[Comprehensive] I don't want it anymore

"You came?"

"You're not surprised at all."

"...There's nothing surprising about that. Don't make fun of me all the time."

Sakuragi Rie smiled slightly, raised her gaze, and just looked at the blond young man standing at the door with the backlight, as if returning to the day when she first saw him.

...Bowl.

It's the truth, but it's also an impossibility, isn't it?

The bright sunshine was as bright as broken gold, reflected in her eyes, so that the girl was in a trance for a moment.

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"Are you sure you don't want to have a drink with me?"

"Have I said it before, I really, really, really don't like the taste of wine, I don't want to drink it." The tea-haired girl smiled unabated, and her voice was very flat at first glance, but her tone was vaguely intimate. The intimacy of the person who speaks.She holds a glass of wine in her left hand and a glass of milk in her right. The contrast is extremely sharp.

She put the wine in front of the knight, and she sat opposite him.

His expression was calm and gentle.

...Inexplicably, it will make people feel that the previous conflicts never happened at all. She is still the little girlfriend who is loved and cared for, and he really wants to hold her in his palm.

The knight's expression involuntarily softened for a moment.

"Sure enough, she's still a little girl." However, he quickly remembered what happened before, so he calmed down and showed the same smile as usual.

——The two of them don't know when it started, and there is only a disguise left.

It just finally came to the fore.

"Please, it's just that I don't like the taste of wine. The two can't be confused at all, okay? You don't want to say that an 80-year-old grandfather must be regarded as a child if he doesn't drink alcohol."

"Strong words make sense."

"I don't have one."

The conversation between the two is still as intimate as before, and at first glance it doesn't even seem to have changed from before.

After just a brief moment of relaxation, the entire tavern fell into a deathly silence.

Neither of them spoke for a while.

...silence is not the same as silence.In the past, Sakuraguli and Xia Ke stuck together day after day, and they didn't chat all day long.On the contrary, the young girl has a quieter and gentler personality. Except for things that rarely interest her, most of the time, the two of them just sit together for a day.

But at that time, the air between the two of them was soft, and they never felt tired of being by each other's side.That kind of silence is by no means the cold and piercing coldness it is now, but the silent but also the ultimate tenderness.

Sakuragani Rie used a straw to stir the milk in her cup, watching the slowly rising heat, her expression turned into a melancholic and flat again.

She was the first to speak.

"...So, what did you come to me to say?"

——The tone is soft, as if whispering from the most distant dream.

It will naturally make people feel that she is too far away.

The knight's eyes darkened.

"Don't be stupid, Lie, you should be very clear about what I want to say." His expression lightened a little, and the green eyes that were originally full of vitality suddenly appeared cold and mechanical, so that such a soft voice would only make people Feeling uneasy, "You should know how I've been feeling lately, don't try to piss me off, okay?"

"I never thought of making anyone angry, don't think so highly of me, knight." Sakuraguli couldn't help laughing, "It's not like you don't know my temper, would I make people angry on purpose?"

"It's just that you don't want to accept the truth I'm telling you now."

She blinked her right eye.

It's still a playful gesture - facing the knight, Rie Sakuragi seems to be willing to restore some of his old attitude towards him, instead of facing the indifferent indifference of others - but the man sees it, and his mood is still difficult to improve.

he is very smart.

Just because he was smart enough, he knew that the apparent intimacy that was different from the previous two days did not mean that Rie Sakuragi had changed her mind, but that she had strengthened her mind.

She even had some thoughts that would make him even more unacceptable.

...Sakura Valley Rie usually seems to have a soft temper and a good talker, and she may even be a little submissive when facing them.But after a careful understanding, she is actually the kind of person who is arrogant and unyielding, and her thoughts on herself are all the way to the end.Even though the brigade was powerful enough to crush her, recalling carefully, it never changed her.

No, maybe it's because she never really showed her own thoughts.

But that was surprising enough.

...They are the Phantom Troupe.

"Why don't you talk anymore? Can't you even accept what I say now? Don't do this!." The slender fingers waved in front of the blond young man, the eyes were still clear and clear, and the smile on the lips seemed very real .

—Yes, it seems.

It also just seems.

The knight instinctively grabbed the girl's hand.

The brown-haired girl still had a smile on her face, she retracted her hand, but when she felt the force that the man couldn't resist, she froze for a moment, and her smile faded away.

