, Vidi became thinner and silent.One day, he dreamed again that he killed his father laughing wildly, and before he died, his grandfather cursed him viciously, "You offspring of the devil, you will never be able to have what you want, you will fall into darkness forever, and you will be defeated forever." ” Vidi woke up silently whimpering and crying, the darkness made him even more panicked and frightened.He couldn't see anything, he couldn't confirm the existence of Severus, he couldn't speak, he couldn't express the hesitation in his heart.

Viddy fell out of bed in a panic, and he groped his way to Severus' bedside, touching Severus' face.Viddy cried, maybe out of relief, maybe out of fear, maybe out of panic.

Severus, who was in a good dream, was awakened, and when he woke up, he saw Viddy, who was barefoot and in messy pajamas, crying silently, his face was messed up, crying like a pitiful child abandoned by his dearest mother. Child.All of a sudden, Severus felt distressed, he put Viddy on the bed, hugged him in his arms, gently stroked Viddy's back, hummed a gentle song, finally, in the familiar embrace and familiar singing voice In the middle, Viddy tugged on Severus' pajamas and fell asleep with an aggrieved expression on his face.

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In the endless black mist that seemed to be rolling like life, two people with the same appearance and the same height stood like mirror reflections, looking at each other with dark red eyes.

"You're coming back soon." A definite and sad tone

"...Yes, I'm coming back."

"... What about him? Are you willing?"

"He's mine. Past and future."

"……"silence

"I warned you, don't forget who you are, and don't think about things that don't belong to you."

"Can I...?" The voice was weak, unable to utter some words

"You should know my answer." The tone was harsh and ruthless

"When are you coming back?"

"..." This time it was replaced by another person's silence

"You really still miss him."

"Hmph, it's not your turn to talk about my affairs." He sneered, "It seems that your obsession really disgusts me. Now, I don't want to punish your delusion so simply. Then, Before that day comes, I will give you two choices..."

The two were close together, looking extremely ambiguous and affectionate.When hearing the two options full of malice that made one's whole body chill, a certain person couldn't stop trembling.

In an instant, the figure of a person disappeared.Another person suddenly fell down on the ground of nothingness, supported the ground with his hands, and growled in pain, "What should I choose? How should I choose?"