Stockholm syndrome

"I always thought you would go to a military academy. Why did you suddenly go to study abroad? Your father is such a high-ranking official, so don't waste it." I found a topic. We haven't chatted like this for a long time, but unfortunately this is the last time.

"My mother is the only daughter of their family, and the family property is very large. I am the only boy in this generation, and someone must inherit the family business." Li Weiran didn't say anything, I never knew, I never met his mother, I just knew Their family has a strong background, and it is actually far stronger than I imagined.

"Your family is so powerful?!"

"What do you think?" Li Weiran tilted his head and looked at me. "I am very grateful to my family. They have given me such superior material. I have enjoyed favorable conditions since I was born, so I also have to take responsibility. This is why I must go to study abroad and inherit the family business. The reason for marrying a wife and having children. Whether I want to or not, I have no choice. Even if I marry a person who has no feelings at all, I will do it. I understand these reasons since I was a child, such as my father and my mother. We met a few times a year, and they gave birth to me and my sister. The task is considered complete.

When I went to England, I didn't tell you, because I didn't know how to tell you, but Zhao Yan was stabbed out, thanks to my taking care of him when I was on the school team. "

"You can't blame others. What's the relationship between the two of us? Others know about your going abroad. Don't tell me. Can I not be in a hurry?"

"Let me tell you, aren't you in a hurry?" Li Weiran asked back.

I thought about it, and it was the same reason. If he told me, I must be more anxious.Seeing me bow my head silently, Li Weiran smiled and continued. "Later when I went to England, there was no one around me, so I just missed you. I missed my parents, but I missed you. They raised me, but I missed you. What a white-eyed wolf. But there is no way, originally all year round I only met a few times. Unlike you, we are together every day. I can't hear you, can't touch you, and I feel uncomfortable.

Not being able to see each other made me feel uncomfortable, so I secretly called Wang Tianyi.He said that you had a good life, and I was even more uncomfortable.Why do you have a better life than me? Why don't you miss me.Later Wang Tianyi told me that you made a cut on your arm and tortured yourself.I was angry and distressed when I heard it.But I'm still somewhat happy, at least you care about me.

During SARS, you have to go home.He also used a knife to make gestures with people.Do you dare to mix it up again?If I'm not here, you won't count.I was so angry that I dropped my phone.I just bought a plane ticket and came back.Because of this matter, I was very tense with my family. Although I had a lot of troubles when I was young, I was barely obedient, which relieved my father's worries.As a result, when the epidemic broke out, I ran back from the UK and went to the hospital to see you.I'm so angry with him, if my sister didn't stop me, I would have done it.

I pretended to be very loyal.Say what I can't watch my brother die.In fact, I never regarded you as a brother.When my dad heard it was you, his heart softened.Tossing and tossing, that's all.But he made me promise that when you recover from illness, I will return to England immediately.

But with you like this, how can I leave with confidence.When I saw your whole arm was red last night, I was stunned.I have to take you away, that's what I thought, and I did the same. I got up early this morning, booked the bus ticket, and then sneaked home to pack a bunch of things.

Let's go to Xi'an.The autumn wind produces the Wei River, and the fallen leaves are all over Chang'an.How beautiful and artistic.I brought all the money I saved, and we can do a little business and live comfortably. "

Li Weiran unzipped the zipper of the mountaineering bag, reached in, touched it and took out two bottles of drinks.They are all grape-flavored Fantas. He unscrewed a bottle and handed it to me.He twisted another bottle and poured it in big gulps. "I was really impulsive. I said you before, but this time I made a mistake. Fortunately, you refused, which is right. I have to be worthy of my parents.

In the future, just in case.By coincidence, we can still see each other.You have to hide this from me.Don't tell others, let others know that I eloped with someone when I was young, and was rejected by the other party.My face is really gone. "

"Don't worry. I won't tell. We are the only ones who know about it." I nodded and took a sip of Fanta.

"That's fine, that's it." Li Weiran stood up, and I followed suit.He bent down and patted the dust on my pants. "Take this bag, it's all for you. It's useless for me to keep it. You can take it as a souvenir."

"I never gave you anything." Just as I finished speaking, Li Weiran remembered something.He opened the mountaineering bag and found a small box from inside.I know this box, it is the packing box of the tie I gave him when he was a coming-of-age ceremony, but there is still a rattling sound inside, I don’t know what else is in it.

"Didn't you give it to me?" Li Weiran squeezed the box in his hand, "I almost forgot. I feel so bad for you to carry it away like this."

"Li Weiran, I can't pay off what I owe you in this lifetime."

"Second is dead. Let me ask you, do you like me?"

"I like it. I like it very much."

"That's fine. You like me, and I like you too. We owe nothing to each other." Li Weiran helped me carry the hiking bag on my shoulder. "I'm leaving, you're fine. Don't regret it, and don't make me regret it."

"Li Weiran, in my next life, I will definitely marry you."

"Get out!" Li Weiran stretched out his hand and pushed me on the head, he looked at me with wet eyes.What Rolling Words said has no confidence at all.I opened my arms, wanting to hug him one last time.He avoided it.

"Ye Chen, I'm leaving, take care." Li Weiran turned around, his back was almost wet with sweat.He raised his hand and waved to me without looking back.

His back gradually drifted away, and finally disappeared into the bustling crowd.I shook my lips, and finally said the three words I suppressed in my heart, I love you.

Every time it was me standing there watching him leave alone.In the past, I always felt that I was particularly wronged, but now I realized that the person I was most reluctant to part with was Li Weiran.

This time he really left, unlike last time.The words have been made clear, he will live a good life, and so will I.I don't know if I will regret it, I don't want to use some noble excuses to flaunt myself.For example, I did this for Li Weiran, only in this way can he form a normal family with sons and daughters.What I owe him will never be cleared in this life.

I always have a lot of trouble when I'm with him.It's been hard for him to be with me for the past 2 years.I've never even been nice to him with all my heart.It is my father and mother that I put on my heart, but never him.

Li Weiran's figure had disappeared, and I was still standing there stupidly, the slight pain caused by the sweat on my arm seeping into the wound brought me back to my senses.Carrying a huge travel bag, I followed the line of passengers to Line [-].With two dollars in my pocket, I can get to the nearest subway station to my house and me.It takes less than half an hour to get home after getting out of the car.This bag is really heavy.Now it's working time, and the subway is packed to death, and I don't know how I got in.When he got out of the car, the gauze on his arm oozes a little blood again.The doctor told me not to sweat and not to exercise strenuously.I have committed all these.

By the time I got out of the subway, the sun was already high.Sweat was all over his forehead.I wanted to raise my arm to touch it, only to realize that my hand was hurt, so I pulled up the collar of my T-shirt and wiped it on my face.This dress is Li Weiran, it smells like him, and the smell of boiled water penetrates into my nose, and my heart aches so badly.I don't want to be without him, I'm only 19, and I still have a lot of time, I don't want to be without him in the future.I want to be with him, not a minute or a second away.

Now that you have decided, don't regret it. I don't know what is waiting for me at home. It may be a room full of wine bottles.But I don't regret it, and I hope Li Weiran doesn't regret it either.

By the time I got downstairs to our house, I was almost fainted from exhaustion.I didn't eat in the morning, and my hands are still injured. I really can't bear it after such a toss.Eyes are dazzled.

"Chen'er!" My dad's voice came, he kept calling my name, the voice was getting closer, but it was pitch black in front of me, I stretched out my hand to touch it, but after searching for a long time, I couldn't touch anything.It's like falling into a dark abyss, losing consciousness a little bit.