Overwhelm the gangster

(The above omits the word n, h)

After calming down my breathing, after a long time, I pulled out from Feng Yi's body, hugged him and kissed him gently.Feng Yi's handsome face was a bit tired, but he still put his arms around my neck and kissed me back. When I was about to miss another shot, I hurriedly stopped. Once again, even if Feng Yi can bear it, I will die of exhaustion earlier, this is not a good thing.

Later, I got out of bed to fetch water and washed him. Feng Yi's face was flushed, and he wanted to stop my movement, but he couldn't clean it thoroughly, so in the end he blushed and put his head on the pillow to ask me to help.

There were some lacerations on his back, probably because they were too intense for the first time. I felt a little distressed, so I took out the ointment and applied it on him.

After cleaning him, I took a cold shower inside and jumped into bed with him.

To be honest, I still can't believe it now, I can't believe that Feng Yi would moan under me just now, and even cry softly begging for mercy at the end.

Thinking of the beautiful appearance of this man with teary eyes, I can't help but look at the person in my arms, Feng Yi has a good face, fair skin, and some ambiguous marks on his body, it is really indescribably ambiguous.

According to his age, he was only three or four years older than me. At this moment, he looked younger than me because of his tiredness, which was very cute. I couldn't help but kissed the corner of his mouth again.

Feng Yi raised his eyes and looked at me and said in a hoarse voice: "You..." After speaking, he moved his body, he rubbed unconsciously, which made me a little excited, so I hurriedly stopped and said: "Don't move, I won't treat you What's up. But it's not guaranteed if you keep moving."

After hearing my words, Feng Yi glared at me and said, "Why do you..."

"How so?" I asked with a smile: "It may be the first time for me, of course I have to be excited." Feng Yi blushed slightly, and finally lowered his eyes and stopped talking to me, I hugged him in my arms and whispered Said: "I still can't believe it, when did you fall in love with me? Will your parents agree with us?"

After hearing what I said, Feng Yi paused slightly and said: "To be honest, I never thought that I would fall in love with someone younger than me, but I felt very moved when I first saw you."

"So, you still fell in love with me at first sight?" I looked at Feng Yi and smiled, he was stunned for a while, then he pursed his lips and nodded and said: "You can also say that, at that time I thought you People must be the kind with a bad face and a heart, so I observed you and kept paying attention to you, and found that you are indeed a kind-hearted person with a lonely heart, and finally... Finally, I slowly realized that I fell in love with you... "

"Then why did you avoid me in the end?" I looked at him and asked again, Feng Yi looked at me with a smile and said: "You also know that I am your teacher, and I still feel a little bit at a loss to lure students to commit crimes." , not to mention your status is not ordinary, so I am struggling."

Feng Yi's words startled me, I propped myself up slightly with my hands, and then stared at him, knowing that his words were half-truths, but it sounded the alarm in my heart, what he said was right, my Family is definitely a hindrance. Grandpa would never agree to me being with a man. Thinking of the tricks grandpa would use to us after he knew about it, I felt a chill in my heart, and then looked at Feng Yi with more scrutiny. Since he I also understand this truth, so why are you still with me?

He was looking at me, and then took my hand and said, "What are you thinking about? Those are things that will happen a long, long time ago. Now all we have to do is enjoy, enjoy life and love."

I felt relieved after hearing this, and then raised it again: "You mean that you don't intend to go on with me for a long time?"

"How could it be?" Feng Yi looked at me with wide eyes and said, "Of course I want to go on with you for a long time, but I also have to consider the actual situation. What can we do now, a showdown with your grandfather is impossible. , so we can only procrastinate, and when you and I are capable, we will talk about other things." His words were sincere, but his eyes flickered slightly, although it was not obvious, but it was understandable, what was he doing? What do you think, what he said was a lie.

"Feng Yi, you lied to me." I looked at him and said, "You don't think so at all, you just want to sleep with me a few times, and then you go back to your university to graduate, do you want to go to my university? ?”

I thought I would yell at him angrily, but I found that when I said this, I was very calm, as calm as a pool of stagnant water.

Feng Yi shook his body, then sat up and looked at me and said: "Yang Feng, that's not what I mean, who doesn't want lovers to get married together?"

