Unpretentious campus essay

The lounge was very hot, and the wind was biting outside, Huang Heyuan turned his body sideways, covered his face with his hands, and sneezed a few times.

"Go in? Go ahead, there's nothing to say." When Bai Yunjian walked by, he brought a burst of bitter mint aroma, Huang He was far blessed to his heart, turned sideways, and grabbed Bai Yunjian's wrist.

"Hey..." Huang Heyuan stared at the side face as cold as a jade statue in Baiyun Jian, "Do you really dislike my thermal underwear and socks with holes?"

"..." Bai Yunjian looked straight ahead, and said indifferently, "No, what?"

"Aren't you? Do you... feel sorry for me?"

"Huh?" Bai Yunjian smiled, "Huang Heyuan, your narcissism has not changed at all."

"Your hand is so warm, it's not cold at all. Are you afraid that I'll be cold, so you said you want to go in?"

Bai Yunjian laughed out loud, "My...now? mood is just like when you thought I had a crush on you and rejected me by the lake ahead of time. I'm a fucking dog."

"...It was me that time? Misunderstood. But later? Later?, you really have a crush on me?!"

Bai Yunjian said without hesitation: "I? Regret it very much. Loving you is the biggest mistake in my life."

"..."

When he was a student, the most difficult problem Huang Heyuan solved was Baiyunjian.And now? Thanks to the ability to ponder people's hearts, which he has been trained by being beaten by the society in the past few years, he suddenly discovered that Baiyunjian is not so difficult to understand.

"So, now? This mistake, have you corrected it?"

Bai Yunjian: "..."

"Just like Xu Bu? Tired? Can't do it? The last big problem in mathematics, you can't change it, can you? Yes?" Huang Heyuan said firmly, "You don't hate a person's attitude at all? Yes That's it. Luo Da Shuigua provokes you every day, and you've never been too lazy to talk to him. You still...you still like me a little bit, don't you? Right?"

"Your question, boring and pointless?."

"It makes sense. If you still like me, we can start over." Huang Heyuan swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, and the cloud hairpin above his head trembled like an electric shock, "Look, you didn't Found a match, I? Didn't, why don't we? Try again?"

"Really?" Bai Yunjian smiled slightly, "You can't find someone? Are you thinking of turning back when you find someone?"

Huang Heyuan: "..." Oops, I said the wrong thing, and there are more sparks in Bai Yunjian's eyes.

"When you didn't say goodbye back then, didn't you think that the world is so big, and you can meet better ones?"

"..." Yes, at some point, Huang Heyuan really thought so, so he opened his mouth, unable to say anything negative.He can't do it until he dies. He can't lie to Bai Yunjian with a shameless face. He can tell a lot of lies for money, but he can't lie to Bai Yunjian.It would make him sick of himself even more.

Bai Yunjian moved his wrist, shook off Huang Heyuan's hand, and took off the obtrusive hairpin on the top of his head, "Huang Heyuan, me? No? Is it you? Yes."

The hairpin clipped a few hairs, Huang Heyuan rubbed the cap with tears in his eyes, and waited until Bai Yunjian entered the hotel, then took out another identical cloud hairpin from his pocket, facing the glass of the hotel, and pinned it on his head upright up.

In fact, it's not that bad. If you get angry, it means there is still hope.Huang Heyuan held back his tears, made a confident pose in front of the phantom in the glass, and rushed into the hotel.

When Huang Heyuan pushed the door and walked in, the lounge was quiet for a moment, but it soon became lively again, but it was so lively that it was a bit weird, as if trying to cover up.

Is Bai Yunjian here? His thermos is gone.Huang Heyuan asked Su Yan, "Where did God C go?"

"Maybe it's in the VIP lounge." Su Yan was extremely curious, "Is God C hiding from you? What's the relationship between you and him?"

Huang Heyuan scratched his face, but said nothing.

Su Yan lowered his voice, "The door of the VIP lounge opens as soon as it is turned, and his milk tea is left there. Here, you send it to him?"

In front of the seat where Bai Yunjian sat, there was a cup of milk tea. Huang Heyuan was surprised, "Isn't he drinking milk tea?"

