brightest star in the sky

Lu Chenxing also hugged him, feeling soft in his heart.The big boy I love occupies my whole heart, so how can there be anyone else?

"Gu Ran, I have nothing to do with Ling Jie, don't think about it."

Gu Ran, who put his head on Lu Chenxing's shoulder because of the hug, closed his eyes, and showed a satisfied smile in a place where the other party could not see.

"Ah."

"Gu Ran, do you believe me?"

"Of course, I'll believe you when you tell me!"

Lu Chenxing also closed his eyes, and sighed softly in his heart: Maybe you don't know how much I love you, but I really love you, and I hope I will always have you in the future.

I don't know when it started, but the word liking is no longer enough to describe my feelings for him.

"Chen Xing, go take a shower. You didn't take a shower after the game, did you? Wash here and go home to sleep."

Indeed, Lu Chenxing felt that he was greasy all over his body, sweated, and when he ate, he was stained with oil and the smell of tobacco and alcohol. It really didn't smell good. Like Gu Ran, he didn't smoke, and he only drank a little beer , but many others smoke.

The two cleaned themselves up and rested together on the sofa with their heads leaning against each other. There was a talent show on TV, but they didn't watch it seriously, they just wanted to stay quietly for a while.

"Morning Star, I have a question for you."

"Ah."

"Have you ever eaten my vinegar?"

. . .

A difficult question to answer!Lu Chenxing sat up straight and seriously considered how to answer.

How could it be possible not to be jealous?Gu Ran is so dazzling and outstanding, he can be the topic of discussion no matter between boys or girls.But it's strange to say that no matter whether other boys hook up with Gu Ran or jokingly say some nasty things, I won't get angry.It was that Wang Yang, as long as he saw him appearing in front of Gu Ran, he felt uncomfortable all over.Lu Chenxing can be sure that Wang Yang is the same type of person as himself and Gu Ran.But, how could Gu Ran not feel it?

Chen Xing understands Gu Ran no less than the other party understands himself. He is very informal about some things, but his thoughts are still more delicate, otherwise he would not see himself so clearly.

Therefore, it is impossible for him not to know what Wang Yang thinks of him.

Gu Ran didn't tell me the truth either.However, he should be the same as himself, just afraid that the other party will misunderstand and think too much.

Therefore, in order to show his magnanimity, and to make Gu Ran not care about Ling Jie who he has no interest in at all, Lu Chenxing answered him with two words:

"will not."

Looking into his own eyes seriously through Lu Chenxing, Gu Ran froze, feeling a little disappointed.

"Then I injured my foot last time, and you were not happy to see our squad leader help me back to the dormitory!"

"Just that one time, after you explained it, why don't I just be fine?"

The devil is good!Every time I see him hanging around you, I feel like hitting someone.But in order to make Gu Ran believe in himself, that's all he can say.

"Oh."

In fact, if you love someone, how can you not be jealous for him?How can anyone really be so generous and well-trained?If there is, it must be because that person does not have deep feelings for the other person.

"Then... don't worry about it, okay?"

At this time, Lu Chenxing didn't realize that it might be because he wasn't honest enough and didn't know how to let the other party know what he really thought in his heart, which planted the seeds for the ending of the two of them later.

Gu Ran did not answer the question just now, but asked:

"Chen Xing, I like you so much, how about you?"

Gu Ran spoke very seriously, staring at himself for a moment, Lu Chenxing didn't understand why he asked such a question, but he responded seriously as if his jealousy hadn't passed.

"Of course I like it too."

Although he got an answer, Gu Ran still didn't let him go.

For the first time, Lu Chenxing knew that Gu Ran's kisses could be so domineering and aggressive. He had no choice but to respond to him and comfort him.

But Gu Ran still felt that it wasn't enough, and the delicate kisses fell on Lu Chenxing's neck again. At the neck, Lu Chenxing wanted to push him away, but was hugged even harder.After confirming that Gu Ran just kissed him and nothing was left behind, he relaxed again.Then I felt like my whole body was burning, and the long-sleeved T-shirt on my upper body was taken off by the other party at some point, and I didn't even remember how to take it off.

