Stockholm syndrome

McDonald's is open 24 hours a day, the inside is protected from wind and rain, and the temperature is suitable.It is a holy place for the homeless to avoid sleeping on the streets.Seeing its big M symbol gave me strength again.I bent down and sent Li Weiran up, and rushed towards McDonald's in one go.

The door was knocked open by me.The night shift was a stocky boy who looked like a student from a nearby university who came here to work part-time.Seeing me dragging Li Weiran in, he couldn't help laughing, he must have seen it too much.I'm a little embarrassed.He lowered his head and looked away, and put Li Weiran on the soft chair.I still have 20 yuan in my pocket, and McDonald’s coffee can be refilled. I went to the counter to buy a cup of coffee. The boy on the night shift seemed to see my embarrassment and didn’t say anything. He just took a cup of coffee and put it on the tray. inside.When I reached for the plate, I realized that my hands were shaking. After doing a lot of physical work, my hands would shake badly.I quickened my pace and walked towards the place where Li Weiran was lying, for fear that I would accidentally drop the coffee on the ground.

Li Weiran curled himself up into a ball, the body's thermostat mechanism would decline if he consumed too much alcohol, and he would become very afraid of the cold.No one in our family drinks alcohol, but this is common sense.The room temperature in McDonald's is mostly controlled at around 20 degrees. I wore a pullover sweater and school uniform jacket.I took off my school uniform and wrapped it around Li Weiran, he was still shaking a little, so I had no choice but to take off my hoodie too, luckily I couldn't see the bar in this corner, so I didn't have to worry about the boy on the night shift thinking wrong.After all, it's a bit strange for this unconscious person to keep taking off his clothes.There is only one T left, and I feel a little cold wearing so little.And Li Weiran has already been tied up by me using the method of making zongzi.

Drinking hangover requires a higher pillow, and there are cases of choking on vomit to death.Li Weiran's body smelled really heavy of alcohol, and he would hiccup from time to time.Looking at his pale face, it was the first time that he felt so fragile and helpless.If Li Weiran knew that I used the word fragile to describe him, he would probably be furious.

I sighed and sat next to Li Weiran.Pick up his head and put it in your lap.I also recognized the spit on me, it was really tiring to watch him panting with such trepidation.His hands were hot from the coffee mug.I wrap my arms around his body so that he can lie down comfortably.As if feeling warm, Li Weiran reached out to hold my hand.His hands were cold and the palms were dry.He hugged my arm tightly, his cheek was on the back of my hand, and the newly grown stubble was a bit prickly.I suddenly felt that Li Weiran in this appearance was particularly distressing.No domineering, no toughness, just an 18-year-old boy, snuggling with me in the corner of McDonald's on a late autumn night.

Li Weiran's breathing became more and more steady, and he should have fallen asleep again.He held my hands tightly but didn't let go.When you sleep, your limbs will relax unconsciously.But he still held me tightly, which is a symbol of extreme insecurity.I don't know what he's worried about, he has everything and he lacks nothing.Is there anything he can't let go of?I can't figure out Li Weiran's mind, and I have always been unable to figure it out.Which of his words is true and which is false I never know.Like he said, I was just pretending to be smart.

I don't know why, but I was so awake all night, I didn't feel sleepy at all.It's like when we were young, everyone watched the New Year together, and we couldn't sleep because of the excitement.But I think this feeling should not be excited.I have to always pay attention to whether Li Weiran is choked, sometimes he will turn over unconsciously.Maybe it was uncomfortable sleeping.If it were me, sleeping on a chair half a meter wide would make me uncomfortable even if it was an upholstered chair.

When Li Weiran woke up, it was still dark. I looked at the electronic clock hanging on the wall, and it was only 4:50.He opened his eyes in a daze, glanced at me, froze for a moment, and closed them again.Then he put his arms around my waist and buried his face in my stomach.

"Li Weiran, don't sleep like this. It's hard to breathe, turn over." I shook Li Weiran's shoulder.His hands around my waist tightened even more.It took a long time to let go.

"Ye Shen. It's really you." Li Weiran let go of his hand, and he turned over and lay flat on my lap. "When I fell asleep, I vaguely heard you calling me, and thought it was a dream." His voice was very soft, sounding weak.

"Where did you go to work yesterday?" I wanted to be like Li Weiran curled up in the corner of the convenience store yesterday, and I became angry all of a sudden.I am just his classmate, not his relative, and I have no right or responsibility to interfere in his private life.But I don't know why I can't control my emotions all of a sudden.

