love zombie

Most of the people who moved were court ladies, and the concubines disdain to participate in these "troublesome jobs".

Participants must ride horses, pull up their hair, put on men's clothing, step on leather boots, and scramble to hit the ball with a club.

I remember we were playing like crazy, chasing the ball far away from the hoop.Obviously I was going to grab the ball soon, but suddenly, I felt another person coming from the side of the headquarters, and she rode her horse and jumped over very nimbly.

The moment I saw her, I recognized her instantly.

Even though her pupils are black, I haven't seen any man with her courage. With her hair combed up, the flame pattern on her forehead is more obvious, and she makes it difficult to look away.

My horse and I were startled at the same time.

My horse suddenly jumped up with two hooves in front and roared a few times, as if it wanted to throw me off the back!

He's never been tame, he's never gone berserk like this, I was terrified.

Then, I was pulled over.

"The horse ran away!" I looked at the direction the horse was running and kept shouting.

But the people behind me didn't care about me, she grabbed the ball with a few simple movements, and then galloped back to the original place quickly!

There was a strong floral fragrance on her body, which was blown away by the wind.

Some shortness of breath from the top of the head due to excitement is close at hand.

The horses seemed to gallop in the wind.

I seem to be going dizzy.

Finally, I remember her saying: "I won."

She pulled off the hat she was wearing and jumped off the horse with me.

She was tall and tall, her long black hair fell like a waterfall, but the cheers stopped abruptly.

She didn't seem to care at all, and as she led the horse away, she glanced back at me.

He smiled and said, "Little guy, don't play this dangerous game, okay?"

Does the so-called dangerous game allude to the time when I "peeped" last time?

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14, chapter12 (catch insects)...

The author has something to say: I found a lot of typos, welcome to catch bugs~

For Huayan, I really adore her.

There are so many women in the harem who hate her, but no woman dares to touch her; as long as she wants, she can even play with the emperor in her hands... Although she is in the harem, she is freer than any woman in the harem, because she Don't take dogma seriously, and no one blames her.

Since I was a child, I have liked bright things.I like things that are far away and out of reach.

Hua Yan is like the moon, she is like the moon in my heart, beautiful, powerful, and does not belong to me.

However, I will be happy for a week because I accidentally met her one day.I will learn about her preferences and habits everywhere, and then list them one by one in my mind like the orders from above.

In this way, God seems to really favor me.

When she was 13 years old, she often came to Mrs. Rongfang.They drink tea, play cards, chat and draw pictures occasionally.

Madam put away the cursed doll she made before, and often said to me: "Little Lian, it turns out that Hua Yan is not a monster. She treats me very well. Look, she brought me a special Suzhou doll today." Rouge, you promised to help me with makeup someday!"

"Yeah, that's great ma'am."

"Yes, Xiao Lian, do you think I'm pretty?"

"Of course the lady is beautiful!"

"Really? I thought I was getting old, but today, Hua Yan, she said I'm pretty..."

I patted her back obediently and nodded.

After a while, the madam swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and said: "Xiao Lian, it may be strange for me to say this, but... sometimes I think Hua Yan is very attractive, and I think she is more attractive than men... I just stared at her. Watching her make her heart beat faster, is there something wrong with me like this?! Could it be because there is no man, I will be hungry, huh?"

My hands stiffened for a moment, and I laughed: "Madam, don't think too much."

"You are still young, so you don't understand."

"Hee hee." I nodded.

But when did I not understand this feeling?

Almost every time, every time she comes here, every time I pass by her, when I make tea for her, when I pick up clothes for her, my heart beats faster...

I was looking forward to peeking at her, but I didn't dare to look at her.

I want to get close to her, but I dare not get close to her.

I was afraid of being alone with her, or getting too close, afraid that I would be so nervous that my voice of swallowing my saliva would be laughed at by her... But because I was too far away from her, because there was no me in her world, I felt lonely like never before.

I've never experienced such a strange feeling before.

However, I am really happy.It's like taking a bite of sweet-scented osmanthus cake. It's sweet and fragrant...

Because later, she came more and more frequently.