"I bought him a drink." Su Yan snorted, "Don't he have to give me some face?"

Huang Heyuan: "..."

He knows Su Yan, he is the popular CP of Baiyunjian.Huang Heyuan scanned the faces of everyone in the room, and found that the anchors in this room had all formed CP with Bai Yunjian.

Damn, who are his white lace panties for?Or is it just his hobby?

Huang Heyuan held his face in his hands and thought about it. Time flies? Soon, it will be time to record the New Year's Eve Werewolf.

The makeup artist came in to touch up the makeup, and the director came in with a bunch of bracelets.

"Ah, no? Right." The anchor howled when he saw the bracelet, "It's so big?! You didn't say it beforehand!"

Adding a wristband was a godly proposal, but the organizers actually agreed to it. There was no other way, or they had to be scolded by their young directors.The director smiled and handed out bracelets one by one, "Temporary decision? Everyone, don't be impatient. Entertainment Bureau, don't you have to bear the burden! It's funny? It's over!"

Huang Heyuan watched every werewolf killing in Baiyunjian, and knew what the bracelet was for.

The wristband will detect everyone's heartbeat and display it on the "big screen".It can be said that it is more off-court means than off-court, and people with a weaker psychological quality don't even have to open their mouths, and the heartbeat has already betrayed everything.

Bai Yunjian is the god of playing bracelet games.It doesn't mean that after the whole game, his heartbeat has been steady. Of course, there will be fluctuations in his heart rate. However, there is a high probability that he is faking it.Bai Yunjian can control his own heartbeat, fooling everyone.

Huang Heyuan put on the bracelet and looked down at the data on it - 72/min.

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Lei Jinlong stayed at the hotel, turned on the X-tooth computer live broadcast on time at eight o'clock, and recorded the screen conscientiously according to Huang Heyuan's instructions.

The 12 guests on the field sat in a semicircle, and Baiyunjian was No. 68, seated at seat C, and behind it was a huge LED display, showing the number "9", and there was another one next to it? Broken red love heart.Huangheyuan is No. 82, and there is also an LED screen behind it, and the number displayed on it is "[-]".There is a screen behind each guest, and the numbers are also different.

Is this a heartbeat?Lei Jinlong wondered, could it be that someone died of a heart attack while playing Werewolf before, so it is necessary to monitor the heartbeat in real time?

Lei Jinlong opened the barrage, and colorful characters quickly swiped across the screen.

[Come?, C God Happy Bureau]

[No. 9 C God List One?Fuck! ]

[I? Lowered the average appearance of C God fans, I? Ashamed]

[ashamed ashamed]

[No? Watch Werewolf Kill, come for Tian Tian?]

[Come here for every day? +1]

After looking around the barrage, Lei Jinlong didn't understand what the LED screen meant, so he turned off the barrage.

Lei Jinlong never watched others play Werewolf before, and he was very serious when listening to the host explaining the rules.

"This game adopts the rule of slaughter. It is divided into two camps. The good guys need to execute all werewolves in? daytime, and the werewolves have to kill? all civilians or all gods in? night. When all werewolves die? Victory. When the commoners or all the gods die, the werewolf faction wins."

Lei Jinlong: "..." I don't understand, what's the matter, really? If you understand that Huang Heyuan has something to do, then you can see what's the use of this kind of thing.

Host: "Please close your eyes when it gets dark."

The 12 guests picked up the white fox masks on the table and covered their faces? The bright lights on the field suddenly?dimmed?, and the faint blue light lit up, shining on the? snow-white fox masks, which looked?

Host: "Werewolf, please open your eyes", a line of small words is displayed on the screen: Werewolf perspective is available in this game.

What is an open werewolf perspective?In the next second, Lei Jinlong knew it, and as the soft and quiet BGM sounded, the four people on the scene removed their masks.

The screen is divided into four grids, corresponding to the four werewolves.Bai Yunjian removed half of the fox mask, and the glass-colored eyes shone with a strange blue light. At the same time, the person in the grid next to him also took off the mask from the top down. He raised his long and straight eyelashes, didn't he? I don't know what I saw, the black pupils dilated visibly with the naked eye, and the cloud hairpin on the head swayed?

