Unpretentious campus essay

Huang Heyuan leaned back slightly and said in shock, "You let me... masturbate at you?"

"Yes."

Huang Heyuan sat down on the bed, bent his back, drooped his head, drooped his eyelashes, and rubbed his eyes from time to time, not to mention a few times, he seemed to be three inches shorter by a hammer, unable to stand up .

Seeing him, Bai Yunjian was really pitiful, so he let go and said, "What is the reason for your impotence?"

"...was kicked." Huang Heyuan glanced at Bai Yunjian uneasily, "After going to the hospital, the doctor said there was nothing serious, but I don't know why, but it just gradually withered."

Bai Yunjian stood up slowly, and asked heavily, "How did you get kicked?"

"Because I'm unlucky." Huang Heyuan said listlessly, "I went to have a meal and met my father's former enemy. He spit shit all over his mouth, so I got into a fight with him."

"...Where is he now?"

A cold voice sounded from above his head.At some point, Bai Yunjian stood in front of him.Only then did Huang Heyuan notice that Bai Yunjian was wearing a Japanese-style nightgown with wide sleeves.

It was made of pure black satin, with snow-white flowing clouds printed on the cuffs, and a red belt was tied around the waist, which was loosely tied, as if it would fall off if it was pulled.The nightgown hangs down to the knees, and through the slit placket at the end, the round thighs are looming.

Huang Heyuan sat on the bed, leaned back with his hands propped up, "Huh?"

"I ask you, where is he now?"

"Well, oh. He..." Huang He's eyes drifted away, "I didn't pay attention anymore. He was also beaten badly by me at that time, forget it."

"never mind?"

Bai Yunjian leaned forward suddenly, pressing on Huang Heyuan's body, with one leg stuck between his legs, and his knee on the bed sheet? A hole was created, "You can push a 9-year-old child into the water, but they will kick you A man who has become impotent, but can he just say forget it?"

Bai Yunjian's face is in front of his eyes, and when he exhales, he has the aroma of mint.Baiyunjian is not heavy, but it is definitely not light.Heavy, fragrant, and a living person pressed on his body? Huang Heyuan didn't feel uncomfortable at all, but felt relieved.It was as if, after walking for a long time, he finally lay down on the bed, covered with a thick and warm quilt.

"The older I get, the more troubles I have. I don't have that much energy to hate irrelevant people. It's not worth wasting my time." Huang Heyuan carefully raised his hand and hugged Bai Yunjian's back, seeing that he didn't show any disgust. He boldly tightened his grip until Bai Yunjian was firmly on his body, then he said softly, "I'll tell you something, can you stop scolding me?"

"...Not necessarily, you say first."

"It's okay if you scold me, I don't mind." Huang Heyuan said, "That kid is sixteen this year. He is learning to drive an excavator in Shandong. His crazy mother is in a nursing home and is doing well."

Bai Yunjian: "...you sent them there?"

"En." Huang Heyuan inhaled the fragrance of Bai Yunjian's body, and said slowly: "My psychiatrist suggested it. She said that love is colorful balloons, and hate is rusty iron. Hold on tight to love, or it'll fly away. Don't keep carrying the iron on your back, make it into something else, put it aside. I might, really be some kind of godfather, put them both down After that, I was like, really let go, and I never had nightmares about them again."

"Why do you think I will scold you?"

"I don't know . . . whether it's right or wrong."

"...You did nothing wrong, you are better than me. I have never contacted Bai Xiuying."

"That's because she was really wrong, and some things are unforgivable." Huang Heyuan patted Bai Yunjian on the back, "You didn't do anything wrong either."

"Ah."

"I didn't tell the kid who I was, I just asked him to call me uncle. A few days ago he sent me a video of driving an excavator to write Spring Festival couplets. Do you want to watch it?"

"Ah."

However, no one moved first.Huang Heyuan hugged Bai Yunjian and was reluctant to let go. Bai Yunjian held Huang Heyuan on the bed? After rolling around twice, he suddenly hissed.

"What's wrong?" Huang Heyuan asked, "Did you hit it?"

"No." Bai Yunjian said, "Something hit me."

Bai Yunjian pulled out a book from behind with his backhand.Title: "How to Get Back a Changed Wife".

Huang Heyuan: "..."

Bai Yunjian: "Me? A changed wife?"

"Lei Jinlong gave it to me!" Huang Heyuan argued, "I don't know where he came from, so I just took a look! I didn't mean to treat you as a woman."

