Stockholm syndrome

Li Weiran and I stood side by side at the door of the math group office, and my mother was listening to Lao Zhang's lecture inside.Li Weiran stood far away from me, and even tried to avoid me with his eyes.It certainly wasn't because he wanted to distance himself from me, or never want to see me.If you're standing next to someone with a chest full of rashes that look like stage [-] gonorrhea, you're not necessarily going to react any more than he does.

I listened sideways to what Lao Zhang and my mother said. It was nothing more than fighting badly, and strict discipline on the children. My mother kept apologizing.At this age, my mother still came to school to be interrogated by the teacher, which made me feel like a waste in my heart.My mother is from the south, and she speaks in a soft tone, while Lao Zhang is an authentic Beijinger, with a loud voice.It completely covered up my mother's voice.The first thing he said to my mother was, you two look alike!

My mother and I look alike, even the tear mole on the corner of my right eye is exactly the same.My mother was very beautiful when she was young, and she was very famous in the courtyard. Unfortunately, she followed my father later, and I felt wronged for her.Here I want to thank my mother, she is very good at giving birth, and did not turn me into a fat man with a centimeter and a pound of flesh like my father, whose weight and height are equal.Like my mother, I belong to the system where no matter how much I eat, my father will show jealous eyes every time he sees us eating with chopsticks.

However, even so, my mother still has a lot of dissatisfaction with me.The girl my mother wanted.Every time someone praises my mother for being lucky and her son is not only handsome but also good at studying, she will sigh, then touch my face and say, it's a pity that she is not a girl.I once asked her seriously why she wanted a girl so much, and my mother answered very seriously, a girl can marry into a wealthy family.After finishing speaking, she would go to the mirror and turn around a few times. My mother is very beautiful, but she obviously overestimated herself and me.

My mother was the only one in there to be interrogated, and I felt unbalanced again, why the hell didn't Li Weiran come.It's true that his mother never came, but his father did.

Just when I was wondering why my mother hadn't come out yet, Li Weiran called Dad.I almost responded instinctively.Fortunately, I held back, otherwise this bastard would have another fight with me.

When I looked up, his dad and I were stunned.I was stunned because I never thought I could meet such a big official.His father was wearing a military uniform with a huge bunch of flowers painted on his shoulder straps.I don't know military ranks, but I understand that the bigger the flower, the bigger the official.If I were his dad, I would definitely change clothes and come.It seems that his father really felt sorry for this unlucky boy, and rushed here without even changing his clothes.

I stared at his epaulettes for a long time, until Li Weiran called Dad again before I came back to my senses.At this time, I found that his father was also looking at me.The hotness in the eyes is no less than the epaulettes I have on him.

"En." His father replied, but didn't look back.Still looking straight at me.This look makes me a little apprehensive, he probably wants to remember my face clearly, and then destroy the corpse.The more I thought about it, the more frightened I became, I raised my hand nervously, touched my tear mole, and looked away.It's my go-to move when I'm overwhelmed.

"Does it hurt?" His dad said, also a middle-aged man, compared with my dad's soft voice, it was even deeper.

I looked at Li Weiran, he wasn't hurt at all, I didn't hit him at all.Only then did I realize that his dad was looking to ask me. When he touched the tear mole just now, the scratch on his arm was clearly visible.Unexpectedly, Li Weiran's father is not the same as this bastard at all. When his son got into a fight with a classmate, first ask the other party if there is anything wrong. This is what an educated person should do.Looking at Li Weiran again, I really wonder if his mother accidentally threw the child away when she gave birth to him, and the placenta grew up. "Uncle. It's okay, it doesn't hurt." I shook my head, politely, how could it not hurt, a creature like a sports student is simply the other end of evolution, it is impossible for anyone to be held down by a sports student and beaten up pain.It's good that I didn't end up in the hospital.

"Li Weiran, how can you bully your classmates." Li Weiran's father finally turned his attention to his son.Li Weiran stared at his father with wide eyes, as if seeing his father suddenly grow wings and become an angel.

"Didn't you drink too much?!" Li Weiran asked.He stretched out his hand to hold his dad's arm, and leaned over to smell his dad for alcohol.It seems that at home, this grandson has always been spoiled by his father. He never thought that his father would speak for others one day.I was very proud, especially when I saw Li Weiran's expression like an idiot with his mouth wide open.

"Achen." As soon as my mother came out of the office, she put the bag on my face.Embarrassing her again.My mother is a face-saving person. It can be seen from her clothes that she is very well-dressed.The same middle-aged women in their 40s stand together and can see her at a glance.In her words, she wouldn't wear street clothes that didn't match her beauty.My mother is from Suzhou. She would scold me in Suzhou dialect when she was in a hurry. I can speak Suzhou dialect, but my dad can’t. .

When my mother got angry enough and raised her head again, the purse in her hand fell to the ground.This bag is a famous brand, and it was brought back by an aunt of their unit when she went abroad.I forget the name, but she told me once.This bag is precious to her, and she will only bring it on formal occasions.I quickly helped her pick up the bag and patted the dust on it.

