Stockholm syndrome

Li Weiran dragged me to the gate of the community, and stopped a taxi with his hand.The driver saw my bloody right hand and was afraid that I would dirty his car.I found an excuse to change shifts and wanted to refuse to board.Li Weiran punched his car door, and the driver immediately became honest.

Li Weiran and I sat in the back seat.Before the blood on his hands stopped, Li Weiran also panicked.Then I could see his pale face in the dim light of the car.

"Hurry up!" Li Weiran yelled at the driver. "Quick, go to the M hospital."

"Don't go to Hospital M. Go to Hospital Affiliated to T Hospital." I don't want to go to Hospital M, even though it's the closest hospital to my home. I don't want my dad to find me. I don't know how to face him.Maybe he wouldn't come to me at all.

"Ah Shen, does it hurt? Why is the blood still flowing?" Li Weiran bowed, took off his T-shirt, and wrapped it around my arm.His hands were shaking.Only then did I feel the pain, which was different from the usual bump.It is the kind of pain that makes people flustered, the pain that throbs like a heartbeat.

I reached out and touched Li Weiran's face, he was terrified, and all his attention was on my hand.I couldn't help shivering when I touched it. "It's okay. It's not very painful."

"How can this be okay. There's so much blood."

"It really doesn't hurt, it hurts when you hit me before we were fighting." I wanted to smile at Li Weiran, but I couldn't open my mouth no matter what.What happened today? Usually, whenever I think of him, I can't keep my mouth shut.

The Affiliated Hospital of T Hospital is not far from my home, only half an hour's drive away.There were few cars at night. Under Li Weiran's intimidation, the driver arrived in less than 20 minutes.

Li Weiran threw 100 yuan to the driver, but did not wait for his change.Pull me out of the car.I was dragged to the emergency room by Li Weiran, and I didn't know if I was numb due to the excess blood, or because I felt uncomfortable.The whole person was in a daze, waiting for the reaction.I've been placed on an emergency room chair.The doctor opened the skin with tweezers and picked out the glass shards.I was in so much pain that I only broke out in a cold sweat. Li Weiran stood beside him, his face turning blue.

"You go and wait outside. I can do it myself." I squeezed my left hand on my thigh, and couldn't help tightening it, the pain made me gasp.Li Weiran probably couldn't bear such a bloody scene.He didn't speak, shook his head, and moved another stool over.Take my hands off my knees, literally break them off.My fingers were almost dug into the flesh, and the pain was so severe that I couldn't control it at all.He separated my fingers from my thigh one by one, then put his hand in and held it with me.I've been breathing deeply.The sweat dripping from my forehead seeped into my eyes, and Li Weiran's T-shirt was covered with blood. After searching for a long time, he had to wipe my forehead with his free hand to wipe off the sweat.

The glass was finally picked clean.The doctor gave me anesthesia.The effect of the medicine gradually came into play, and the pain also disappeared, and my hand that held Li Weiran tightly was gradually loosened.His hand has been pinched purple by me.

There is no feeling in the right hand.I lay there with my arms flat, and I could even clearly hear the screeching sound of the doctor pulling the thread.A total of eleven stitches.When I came out of the hospital, my legs were shaking, and Li Weiran supported me with a bag of medicine.When I went down the stairs, my legs gave way and I almost fell to my knees.He caught it quickly with his sharp eyes.

"I'll carry you." Li Weiran threw the T-shirt into the plastic bag where the medicine was placed, bent down and carried me on his back.In the sweltering summer, Li Weiran was shirtless.The sweat on his back rubbed against me, and the smell of boiled water on his body became stronger and stronger.My right hand was hanging on my chest, and my left was on his neck.

"Li Weiran."

"I am here."

"Where are we going?" I think the two of us now look like the protagonist in trouble in a martial arts novel, but I can't support the aura of the protagonist.

"go home."

"I don't want to go home. Why don't you go to McDonald's." The first time Li Weiran and I went out at night was at McDonald's. He used my stomach as a pillow and slept comfortably all night.

"You can just lie on your stomach. I'll find a place, it's so late." Li Weiran's voice seemed to have magic power, which would make me feel at ease for no reason.I stuck to Li Weiran's back honestly, not thinking about the things that made me sad.I remembered that time I was knocked out by the sprinter, and my mother said that Li Weiran came to the hospital behind my back like this.I also rubbed blood all over his body, I don't know if he threw away the clothes.I said I was going to wash him and he just gave me a blank stare.At that time, in Li Weiran's eyes, I was probably just a good student who could help him with his homework.Did he ever think that one day we would become like this and he would be my only reliance.

There were many taxis waiting at the entrance of the hospital. Li Weiran sat in the back row with me instead of the co-pilot.He told the driver the name of the place.It didn't take long for the car to arrive.It is a business hotel.Li Weiran paid the money and led me in. He took out a golden card from his wallet, probably a membership card or something.Then he handed over his ID card.The clerk at the front desk opened the room quickly.Li Weiran was shirtless, and my arm was still wrapped with a thick bandage.Even if I don't look up, I can feel their weird eyes on me.Li Weiran took the room card and dragged me into the elevator.The room is on the 5th floor, the house number is 519, I remember it clearly.