Bai Yunjian opened the catalog, "Chapter 1, self-improvement, Chapter 2, confession of true feelings. Chapter 3, thigh hugging skills..."

"Don't read it..." Huang Heyuan was so anxious that his ears rang, he stammered, "It's useless, it's all nonsense!"

"Really?" Bai Yunjian closed the book, "Then why are you still hugging my leg?"

Huang Heyuan: "...It's also useful."

"It's useless." Bai Yunjian threw the book on the ground, "It's just because I haven't had time to change my mind."

Huang Heyuan didn't know what to say, and was afraid that Bai Yunjian would think that everything he said was in the book? He taught it, not out of sincerity, so he could only pull the quilt silently and cover it on Bai Yunjian's back?

"Does it hurt?" After a long time, Bai Yunjian suddenly asked.

"Huh?" Huang Heyuan was about to fall asleep, but at first he thought it was painful or not, so he reflexively hugged Bai Yunjian's waist, "It doesn't hurt, you are not heavy at all."

Bai Yunjian propped up his upper body, looked into Huang Heyuan's eyes, and stroked his hair.

Huang Heyuan's hair has just been washed, without hair gel, it is fluffy, dry and bursting, fluffy and soft.When Bai Yunjian used to look at Gu Haiyu rua Huang Heyuan's hair, he was always secretly envious. Before they left, he hadn't touched it a few times, but now he can finally get his wish.Passing five fingers through the bangs on his forehead, rubbing his thumbs against his temples, he was very satisfied with Huang He's hairline, which was far from receding.Then touch the Tianling Gai with the palm of your hand, and grab the strands of hair into bunches of haystacks.

"... What's so interesting about hair, don't play with it." Huang Heyuan blushed, a little embarrassed, although he had just washed his hair a few hours ago, but Bai Yunjian's grasping method will definitely catch dandruff!

Bai Yunjian's fingertips were like an elf shuttling through a dense forest, suddenly braked and stopped on the side of his head.He felt a scar, raised like a snake lurking in the woods.The snake spit out a letter and bit it. His fingertips hurt, and he withdrew his hand suddenly.

Huang Heyuan didn't realize it yet, thinking that Bai Yunjian saw dandruff, "Well... sorry, if you like to play with my hair, I will definitely wash it more seriously next time. You should make an appointment in advance."

Bai Yunjian thought, this scar should be the wound that his mother knocked out when Huang Heyuan pushed the child into the water.

He stretched out his hand again, found the scar precisely, and pressed it lightly, "Will it still hurt?"

"Ah... so it's not because of dandruff." Huang Heyuan now cares about his own image, and smiled relaxedly, "It definitely doesn't hurt now. In fact, it didn't hurt much when he was hit, because..."

Bai Yunjian suddenly bent down and licked the scar with the tip of his tongue through his hair.

Huang Heyuan's remaining words were all choked in his throat. After seven years, this scar that had already healed suddenly throbbed.After a few seconds, he realized that the throbbing pain was not a psychological effect, but Bai Yunjian was biting his hair lightly.

Huang Heyuan tilted his head to hide, "No, don't bite your hair..."

Bai Yunjian didn't bite anymore, his lips moved down against his scalp, close to his ears, his voice penetrated into his ears like a feather, itching so much that Huang Heyuan wanted to shrink his neck.

"I want to kiss you."

He didn't wait for Huang Heyuan to speak, anyway, no matter whether he agreed or disagreed, he wanted to kiss.

He endured it for too long, just touching Huang Heyuan's lips, he wanted to eat his mouth.The possessiveness in his body has no place to rest, he is clutching his hair, in a disorderly manner, almost madly taking everything.

1 minute dear!

60, 59, 58, 57, 56... 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.

0.9, 0.8, 0.7, 0.7, 0.6…

Huang Heyuan's panting was worse than his running 1000 meters. He used to like to run with Huang Heyuan, largely because he thought his panting was very pleasant.

0.3.

But that? Not enough, he kissed down his chin.

Huang Heyuan seemed to wake up suddenly from a dream, sat up abruptly, raised his hand to wipe the drool from his lips, and gasped, "Wait...!"

Naturally, Bai Yunjian didn't wait, and aimed directly at Huang Dazhi.

"..."

"..."