"You..." Li Weiran's father spoke again, his voice trembling a little, was he scared by my mother, maybe these rich families don't beat their children when they have nothing to do, and they have never seen such a big scene.In fact, my mother didn't hurt me at all when she beat me, it just looked scary.

My mother has always been gentle and gentle in front of outsiders, with the attitude of a saint, although she is a middle-aged woman who cares about everything in private, so it is a bit disrespectful to say so.But it's true, especially when she withheld my pocket money to figure out how to add a piece of jewelry to herself. It's a shame for a 17-year-old boy to not have a few dollars in his pocket.

"He's your son?!" My mother suddenly yelled at Li Weiran's father, yes, I'm sure it was a yell.I don't know if my mother knows who his father is. She doesn't have the confidence to yell at my father at home.I quickly grabbed her arm and pulled her back, didn't she see the bright lump on Li Weiran's father's shoulder?

"I'm sorry. I didn't..." Before Li Wei'an's father finished speaking, my mother's bag was already on his neck.I'm starting to regret now that I really shouldn't have given her the bag to pick it up.

"How did your family educate the child and beat my son like this. No matter how ignorant my son is, I will educate him, and it is not your turn to do it." I have never seen my mother so fierce, and I suddenly wanted to be like Li Weiran just now. Go to the corner of my mother's mouth and smell it, have you drunk too much?

"You are not allowed to talk about my father." Seeing that my mother was rude to his father, Li Weiran reached out and was about to push my mother.I hurriedly blocked the past, thinking that today would be the end of the day.It looks like we're going to fight again, and it's still at the door of the office.Just when I was lamenting my hard fate, Li Weiran's father had already made a move.His father was worthy of being a soldier, and he knocked him down with one kick.I looked at Li Weiran who was kneeling in front of me, his face was so ugly that he looked at his father in disbelief.But I am in a good mood at the moment, with a mother like this, what more can I ask for.To avoid retaliation, I try not to laugh too obviously.My mother didn't stay, but grabbed me and walked away without looking back.Her nails were on the wound on my arm, and it hurt so badly.I yelled a few times in pain, but she walked forward with her head buried as if she couldn't hear her.

My dad has two surgeries today and will not be able to come back until late at night, and he will be off duty tomorrow morning.In this way, you won't see me looking embarrassed, which means that I can save myself from being beaten.

My mother and I sat face to face at the dining table. In the small space in the kitchen, there was this small table. Usually, three of us would feel crowded when eating, and our arms could not be stretched at all.Feeling my mother's low pressure, I picked up vegetables carefully, even a few bites of tomatoes that I usually don't like to eat.She thinks I'm a picky eater, so she's always pissed me off about it.

"If that brat still dares to hit you in the future, you will hit him back hard." My mother said suddenly, which surprised me. Usually when I was beaten, my mother would ask him which unit his parents belonged to. If the family background is big, let me avoid him in the future, so as not to cause trouble for the family.But this time it actually encouraged me to call back.

"Their family..." I tried my best to remind my mother of their family's influence.

"Don't worry about their family. If he bullies you again, he will beat me hard. Mom is not afraid to call the parents."

"Yeah." I nodded in response and continued to pick up rice. I really wanted to beat him, but I had to beat him.

"His dad." As I said that, I raised my eyes to see my mother's reaction, and continued when I saw that she was not angry. "You knew each other before?"

"He was hospitalized in our hospital before, and a small half of his lung was cut off. Why didn't he be cut to death?"

I stopped talking, and I really knew each other. It seems that the grievances between me and Li Weiran are not as simple as the two of us.His father must have offended my mother at some point, and it was a mistake that made my mother grab the braid.It was probably when my mother watched him while accepting bribes.Giving bribes is an art now, and the location is no longer an office, but a hospital.Usually when the leader is hospitalized, it is the time when those below who want to be promoted compare their filial piety with money.My mother saw it several times during her ward rounds, and charged a lot of hush money each time.The hospital stipulates that doctors cannot get red envelopes, but there is no rule that nurses cannot get hush money.My mother took it with confidence, and used the money to exchange several brand-name clothes, and she raised her head higher when she usually went out on the street.

In a place like Beijing where land is very expensive, if a boy is born in the family, they have to think of various ways to earn extra money.Otherwise, the son will not be able to marry a daughter-in-law in the future.My mother often hesitates between famous brands and my house.The consequence of this hesitation is to defraud me and my dad in different ways.Fortunately, we didn't care.My mother always said that my son is like me, so handsome, he looks good in anything.I am very pleased with the compliment, but I really don't think I can wear clothes bought in Carrefour supermarkets that look like Armani, or even Jack Jones.

Having said that, what is Li Weiran, no matter how capable he is, it depends on his father, who is afraid of my mother.My mother is the head nurse of M hospital, and I have to admit that she is far more successful as a nurse than my father is a doctor. As far as I can remember, she is head nurse Shu.And my dad hasn't become Master Ye for so many years.However, I obviously overestimated myself and underestimated Li Weiran. Even without his father, he would still be able to bully me so much that I couldn't hold my head up.