Overwhelm the gangster

When I arrived at my grandfather's study room, the door of the study room was opened a little. Before I had time to knock on the door, I heard the roar of my grandfather: "What are you talking about? You like men? Are you trying to piss me off?" The words made me stunned for a while, and the hand knocking on the door stopped.

"What's wrong with liking a man? Although I might like an older one, I won't make incest, and I won't like you. Don't worry." At this time, the voice of the little uncle Ou Fengming came from inside, after listening to his words I froze.Uncle likes men?

I also know that men like men, but it was the first time I knew about it up close. I was stunned at the door for a few minutes, and I heard my grandpa yelling: "Go and try to like me!" , I want to see which man dares to fool around with you."

"I said, old man, who are you? You didn't want me back then, but why should you control me now? I wasn't raised by you, and I still have the responsibility of being a father. Why didn't you see me when I was young?" You have the responsibility of being a father, it's too late now, I have no problem if you want to hinder my life, unless you kill me, otherwise you can't even think about it." Ou Fengming laughed arrogantly.

Ou Fengming is the one who dares to talk to grandpa like this in this family, who made grandpa owe him.

At this time, grandpa was probably angry. I took a breath, then raised my hand and knocked on the door. Grandpa said something to come in. After I opened the door and walked in, I called grandpa respectfully.

Grandpa hummed lightly and asked me, "Why did you come back so late today? Did something happen at school?"

"No, it's something to be left behind by the teacher." I said lightly, somehow subconsciously I didn't want him to know that I had dinner with Feng Yi, grandpa didn't like me wasting time on these insignificant things.

Grandpa didn't have much reaction when he heard that, he just nodded at me and said, "It's fine that nothing happened."

The little uncle sneered and said: "You are such an adult, what can happen, don't think people are so fragile, okay, just take care of things."

Only then did I have a chance to look at my little uncle, and I saw that he had dyed red hair, a black leather jacket on his upper body, jeans with holes on his lower body, flip-flops on his feet, and a circle on his ear The earrings looked like a ruffian, but his expression was extremely free and easy.

I looked at him with some indescribable envy. The little uncle has always been a person who advocates freedom, and he is no exception in front of grandpa.

Grandpa didn't say anything after hearing what he said, just looked at me and said: "Yang Feng, you call Teacher Zhang, remember, if you can't come back early next time, just say so, don't be so rude."

I nodded my head, and the little uncle sneered again and said, "Xiaofeng, I feel sorry for you as an uncle. My whole life has been constantly manipulated by people like this. If you have the opportunity, you have to learn to enjoy life."

"Ou Fengming, you..."

"Don't shout so loudly. I'm not deaf. What's wrong with me? I'm wrong." The little uncle sneered twice and said, "How old is he? Don't you just want to train him to be a perfect heir? I have no feelings, I listen to you in everything, marry a wife and have children, and listen to your arrangements whether he likes it or not. You have paved the way for him in the future, just wait for him to go, tell you the old man, that is, Yang Feng can bear you, if I were him, I would have died in front of you long ago."

The words of the little uncle rang in my ears for a long time that day. I kept thinking about what would happen to me in the future, whether I kept walking like this, thinking about it, and suddenly felt that what the little uncle said was not bad at all. There are no waves, and I have always followed my grandfather's words... like a puppet, a puppet, without any sense of autonomy...

Later, I don’t know whether my grandfather listened to my little uncle’s words, or because my little uncle’s high-profile nonsense life made him have no time to supervise me. In short, the requirements for me are not so strict, and I don’t have to go back home after school every day to continue looking for professional teachers. Taught me some management courses, which made me relax a lot, and I spent more time hanging out with Feng Yi.

Feng Yi often took me home for dinner. Aunt Feng was really kind to people, and gradually my heart relaxed a lot towards them. One day, Aunt Feng told a funny story about Uncle Feng chasing him, and I laughed out loud. stand up.

"Xiaofeng, you see, you should smile more, smile ten years ago." Aunt Feng held my hand and said with a beaming face, I nodded and said: "Auntie, I understand." Feng Yi stood aside look at me and smile.

