love zombie

The son is only 30 years old, but she looks like an old woman in her 50s.

I couldn't even tell her about gray hair, wrinkles, anything.

I vaguely feel that this has something to do with Hua Yan.

After inquiring in the harem, I found out that this case is not limited to the master, concubine Shu, and 4 talents, and even 2 servant girls.

But what everyone thinks is that they should have smoked too much marijuana, and they didn't pay more attention.

Later, once, I helped my master wear a jade bracelet, but the jade bracelet fell to the ground and broke as soon as it touched her finger.

I promise not to slip, because there is still a piece in my hand.

But she didn't believe it, it made her too angry.Because it was a gift from the emperor when he visited her in person.She has always regarded it as a treasure.

No matter how I explain and beg for mercy, she will not forgive me.

I was dragged out by several people.

40 large plates.

The people next to me shook their heads, thinking that I must be dead.Then it hit my ass and thighs hard and fast... Maybe it's been years since I've experienced something like this, and it's starting to get unbearable...

Each plate seems to take half my life away.This kind of pain made me scream and struggle continuously, and the instinct to survive made me cry desperately...

I'm so afraid to hear the cracking sound of my own flesh and blood...

I'm so afraid to taste the blood in my throat...

I even feel that even my sight is red...

"25,26,27..."

I finally stopped moving.My body doesn't hurt much anymore...

Just kept crying after the spasms.

Maybe, in just 14 years, there are really too many unsatisfactory things, right?

Later, I saw a person in the bright red line of sight.

He is running over here...

I think he might come to save my daddy?

When my father passed away, he said to me when I was 5 years old:

Lian'er, do you know why Dad gave you this name?

You are the moon in the ripples of the lake.You have to believe that in the future there will be a person who is like a lake, he can see your beauty, he will hold you in his arms, not hurt you, protect you, love you, just like a father...

As long as you believe in it, you will definitely meet it!

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But Daddy, if you are here, I don't expect others to love me;

But Er Niang, if you don't abandon me, I don't expect the slightest wealth in the palace;

I don't care where I go, or how much I'll be tortured to survive...

But how I yearn for...

Longing for someone to love me.

Anyone is fine.

Everyone is fine...

I just long to be loved.

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"why cry?"

Hua Yan sat on the head of the bed, looking at the little girl who had fallen into a coma.Gently wipe the tears from her face with your fingers.

She always thought this little girl was weird.

She is the only one who doesn't immediately lose her soul when she sees her pupils turn red.

To verify, she even deliberately exposed red pupils in front of her.

It was the first time in thousands of years that I met such a miraculous person.

However, I originally wanted to tease her, and it was really interesting to see her standing at the door, but because she was facing my gaze, the girl suddenly opened her eyes wide and kept crying. scared myself...

For the next few days, Hua Yan's mind was full of her appearance.

She has lived for a thousand years, so she is not ignorant of the girl's feelings for her for a long time, she is just good at ignoring it.

But Hua Yan didn't understand, and then the girl suddenly started avoiding her, obviously clinging to him like a puppy wagging its tail...but he started to feel a little annoyed.

Especially seeing her being beaten to the brink of death, it was as if a treasure had been damaged at that moment, and she was so irritated!

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I lay in bed for a whole month before waking up.

I was surprised to find out that Huayan's maid was serving me, but Huayan never came, so I felt very sad for some reason.

Am I overreaching?

Then, my injury gradually recovered.

One day, I said I was going back, and the maids said strangely: "Why are you going back? You are now the maid of "Beauty"! Don't you know?"

15

15、chapter13...

To become Hua Yan's maid, that was my wish.

I am so lucky, she is not as big as Mrs. Ronghua, her palace, she has more than 20 maids.But she directly made me her personal maid.

She didn't let me call her "Niang Niang", but called her sister, and she called me Lian'er very affectionately.No one has ever called me that.

The closer you get to her, the more you understand her, and the more you understand her, the harder it is to extricate oneself.

She is strong, but fragile.