Lei Jinlong didn't catch up with the CP-beating army back then, but now he feels excited after knowing it.Could it be that this is working in collusion?Lei Jinlong rubbed his hands together and opened the barrage.

[Holy shit, shit, this is me? Is it free to watch? ]

[Too? Feeling CP, the photographer added chicken legs]

[Fuck, what happened, God C's heartbeat exploded]

[Fuck, the heartbeat on the 6th and the 9th? is faster than my fund? ]

Of the four werewolves, Lei Jinlong only knows Bai Yunjian and Huang Heyuan. The camera cuts to Bai Yunjian. He looks "very calm" and gestures to his wolf teammates. However, behind him, the numbers on the LED screen are soaring. , From? 70 has been jumping up, until 130 has not stopped.

Just as exaggerated as he is, there is Huang Heyuan, whose heartbeat has already soared to almost one hundred and fifty.Naturally, the heartbeats of the other two wolf teammates also accelerated, but it was far less exaggerated than the two of them.

Lei Jinlong: "..."

An unprecedented explosion in the barrage: [Is what I am watching Werewolf or If You Are the One? ]

[Who pushed God C's heartbeat to 147]

[Knocked to death? I? Knocked to death? I? Knocked to real]

[Can rotten girls? Shut up and talk about homosexuality, just? No? It deserves to watch Werewolves]

[The one in front? It must be a map gun]

[The rotten girl is not suitable, but the grasshopper is suitable? ]

[Can this be noisy?Do you want to watch the live broadcast? Can you?]

Seeing that the barrage is getting louder and more outrageous, Lei Jinlong almost loses sight of it? When he sees his face, he immediately turns it off and continues watching the show.

When the lights came on, the host said, "Please open your eyes at dawn, last night was Christmas Eve."

All the guests at the scene had a tacit understanding. Looking at the white clouds, and then at the Yellow River, the expression of shock on their faces continued. No. 2 (Qian Tianyi) patted the table slowly, and bloomed at a speed of 0.5 times. A satisfied smile.

"Let's start running for sheriff."

As soon as these words came out, No. 9 (Huang Heyuan) and No. 11 (Su Yan) raised their hands at the same time.

Moderator: Please ask player No. 9 to make a campaign speech.

"Cough," Huang Heyuan scratched his face, "Prophet, tested No. 6 (Baiyunjian) last night. No. 11 Jinshui, and No. 2 (God's will) next time, no? I don't know why, No. 2 keeps watching He looked at me and smiled inexplicably, he didn't look like a good person, I've passed it."

Lei Jinlong immediately Baidu what is "golden water" - the prophet will pick a person to check his identity at night, and if he finds a good person, he will tell him. It is called giving this person golden water.It seems that Jin Shui is the proof of a good man!

But the Yellow River is far and wide? There are wolves among the white clouds.Lei Jinlong tutted his head and shook his head, he's in trouble, he's in trouble!

No. 11 (Su Yan): "No? Yes? No. No. 9 (Huang Heyuan) made a very good speech, but his heartbeat betrayed him. I am the real prophet, and I also proved it last night. No. 6 (Baiyunjian). Everyone knows why he was tested. He deceived me so much that I didn’t even have any pants left, so I’ve been shadowed.”

Huang Heyuan looked at him sharply, and finally calmed down? His heartbeat soared to 160.

No. 11 (Su Yan): "Hey, No. 9 (Huang Heyuan), you are guilty."

Lei Jinlong thought to himself, stupid, isn't he? Guilty, jealous!

Open the barrage, and sure enough, someone is talking.

[Brother Yan, be more sober, what do you mean you don’t even have pants? There’s nothing left! ]

[Mr. Zhang: Kneeling washboard warning]

[This guy with thick eyebrows and big eyes looks like he's real, if he didn't open his eyes, I'd believe it all]

[The true prophet is here? Why?Why not? Go to the police? ]

No. 11 (Su Yan) said confidently: "Let me tell you, No. 6 (Baiyunjian) is Iron Wolf, and No. 9 (Huang Heyuan) is his wolf teammate. I'll check No. 5 next, and then No. No. 7. Take another look at me? Sincere big eyes, please vote for me. Passed.”