Seeing his anxious look, I felt better, then got up and hugged him and said: "Feng Yi, I have never liked anyone before, neither men nor women, you are the first person I like, so you didn't seduce me , I know you don't have confidence in our future, and I actually don't have the confidence to make Grandpa agree, but, but you can't make me feel that you're going to give up...it's not fair."

"I know, don't worry, I won't give up." Feng Yi replied in a low voice, hugging me.

After hearing what he said, I smiled relaxedly, then fell asleep on the bed with my arms around him, let’s talk about it later, he is right, we should enjoy life first and think about other things...

Later, I told my grandfather that I planned to study locally and filled out the college entrance examination. It was Q University, which was very close to Fengyi's school. Fengyi said he would take the postgraduate entrance examination.

This is how I plan for the future. I have to learn to control Ouyang's family slowly, so that I have the capital to protect Feng Yi. I will never allow Grandpa to do anything to Feng Yi. If Grandpa disagrees, then I will First get out of the control of grandpa, and then slowly work hard on your own career.

I would never even think about this idea in the past, but now, I have to think about it.

The power of love may be a little more courageous than usual, I know that I have found the direction of life, my life is no longer a pool of stagnant water, I will work hard for the future of me and Fengyi.

Thinking of this, I laughed, and then talked to Feng Yi, he nodded, the future planning is very good.We even agreed to rent a house near the school and live together, Feng Yi and I would laugh out loud...

When I went back after this day, my grandpa didn’t ask me where I stayed overnight because of my uncle’s absurd things in the entertainment industry these days. I mentioned to him that I wanted to study in Q University. He asked me why, I said After all, my family’s business is all in China. I want to study in China. During holidays, I can take an internship from the bottom of the company and get in touch with the company as soon as possible.

Grandpa was silent for a while, then stroked his forehead, waved his hand at me and said, "It's up to you, just study hard, don't imitate what that kid Ou Fengming did to me all day long, and wait for me to help him clean up the mess .”

I was overjoyed when I heard it. I thought that grandpa would disagree so easily, but I didn't expect him to agree so easily. I saw that he was a little tired, so I said something to reassure him and left.

That summer vacation can be said to be the happiest summer vacation I ever had. I was with Fengyi almost every day, shopping, playing, and then lying on the bed and having sex.

During that summer vacation, I became familiar with Feng Yi's body thoroughly. I knew that his earlobes, Adam's apple and even the two red spots on his chest were her sensitive spots. Every time at the end, I couldn't help but make things difficult for him, looking at him The blurred appearance will make people feel unspeakable joy.

During that summer vacation, I possessed him inside and out, he was mine, I liked his moans, his indistinct gasps, and his low voice calling my name when he climaxed.

like very much.

Occasionally, he would take me back for dinner. Aunt Feng and Uncle Feng still treated me very well. At first I felt a little bit sorry, after all, I had that kind of relationship with Feng Yi, but later when Feng Yi told me that Aunt Feng knew about it a long time ago, I froze.

Feng Yi looked at me and said with a smile: "When I was in college, I made it clear to them that I like men."

"Aunt Feng, they don't scold you?"

"It's not that I never scolded, but I accepted it after seeing that I really couldn't change it." Feng Yi said with a smile: "Actually, when my mother first found out, she almost chased me with a kitchen knife and chopped me up. It was my father. Stopped it, said it was hacked to death, not to mention that the grandson didn’t even have a son, and then my mother hugged my father and cried all afternoon. Finally, my father analyzed with me everything I had to face in choosing this path, and analyzed I confessed to them when I said I understood the difficulties in the future, and my father nodded, in fact, my father is a relatively open-minded person."

I sighed for a while and said, "Your parents are really open-minded. If my grandpa thinks the same way, that would be great."

After saying this, Feng Yi and I fell silent, and then hugged each other deeply, entangled as if we were going to embed each other's bodies.

Later when I went to their house again, Aunt Feng joked that she asked me to call her mother, but I blushed for a long time and did not call out. Aunt Feng told me that day, in fact, she and Uncle Feng accepted Feng Yi calmly at first. Sexuality, thinking that in the future, he can get in touch with girls more, even every time he goes home, he will introduce some girls to him, but slowly they find that Feng Yi doesn't like to laugh, and finds that Feng Yi has reduced the chance of going home. The number of times I saw them were smiling but bitter, and they seldom talked at home. This situation became more and more weird. They couldn't help but consult a psychiatrist. The doctor told them a lot , the general idea is not to persecute the children and so on. Later they also read a lot of books, including books about homosexuality, as well as the depression between them and the incomprehension of the world.