Feng Yi in class has always been rigorous and funny, but Feng Yi after class is relaxing, but I have also seen his most unknown side, irritable.

Maybe we went shopping together. My wallet was stolen by a thief. The thief was very powerful and knocked me to the ground. At that time, I had to admire his physical strength.

In the end he chased after him, he beat up the thief, then pointed at his nose viciously and said: "You are lucky, get out, next time I see you, I will send you to the police station for a free meal. "

At that time, I was exhausted and out of breath after following him, after Feng Yi dismissed the thief, he smiled at me with the wallet and said: "Here, put it away next time."

I don't know why, but I suddenly felt that smile was very beautiful, so I stared at him blankly, Feng Yi held up his wallet and looked at me, after a long time, the smile on his face slowly faded away, looking at me, with a hint of love in his eyes. complex.

I still know a little about the observer, so I pursed my lips and took the wallet. In fact, there was not much money in the wallet, but after all, he had worked so hard to get it back, so I didn't say any bad words.

When we walked back, we were all a little silent, usually Feng Yi spoke first, but now he didn't say anything, I didn't know what to say.

Anyway, the atmosphere that day was very weird.

Later, I realized that Feng Yi was avoiding me. He no longer asked me to go to his office, and rarely called me to hang out together. Feel it.

Once he asked me if I wanted to go to his house for dinner, I said no, he nodded in agreement, I found it very weird and strange, if I said no before, he would always have many reasons for me to go , Now that you have agreed to my request so readily, I am really upset.

However, for me, there is not much difference. I have met many people since I was a child. One more person is not too many, and one person is missing. No one will die in this world.

I silently resumed my old routine of going to school, and occasionally went to the small lake of the school to smoke a cigarette alone.Maybe it's because I'm bored. I'm smoking more and more.

After this kind of day lasted for about half a month, the day was a bit gloomy, and it started to rain mistyly shortly after I left the school. Me, maybe this is an excuse, maybe I just want to see if Feng Yi will send me back by not taking an umbrella.

It's just that I just took two steps when I saw Feng Yi and a man walking towards the lake in the campus. The two were talking about something, and they seemed to be arguing.

I pursed my lips, my heart moved, and I followed quietly.

When I walked over, I saw Feng Yi being pressed on the rockery by a boy from a distance, and the two were kissing.

I was stunned and stood there without moving. For some reason, Feng Yi suddenly pushed away the people beside him and looked at me. I thought that I probably noticed that I was looking at them, so I nodded to him, turned and left.

After leaving the school gate, grandpa happened to send someone to pick me up, and I got in the car and left.

I can't tell how I feel in my heart, it's probably both sour and bitter.

After going back that day, my grandfather asked me about going abroad, and I nodded in agreement with a hum.

I remember that I didn't fall asleep that night. I was thinking about the picture of Feng Yi kissing that boy, and wondering if Feng Yi liked that boy very much, so he kept a distance from me because he was afraid that he would misunderstand me. Thinking of this, I sighed Tone, then turned over and continued to fall asleep.

At dawn, I fell asleep, and dreamed that I was kissing Feng Yi, and I pressed him under my body... When I woke up, my body was wet... I was speechless, I suddenly I feel a little flustered, I seem to have feelings that I shouldn't have towards a person, such as desire.

When Qu was in class the next day, Feng Yi always said the wrong things, and the classmates in the class were whispering whether he was sick, but I was thinking that he was afraid that I would say it.

In fact, he should understand me, and I will not give him the slightest thought about people and things that have nothing to do with me.

Later, I started to hide from Fengyi, it can't be regarded as hiding, it's just that we seldom exchanged topics between us.Because I'm not the kind of stalker, since he's not interested in me, I don't need to stalk him. We're all young and have a long life, so there's no need to make a mess of life for such a trivial matter.