The barrage was quite anxious, but the voting session was basically one wave.Most people voted for Su Yan, No. 2 (pious God) abstained, and No. 4 voted for Huang Heyuan.

Next, I started to speak on the 12th. Lei Jinlong couldn't understand it. He only planned to watch the part between the Yellow River and the Baiyun, yawning and playing games until a speech A contestant who got too slow spoke, which made him suspect that the computer was broken, so he raised his head.

No. 2 (pious God): "Explain-explain-why-why-abstain-right. Because-for-me?-is-is-prophet-prophetist, verified-the-9-number, is-the-wolf .No?—run—election—yes—because—for—me?—no?—know—know—predict—tell—home—want—to—police. Over—”

Lei Jinlong: "..." Where did this come from? It's a living treasure, it will be sprayed to death by the audience!

Lei Jinlong just likes to see people being sprayed, and played the barrage happily. I didn't expect it to be a group of fans who commented and commented. Apologize, it's not interesting. Lei Jinlong shut it down immediately and played a few rounds of match , Finally arrived in the white clouds.

At this time, Bai Yunjian's heartbeat had returned to normal, ranging from 65 to 75?He crossed his hands and put them on the table without any unnecessary movements or emotional ups and downs: "Listen to the previous speeches, everyone thinks I'm a wolf, mainly because my heartbeat is too fast. Do you really think so? , Am I going to be nervous because I took the wolf card?"

Barrage: [No? Yes, you are ecstatic]

[It is said that when God C played the international competition, his heartbeat just passed [-]]

[Holy shit, No. 9 (Yellow River) has a high heartbeat again.Is C God's voice too? Is it nice? ]

No. 6 (Bai Yunjian): "My heartbeat is fast because of personal reasons, so I will stop explaining it here. No. 9 (Huang Heyuan) sent me gold water, no? I don't know what he thinks, can he test me? ?, because he is a wolf..."

Bai Yunjian's speech made Lei Jinlong confused. These two people are obviously wolves, so why did they start biting wolves!

No. 9 (Huang Heyuan): "No? I don't know why No. 6 (Baiyunjian) won't? Believe me? Because I? Is his fan, I? Like him, I have always liked him, so prior to him, this logic is very It's easy to understand."

[Holy shit, God C's heartbeat...is close to 178, is this about to die suddenly?]

[5555, it turns out that God C cares about his fans! ]

[Is the treatment of the first place in the list? It's just as good]

[two-way rush]

[two-way rush]

The cameraman obviously understood what the audience wanted to see. When Huang Heyuan was speaking, he would give Bai Yunjian a close-up from time to time.Lei Jinlong can't? Can't? No? Admire Bai Yunjian's superficial skills, even if his heart beats at a frightening speed of 178, he still can't see anything on his face, his face doesn't turn red, nor does he sweat No, it's like wearing a fake skin.

No. 9 (Huang Heyuan): "No. 6 (Baiyunjian) thinks that I am a wolf, because he chooses to believe that No. 11 (Su Yan) is a prophet, which is a big mistake. If I am a wolf, how come there are only 4 Give me the number to vote, my wolf teammate should give me the vote, right? And the 11th came up? Just throw the pot away, he must have something wrong..."

Lei Jinlong was stunned for a moment, and suddenly he realized that this werewolf killer really looked like he was in a meeting, everyone blamed each other, and his speech was confusing.After driving for more than half an hour, the tickets finally started to be returned, that is, to confirm who should be blamed.

Huang Heyuan was voted out.

"I? I'm really a prophet." Huang Heyuan shook his head, his face full of heartache and? Unbelievable, he stood up? Walked off the stage, leaving the audience with a vicissitudes of his back.

Lei Jinlong: "..." Good acting skills.

After Huang Heyuan left the stage, Lei Jinlong became even more sleepy. With the screen recording turned on, he lay down on the bed and edited the New Year's news for Zheng Xiao.

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The backstage lounge was filled with snacks and fruits. Huang Heyuan's heart was still beating fast, and he was extremely thirsty. He poked a bottle of milk and took a big gulp.

