brightest star in the sky

Although he never wants to think about it again, Lu Chenxing will never forget what his father said to him that night.

"Father, let's not give up, shall we? First listen to the doctor's advice on using medicines, and then perform surgery when the indicators meet the requirements. Maybe there is a suitable liver source, and we can also perform transplantation."

"You don't have to worry about money. Gu Ran and I can work part-time jobs. I'm a tutor and he's a shopping guide. Like before, we can earn some money. The tuition and medicine fees are definitely enough. Think again."

Faced with his own persuasion, Lu Haitao had been silent until he heard this.

"What way? Borrow money from his parents?"

Dad's tone made Lu Chenxing's chest a little congested, and he suddenly had a bad feeling.

"Father, I will be able to practice in another year, and I will pay back the money I make, but your illness can't afford it! I know you don't like to borrow money, but I will definitely not let you have trouble!"

Facing his son's eager gaze, Lu Haitao sighed.

"Chen Xing, in fact, Dad has been driving the car for so many years, so he still has some savings, but Dad has already arranged the money for you to go to college and get married in the future."

"Looking for a girlfriend now depends on the conditions. The house is a must, but if you look at our house, which girl can see it? Although I can't earn you a house, but the down payment dad still wants Prepare for you, and the rest is up to you.”

"But now that I have this disease, I'm afraid I can't even make up the down payment. If you tell Dad not to give up, can you promise Dad a condition?"

After hearing this, Lu Chenxing felt hope rekindled in his heart. Nothing is more important than his father's life.

"Okay, I promise everything! Dad, don't think so much, I don't want a house, I just want you to be well!"

Lu Haitao looked at his son, and raised his drooping eyelids along with his wide eyes. He stared at Lu Chenxing, as if he wanted to see through him, and then said what he had been planning for a long time.

"Okay! Then you promise me, leave Gu Ran, you two can't be together!"

Upon hearing this, it was as if an invisible lightning had struck him. Lu Chenxing only felt that his body could not move, and he could not feel his own existence. He only knew that his scalp was numb.

It turned out that Dad already knew it!Moreover, he couldn't accept it.

In order to explain to him the relationship between himself and Gu Ran, the words that he had rehearsed in his mind countless times can no longer be uttered anyway. How did things turn out like this? !

"dad…"

"Father doesn't blame you. You have experienced things that other children can't experience since you were a child. Your personality and temper have been affected. It is your parents who hurt you. Gu Ran is your first friend. I know, but it can't be because of this. He ruined your life..."

Hearing what the other party said about Gu Ran, Lu Chenxing spoke with difficulty:

"No, Dad, he didn't! It's me... I like him myself."

"That's because you've only been with him. Under his influence, you haven't had any contact with girls, so you are like this. This is all your illusion! You don't want to be with him, just stay away from him." It won't be like this! There are so many girls in the university, why don't you get in touch with them? Huh?"

Seeing Lu Chenxing bowed his head and did not speak, Chenxing's father became anxious.

"You are a normal person. You are going to get married and have children in the future! How can a father like you go away with confidence?"

The sentence "but I'm not a normal person" was swallowed by Lu Chenxing, and his mind was in a mess. How should he tell his father? He knew exactly what he was like.

The stubborn look with his head down completely angered the middle-aged man opposite.

"We don't have such a child in our family. What will happen to your grandma if she finds out, Lu Chenxing! Please wake me up!"

Speaking of grandma, Lu Chenxing finally couldn't hold back anymore. He remembered how grandma liked Gu Ran so much and called him Ran'er, but if she is still alive now and knows the relationship between the two of them, what will happen to her?

It's hard to imagine how sad and sad grandma will be!

Thinking of the grandma who raised him up, Lu Chenxing finally shed tears.

Seeing his son's looseness, Lu Haitao will not let him go today. He has lived for so many years, and he doesn't understand everything. He sees it on the news every day, hears it on the radio, and The actions between his son and his friends, combined together, it is not difficult for him to have doubts.Once, I wanted to overthrow my guess and peeked at Lu Chenxing's mobile phone, but it was confirmed in the WeChat content he sent with the other party.