Gu Ran's hands kept getting hot on his body, he caressed every inch of skin on his back, and finally stopped at his waist, Lu Chenxing was pressed under him on the sofa.Gu Ran's kiss landed on his chest, and he felt the person under him trembling slightly. This person became more unscrupulous, and changed his hand again, moving it towards the lower abdomen of the opponent.

In fact, the two of them had already had this kind of experience since the last semester. They were both young, and finally one day they couldn't bear it anymore and solved the problem for each other with their hands.Of course it was Gu Ran who took the initiative, and then Lu Chenxing also helped him release it with the other party's coquetry and encouragement.Although he had experienced it several times, Lu Chenxing was still very nervous, grabbing one of Gu Ran's arms and wrapping his other around his waist.But this time, he couldn't grasp or hold anything.

Just as he was wondering, he opened his eyes to look at Gu Ran, and heard him say something.

"Morning star, I love you."

Then he bent down and lowered his head.

"Ah... Gu Ran!"

Lu Chenxing was startled, cried out, and struggled to get up, it was so exciting all of a sudden, he couldn't control it.But the other party suddenly restrained his hands, refusing to allow him to resist at all, and after a while, his body became so weak that he could no longer resist.

"Gu Ran, don't do this..."

"Gu Ran..."

Lu Chenxing called the other party loudly, until the name turned into a moan.

......

It was past midnight, and Lu Chenxing hadn't come home yet, the two of them were already sitting on the big bed in Gu Ran's room, naked, sitting and hugging each other.Just now, he also wanted to do it for Gu Ran, but was rejected.

"No, baby, I don't want to."

Gu Ran kissed the corners of Lu Chenxing's eyes, his eyes were wet, and the shadow cast by his eyelashes made him look softer, as if he had been bullied.The person who bullies him is himself.

Gu Ran couldn't help but blocked his mouth, which hadn't fully recovered from his breathing, and stretched out his hand to grab the other's hand and leaned under him.

Regarding the later league matches, Lu Chenxing couldn't remember which team he was compared with. He was eliminated in which round. Anyway, he didn't make it to the finals, and he didn't get any good rankings. Gu Ran and the others should be that The runner-up in [-] is the best result in the history of HKUST in the college basketball league.

No matter what others think, anyway, I just think it's because of Gu Ran.

It was the last carefree and happy time of two people.

But all of this changed from the winter vacation of my junior year.

Gu Ran, you probably don't know what happened to me until now, right?

That Spring Festival, you went to Canada to celebrate the New Year with your parents, and as if history repeated itself, Dad fell ill again.

I don't even know why fate treats our family like this!

Chen Xing’s father had liver cancer, and it was already in the middle and late stages when he was discovered. At the beginning, he often came back from the car and felt bloated and painful in his stomach. No real action.Taking advantage of the holiday, Lu Chenxing forcibly dragged him to the hospital.

At that time, the doctor suspected that there was something wrong with his liver. Many taxi drivers suffered from stomach problems or liver problems, irregular work and rest, irregular meals, and alcohol and tobacco.

When the test report came out a week later, it was a bolt from the blue for the father and son.

The next step was to determine a treatment plan. At that time, the doctor assessed that Chen Xing's father could no longer undergo surgical treatment, and could only undergo drug treatment or transplantation.

Drug treatment is to wait for death, and transplant... I don't know if I can wait for a suitable liver source, but Chen Xing's father almost gave up all treatment on the spot.

Because my son has to go to college.

Of course, Lu Chenxing is strongly opposed to giving up. He is about to graduate and practice in one year, and this year is the most important stage of his father's treatment. As long as he endures it and passes this time, he will work and earn money up.

As for the treatment expenses, my father is unwilling to borrow money from relatives, but he can go to work as a part-time job. Gu Ran will definitely help him, and the two of them can make money together.

If it doesn't work, you can ask Gu Ran's parents for help, they are so nice, they will definitely agree to lend me money.

Grandma is gone, Dad can't go!My mother can no longer be by my side, and I can no longer lose my loved ones!

However, unexpectedly, what my father said to me that night plunged me into boundless darkness.