brightest star in the sky

How long have you been sitting on the ground?

His body was a little numb, and the street lights outside were already on.

How long has Gu Ran been hanging up the phone?

My mind is in a trance, but the phone is still in my hand.

Is it my fault?Yes, it must be.Otherwise, Gu Ran wouldn't be so angry.

Will he still come to find himself?Yes, I should!He said he would not leave me.

I need him so he won't leave.

The lights were not turned on in the room, but I could see clearly, every piece of furniture and every decoration in the house.Everything is exactly the same as when I was a child. It has not changed for so many years, and now I only have these cold things to accompany me.

Thinking of what my father said to himself in the last few months.

"Xing Xing, Dad hopes that you will be happy in this life. Your mother and I are suffering too much. Dad just wants you to live a normal life, and don't let people point and gossip behind your back."

"But Dad, how can a person live in this world without being gossiped about? Don't think so much, take care of your illness."

My father didn't understand me, and I never cared about being gossiped about.

At that time, Gu Ran had already left the country, and he was never seen again.

In the end, he was alone in taking care of him.Maybe he finally figured it out, maybe he couldn't bear to see his son grow haggard, and that girl named Ling Jie never appeared again.In the end, all the arrangements and wishful thinking turned into a sentence of helplessness towards his son.

"Xing Xing, my father is about to be relieved, and I can't look at you anymore. You can control your life yourself! Just don't leave your mother behind."

Take control of your own life.Yes, so after graduation, I worked hard to earn money and create better conditions for my mother.

Over the years, I have also met girls who took the initiative to give hints, and even a man who I avoided and never wanted to try, because there would no longer be anyone who would make my heart move.

I should be the kind of person who will be identified for the rest of my life if I like it!

I used to think that getting to know Gu Ran was the luckiest thing, but later I realized that the best arrangement for me is to meet Gu Ran again.

So, I tried my best to save him, and cherished this relationship wholeheartedly, but what happened now?Is it because I haven't worked hard enough?Why does everything have to run counter to what you want?

But even so, I will never give up!He just couldn't accept it for a while, he could understand it, and he would give him time.

Lu Chenxing picked up his phone and sent a message to the other party.

"Gu Ran, listen to my explanation, okay?"

"It's really not what you think, don't be so angry."

"Gu Ran, are you off work? May I come to see you?"

In the past, the other party was anxious to contact me, but now it's the opposite, and the other party does not answer the phone or reply to the message.

Lu Chenxing smiled wryly, and continued to wait, he was not afraid of waiting.After waiting for so many years, what is there to wait for?

After ten o'clock in the evening, Lu Chenxing came to the door of Gu Ran's house, so he should come back at this time, right?He rang the doorbell, and it was Chen Feiyue who opened the door.

"Why are you here so late?" I was greeted by the other party's cold face as usual.

"Is Gu Ran back?" Lu Chenxing's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of being heard.

"No. You don't know if he will come back or not?" Feiyue Chen rolled his eyes, turned and entered the room.Although he was not forgiving, he had already accepted the fact that the two of them were together. It was only normal for Lu Chenxing to come here to find Gu Ran.

But after walking two steps, he found that no one followed him into the house, so he looked back at him.I thought to myself: What the hell do you mean, I'm here so he hates it so much that he doesn't want to come in?

But soon Chen Feiyue felt something was wrong.Lu Chenxing was completely depressed. He had no expression in the past, but now he has the same virtue as when he was kicked out by Jiang Ling that day, and he was extremely decadent.

"You...argued?" Chen Feiyue asked tentatively.

Seeing the other party standing at the door and nodding unobtrusively, I felt even more uneasy.

"because I?"

Lu Chenxing shook his head.

Well, I am being self-indulgent.

"What's that for?"

The other party stood at the door, didn't answer, didn't enter the house and didn't leave, like a fool, he still felt a little pitiful for him at this moment, Chen Feiyue couldn't stand Lu Chenxing like this.Shouldn't this person be born with a look of "you are all stupid earthlings"?What's going on here?

"Then I'll go back first."

"No, you have to tell me why you are arguing so I can persuade him!"

Lu Chenxing reluctantly twitched the corners of his mouth at him, sure enough, he would be a good friend to be Gu Ran's friend.

"No, he is angry now, I will look for him again, thank you."

After Lu Chenxing left, Chen Feiyue called Gu Ran, but he got connected quickly.

"Why? No time! Solve it yourself!"

As soon as Gu Ran answered the phone, he would be blind to him, and Chen Feiyue would naturally not be nice to him.

"Damn, why are you angry with me? Your man came here just now. When will you come back?"

"Not coming back! He can do whatever he wants!"

Gu Ran's tone surprised Chen Feiyue, he had never been so angry with Lu Chenxing before.Even if the surnamed Lu treated him like that at that time, he never allowed himself to say a bad word to the other party. He remembered that he went to trouble Lu Chenxing at that time, and was forced to call back by him.He would rather lick the wound silently than disturb the other party.

But what is going on now?The older you get, the more tempered you become?Hearing his tone of voice, it's obvious that he's having a temper tantrum?

No matter what, it's impossible for Lu Chenxing to find another woman to betray him, right?The day before yesterday, the two of us were still gluey and wanted to drive me to the main road, what are we arguing about today?So since it's not a matter of principle, is it just a quarrel over a trivial matter?

Ha, Gu Ran, you have today too!

"What's the matter with you, Gu? Why haven't I noticed that you are so vexatious before?"

"What is unreasonable trouble? Do you think I'm wrong? I'm so fucking useless, so I don't want you to see me, right? Okay, then don't talk to me!"

