brightest star in the sky

Ma Jikang's sudden outburst left Lu Chenxing at a loss for what to do.No matter what, I don't allow anyone to scold Gu Ran, because it's not his fault.

"No, don't do that... say... Gu Ran."

"It's my fault. I kept a lot of things from him. He should be angry."

Ma Jikang listened silently, and of course he would not ask him what he was hiding. Their relationship was not good enough to say everything.

I heard about the past of the two from Zou Yue before. Although from Zou Yue's mouth, it was all Lu Chenxing's fault, but I always had doubts in my heart. Ran is Zou Yue's cousin, so what he said is to protect Gu Ran?After all, I have always had a good impression of Lu Chenxing. Although he has some communication barriers, he is a down-to-earth person, and he is at ease in entrusting things to him. He doesn't seem like a person who is easy to change his mind.

Of course, work is work, and I really don't know much about what is going on in private.But one thing, it never occurred to me that he was not heterosexual.

"Lu Chenxing, do you...really like men?"

Faced with such a direct question from Ma Jikang, Lu Chenxing answered without thinking:

"I only like Gu Ran."

He only likes Gu Ran, but Ma Jikang laughed when he saw his unusually serious and determined expression.

"I only like Zou Yue."

Lu Chenxing also smiled when he heard this, but he didn't expect that the two of them had similar feelings towards their other half.

"I hope you and Gu Ran can reconcile soon, he should cherish you."

"I also hope that you and Zou Yue will clear up the misunderstanding earlier."

Ma Jikang is not surprised that Lu Chenxing knows the current situation between himself and Zou Yue, just like he knows a lot about him and Gu Ran.

Lu Chenxing saw the other person's gaze shifted to the table, and his expression was a bit lonely. It could be seen that he hadn't been doing well recently, and there were dark circles around his eyes, which made his youthful face look like an Internet addict at the moment teenager.

"It should be impossible for me and him to continue."

Lu Chenxing didn't expect that the other party would say that. In his own opinion, Zou Yue did commit suicide, but the boss also said that he likes the other party just now. How could it be impossible?

"Why? Did he change his mind, or was it because your family stopped him?"

"No, no. There are some hindrances from family members, but it's not all because of this. The key problem is that he can't give me a sense of security. There are too many rotten peach blossoms around him, one after another! This problem has always existed, and I have already I feel so tired and can't hold on any longer."

"But didn't you say you liked him? And you still like him very much now."

"Yes, except for Zou Yue, I don't think I will ever fall in love with anyone else in my life. I have liked him since the first time I saw him in college."

Ma Jikang's words made Lu Chenxing feel as if he heard his own voice, so from the bottom of his heart, he didn't want them to break up.

"I don't understand why you obviously like him, but you want to give up."

"I don't know why Zou Yue can't give you a sense of security. Could it be that you don't trust him? Or did he really do something?"

Ma Jikang shook his head.

"Lu Chenxing, if Gu Ran is always surrounded by people who like him, no matter whether those people are better than you or not, you will doubt yourself. It's not that I'm not confident enough, but he is too dazzling."

"Boss, you are not bad! And you are classmates."

"A person who sleeps in class every day, plays games after school, and can easily get the first place, and a person who studies hard, is anxious about exams, and even asks him to help with his graduation thesis, how can it be the same?"

That's right, Gu Ran and Zou Yue are really good cousins, if it wasn't for him, Gu Ran would have been able to continue his studies instead of just barely graduating.He must have suffered a lot when he started his business back then, otherwise his report card must have been very beautiful at his true level.

What about Zou Yue, he is equally outstanding, why didn't he continue to study for a master's degree, a doctorate or even go abroad?Needless to say, it must be because of Ma Jikang.

"Actually, boss, have you ever thought that maybe you also can't give him a sense of security?"

Ma Jikang was taken aback when he heard the words, not understanding what the other party meant.What do you mean I can't give Zou Yue a sense of security?I have never doubted my feelings for him. The only thing is that I may have watched him too closely and treated him fiercely, but I have never done anything to be sorry for him or make him misunderstand!

"I don't know if what I said is right, but I think you are too unconfident in front of him. You are too sensitive to everything around him. Zou Yue's temperament is like that, but he has paid a lot for you , he is so good, why did he come out to start a business after graduating with you? Why did he go out and do it alone later?"

"Also, your family arranged for you to go on blind dates. There should be quite a few times, right? He must be very sad and worried. If you can't even accept that he will be unhappy because of these things, you even feel that he doesn't understand you enough. , this is a bit unfair. At least when I saw you together, he was always around you, but you seemed to dislike him a bit. So, at first I really thought he was always annoying you, but You don't want to be with him that much."

It seemed that saying that the boss was a bit too much, Lu Chenxing shut his mouth, these are just his own random guesses, not necessarily correct, and the expressions are also messy.After all, the matter between two people is still clear to them, and the way two people get along is not something others can question.

"In my opinion, it's just my own imagination, maybe he loves you no less than you, it's just because you love him too much, and you're afraid that you won't get equal love from him, and you haven't really seen his dedication. In other words, you have high demands on him."

Lu Chenxing didn't know why he talked so much today, maybe some of the other's experiences reminded him of himself.And it made me see more clearly the origin of Gu Ran's contribution and his uneasiness.

Lu Chenxing took a peek at the other person's face, while Ma Jikang remained silent, not sure if he was thinking about what he said, or just in a daze.