This embarrassing day lasted until the end of the college entrance examination. After the last exam, I walked out of the examination room. Many students threw their books into the air and laughed and shouted to the sky. Finally, I was relieved. Looking at the happy students, I thought I should leave here too. Another country.After I decided to go abroad, I would forget about everything here, and then I would inherit my grandfather's wishes, take care of the family business, find a gentle and beautiful wife, and live a life of respect as a guest.

This is how people live, and it doesn't have to be vigorous, which is also a blessing.

Walking out of the school gate, I saw Feng Yi standing outside, he looked at me and hurriedly walked to my side and said, "How did you do in the exam?"

I nodded and said: "It's okay, thank you Teacher Feng for your concern." After I finished speaking, I was about to leave, Feng Yi stepped forward and took my hand and smiled and said, "My mother made a lot of delicious food today, can you come to my house for dinner? .”

"I have something to do today, grandpa is waiting for me at home." I pushed his hand away and smiled politely: "Go again when you have time, thank Aunt Feng for me."

In fact, grandpa went to a reception today, there is no one at home, but I don't want to be with Feng Yi, he has his own boyfriend and his own life, so I don't need to pester him.

Feng Yi looked at me, his eyes hurt a little, I pursed my lips, and then left, just a few steps away, Feng Yi grabbed my arm and didn't speak until I got to his rented house.

If he doesn't speak, I naturally won't open my mouth. I looked at him, and he looked at me and said, "Yang Feng, did you see that day?"

I knew what day he was talking about, so I nodded and said, "Yeah, don't worry, I won't say it. I'm not that mean."

"But what you see is not the truth." Feng Yi looked slightly anxious and said: "I have nothing to do with him, he is just my classmate in college, I admit that he likes me, but I don't like him, he just said that day he wanted to kiss me goodbye , can also be regarded as an explanation of the feelings of the past few years."

"What does this have to do with me?" Yeah, what does this have to do with me?But why I was very happy when I heard him say that the two of them have nothing to do with each other. What kind of mentality is this?Just because someone doesn't care doesn't mean they want to have anything to do with me.

After I finished saying this, Feng Yi's eyes suddenly darkened, and then he stood up suddenly and walked in front of me, saying: "Yang Feng, I like you."

I was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly stared at him with wide eyes, I seemed to hear him say that he likes me, he said he likes me?is this real?

Feng Yi said the words, the expression on his face seemed a little relieved, then he smiled at me and said: "You don't have to bear anything, I just said it, I didn't expect you to respond, so don't worry. Now that I say these words, I feel much more relaxed, okay, I'll take you back." After speaking, he personally sent me out of the door and stopped the car for me.

It wasn't until I got into the taxi that I came back to my senses.

When I got home, I lay in bed and didn't want to eat. My face and ears were red and hot.I kept thinking about Feng Yi's confession in my heart, faintly, very happy in my heart.

But why did you send me out after confessing?I was a little strange. Thinking of what he said later, I was startled. Maybe he felt that I didn't agree, so he decided that I didn't have feelings for him, and then sent me out with good intentions, and decided to cut off this relationship. Bar.

This thought made me a little angry, and I like him too, I knew it from the time when the object of the nocturnal emission in that dream became him.

I don't like him smiling at others, I don't like him being touched by others, I don't like him treating me badly... If this can't be called liking, then what is liking, I can't say.

This thought shocked me, I hurriedly got out of bed and dressed, and rushed out the door, Zhang Ma saw me and hurriedly stopped me and asked me where I was going in a hurry at such a late hour, and said that my grandpa was coming back soon.

I thought about it and decided to go crazy for a while, so I said, tonight's class reunion is the last time, so I'm going, and after I finished speaking, I ran away, ignoring Mama Zhang's shouting.

I ran all the way, and stood in front of the rented house by Feng Yi. I was out of breath. After a long time, I pushed open the door. Standing at the door, I saw Feng Yi sitting on the bed and smoking a cigarette. The room was filled with smoke.

"Yang Feng?" Feng Yi called me in surprise, "You..."

I walked into the room, closed the door and pushed him down on the bed...