Many people married women through a veil, but suffered for a lifetime, and some even committed suicide because of depression. After reading this, they were secretly shocked, and finally decided to look for his sexuality.

"At first, Feng Yi didn't quite trust us, thinking that we were lying to him again, but after seeing our attitude, his mood gradually improved." Finally, Aunt Feng patted my hand and said: "Feng Yi's heart is actually very sensitive. He must have made up his mind to choose you now. At the beginning, he also thought that you and him are not in the same world. He only wanted to treat you well, but he only looked at you later. , He was afraid that he couldn't help it, so he avoided you, and he didn't decide to confess to you until after the college entrance examination."

Aunt Feng said with a smile here: "He told me at the time that you wouldn't like him, but he didn't want to leave any regrets, so he decided to confess to you, and when you refused, he would go back to school with peace of mind , I’ll never see you again, it’s like we’re at the bottom of the boat... But in the end I can see you together, although I feel guilty, but overall I’m still happy. After all, as a parent, seeing your children can be happy, other things I hope you don't blame Auntie for being selfish."

After hearing this, I quickly shook my head, and said with a slightly warm face: "I won't, Auntie, I...I like Fengyi."

Aunt Feng laughed out loud.

I held Feng Yi in my arms that night, feeling very happy.

It's just that this kind of happiness comes too fast and goes too fast.

Back from Feng Yi's place that day, as soon as I opened the door, I was taken to the study by my grandfather's bodyguards. The little uncle was also in the study, with half of his face flushed. When he saw me, he waved weakly at me and said, "Yang Feng , you killed me."

I don't know why, grandpa threw me a stack of photos at this time, all of them are photos of me and Feng Yi, shopping together, kissing at the corner, shopping together, and many more, even we went home together hand in hand .

I feel cold.

"Grandpa..." I looked up at the expressionless grandpa. He looked at me with a cold smile and said, "I said you were going abroad, why did you suddenly change your mind? It turned out that a man was involved. That man Is it Feng Yi, or your teacher, who seduces his own students, really has a problem with his style, I think it will be very difficult to graduate."

"Grandpa, it has nothing to do with him. I stalked him." I yelled at Grandpa, "Don't deal with him, or I will make you lose this heir."

After speaking, Grandpa narrowed his eyes and said, "Are you threatening me?"

"Grandpa, I dare not." I looked at him and said, "You can put me under house arrest, beat me, and scold me, but if you don't move him, if you dare to move him, I will make you lose a grandson."

After I finished speaking, I turned and left.

"Where are you going?" Grandpa looked at me and asked, "To Feng Yi? Are you really not afraid of what I might do to him?"

"Never mind." I said, and turned to leave.I was very scared at this time, I want to stay with Feng Yi, I can't let grandpa touch him, this is my only thought.

I turned around and left, bodyguards stopped me, grandpa waved his hand to let them let me go, before leaving, grandpa said something to me, he said, "Yang Feng, you have to know that there are many ways to make Feng Yi give up on you, but you Since I have threatened me, then I will not hurt them, but today’s words are put here, even if I don’t threaten them, I have a way to get you back. I will give you a week to think about it, and you will give me and him a week. Sever the relationship with each other cleanly, go abroad honestly, don't wait for me to find you."

I didn't answer.I ran out to find Feng Yi, and before leaving, the little uncle said: "Old man, I'm leaving too, I was beaten up by you for no reason, that's enough, and you also said that I brought your precious grandson to harm, I Have you ever talked to him? Forget it this time, if you treat me like this next time, I’ll sue the media about your affair. Anyway, it doesn’t matter if I don’t want this face, unless you don’t want it either..." What did grandpa say? Did not hear, do not want to hear.

Right now I just want to see Feng Yi.

I called him, Feng Yi said he was at home, I hurried to take a taxi.

