Overwhelm the gangster

When Fang Tong died, he asked me to leave, he said, Qian, you live well, he asked me to leave, and then I left without looking back or not daring to look back.

A lot of people were chasing me behind me, I stumbled away and hid in the trash can, I couldn't imagine what Fang Tong would look like, I knew the rules of the road, no dead body.

I didn't cry at that moment, I squatted in the corner numbly, and then watched the people in Dongcheng leave, I left quietly, I remember Fang Tong told me that he wanted me to live.

He said let me live, then I will live, it doesn't matter.

So I lived desperately that year, even picked up a knife and a gun, sometimes I would look at the knife and laugh, to be honest, although I was the gang leader of Xicheng, but when Fang Tong was with me, I never killed anyone. It's just that now that he's gone, everything is on my own.

After that, I lived in a muddle for a year, and I couldn't tell whether it was good or bad. People under my father contacted me, and then I took a knife to kill a traitor in the west city that night...

When the man was dying, his eyes were wide open, as if he couldn't believe it, I just glanced at him.When someone who is afraid of death meets someone who is not, one of them will die miserably.

That year, I had a lot of wounds on my body, and every time I would be hospitalized, every time Shen Luo sent me to Shen Jun, his eyes wanted to kill me, but I didn't care, really didn't care, but even if it didn't matter, I Every time when I feel drowsy, I can hear Fang Tong's voice. He stood there looking at me, and said softly, Fang Qian, you promised that I would live well, you promised.

So every time no matter how badly I was hurt, I would wake up because Fang Tong was there looking at me, he was looking at me.

I live not because I am afraid of death, but because I don't care about life and death too much, so I can take back the West City within a year, I can avenge Fang Tong within a year, and I can wipe out the Dong City from the road within a year.

But even if I became the boss of the gangster that everyone feared, I was still very timid in my heart. I was so timid that I drove to the place where Fang Tong died but didn't dare to get out of the car and walk into that alley. I would rather take it by myself. He drank the wine and swallowed it bit by bit, but he didn't dare to go down and look at that place.

I haven't found Fang Tong's body, and I haven't been able to inquire about it for a year.I think my life is probably like this, I live my life in a daze, maybe one day I will die, I can face the dead Fang Tong, then I will come here, and then sit where he left, Quietly, with eyes closed, waiting for death, that would be considered as dying with him.

I made a plan and bought two good cemeteries. After I die, I will bury the things Fang Tong used next to me, so it can be considered that he is with me.

Both Qiang Zi and Xiao Hu persuaded me to stop thinking about Fang Tong, and every time they said that, I beat them up because they didn't understand what it meant to me.

The first time I saw him, he just looked at me and smiled, and said I was pretty. Before that, other people couldn’t see me, either they were afraid or disgusted, no one said I was pretty.

From childhood to adulthood, Fang Tong stood in front of me, whenever he stood in front of me, helping me fight, preventing others from saying bad things about me...

How can I not think about him, even if I am drunk, even if I am dead, I still want to think about him, I must remember him in this life, Fang Tong.

I've been living like this, Shen Luo can't help it, Shen Jun can't help it either, what they can do is to help me recuperate my body, and then wait for my next injury to come.

I live this contradictory life, but my private life is clean, really clean, and I don't like to be touched, and I don't like to touch other people.

I remember that Fang Tong didn't like things in the underworld before. Although he didn't say anything, I could see that his eyes were always looking at the world outside the West City, but he knew that as long as I was here, he had no choice. So he kept silent and buried that thought.Now I fulfill this wish for him.

I slowly bleached my career and money, and I also thought about what to do after I died with so much money and no heirs, so I adopted a child early, and only Shen Luo and Shen Jun knew about that child. After finishing the will, after I die, I will let that child have no worries for the rest of his life, and Shen Luo and Shen Jun will take care of the rest. I know they will definitely treat that child well.

I often look at the sky and think, Fang Tong, I have explained everything, but you haven’t come to pick me up, and I never even have you in my dreams. Sometimes I don’t know whether you like me too much or don’t care.

The days went on like this, until one day I went to Shen Jun's clinic to bandage the wound. On the way, I seemed to feel Fang Tong looking at me, but when I turned around, I didn't find anyone I was familiar with. There was no Fang Tong, no one. .

After bandaging the wound, I went back to West City. That night I received a call. The mobile phone number I bought with Fang Tong back then hadn't rang for many years, but it rang that night.

Trembling, I answered the phone and said hello, and then we became silent. For some reason, I suddenly thought that maybe he is Fang Tong, as long as he doesn't speak, he is Fang Tong, but when he spoke, the voice was unfamiliar.

It's not Fang Tong, it's not Fang Tong, why isn't it Fang Tong? My hands holding the phone are pinched together fiercely, it's not Fang Tong.

It just so happened that Qiangzi came to look for me, seeing how self-abuse I was, he dropped the phone, he shook me and said Fang Tong was dead, Fang Tong was dead.

I slapped Qiangzi, I know that Fang Tong is dead, everyone knows, but I can't tolerate them saying that.

I left West City that day, and asked Xiao Hu to look up the phone number for me.

Later, I met the owner of that phone number. At that time, Qiangzi and others were teaching him a lesson. He was lying on the ground, looking at me, his eyes were shining brightly, with indescribable complexity.

Those eyes made me stunned, Fang Tong, I whispered, he fainted.

I know he's not Fang Tong, but whenever I think of his complicated eyes, I can't help but feel distressed. His eyes are like Fang Tong... Later when I get close to him, I always think, what is a person alone? Everything can change, but the look in the eyes can't.

Later, between us, he tried to keep me silent, and he just kowtowed and hoped, until one day he looked at me and said that he shouldn't be hurt, and looked at the pain and blame hidden in those eyes. At that moment, I seemed to see Fang Tong stood in front of me and scolded me, I felt uncomfortable for a while, and then drove to the place where Fang Tong died, I yelled at Yang Chen, yelling out all the indescribable fears in my heart, Yang Chen was stunned Looking at me, the expression on his face was full of unspeakable sorrow.

He held me in his arms, using my favorite position very naturally.

I sobbed on his shoulder for a long time, I remember.

Then I vaguely thought that after tonight, I would kill the person who saw my most embarrassing side.Never let people know that I still have such a fragile time.

At this moment, I heard Yang Chen's suppressed voice next to my ear, he said, "Qian, I'm Fang Tong, do you believe it?"I'm back, do you believe me?

His voice was very soft but with unspeakable emotion, and I was stupid.

Yang Chen said he was Fang Tong...

He said he was Fang Tong, and the person holding me was Fang Tong, he said he was back?

How is this possible, so that when he confirmed to me again, I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

Yang Chen, Bu Fang Tong sighed in my ear, then I thought, if he is really Fang Tong, then let me see if he is real or not.

If he lied to me, he would die. If he didn't lie to me, then... then I should thank God.

Just honey, are you really back?Is that you?