At that time, I almost collapsed, the contents of those WeChat messages were unsightly, the two boys actually said things that would only be said between lovers, and those voices, I didn’t want to listen to it anymore after listening to it for a while!All these made all the hard work I have put in these years, and my expectations for the future have become slim and ridiculous. How could my son be gay?It is simply unimaginable, impossible!It must be that Gu Ran's problem, he must have harmed his son!

"You promise Dad, and Dad will go to the hospital for treatment. I still have to wait to see you bring your girlfriend back, get married and hold a grandson for me, okay? Son, promise Dad, otherwise I really don't have the courage to live anymore !"

what to do?what to doLu Chenxing clenched his fists and gritted his teeth secretly. His fair face had changed from flushing after being exposed by his father to a paler color.

If he doesn't promise his father, he won't go to treat him well, but if he promises his father, what will Gu Ran do?What about their future?

He knew that his father was threatening him, but it was impossible for him to watch him wait to die!

After repeated entanglement in his heart, he finally made a decision.

"I...promise you! You must take good care of your doctor."

After saying these words in a hoarse voice, Lu Chenxing felt that he had exhausted all his strength.

But, I'm sorry Dad, I can't give up on Gu Ran, I can only lie to you.

"When he comes back, you will have a showdown with him, and then I will go to the hospital for treatment."

Lu Haitao stood up, and walked towards his room after saying these words. Lu Chenxing stayed in the living room. After an unknown amount of time, he finally felt chills all over his body, and his body trembled unconsciously. He got up and walked to the side of the bed. down.

After a week, Gu Ran finally came back.During this week, the two of them still sent messages normally, but Lu Chenxing didn't send a voice message to Gu Ran again, he was afraid that his father would hear it.He didn't know how his father found out about their relationship, maybe it was the daily bits and pieces of the two of them and the group photos and information on the phone.So, after that night, Lu Chenxing set a power-on password for the phone.

Because of the severe winter, Gu Ran was unwilling to ask Lu Chenxing to pick up the plane, and he didn't tell him what time his flight was. Instead, he repeated the old trick and knocked on the door of Lu Chenxing's house. send a message.

Lu Chenxing was really taken aback by him this time, not because Gu Ran suddenly stood in front of him, but because his father was also at home, and he was afraid that his father would see him and say something in front of him.

The ignorant Gu Ran smiled heartlessly, as usual.

"Hey~ Chenxing, are you scared by me? Look at your expression, hahaha~"

"Gu Ran, take it easy, my dad is sleeping inside."

Lu Chenxing turned back to look at the half-closed door, as if the people inside hadn't been woken up, he breathed a sigh of relief.

After hearing this, Gu Ran lowered his voice immediately.

"Uncle left the night train yesterday? Why don't you go to my place? I miss you~"

"Speak softly!"

"I'm already very light. By the way, this is a gift for my uncle. American ginseng. Put it here first. You'll come back and give it to him later."

With that said, Gu Ran took out a gift box from the suitcase and handed it to Lu Chenxing.

"It's a good thing the box wasn't crushed, hehe~ let's go!"

At this time, there was a light cough in the room.Lu Chenxing's heart also trembled.

"Wait for me, I'll go in and have a look, and say hello to my dad."

"Well, hurry up, I'll wait for you outside."

Gu Ran's smile hurt Lu Chenxing's eyes, he didn't dare to look more, turned around and went into the room.

After a while, Gu Ran was waiting for him at the door, smiling even more happily.

"Hurry up, miss me so much!"

Lu Chenxing opened the head he leaned over, "Don't make trouble, let's go!"

Gu Ran responded and walked forward with the suitcase. Lu Chenxing followed behind him, looking at his dusty and tired back, his heart felt sore. He sat on the plane for 12 hours without taking a single step. How can I be willing to say that to him when I stop and look for myself?

Lu Chenxing quickened his pace, caught up with him, stretched out his hand, took off the schoolbag on the opponent's shoulder, and carried it on his back.

It was noon, the sun was shining brightly, and it was a little bit confusing, but when it shone on the body, I couldn't feel the temperature it should have at all, and I even thought about the coldness of this season.Lu Chenxing couldn't help shrinking his neck, and touched the shoulder strap of the schoolbag on his back. It seemed that his hands were cooler.