Stockholm syndrome

When I was in the second year of high school, the school had not yet arranged for evening self-study.I didn't see Li Weiran until the next morning.He is much better than I imagined, I took a good look at him several times, and there is no injury on his body.Originally, he thought that his strict father would beat him up when he came home.Looking at it now, it is estimated that once my mother and I disappear, he and his father will reconcile as before.It is said that officials like to make superficial articles, and now it looks really good.

I spread the book out on the table, the pages were wrinkled badly, they had been rinsed with clean water, but the smell of Kung Pao Chicken could still be smelled.Thinking of this, my chest began to itch unconsciously, which is a precursor to allergies.From a medical point of view, allergy is an abnormal increase in the sensitivity of organisms to certain drugs and external stimuli.Therefore, even if you have not encountered an allergen, it is feasible to associate allergies.Just when my allergy tended to ease, I was suddenly pushed down on the desk by Li Weiran.The feeling of scratching the rough paper on the face is like a red rash caused by allergies caused by the hair rubbing, a little itchy and a little painful.It's a bit disgusting to say, let's get down to business.

I turned my head with difficulty, and found that it was not Li Weiran who was pressing me, but Wang Tianyi, another sports student in our class. I often saw him and Li Weiran together before. Their family seemed to be very capable, but their reputation was not as good as Li Weiran.Sure enough, birds of a feather flock together, and people form groups, and animals can only be with animals.Wang Tianyi's palm calluses are heavier than Li Weiran's, and his strength is not as strong as Li Weiran's.But enough for me.I drag my neck with my hands, the angle is easy to twist.

"You're really capable." Li Weiran looked at me, he was so high above, his eyelashes covered half of his eyes.

"What are you doing?" I tried my best to look calm.There are already quite a few people in the classroom, Wang Tianyi stood close to my desk, his tall figure separated us.How could his back be so wide.

"My dad actually told me not to bully you in the future." Li Weiran leaned over, reached out and patted my face lightly, so close that I could clearly see the new mustache growing on his chin.In fact, at this time, I really want to kick him out, just like his father kicked him yesterday, but I dare not, the one who gets retaliated is always me.I have learned enough. "This is the first time he's been fierce with me, and it's because of you!"

I saw anger and jealousy in Li Weiran's eyes, he looks like a child fighting for favor.Mentality and behavior are naive and terrible.I'm really afraid of him, because I really don't know whether with this guy's IQ, he knows that beating people to death or maiming them will be punished.

"I promised my dad not to touch you, but that doesn't mean others can't touch you. You'd better be honest." When Li Weiran finished speaking, Wang Tianyi pushed me hard on the head.The fluffy pages of the book acted as a good cushion on my face, and it didn't hurt much.I got up and straightened my hair.

Two homework books were thrown in front of me.It was an exercise book issued by the school. The yellow pages were just popular at that time, and it was said that it could protect eyesight.But my eyesight still unknowingly dropped, while Li Weiran has maintained a 5.0 eyesight.I figured it must be because I wrote all the homework for him in high school.

"Finish it for me, and Wang Tianyi's. Don't write the same words. If the teacher finds out, you wait for me." The ancestor threatened me with staring eyes.Li Weiran's eyes are not big, rather long, and there is no intimidating force when he stares at people, but I only need to see his half arm resting on my table to be honest.The texture of the muscles is distinct. Compared with him, I am like a half-finished product damaged by God.

"But I don't know how you write." I asked in a low voice, trying to grasp the tone so that the sentence sounded like a sincere inquiry rather than a rebuttal.

"You can figure it out." Li Weiran responded casually, without looking at me, and continued to play his GBA, Wang Tianyi actually wrote his name on the notebook, but these three words are not usually ugly.I'm sure I'm better than him with my left hand.

Let me figure it out, I just have to figure it out.The characters I wrote have not changed since the fifth grade of primary school. They are horizontal and vertical, square and upright, without any corners.This way of writing looks very neat, and the Chinese teacher will give high marks, but I can't learn to write ligatures.I have never learned it, and I am used to writing characters in rectangles.Many years later, the little nurse at the pharmacy told me that the prescriptions written by you, Dr. Ye, are the most beautiful, and you don’t need to think about your prescriptions.I don't think she should be praising me.