What Lu Chenxing said was not unreasonable, he had always been asking the other party what to do, but never really thought about his feelings from Zou Yue's perspective.

Obviously I was the one who moved first, but just because the other party confessed first, did he take the initiative and you were passive?Zou Yue may never know that he is also one of those people who are silently watching him from afar.

Recalling the confident, handsome big boy who stood in front of me for the first time and said: "I like you", I couldn't believe it, and thought he was playing tricks on people again, so he just ran away.Everyone thought they were frightened because they were confessed by a boy.But no one knew how scared he was at the time, afraid that he was just joking.

Afterwards, he came to him many times before he reluctantly believed him, but he still had doubts.how could be?It's strange enough for me, but I like boys as a boy, and he is even more strange, not to mention liking boys, but also like me?Are you blind?

Maybe it's really like what Lu Chenxing said, all along, it's not that Zou Yue didn't give himself a sense of security, but that the problem lies with himself.Zou Yue paid a lot, but after a long time, even he believed that he was the one chasing him. Coupled with the opposition from his family, he put himself in a false position of superiority, but in fact, he hid With a heart that is afraid that he is deceiving himself, doesn't love himself that much, and will leave him at any time.

"Boss, are you alright?"

Lu Chenxing looked at the other party worriedly, Ma Jikang rubbed his eyes, and showed a forced smile in his opinion.

"Morning Star, thank you!"

"Thank me? Why thank me?"

"Because of your words, let me invite myself."

Lu Chenxing didn't know which sentence he said had such a powerful effect, and he didn't know what he meant when he said that he invited him, whether the effect was good or pregnant.However, the other party seems to have really figured out something, so that should be good, right?

This dinner was the first time for the two of them to have dinner together in private, and they both gained something.The personal relationship between the two seems to be closer because of the two brothers. They both felt a lot more relaxed when they met at the company the next day, and even the wry smile after looking at each other had a sense of sympathy for each other.

Last night, I sent a message to tell Gu Ran that I will go to a client with Ma Jikang for a year-end visit on Friday, and I will not be back until the next morning.She also cheekily asked him if he could pick him up at night, but the other party still didn't reply a word.

His patience can only last until this weekend, and he doesn't believe that the other party won't come home even on weekends, so where can he hide?It's been so many days, and he has said so much, is he still angry?Can't understand yourself at all?

At home in the evening, I was still looking at the information of the customer I was going to visit the next day. Meida Electric is a large state-owned enterprise and a very important customer of the company. At present, it is only a small business of their marketing department, but Ma Jikang is very Pay attention to it, and feel that more projects can be unearthed, so I want to take Lu Chenxing with me.

I didn't have time to prepare during the day, so I could only take it home at night to read the materials until my eyes became sour. Just as I was about to turn off the computer, the phone suddenly vibrated.

Gu Ran?

Seeing the caller ID, Lu Chenxing almost jumped up excitedly, and quickly picked up his mobile phone to answer the call.

"Gu Ran, you..."

"Don't worry about burning! It's me, Chen Feiyue, your man is back, he's drinking like a drunk cat, hurry up and get him, I can't serve you anymore, I just finished copying the self-criticism, I... Hello?"

Hang up again!What's wrong with these two?Don't let the words finish!Fade Chen was so angry that he wanted to throw Gu Ran's phone away.

Of course, Lu Chenxing was not in the mood to listen to Chen Feiyue's next words. He almost hung up the phone and rushed to the door, quickly put on his shoes and rushed out.

In addition to being worried or worried, the 10-minute journey was taken by myself to 5 minutes, and when I arrived at Gu Ran's house, it was Chen Feiyue who opened the door.He was still panting, but he had already seen the person he was missing every second.

"I vomited once, and I fed him a stomach medicine. Knowing my virtues, I'm not afraid of drinking to death!" Chen Feiyue complained.

"Why did you let him sleep on the sofa?" Lu Chenxing's hoarse voice almost made him unrecognizable.

"He refuses to go to bed. I want to help him in, but he insists on refusing, saying that he will be scolded for going to bed without a bath, and he will die if he does it! Who scolded him, you?"

Lu Chenxing sat on the edge of the sofa, his eyes fixed on the sleeping person lying on it for a moment, his eyes were gentle enough to pinch water, Chen Feiyue next to him felt cold all over, he couldn't stand it.

"I'm leaving, I'll leave it to you. When he wakes up, tell him that I've taken care of him. I cleaned up the messy bathroom he vomited in! By the way, I've been walking the dog for the past two days. !"

"Where does he live these days?"

"Company, come back to take a shower in the morning, and sleep in the company at night. This guy shuts himself up when he is stimulated. What's wrong! It's the same as last time."

Lu Chenxing knew that the last time he was talking about was when the two broke up in their senior year.

Chen Feiyue said while putting on his shoes: "Then I'm leaving, you take care of him, if he vomits blood at night, call me."

Lu Chenxing glanced at him reproachfully, "Can you say hello to him?"

This man is really speechless!It is obviously caring about people, so it must be used in this way.

Chen Feiyue ignored him, closed the door and left. Before leaving, he still took care of him: "Call me if you have anything to do."

Gu Ran's face turned pale after drinking, and it's the same now.Lu Chenxing held his hand, feeling icy cold, and only wished that he had spit out all the alcohol just now.

"Gu Ran, you must be fine!"

Author's gossip: Thank you for your support, okay!