This is my first time staying in a business hotel.When I was young, I went to Qingdao to play with my parents. It was the farthest door I have ever traveled. I lived in a standard room for 3 people. There was nothing in the simple room except a 20-inch TV.And the room in this hotel is very spacious, much better than I think.There are two queen beds.The white sheets hurt my eyes.Li Weiran turned on the air conditioner as soon as he entered the door. The doctor told me not to sweat my hands, otherwise the wound would fester.The temperature dropped quickly.He took out the slippers and squatted on the ground to untie them for me.I watched him busy there awkwardly, the short hair on his head was wet with sweat and turned into wisps, and suddenly wept.I couldn't tell why I was crying, whether I was moved or sad, but I just felt my chest swelled up.

Tears hit the back of Li Weiran's hands.He paused and looked up. "Ash."

"Don't be so nice to me." Regardless of the injury on my arm, I stretched out my hand to push him. "You are so kind to me, what will I do if you are not by my side one day."

"Ah Shen..." Li Weiran squatted on the ground and looked up at me.It seemed that he wanted to say something, but he moved his mouth but there was no sound.

After a long silence, Li Weiran spoke. "What happened to your wound?"

"My dad beat me." I found that I could face this incident calmly, and there was no disturbance in my heart when I said it, "He has been drinking for the past few days. I can't control him. He was too drunk yesterday, today In the morning, besides the problem with the operation, I also drank when I came back. I was so angry that I said a few words to him, and then he hit me with a wine bottle. Hehe." I suddenly laughed as I was talking, as if I was telling a bad joke .

Li Weiran did not respond.He just looked at me quietly, his eyes were impenetrably deep.He didn't talk much all night, and after helping me take a bath, they went to bed.I know that Li Weiran has something on his mind, he hides it very deeply, if I don't ask him, he will never tell me.Often by the time I realize it, there is no room for turning back.What are you thinking about this time? I don't have the energy to think about these superfluous things.

The anesthesia on my arm wore off, and the pain kept me from sleeping.I flipped back and forth on the bed, and I had to be careful not to touch my right hand.It hurt so much, after I turned a few times, I lay on my back on the bed, gasping for breath.A pair of hands suddenly wrapped around my waist, and Li Weiran climbed up without knowing when.He hadn't fallen asleep yet.

"Be good, Ah Shen. Have a good rest. I promise you that you will be fine tomorrow." Li Weiran posted it all over.He held me in his arms, his chin on my shoulder, and his forehead against mine.The bed is so wide, I don't have to worry about him falling off.This was the first time the two of us slept anywhere other than my camp bed.His chest against my back rose and fell with his breath.The body temperature that came from me made me inexplicably comfortable.

Li Weiran promised me things, and never broke his promise, will he really get better tomorrow morning?Just like nothing happened.I am still the ordinary high school student in X, and my deskmate is a domineering second-generation ancestor.

I gradually fell asleep.When I woke up, I didn't know what time it was. I fumbled in a daze, looking for the familiar temperature.After touching it for a long time, there is nothing.I woke up instantly.He lifted the quilt and sat up, and called Li Weiran's name, but no one answered.I went to touch the half of the bed where he slept, and it was already cold.

What about people? !I panicked, jumped off the bed, and wandered around the room like a headless chicken.Li Weiran really left.Not only did he leave, he also took my T-shirt away.His blood-stained T-shirt was still in the plastic bag that contained the medicine.Doesn't it mean that tomorrow morning will be fine.What is going on now?Probably God also thinks that I am more interesting, so come and play a joke on me.I sat on the ground slumped, reaching out to pick and choose in the plastic bag containing the medicine.

The door opened suddenly. "Ah Shen, you're awake." Li Weiran appeared with a hiking bag on his back. He was still wearing my T-shirt, and the T-shirt that was one size smaller looked awkward on him.

"What's going on?" I was confused by Li Weiran.He put the bag on the ground, opened the backpack and took out a T-shirt.

"Put it on first. I went to get something." Li Weiran walked over, opened the T-shirt, and helped me put it on.Then started to help me put on my shoes.What's going on, I was numb when I first woke up, and I couldn't react at all.He was sent to the toilet by Li Weiran again, where he washed his face and brushed his teeth.

After packing up, Li Weiran led me out of here, holding my hand.It is daytime now, and we are usually separated by half a meter outside.The relationship between me and him is not an aboveboard matter, but today he held my hand and did not shy away from other people's eyes at all.

I didn't understand what he was going to do until I got off the taxi.The big characters of Beijing Railway Station came into view.The early morning wind is getting hotter.Li Weiran fumbled in his pocket for a while, and took out two pink train tickets. "Ah Shen, come with me. I'll take you away, just the two of us, live a good life."