"No, what a mess, I don't even know why you two are arguing...Hello?"

Aha?Bye?

Chen Feiyue looked at the phone showing that the call was over, and was speechless. How could Gu Ran be so angry? What did Lu Chenxing do?

If you don't come back, don't come back. It's normal for the couple to quarrel. Didn't you go home?There is no time to care about them, the review is not finished yet!

From Tuesday, the employees of Yuekang Company, especially those in the animation department, felt that there was a dark cloud floating above their heads, that there was no thunder or rain, but it was oppressive.

The boss kept a stern face all day long, and the newly promoted department director was as cold as ice. Everyone was trembling and cautious, for fear that doing something wrong would hurt the two of them.

Ma Jikang also saw Lu Chenxing's bad mood. On Wednesday afternoon, he called him to the office because of business, and he couldn't help asking him after he finished talking about the business.

"Chen Xing, what's the matter these two days? Are you in a bad mood?"

"No, nothing."

The relationship with Ma Jikang has not become so close because of Gu Ran and Zou Yue. It has always been the relationship between the boss and the employees. It has not crossed this line. Both are easily awkward people. This relationship will continue. , is the most comfortable way to get along with each other.Therefore, it is impossible to take the initiative to tell the other party about the quarrel with Gu Ran.Which employee will report to the boss if he quarrels with his significant other?

"Is that a problem with which project?"

"no."

When Ma Jikang saw him, he didn't want to say it, so he could only guess the reason himself, but he never thought that it was because of Gu Ran. In his own eyes, Gu Ran's temper was much better than Zou Yue's. With Chen Xing's temperament, how could he think that the two of them have not spoken a word for several days.

"It's the end of the year, and everyone is a little distracted. They are all thinking about the end of the year and the holidays. It's understandable. Don't be too harsh on them, and make yourself very nervous. So, let's have dinner together when you have time in the evening? Relax."

Lu Chenxing was hesitating, the boss made an appointment for dinner, but he didn't want to go, what if Gu Ran contacted him at night?I sent so many messages to him in the past two days, but he still ignored himself, feeling annoyed, how could he be in the mood to go out for dinner.

"That's how it is. Take my car after get off work and go to dinner together. I just want to tell you about visiting customers at the end of the year."

This hesitation, coupled with the fact that the boss said that he had something to tell him, was the only way to go.

After work, Ma Jikang took him to a Japanese grocery store. The store is not big and there are not many people, but the environment is not bad. Lu Chenxing has never been here, but Ma Jikang seems to come often, and he even said hello to the boss inside. I got a small private room with tatami mats and a dining table in the middle.

Because I had to drive at night, I told the waiter not to serve sake, just juice. In addition, I ordered two set meals. Lu Chenxing didn't eat sashimi, so he chose the barbecue set meal.

The customer visit at the end of the year is something that every party B must do, regardless of whether the other party thinks you are troublesome or wastes his time, he still has to go.

It turned out that Ma Jikang and another company executive were responsible for these matters, but Lu Chenxing had just been promoted to a director, and he should show his face in front of customers, so he planned to count him in and visit a few more companies in turn.Originally, another executive should be called together to ventilate, but considering that Lu Chenxing is relatively introverted, I know him better, so let's talk to him alone first, what if he doesn't want to go out for a run?

"I don't think I'm suitable for the job of visiting customers at the end of the year. I'm a technician, and technology is my strength. It's okay to connect with customers and discuss solutions, but I can't do flattery if I say good things."

Sure enough, the other party was somewhat resistant.But Ma Jikang had thought of his reaction long ago, and had thought of his words and countermeasures.

"Don't worry, I let you go to visit customers together, and you have to cooperate with me. Customers who need to flatter are handed over to Lao Wang. Those who you and I visit need your technical support. To put it bluntly, they are excellent Instead of using a mouth that is as bright as a lotus flower, I can say everything that needs to be said. There are also different types of customers.”

Ma Jikang said a lot of words to persuade Lu Chenxing, until the latter finally reluctantly agreed.But unexpectedly, starting from this week, Ma Jikang arranged for him to run clients with him.

"On Friday afternoon, we will go to Jingshan, Meida Electric, and have dinner with Mr. Huang, but we should not be able to come back that night, and drinking is inevitable. Stay there for one night and return early on Saturday morning. I still drive my car." Che, say hello to Gu Ran. Weekends are considered overtime, and the company pays overtime. If he wants to be a good boyfriend, he can pick you up at night. I have to drive back by myself anyway, and it always takes the next day let's go."

"No, I'll go with you." Lu Chenxing replied without thinking.

Um?The tone is so blunt?As soon as Gu Ran's face changed, Ma Jikang felt that something was wrong, and asked him tentatively:

"What's wrong? Had a fight?"

"Yeah." Now that the boss saw it, he didn't deny it, "Actually, it wasn't a quarrel, but he was angry with me and ignored me for several days."

Lu Chenxing has never expressed his thoughts to anyone other than Gu Ran, maybe because he is not in the company at the moment, the relationship between the two people seems less formulaic, and he knows that the other party is also in a cold war with Zou Yue, so he thinks he should be able to understand his feelings .

"I sent him a lot of messages, but he didn't reply or answer his calls. I didn't know what to do."

Ma Jikang didn't expect that the other party would say these words to him, and he was so pitiful.

Looking at Lu Chenxing's eyes that were gradually turning red, anger burst into his heart.

"Damn, the two brothers are nothing!"

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Author's gossip: Thank you for your support, okay!