There is a TV in the backstage, and the contestants who are voted down can watch the real-time live broadcast.

Huang Heyuan sat on the sofa with the milk in his hands, staring at the screen intently.Sure enough, after he left the stage, Bai Yunjian's heartbeat never exceeded eighty.

Qian Tianyi was killed by a werewolf on the second night, and pushed his wheelchair into the lounge. Huang Heyuan greeted him and then stopped talking.

Bai Yunjian blew himself up as a werewolf in the second day, and took away the second god, the witch.

Huang He waited far left and right, but did not see Bai Yunjian enter the rest room, and sucked the second bottle of milk nervously.

"Ah—" Qian Tianyi said slowly, "Do you—want—to—to—toilet—to—?"

"Why do you ask?"

"You-drinked-a lot-of-milk."

Huang Heyuan felt that God's willful speech really made people uncomfortable. He didn't know how to answer it, so he just said: "I? No? Go."

"Oh—me?—go."

Huang Heyuan: "..."

After Qian Tianyi pushed the wheelchair away, Huang Heyuan suddenly wanted to go to the toilet again, scratched his face, and deliberately went to the downstairs toilet for fear of running into Qian Tianyi.

Taking the elevator downstairs, there was a ding-dong sound, the elevator door opened, and the white light illuminated the faces of the people waiting at the door.

Snow-white skin, glass-colored eyes, it seems that he has just washed his face with cold water, and his bangs are slightly wet.

Huang Heyuan immediately made a handsome pose, "Um... I? Come? Go to the toilet."

"Ah."

The elevator door was about to close, Huang Heyuan raised his hand to block it, "Are you going up?"

Bai Yunjian was speechless for a moment: "...Aren't you coming out?"

"Oh. I?suddenly?don't?want to go to the toilet. I?want to take the elevator with you."

"..." Bai Yunjian turned and walked towards the corridor, "I? Take the stairs."

"Wait!" Huang Heyuan rushed out, straddled his long legs, and jumped in front of Bai Yunjian, stopped him? Let go, "You still like me, don't you? Right? Baiyunjian, will you give me more?" One chance. I? It's not as good as before, but it's not particularly bad. I? No? It's because I can't find a partner. I come here. I'm just... I miss you so much. I really see you When you are here, I am absolutely sure. I must be you? Yes, it can only be you, definitely? If it is you, no one else will do."

"Oh." Bai Yunjian nodded, then turned around and looked like he planned to go to the other side of the corridor. Huang Heyuan remembered the knowledge he had learned in the past few days, gritted his teeth, and rushed forward. Unfailing stunt - hold the thigh.

Bai Yunjian didn't expect that Huang Heyuan would actually become so reckless, he wouldn't kick? No, he wouldn't hit? No, he clenched his fists and said through gritted teeth, "Huang Heyuan, what are you doing here?"

Huang Heyuan raised his head and looked at Bai Yunjian's wrist, "Look, look, your heart is beating so fast! Do you still like me?!"

"...I? I was angry."

"Are you also angry when you play Werewolf?!"

Bai Yunjian: "...Do you believe it? Believe me? Hit you."

"You hit me, don't you want to hit me in the face." Huang Heyuan hugged Bai Yunjian's calf without saying a word, dead? Don't let go.

"You don't even have to lose face, can I? Not yet? Can you slap your face?"

"Hug your leg? Shame." Huang Heyuan said, "If you don't like me at all, I? No? Will bother you like this. I? Know that you like me before, but now? I?, don't you? like it too?! Don't you? see me from a metaphysical point of view? You have changed too, just because I? watch your live broadcast every day, so I? don't? think? you are strange. "

Bai Yunjian took out a mint candy from his pocket and put it in his mouth.

Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one.

"Let go, I? I'm going to record a show." Bai Yunjian said.

"I? Wait for you." Huang Heyuan just let go, and immediately hugged again, "I? Wait for you in your lounge, and help you look at the thermos."

"You don't? Use this." Bai Yunjian crushed the peppermint candy and took a deep breath, "Let me? Think about it for a few days."

"Really?" Huang Heyuan's eyes widened in disbelief, "...you didn't lie to me, did you?"

"You think, me? It's you?"