How to describe the current Huang Dazhi Leng.It is definitely not comparable to when I was 17 years old. 17-year-old Huang Dazhiling is valiant and energetic. Every day when Huang Heyuan gets up to do morning exercises, Huang Dazhiling is always one step ahead.

Now this one looks sluggish and unable to hold his head up.

Perhaps it was because of a change in mentality, Bai Yunjian thought it was cute, so he suddenly smiled.

Laughing? It made the Yellow River feel ashamed, pulled the quilt to cover it, hung his head in a wimpy manner, and wanted to cry but had no tears.If he had known today, he would definitely not leave Huang Dazhi alone, and would definitely treat him actively.

"It's better than last time." Bai Yunjian said, "This time it's about 45 degrees."

"...Thank you." Huang Heyuan looked at Bai Yunjian shamelessly, "I will go to the hospital tomorrow."

"it is good."

"If I can't get better," Huang He said, far from being prepared for the rainy day, prioritizing the worst situation, "it's not a big problem, right, can you still do it? If you want to be the top one, I...in fact, I can't mind."

"I don't mind." Bai Yunjian said, "Playing games all day, your back hurts, and you still have to cook for you, at night? Can't I just lie down and enjoy it? Huang Heyuan, you must be well. Don't grow up so big for nothing."

It really shouldn't be so hard. Looking at Bai Yunjian's moist lips, Huang Heyuan suddenly felt a sense of mission, and nodded solemnly with his fists clenched, "I know, I can definitely do it."

Bai Yunjian nodded.

"Wait." Huang Heyuan seemed to have thought of something, his eyes widened suddenly, and he stammered, "What do you mean, cook for me. I... you... can we... start over?"

Bai Yunjian licked his stinging lips, "What do you think?"

"Thank you..." Huang Heyuan said hoarsely, and suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes, pressing four fingers on the eyelids, pressing so hard that his eyes sunken.

"Yellow River is far away, don't press your eyes like this." Bai Yunjian was frightened by him, grabbed his wrist and pulled his hand off, "Are your eyes uncomfortable?"

"No..." Huang Heyuan said, "This way you can press back your tears."

Bai Yunjian suddenly realized that Huang He was far from the biggest difference from before.

He stopped crying.

Since we met, he hasn't shed a single tear in front of him.

"Why do you have to press it back?" Bai Yunjian squeezed Huang Heyuan's hand, "Are you afraid of being seen by me?"

Huang Heyuan: "..."

"Tell me. If you lie to me, even if your impotence is cured, we won't be able to."

"Don't!" Huang Heyuan looked at him in a panic, his eyeballs were bloodshot, redder than crying for three days and three nights, "It's because... I'm afraid you'll bother me."

"I do not know."

"You will." Huang Heyuan sniffed, "The last time we quarreled... I heard you and Gu Haiyu on the phone, and you said you were tired. At that time, I took it for granted that you wanted to stay with me, and gave you My cooking was on the floor, I was wrong. I don't want to annoy you now."

"Even if I bother you, I won't leave you." Bai Yunjian said, "On the night of July 13, 7, you stood on the balcony of my house and cried, and you asked me, if I broke you, what day will I Yan Buhe ran away, what do you do? What did I say to you. "

"You said..." Huang Heyuan closed his eyes and said word by word, "If I still like you a little bit, you will never run away."

Bai Yunjian seemed to have thought of something suddenly, propped himself up and sat up, "Wait for me a moment."

Bai Yunjian walked out of the room, Huang Heyuan sat on the bed, his arms were empty.He restrained his urge to go out with Bai Yunjian, telling himself that he would be back soon, he would not wrestle at the door or fall down the stairs, Bai Yunjian would come back.He can't be so clingy.

Bai Yunjian didn't make him wait any longer, footsteps soon sounded from outside the door, and he walked in slowly holding a dazzling silver light.

That was the first gift he gave Bai Yunjian, the Star Wars lightsaber.

The melody of Theimperial March automatically sounded in Huang Heyuan's mind.

"...You, do you still keep it?" He wanted to press his eyes again, but he clenched his fists to control them, two lines of tears rolled down from his eyes very smoothly.

Bai Yunjian turned off the light, and knelt on the bed, just like Huang Heyuan did back then, kneeling on the bed with one knee, holding a lightsaber, his glazed eyes were as bright as the morning sun. "Huang Sang. Even if the whole world wants to destroy you, I will stand by your side."

"As long as you still like me a little bit, I will never run away."

"That commitment is still in force today."