"Okay, let me go, don't make trouble." She said quite calmly, the tone of her tone has faded from the warmth just now, "This kind of intimacy is not good for us now, you know... Knight."

She lowered her eyes.

But the knight only showed a pure white smile.

"I don't think so, Rie, why do you say that? Because of the so-called 'we broke up'?" The man's smile sank slightly, but he quickly regained his innocence.

"If I remember correctly." He whispered, his voice darkening little by little.

"If I remember correctly, the so-called breakup is just a momentary capriciousness of you alone, and I didn't agree to it from the beginning to the end, didn't I? If you calculate it this way, the breakup has never been established at all, right?"

He raised his hand and stroked the girl's hair.

"Don't play your temper, Lie. Although I love you very much and am willing to regress in many things for you, I will never indulge you in this matter."

so......

...disagree to break up?

Sakuragi Rie couldn't help but want to sigh again.

"You should be aware of my determination now, knight." She shook her head, her eyes involuntarily showing some deep helplessness, "You can't stop me."

- Breaking up is necessary.

——Death escape must also exist.

She can be gentle, but obviously, her gentleness does not belong to these demons who don't understand people's feelings.

If they did not do anything just because of their past experiences, Rie Sakuradani might consider their psychological endurance.

But they are not.

They may really like her, but they simply don't understand what liking is.In their eyes, liking is equivalent to possession, destruction, and shackles.It might be okay for others (especially the little girl who is new to the world and love brain), but Sakuragulie is different, these are the existences she hates the most, she can understand, but she can't accept it.

Understanding and acceptance are never the same.

Not to mention that they actually hurt people around her, and even threatened her with Tina, with other people, and even everyone in the town, which made her dislike it even more.

She is not happy, why make these people happy?

— This is her last freedom.

"I know my own body, and I know how fast it is deteriorating... Not only I know it, but you probably know it too. So, how much time do I have?"

She smiled, rather casually.

...There is a kind of indifference that is almost suffocating.

"You know it clearly, maybe even better than me, knight." Her tone was almost the most gentle sigh, "At this time, it is the best choice to distance yourself from me."

It's like persuasion.

But the indifference that no longer loves still flows in the flesh and blood.

——Because I no longer like it, I can stand on the sidelines, decide everything with reason, and tell the truth in the most flat tone.

The knight could no longer deceive himself.

—she doesn't like him anymore.

The brown-haired girl rested her chin with one hand, her expression was relaxed, and there seemed to be a gentle smile in her eyes watching him.But this kind of smile is cold, the coldness of watching the world with cold eyes.

She reached out to touch the blond youth's cheek.

... Sure enough, he is a big man, especially a big man who was born with guns and bullets. No matter how delicate his skin is, he still doesn't feel good enough to touch.

"That's it, okay?"

Her eyebrows were curved, and she asked softly, as if it was no big deal to her from the beginning to the end.

The knight involuntarily pursed his lips.

"I only have one question to ask." He smiled slowly—although countless emotions were turbulent, and he was about to be torn apart. "After asking this, I will not bother you today."

"Rie, do you really have no nostalgia for this world?"

...Um?

That's a good question.

Sakuragi Rie finally revealed a slightly dazed expression.For the sake of her (ex) boyfriend, she carefully recalled all the people and things she has experienced since she came to this world.

emmm...

During this period of time, what has she experienced, and what has she encountered?

Finally she smiled slightly.

——She doesn't need to say it, this smile has already said all the answers.

"Okay...okay, I see."

The knight's voice was very low, as if it no longer belonged to him.

Countless tyrannical and cruel emotions rose up, making him wish to tear everything up immediately—maybe this way, the girl in front of him who had given up everything and indifferently showed some strange expressions.

Sakuraguli could see it, but she didn't want to care.

— because it is true.

It was the ending they caused, and she didn't have to pay for these people.

Tearing away all illusions, the real world is so cruel that people don't want to open their eyes to face it, but they don't want to face it any more. Facts are facts after all, and no one can change them.

——She doesn't miss this world.

These people are not qualified to give her nostalgia.

So they couldn't keep her.

The author has something to say:

Here in Lihui, the strong script may keep her company for a long time, but it is absolutely impossible to keep her heart.

The brigade group took the script completely wrong, right? emmm

The negative teaching materials are very clear, everyone must not learn (.).