Huang Heyuan: "..."

Bai Yunjian's cell phone rang? He didn't answer it, but said: "I? I really have to leave. Let go."

Huang Heyuan obediently let go and stood up.

If he attended as a fan, he would only record one session, but Bai Yunjian would record three sessions in a row, so he really should go.

The two entered the elevator, Bai Yunjian looked at the floor silently, Huang Heyuan was still trapped in the ecstasy of doubting that he was dreaming.

The elevator arrived soon, and Huang Heyuan returned to the lounge between the white clouds, his brain was extremely excited and buzzing continuously.

He walked up and down in the lounge, came here from time to time, had a street dance, danced and rapped a few words, turned on the live broadcast and stared at Bai Yunjian.

In order to come to the "Werewolf Killing New Year's Eve", he stayed up and worked for a few days. In addition, he arrived in Beijing at two o'clock, and his spirit was always in a state of high tension. During Dian Silang's speech, his consciousness gradually became blurred, and his dreams were in a mess, until he heard a loud noise, and Huang Heyuan woke up suddenly?

The live broadcast on the mobile phone is already dark. When I turn on the screen, it is already 03:30 in the morning.

Nani, isn't Baiyun Jian? Will he leave?

Huang Heyuan jumped up, squinted his eyes and ran out, opened the door, bumped into a mint-scented embrace, stretched out his arms to hug him, and when he looked up, it was Bai Yunjian's face.

"Are you still here?" Huang Heyuan breathed a sigh of relief, "It's great."

"I'm here to get a thermos." Bai Yunjian said, "Let me go."

"Okay." Huang Heyuan followed step by step, "What are you going to do next? Go to the hotel?"

"I? Go back to City J."

"I will go with you."

Bai Yunjian said: "You should check to see if there is an air ticket."

Bai Yunjian doesn't? He hopes to have a plane ticket. He just wants to be alone to think about his relationship problems.

But Huang Heyuan insisted on ordering one, and went back with him. It wasn't enough to go back to J city together, he had to follow him back to Yunhe Villa.

Bai Yunjian was speechless, helpless and a little annoyed, "Yellow River is far away, I? I told you, I? Can?t run. Can you? Let me? Quietly think about it for a few days."

"I? Don't? Talk, I? Will keep quiet." Huang Heyuan said, "Because, I? Know that I? Wrong, I? I? I'm afraid that if you think it through, you won't? Like me at all. "

Bai Yunjian: "..."

It was almost twelve noon when we arrived at Yunhe Villa.Bai Yunjian cooked a meal casually, and Huang Heyuan ate so much that he didn't have any leftovers, and he was very active in washing the dishes.Bai Yunjian followed him, walked slowly up the second floor, and returned to the bedroom.

His sundries? Never? Not many, the bedroom only has a bed, a sofa, and a wardrobe.Opening the closet door, Bai Yunjian took his pajamas and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

After taking a shower, he wiped his dripping hair, opened the closet again, and lifted the hanging clothes, revealing a corner of the black safe.

With a white index finger, he pressed the code dial, 02220827, and with a beep, the cabinet door popped open.

There are not many things inside, there is a postcard signed with Huang Heyuan's name, a plastic lightsaber, a bunch of dried sunflowers, and a black brocade box.

The postcard with Huang Heyuan's name on it was actually owned by the whole class.That was when the ancestor found out that he was c?, he was greatly stimulated and planned to drop out of school. When he said goodbye, he invited the whole class to drink milk tea and gave everyone this postcard with his signature.With the passage of time, the ink has faded, but the font is still ugly. Doesn't it lose half of the style of the year: "Can't you? Go down? I'll sweep the floor" card - Huangheyuan. The character "Huang" has a crown on it, and the character "Yuan" looks like a person riding the wind and waves on a skateboard.

No? Do you know what happened to Huang Heyuan's handwriting now? It's probably not as ugly as it used to be, and maybe it has become a scribbled and coherent signature.

The battery of the plastic lightsaber was just changed last year. When the switch is pressed, the silver light shines, illuminating half the room.

That night, Huang Heyuan held such a sword, as if holding a beam of straight light, and ran towards him stepping on puddles.

