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Hufflepuff has the largest number of students of any house, as well as the largest number of half-blood and Muggle-born students.This was of great help to Severus in understanding the wizarding world more comprehensively.And because of Hufflepuff's tolerance, there is basically no discrimination or violence.And although those pure-blood nobles are naturally arrogant, another characteristic of the nobles is the perfection of etiquette.No one can accuse them of hypocrisy when they want to be sincere.The cultivation of nobles can make them behave humble and polite when facing ordinary people (when they feel the need to).And the pure-blood Hufflepuff nobles are like this, they are also very willing to help and give advice to the students of their own house, such as Senior Wycombe, and for example, the cute little fat man Daoer.When they offer help, they will first show a unique shyness and shame, as if they feel that their help will hurt the self-esteem of the other party. When something happened, the sensitive expressions had stained the faces of those humble nobles.

After a certain "little incident", Severus had a thorough understanding of what he was most lacking in learning magic - the reaction and habit to magic.

Yes, Severus's papers can be written very well, and he gets extra points every time and is praised by the professor. His classroom operations are also from the rules to perfection, and there are never any mistakes, and the steps are perfect.His spells can be basically successful in class once through the preview in advance, and the standard of pronunciation can be guaranteed.But these are actually not uncommon things for a person who has many years of learning experience, and it is not difficult to do at all.So many years of high-intensity study has become his instinct, no matter how much he changes, school, study, and homework will no longer be a problem.It is also for this reason that he was able to study other subjects by himself - various subjects in ordinary middle schools.

As an inner adult, he certainly couldn't go against Potter and the others, nor could he stuff the matter in his heart until it swelled and let the dark emotions completely fill his heart. On the other hand, he also It wasn't the Holy Mother. As Severus, he didn't want to taste Potter's humiliation for a second time. Although the two colleges basically had no chance of meeting each other, Severus didn't want to deliberately avoid them either.Studying at Hogwarts takes seven years. Seven years is not a short time that can be passed in the blink of an eye. In seven years, there will be many opportunities to cooperate with other colleges, and there will be many times to cooperate with other colleges. study with other students.He didn't want to keep hiding behind Hufflepuff's protection.

Get up from where you fell, as if you came to this fictional world, he also went from the hard life of not having enough to eat to the day when he now has a goal and a future.Of course, he reflected that he might not be able to fully accept magic until now. This should also be the reason why magic can’t give him feedback. If you can’t accept the existence of something wholeheartedly, then that thing Things will not be willing to be used by you; the golden flame of magic cannot be conjured with a hesitant heart.

Severus has been unable to fully accept magic since he entered school, and his self-study is another aspect of his rejection and alienation from the magic world.How could someone who was so preoccupied with being the last to leave really accept Merlin's gift of his gifts?

"Wycombe, what books do you think you should read if you really want to learn magic well?" Severus wrinkled helplessly as he flipped through a long volume with a list of references that he got from enthusiastic Ravenclaw students. He frowned.He just mentioned a little in Ravenclaw's library that he wanted to learn more about magic and delve into its mysteries.Early the next morning, regardless of the real sorting results, the Ravenclaw senior who had completely drawn Severus into his own house smiled and excitedly stuffed a heavy sheepskin scroll several feet thick into his In his hand, he also encouraged with great interest, "Snape, I hope you can study with us. You are absolutely welcome to browse Ravenclaw's library." Then, he looked at Sever seriously. "It would be more than welcome if you could provide us with a bibliography to add to the list."

Wycombe just opened it, a small part of which has rolled down to the ground and covers most of the rest room. The light yellow one looks like a high-quality sheepskin scroll, and it covers everything from the most basic introduction to the highest level. The titles of the books he studied (most of which, he must be ashamed to admit, he didn't even know the names of) were a little speechless.With so many bibliographies, even if you don’t eat, drink, or go to school to study all day, I don’t know if there will be a pedantic wizard who has become mad at research after a long life of a wizard, and will be able to I said with emotion and relief, "Thanks to Merlin, I finally finished watching one of the twentieth..."

"Actually, Severus, your grades are already very good. I remember that all the professors like you very much." This is not a compliment but a fact. The freshmen are actually very grateful for Severus' notes and his guidance. Because of his help, Hufflepuff's essay writing level has also made a qualitative leap.Badgers are working very hard, but their thesis writing is a little bit lacking in logic and generality. They always hope to cram all the information into their thesis, which leads to the ambiguity of the information.

"But, Wycombe, my parents are Muggles, and I don't know many things about wizards. I... want to lay a better foundation." Severus smiled. It can be done, but mastering magic requires real dedication and study.

"Well, this, how about it, let me ask other senior students for you. They should know more." Wycombe rubbed his nose a little awkwardly, and smiled, "The book on the Ravenclaw list I haven’t seen many of them. You can save them for future research.”