After arriving, Feng Yi hugged me in his arms and said: "Yang Feng, what's wrong with you? Why do you look so bad?" Aunt Feng and the others were also there, seeing my appearance, they were all surprised and speechless.

I didn't take into account that they stepped forward to hug Feng Yi.

"Yang Feng?" Feng Yi called me in surprise, I calmed down, then took a step back and looked at him and said: "Feng Yi, my grandpa has found out about the matter between us."

Feng Yi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "If you know it, you know it, why is that expression?"

"Yes, I believe your grandpa is not the kind of person who makes people embarrassing. He will bless you." Aunt Feng said while holding my hand.

I shook my head and said: "You don't understand, my grandpa is very angry, I'm afraid he will harm you, I'm really afraid..."

"Not so." Uncle Feng came over at this moment and said: "I have dealt with your grandfather before, he will not be so despicable, don't worry."

I shook my head and said, "This time it's different, it's different."

"I understand what you mean." Uncle Feng took my hand and said with a smile: "But don't think so badly of your grandpa, he just cares about you and won't do anything to Feng Yi and us."

"Yes, yes, even if what happened to us, the Son of Heaven still has the law under his feet." Aunt Feng teased.

I felt slightly relieved after hearing this, but I was still uneasy, I knew that grandpa was also involved in black and white, I was afraid that she would attack Feng Yi if I left here, and I was afraid that he would still attack them if I didn't leave here.

This night I hugged Feng Yi tightly, for fear that he would leave me if he was not careful, so I just lived in fear, and Feng Yi let me hold him.

Nothing happened for the next two days, I knew that Grandpa must be planning something, I carefully stayed with Feng Yi, and didn't even dare to go out.

Fortunately, neither Uncle Feng nor Aunt Feng's work was affected.I also know that grandpa won't do anything to me, but I'm still shocked. Grandpa has traveled more roads than I have eaten. I'm afraid I can't resist what tricks he wants to play.

On the fifth day, my grandpa called me and told me to go back abroad, and to sever ties with Feng Yi from now on.I said that it is possible to go abroad, but it is impossible to sever the relationship.

Grandpa said he would send someone to pick me up.I didn't answer his question, but just told him that if something happened to Feng Yi, he knew my temper, after the silence fell, I hung up the phone.

Both Aunt Feng and Uncle Feng were silent. About an hour later, someone knocked on the door, saying that it was someone my grandfather sent to pick me up.

After a stalemate for a while, I opened the door, and there were a few bodyguards beside Grandpa and Uncle Wang who had been with Grandpa all the time.

Uncle Wang looked at me and said, "Young master, don't lose your temper with the master, go back."

"What if I don't go back?" I frowned and looked at Uncle Wang, Feng Yi stood beside me and said, "I'll go back with you."

"The master only wants the young master to go back." Uncle Wang glanced at Feng Yi and said contemptuously, "I'm not interested in other people. Young master, don't let us do it."

"If you dare to touch him, I will die in front of you." I said viciously, "Take my dead body to deal with grandpa."

At this time, Uncle Wang raised his head and looked at me, with a touch of pity in his eyes, he said: "Young master, you only know a little about the master's temper, since you threatened him, then he will not touch your so-called liking." He will only let the person you like give up on you. The master said that he knows that you love Feng Yi, and he will not do anything to make you unhappy, but he can't teach other people's children. Maybe he can't teach you a lesson Are you going to teach your grandson a lesson?"

Just after Uncle Wang finished speaking, Feng Yi was pulled away, and then the two people brought by Uncle Wang started punching and kicking.

"What are you doing..." Feng Yi yelled from the side, he wanted to rush over but was stopped by someone.Aunt Feng screamed and wanted to call the police, but was also stopped.

In fact, those people didn't attack hard, they avoided the vital points of my body, but it was really painful when they hit me. In the end, I curled up on the ground and couldn't say a word. I heard Feng Yi seem to be crying faintly, and then I heard him say, "Enough, enough, I'm leaving him, I'm leaving him, enough, stop it all, stop it all."

I felt a slight heat on my forehead, and something flowed down my cheeks and into my nose. I thought there must be some blood coming out, and then I lost consciousness, and faintly heard Uncle Wang sigh in my ear.