I wrote Li Weiran's characters in a square shape, which is half a head shorter than my rectangle, just like the height of both of us, except that the one who is shorter in height is me.Seeing his words being completely suppressed by me, I felt an inexplicable pleasure in my heart.But Wang Tianyi's is relatively simple, I just need to hold a pen and draw casually, his font is ugly, as long as it is ugly enough, it is his font.

Li Weiran and the others seemed to be very satisfied with my service, and they used me even harder.In addition to doing homework, my job has one more thing, which is to bring them lunch.These days I often meet Zhong Han, although there are still those two girls, but it is enough to eat at the same table with him, and it feels like a family to eat at the same table.This is just my fantasy, he will never be part of my family.When get out of class is over, I will pretend to follow Zhong Han casually, he is always with Yang Yating and Liu Yang.This situation made me inexplicably uneasy, Zhong Han is a normal boy, he will have a girlfriend, get married and have children.On the one hand, I hope he is happy, on the other hand, I hope that he will always be single, just my buddy, not someone's boyfriend or husband.

I was so dizzy and dizzy from the torment of this contradictory heart that I didn't even notice that Li Weiran threw the money in front of me until he kicked my calf.In his opinion, this level is not considered bullying. It seems that this guy not only has a different brain from ordinary people, but also has fewer pain-sensing nerves than others.

"Go buy me a meal. Kung Pao chicken rice." Li Weiran stretched out his arms and put his legs on my stool.He is really my ancestor. I cursed him countless times in my heart, but I still stretched out my hand spinelessly and picked up the 10 yuan.

"I want it too." Wuyou said, but he didn't give me any money.I stood there stupidly waiting for him to give me money.

After a while, he saw that I didn't respond.He shouted again, "Go quickly. Are you deaf?" The money in my pocket is this week's lunch money. If I give him Kung Pao Chicken Rice Bowl, I will have to rely on the cafeteria for free for 3 days. Soup for the day.There is no lower limit for bastards in this world.

Li Weiran took out another 10 yuan and threw it on my desk.Wang Tianyi and I were both stunned for a moment, but he said first, "Weiran doesn't need you to pay, let him buy it."

"Can that poor man afford it?" Li Weiran squinted at me. I have seen this contemptuous expression countless times, but Li Weiran did the best job.Of course, I'm not praising him, but I want to express that this grandson has been aloof since he was a child, and even his look of looking down on people is much more proficient than ordinary people.

I took Li Weiran's money very spinelessly.Walking out without looking back, the classmates in the classroom have almost dispersed.I can't find Zhong Han's shadow, he should be with Yang Yating and the others.Those unfamiliar figures in the corridor made me feel even more disappointed.Li Weiran and Wang Tianyi's laughter came from behind.I don't know what they are laughing at, 8% of them are me.Maybe I have always been a joke, but at that time I was still full of hope for life, like every 17-year-old boy, even if there is inevitably depression in life, I still struggle positively.

The rice was brought back to them, and Wang Tianyi took my seat to eat Kung Pao Chicken with Li Weiran, and the vegetable soup dripped onto my table.I really want to pull up his harsh white shirt and wipe it off.The grandson!

I dare not take Wang Tianyi's seat. The girl next to me looks like a good-tempered person.She went to the cafeteria to eat and hadn't come back, so I sat in her seat and ate pancakes and fruits.The chili smell of Kung Pao Chicken was accompanied by the sound of Li Weiran and Wang Tianyi chewing, and I felt my cheeks and chest itch again.

"Ye Shen!" Li Weiran yelled suddenly, I didn't realize he was calling me again, I was still chewing the pancake fruit mechanically until Wang Tianyi also screamed.I turned around and saw their expressions. Wang Yitian leaned back almost to Li Weiran, pointing at me with a look of horror. Although Li Weiran was much calmer, he was still a little incoherent. "Your face, your face. Same as yesterday. Are you sick?!"