She always had trouble falling asleep at night, and often, she would come to the eaves.

Just sitting there like that, looking at the cloudy and waning moon.

And I was watching her secretly from the side.

Seeing her black hair fluttering in the endless night, seeing the moonlight covering her body, listening to her humming a wonderful song...

Sometimes she would turn her head and ask, "Lian'er, are you tired?"

I shook my head.

"Is it cold?"

I shook my head again.

She pinched my nose and said with a smile: "It's not cold yet, my nose is red!"

At this time, she would put her arms around me and say, "Hey, I'm still so young at 14 years old, I haven't grown up yet... Have you eaten properly?"

I like it like this, the way she babbles.

She wrapped me up in her own rabbit-fur coat, which flattered me.

When tired, I could easily feel her exhaustion.

I took off the rabbit wool coat I put on and put it on her body again.

Only this time, I feel that I am really close to her.

It's like dreaming.

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She treats me very well, and I am her favorite maid.

But she always confuses me.

She likes to make ambiguous jokes, it's just her habit, but it makes me hard to resist.

I remember one time, several servant girls surrounded me.

"Hey, Xiao Lian, tell me, what did that elder brother stop you today?"

"He said he likes me." I said while folding vegetables, "Don't be lazy, hurry up!"

"Really? And then? What do you say?"

"I said no. I said I already had someone in my heart."

The surrounding maidservants fell silent for a while.

At that time, Hua Yan actually patted me on the shoulder and said with a smile: "Yes, if you tell him directly that you belong to me, he will not dare to come to you."

Another time, I seemed to be in a daze thinking about something.

She patted my butt suddenly and said, "Hurry up, hurry up!"

I frowned all of a sudden and said: "I just entered the moon! Sister!" (menstruation)

She chuckled, raised her eyebrows and said, "Lian'er, how do you make it sound like we're going to have sex?"

I couldn't be more red in the face.

... She has long been used to such frivolous jokes.

No matter who it is, she can open it.

But, tell me, she won't know how cruel her jokes are.

And I was like a stupid moth, knowing that her bright light was dazzling but deadly, but I still buried my head in it.

Because I know that she cares about me and likes me, but it's not the same as what I like about her.

I was by her side for two years and I should have been numb.

I should have known, Hua Yan, how caring.

She can socialize with several women at the same time.

I'm used to sprinkle roses in the bath for them;

I'm used to wrapping women of all colors in big brocades and sending them to her couch;

Get used to it, standing at the door with other maids blushing;

Get used to it, help them wash the dirty sheets...

What else can I not get used to?

What else can't I stand?

I once threw the dirty bed sheet at her and said to her: "Sister, can anyone? Can anyone have sex with you!?"

She caught the bed sheet, smiled suddenly, and said in a charming voice, "Well, almost."

I didn't care about anything, and shouted: "Then can't I?"

For almost ten seconds, no one spoke.

I was scared to death.

And her answer sent me to hell.

She was decisive: "You absolutely can't."

"why?"

"I like...mature, beautiful women."

Am I a fool?

I cried, of course I cried, I cried many times.

Foolishly, walking on the road, I would cry without knowing it...

I looked at my face in the mirror, and I compared the gap between me and the person she liked countless times.

I'm really not mature and pretty at all.

My face is round, my nose is flat, my hair is like straw, frizzy and knotted, I have to put it up, I'm 15 years old, but I'm still so short...

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I like you.

I like it so much that I can't extricate myself... As long as you like me, I can do anything for you.

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God always favors me.A lady in the cold palace gave me a bottle of "Flower Poison".

When I was 17 and only took it for half a year, I changed.

I have really become beautiful.

My skin is white, my chin is pointed, and my hair is black and shiny...

But Hua Yan often asked me to ask a doctor for a pulse.

"Did you eat something unclean?"

"Why are you so pale? Lian'er, what's wrong with you, why don't you speak?"

"Doctor, how is she? Recently, her complexion is not very good, she suddenly lost weight, fainted from time to time, and she doesn't like to talk anymore. I don't know what's going on.