In the end, I woke up with the pain in all my bones. When I woke up, Feng Yi was applying medicine for me. After seeing me wake up, I was overjoyed. Then he hugged me and sobbed softly, and I stroked his cheek Said: "They left?"

Feng Yi nodded and said: "Let's go, the medicine is left by them."

After hearing this, I raised the corners of my mouth and smiled, and said, "What else? What conditions did you agree to for me?"

"They will come to pick you up tomorrow." Feng Yi looked at me and said, "I promise them that from now on you won't meet me on purpose, don't inquire about my news, don't communicate with me, etc., and then you will go abroad and have a good time. Study, and I will not go abroad to find you, I will not contact you again, if I break my oath, I will die without a whole body, like this."

I nodded and said, "I see."

I only now understand the difference in strength between my grandfather and me. He only needs to move a little finger to make us completely give up hope. He doesn't have to deal with Feng Yi's family. He only needs to deal with me. He only needs to be in Feng Yi Dealing with me in front of me is enough.

He doesn't need me to give up, he doesn't need my threats, he just needs Feng Yi to let go of his hand first, and when he does this, he even does it in front of us without any shyness, because he doesn't need to avoid, he If we know the gap between us, he can clearly let me separate, the separation is aboveboard and righteous, and he clearly threatens me with Feng Yi's death, but I can't move.

Feng Yi looked at me and said: "It doesn't matter, I will still go to other places to study in the future, and then I will come back one day. Although your grandfather asked me to promise a lot of things, but if I come back one day, maybe I will walk on the street. I will meet you, then as long as you don't have a beautiful girlfriend by your side, we can still be together."

When Feng Yi said that, I smiled and said with a sore corner of my mouth: "Yes, I think after today, I should go abroad, maybe I will never come back for the rest of my life. You promised me that Grandpa would never see you again, and you also promised He won't go abroad to look for me, but, Feng Yi, if one day I come back from abroad, remember to come and look for me."

Feng Yi nodded and said hello.Tears rolled down his eyes as he nodded.

That day, Feng Yi and I sat on the bed, talked all the time, didn't sleep all night, and when it was almost dawn, Feng Yi took a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, took out one and handed it to me, saying: "Have a cigarette, I remember the first time I saw you, you stood there smoking like a ruffian, but it was that attitude that attracted me."

I smiled and smoked one, and he smoked one next to me, we talked about a lot of things while smoking, the sky gradually lit up, and when there was the last cigarette left, Feng Yi and I were at the same time He stretched out his hand, and finally he watched me light the cigarette for me, and he said: "Yang Feng, after this cigarette is extinguished, I will never smoke again, and you too, take good care of your body."

I smiled and nodded.Halfway through smoking the cigarette, I heard the sound of a car coming downstairs, I stared blankly at the cigarette butt, then extinguished it, looked at Feng Yi and said, "Keep it as a souvenir."

Feng Yi smiled and said yes.

When Feng Yi sent me out, Aunt Feng and Uncle Feng stood there, watching what I wanted to say, but they didn't say anything in the end, I smiled at them and said: "I'm leaving." They nodded.

When going downstairs, Feng Yi said that he would send me away, I looked at him and said: "Go back, go upstairs."

Feng Yi's eyes turned red, and then he turned and went upstairs, until I could no longer hear his footsteps, I got into the car without looking back.

Sitting in the car, I kept my head down.

When I got home, I was seriously ill. After recovering from the illness, I went abroad according to my grandfather's wishes. When I left, I took the half cigarette butt with me.

Because I think, Feng Yi and I may meet again one day, when my wings harden, I will definitely come back and wait for him to come to me.

Sitting on the plane, I listened to a song that Feng Yi once played to me. I think the situation in the lyrics is quite in line with the current situation between us.

It's just honey, this time you watch me go, when will I see you come back...

After this cigarette goes out

don't keep

I'll go first this time

Youth is really like a glass of wine

you smiled and held out your hand

you say precious

tears streaming down my face

You said you can no longer guess about love

You said if we meet again

no greetings

gently shake hands

We just smile like lost friends

when you said go

Do not look back

i watch you go

You say baby I wish it was just a dream

You said the smoke was about to go out

the smoke is almost gone

I don't want you to go

You said hold me tighter and make me feel the pain

when you said go

Do not look back

i watch you go

You say honey I watch you go watch you go