"I won't be able to play basketball anymore. The school team doesn't want me anymore." Li Weiran lowered his eyes. Everyone can tell that he likes basketball very much.But sooner or later he will give up all this.If he was just a child of an ordinary family, he might be able to choose his own life at will, but unfortunately he is not.When he enjoys the superior conditions brought by his family, he also shoulders the responsibilities of the family.Everyone is the same, there are many things beyond your control, whether you are a descendant of a family or a commoner.If you don't take the path of being a sports student, you will have to quit the school team when the third year of high school begins.Li Weiran has been staying for two more months.

I don't know what to say to comfort him.It's okay, it'll be fine?Or, it's okay, don't be sad.Saying this is the same as not saying it.I didn't know what to say, so I just didn't say anything, Li Weiran was still lying on my lap motionless, and it took me a long time to realize that my left hand was being held by him the whole time.I waved my hand calmly, but he held it even tighter.

"Ye Shen." Li Weiran called my name, I looked down at him, the light shone on his face, making my eyes bright. "I fought with Zhong Han that day. It was because Zhong Han said I was a scum."

"En." I nodded, Zhong Han never speaks without thinking.As soon as the anger of the angry youth comes up, they can say anything.But this time I think he said it, Li Weiran has a bit of a young master's temper, but he is not a scum, definitely not.

"Then I thought about something about you liking him. You couldn't control it for a while, so you did it."

After Li Weiran finished speaking, I was completely dumbfounded, did I get the wrong meaning, or did he not express clearly?No matter how you look at it, it seems that he is jealous.Li Weiran is jealous because of me and Zhong Han! ?This is probably the coldest joke I've ever heard.I looked at Li Weiran with my mouth half open, my face was numb.But he looked at me expectantly, as if waiting for my response.I forcefully pulled my right hand out of Li Weiran's hand, and touched my cheek.Then I patted it hard twice, maybe it was because I didn't sleep all night and had auditory hallucinations.

"What did you just say?" I asked again.

"Forget it." Li Weiran looked away, propping up his arms to sit up, I quickly gave him a hand.He reached for the coffee I had left on the table.

"Don't drink it, it's cold." I blocked his arm, and took the coffee to the bar to restock some hot coffee.I still have 12 yuan in my pocket, I lost my bicycle, and I have to keep 1 yuan to go home by car.I bought him a hamburger with the rest of the money.

"Here." I handed over the burger and coffee. "You don't feel well in your stomach. Eat something first. Drink less coffee. Go home and drink water."

Li Weiran was really hungry, he took it and ate it in big mouthfuls.A hamburger was quickly finished, and I went to get coffee again.After half a cup of coffee, he put down the cup and took a deep breath. "Why don't you eat it?" He found out that I only bought a hamburger.

"I have to save a dollar for the ride."

"I have money." Li Weiran reached into his pocket for his wallet.After touching it for a long time without touching it, I realized that I was wearing my school uniform.He raised his head and looked at me, with inexplicable affection in his clean and clear eyes.

"Save your money. My dad will come back from night shift later. I'll go home and cook for him, just eat together." I picked up the coffee cup and drank his remaining half cup of coffee, It's much warmer in my stomach. "Are you still cold? Give me your clothes if you're not. I've been freezing all night."

"Oh." Li Weiran responded and began to undress.The school uniform was taken off by him, and he started to untie the sweater I wrapped around him.I always feel that Li Weiran's movements are half a beat slow after waking up. I don't know if it's because of the hangover and the unresponsiveness or something on his mind.He rolled up the clothes and handed them to me.I was shocked when it was placed in my hand. "Why are your arms so cold?"

"Ah? It's okay, it's freezing." I didn't even notice that my hands were always warm when Li Weiran held them, but my arms were exposed, and I just felt a little sore in the joints.I raised my hand and touched it, it was really cool.

"Ye Shen." Li Weiran called my name again.

"Huh?" I raised my head in response.The next moment, the whole person fell into his arms.Li Weiran leaned over and hugged me.Rubbing my hands back and forth on my back.It seems to want me to be warmer.It seemed inappropriate for two big men to hug like this, but I suddenly forgot to resist, the body temperature from him made me feel inexplicably at ease.I think of Valentine's Day when his warmth was my only solace.Suddenly feeling sleepy, I put my face on his shoulder and let him hold me like this.

"Ye Shen, stop liking Zhong Han, okay?"