That day, she brought the rose essential oil she made by herself. In that small bottle, in the colorless liquid, there was an endless fragrance...I am obsessed with this fragrance...I know this fragrance comes from her garden, I I even know that as long as she walks by, I will smell this smell!

Maybe it was seen.

When she was walking in the corridor, she stopped suddenly.

"Little guy, do you like this thing?"

"Yeah!!" I kept nodding.

"Then shall we make an exchange?"

"What exchange?"

"Play me one of your best pieces. Guzheng!"

"No problem!" It's so simple, I suddenly frowned, "Hey, how do you know?"

"secret."

Her index finger touched her lips lightly, then she suddenly took my hand and placed the delicate little bottle in my palm.

I played the piano.

The wife was also very happy, and said that she had heard it before, but she still played it the best this time.

In fact, I made several mistakes because of my nervousness, but when I saw her not far away, her eyes were slightly squinted, she seemed to be enjoying herself while sipping her tea, and I was much more relaxed.

Unexpectedly, the piano sound I hated before, the tool I used to escape from being beaten, now makes me feel so much happiness.

From then on, when I was in a bad mood, I opened the cork and took a deep breath. I was never willing to use even a drop of essential oil.

Whenever I smell the strong fragrance of roses, it's as if she came to me, as at that time, she was riding a horse behind me, and there was no distance between the two bodies... as if she was right next to me. like talking...

The maid who worked together said: "Xiao Lian, I think you are in love!"

That one joke of hers scared the hell out of me.

I thought she had found out...

This wonderful emotion reached its acme in the summer when I was 13 years old.

It was a night.

It's hot.Sweating all over.

Hua Yan and his master had been playing cards that day, and it had been dark for a while.

They must be hungry, so I went to bring a plate of snacks.I specially picked out the dried grapes on the biscuit, because I know Hua Yan will definitely like it!

The door is not closed, it should be said that there is a crack.

"Well! Don't..."

The sudden ecstasy sound in the room made me almost drop my plate on the floor!

I felt cold sweat coming out of my forehead.

I carefully opened the door...

My heart sank to the bottom with a thud.Then he jumped wildly, bang bang bang.

In the room, the dim candlelight flickered slightly.

Even if something like a hood blocks some of it, then I can still see clearly...

My master was under Hua Yan's body, and she was constantly panting "Aha, aha"... Her clothes were already messed up, and her legs were wrapped around Hua Yan's body... She squinted With eyes closed, he began to tug on Hua Yan's bright red shirt emotionally...

Hua Yan's shoulders were snow-white, and a large area of ​​her back was exposed. Her pure black hair slid on the bed. She was lowering her head and kissing the neck of the woman under her little by little. She tore off her innermost hair. the barrier of...

I stood in the half-open doorway like a log.

With a plate in hand.

I don't know why, but I suddenly recalled the day Erniang left me, that cloudy moment, that expressionless moment...

Then, suddenly, my eyes widened and my pupils shrank.

Because of Hua Yan, she raised her head.

Her eyes returned to the bright red they first saw...

She looked at me, then smiled slowly, her hands moved violently...

The woman beneath him groaned violently.

I trembled violently, and ran away as fast as I could.

I was really funny, I ran a long way to the side of the palace wall, and I was still holding the plate in my hand...

What does this have to do with me?

Who is Hua Yan like this to, and what does it have to do with me?

What am I to her?

A person who has nothing to do with her, a court lady whose name she doesn't even know, I'm just a passerby in her life...

And... I'm only 13... I'm not good looking...

Even if she just played casually, she wouldn't come to me.

Is this the case when the toad wants to eat swan meat?

When I wandered back slowly, I rubbed my eyes because I couldn't see clearly.

I have already burst into tears...

This is the first time I have cried since I was a child.

I originally thought that I was really a cold-blooded person...

………………

Since then, I started to hide from Huayan.

After that, for almost a week, Hua Yan didn't come again.

My master has obviously become normal, but now she is even more irritable than before, and Hua Yan has become her forbidden language, anyone who mentions her will be beaten.

Because I am her personal maid, I can clearly feel that she is aging rapidly.When I was 14 years old, Lord