However, although the list is very long, deeper and wider than the worst nightmare, the bibliography listed is still very comprehensive, detailing the content and age, author and simple comments, and the most thoughtful thing is that there are classifications.Fortunately, there were quite a few senior Muggle-born wizards in Hufflepuff. Under their guidance, Severus compared Ravenclaw's list of books that are more numerous than stars in the sky, and he finally managed to Made a list of references.If the learning rhythm at the beginning of school was the relatively slow rumba in Latin dance, now Severus's life rhythm has become lively and cheerful, but the rhythm is tight, and it is very easy to step on the wrong point, and it is very easy to cause sore legs and feet cowboy dancing.

The spells that first-year freshmen can come into contact with are not many or advanced. After borrowing related books from the library, looking through some references and taking comparative notes, Severus rubbed his sore eyes , put down the quill in his hand, raised his head, and sighed. At that time, Potter and Black were not using the spells of the first grade. They were cleaned up. Severus still turned pale when he thought of this, it should be the return spell. In the semester of the second grade, the relaxation of strength can only be learned in the third grade.Viddy nestled beside him obediently and quietly, hearing Severus' sigh, fumbled to take his hand and put it on his face.Severus glanced at Viddy, the little boy with his eyes closed seemed to be a kitten who felt safe and relaxed, lying on the ground with a soft white belly.

Severus was a little anxious, not having the ability to protect himself made people feel like a fish on a chopping board to be slaughtered, the feeling of powerlessness would make people feel hopeless.No matter how hard his working life was, he also has the ideal of making money, and he can set his own goals. Even if he sees other people's lives are rich and satisfied, he knows that if he works hard, he will one day live with Vidi and his family happy life.But at Hogwarts, no matter how hard he tried, the gap was so obvious compared to those students from wizarding families who could easily recite spells.

Now he even began to want to borrow more advanced spells and study more powerful potions, instead of making cold potions or scabies potions that seemed useless.Although he knew that the profound spells were beyond his current magic power, he still couldn't help his desire for power, yes, the desire for power and being able to control his own destiny.Everything in the wizarding world makes him feel that his own power is small, and if he wants to give Viddy a safe and secure small world, he must also be able to improve his own power.

On occasion, he discusses the use of spells with other senior students and joins study groups for practical exercises.After this kind of exercise, he can finally take out his wand many times faster, although there will be a slight pause. This kind of pause is the most essential difference between wizards and Muggles. Just a few years of study can be approached and overcome.

Severus felt a strange joy, a drug-like high that couldn't be stopped, as he secretly learned a spell far beyond his current level.After seeing the power of the spell cast in the wand, his heart cried out for more power, more absolute magical control.He even wished he could remember more spells in a short time.Knowing that this state was abnormal, Severus couldn't control the gluttonous desire for power in his heart.Every time he uttered a spell beyond what he should learn, he would tremble with excitement. At that time, a figure with black wings would appear in his heart and lure him to learn more with a seductive voice like a siren's singing. , Also, to learn black magic that is more harmful.

Severus had been reining in his abnormal desire to learn the Dark Arts, and he remembered Madam Pomfrey's advice that the Dark Arts were not a field he could touch now.He also knew that his current state was very unstable and...abnormal, as if he was walking on the edge of a cliff, and any gust of wind would make him fall into a bottomless abyss.But like a spring, the more you suppress, the harder you try to restrain yourself, the stronger the temptation of the black hell watchdog-like beast in your heart will be.

That voice is more seductive and seductive than the large poppies blooming in the bright sun and writhing in the figure of a devil's dance. In the bottom of my heart, I speak softly and murmur softly. The voice is softer than a feather. and pure "Do you long for power? Do you want to protect your little brother? Do you want to take your destiny into your own hands? Why don't you look into black magic and learn those forbidden spells?"

"Go, go. You have adult self-control, why don't you trust yourself?"

"Look at Vidi, with power, you can not only protect him, but even restore his health. Don't you want to try?"

"If Viddy wants to leave you, in what capacity will you meet him again in the future? If he is a nobleman, how can you, a Muggle without power, stand in front of him?"

"Would you like to be humiliated again? Would you like Viddy to experience that too? With power, you can control your destiny."

"Don't you know? Black magic is just a name, and it's no different from white magic. If you use it properly, it won't do any harm."

"Black magic can quickly improve your ability and strength, don't you want to have it?"

"Black magic is not only about spells, there are many other fields, don't you want to know?"

"You have the understanding of an adult, are you still afraid of going astray?"

That sweet talk is the same as that of Mephistopheles who tempted Faust to sell his soul, how gorgeous and dazzling the clothes on Nero are, and like the snake in the Garden of Eden that hides its fangs in its sincere heart Under the mask.To listen to the temptation to try that sweet poison to get the power you want, or to resist the pull of the apple and choose the hard way?Choose, it's easy, isn't it?