"Hey, Yunchan! Even if the whole world wants to destroy you, I'll stand by your side."

"This sword is for you. The sword is here? I'm here. The sword is out of power. I'm here too."

The rain fell on his face, and that hug was really warm.

Later, Huang Heyuan sent him a bunch of sunflowers.Sunflowers are good no matter what, but they will wither one day.He still remembers? At that time, he was jealous that Mu Linxing distracted Huang Heyuan's attention, bought an entire block of sunflowers, and hid them in his house? He didn't dare to let Huang Heyuan find out.In the end? The sunflowers on the entire balcony withered, and he left the bunch that Huang Heyuan gave him at first.

A black gift box hides beneath the wilted sunflowers.No need to open Baiyunjian, Huang Heyuan's voice automatically echoed in my mind, "Yunjiang...Happy birthday! Happy birthday to you!"

When the two kissed, the hot summer wind blew across their cheeks, and the dopamine was silently connected?

That was their last? A kiss.

This safe is like Pandora's box. Countless memories gushed out of the box, constantly flushing my mind.Bai Yunjian tightly closed his eyes, clenched his hands into fists, and punched his forehead hard twice.

too painful.Everything is vivid in his memory, and it is useless to lock these things in a safe. Those memories are more abominable than dormant bugs, flying over every now and then and gnawing at his heart.

Yellow, river, map of China, sunflower, emperor, little yellow duck and little yellow chicken, hip-hop, rap, comics, milk, milk tea, custard buns, chemical equations, Hatsune Miku?... These all remind him of him, but these things Neither? Not him.Can't forget it, can't quit it, there is no other way but to sink them deep in your mind.

Maybe in a few years he could really be completely calm, but new memories have increased.

"I? I'm a sunflower in the world, your dopamine. What if I don't have any of these? What if I? Can only bring you pain?"

"...Even I? I couldn't accept the me at that time? Ah, if I?

The adult Huang Heyuan's voice is hoarse, and he talks about the heavy past in a light and slow tone, but his memory is temporarily confused, and it strangely overlaps with the clear voice of the boy eight years ago.

"I? I'm a sunflower in the world... The sword is... I? I... Even if the whole world wants to destroy you... If I... have nothing... I... stand by your side... I? You hate me yourself? Myself, me? How dare you assume that you will like me?..."

"You obviously still like me?...Give me another chance...I? It must be you? But, it can only be you, surely? If it were you, no one else would be able to fall into my eyes..."

Bai Yunjian locked the safe and pressed the door hard, as if this could block the scourge-like memory.

He was sweating all over before he gradually calmed down?Is Huang Heyuan's assumption correct?If he hadn't disappeared voluntarily back then, would he have endured Huang Heyuan's collapse, crying, vicious madness?

If he had been more patient back then, would Huang Heyuan? Yes? No? He would have left.

Can they start all over again?

It's so complicated, he's never dealt with such complicated emotional issues.

Bai Yunjian took out a mint candy from his pocket and put it in his mouth, crunching it into pieces, the cold breath of mint flowed into his lungs. He closed his eyes and sat on the floor for a long time.

It wasn't until the damp hair dried that Bai Yunjian stood up, walked towards the guest room, and knocked on the door.

Huang Heyuan was lying on the bed reading a book, when he heard the sound, he immediately stuffed the book into the quilt, and went to open the door with his bare feet.

"Are you sleeping?" Bai Yunjian asked.

"En." Huang Heyuan nodded nervously, "Have you... thought it over?"

"Go in and talk."

"okay."

Bai Yunjian entered the door, sat on the sofa, and said indifferently: "You said you were a straight man before, right?"

"... I? Remember? I? In? B&B and? You explained. I? Like you, not? Because of your gender." Huang Heyuan was at a loss? He was nervous, "What's wrong? Why did you suddenly? Ask this?"

"Huang Heyuan, your attitude is very sudden? I have no way to judge your confession. Is it out of guilt that you want to make up for me? Or do you really like me? So, I? Think of a way," Bai Yunjian said, " The Yellow River is far away, within 10 minutes, you just need to stand up to me, and we can start over again."

Huang Heyuan: "..."