[Comprehensive] I don't want it anymore

Does Sakuraguli still like knights?

...Maybe.

But for Sakuraguli, this kind of love is not very special, not even deeper than her liking for a flower, a grass, or a gem.

Because of this, she could dislike the brigade—of course she didn't.But at the same time, she can criticize their style and their behavior, but she can't criticize their "likes" condescendingly, she can only give an evaluation from an objective perspective.

—because in that respect she was one of them.

It's a pity that these people are still different from her in essence: they are like this because they grew up in such a worldview, and their "likes" are distorted in this growth.So they may have normal people's love and pity, but they will express it in an unacceptable way; but Sakuraguli...she feels that she has the emotion of "like", and she knows what she is. Sometimes they "like", but they can't understand the descriptions of their likes in many people's mouths, and they can't understand the almost crazy behaviors that those people do for "likes".

...yes, she couldn't comprehend the state of not being crazy or alive.

That's why people always say that she doesn't understand love.

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Is this statement correct?

...Maybe.

But Sakuraguli felt that she might have really liked someone.

...really, like.

Does it count?

She doesn't know either.

She only knew that she had seriously thought about whether there was a way to stay in that world, by that person's side.

For the first time, she was indifferent to the warning of the system, and persistently found a way to disobey the rules with those people; It is rather to struggle in boundless pain, just to be able to stay with those people for a longer time.

It's crazy to think about it now.

But she has no regrets.

——The existence of special abilities seems to be able to slow down the progress of the disease, but only she knows that the daily increase in pain is enough to drag people into hell.This is a calculation that the system has never exported, and it is also why she is unwilling to stay longer every time the survival period expires.

But that world is different.

...is ridiculous.

It was obviously a world where she really put her heart and soul into it, but she didn't express her feelings with that man with a sufficiently dazzling soul, and she wasn't even really with him.

The closer you get, the more timid you get.

The brown-haired girl lowered her head, turned the ring hanging from her chest, and carefully looked at the carved patterns on it.

In each world, you can choose to bring out something that is not precious (or in the words of the system, it does not involve the secret core of that world), but she will not easily use such power-for her, a After the world is over, the best thing is to end the past and forget it. Memories and nostalgia are too precious.This ring is the exception, and so far the only exception.

At that time, she asked someone to imitate it according to the style of the ring worn by the young man. For this moment, she deliberately rubbed the pattern on it, striving to be perfect.Later, the man was not angry when he found out, he just asked the creator to add some other designs instead of just wearing it to look good.

...snort.

But after all, the main purpose at the beginning was accessories, so other settings were added afterwards, and the only function was self-defense.In a high-risk world (like the current one) you can't even do that.

But still cherished by her.

Counting it, it has been a long time since that world, and she even almost forgot the appearance of that young man.

But she didn't forget that that person had a pair of gentle and firm eyes, a bright smile that healed all the haze and dust in the world, and a flame that was warm enough to be as dazzling as his soul when lit.

...she remembers the warmth.

That's what Sakuraya Rie wanted most.

Yes... what she wants is a soul that is warm enough and dazzling enough.Enough...enough for Rie Sakuragi to no longer feel empty and lonely, enough for her to approach and embrace instinctively.

That is the existence that can make her Sakuragi Rie fall in love with.

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"...what."

It was very peaceful.

Sakuragani Riehara was pouring water for herself, when the kettle tilted, the hot water flowed freely along the table.At this time, you should only be thankful that there is nothing important on the table that is not waterproof.

With a pale face, she just put down the kettle and shook her left arm.

...As the condition worsens, this kind of thing often happens, and it happens in almost every world, so the girl will not panic about it long ago.This kind of indifference and indifference may be a good thing, but it also has disadvantages-for example, the movements are not sensitive, and if you are not careful, you may be scalded by the splashing hot water.

have nothing to say.

She coughed and simply sat back on the bed to rest.

After the survival period, the system will no longer provide the energy to maintain her body's normal operation, and her body will naturally weaken at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the speed will only get faster and faster.

...she's used to it too.

As for Sakuragani Rie, she has not been afraid of death for a long time, so naturally she is quite careless at this time.The only thing she cared about was how she would die to escape from this world—being tortured to death by the pain imposed by the system was never in her consideration, just once was enough.

these people?

You're welcome, but these guys don't deserve the pain she's going through to reside for them, do they?

No matter how many excuses they find, they did hurt her and the people around her in their previous relationship.If this is also a kind of liking... sorry, she doesn't need it.

This kind of "liking", this kind of not stingy to get her emotions by hurting her, she has experienced enough, even too much.

She turned around to get a towel to dry off the water, but suddenly froze in place.

The severe coughing sound continued continuously.

After a while, she fell down on the bed and raised her hand to press her chest, as if this would relieve her pain.But in fact, she was still ups and downs in the boundless torture prison, unable to break free.

...hoo...hoo...

She should get used to it.

...she's used to it.

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When I opened my eyes again, it was dusk.The golden radiance was so warm, brushing gently over her face, it was too beautiful to describe in words.

...dusk?

She was stunned for a long time before she realized that the ups and downs in her haze just now were probably caused by too much pain, so she passed out directly.

And then...a whole day passed in a coma...that's okay too.

Forget it, just treat yourself as a night owl.

The brown-haired girl sat up slowly.

"woke up?"

"?"

She belatedly realized that there were other people around her.

Turning his gaze, the purple-haired woman was sitting at the head of her bed at some point...or the whole time.With the most casual posture, he rested his chin with one hand and looked at her coldly.

But it didn't make her hostile.

Sakuragirie pursed her lips, revealing a soft and light smile.

"Why is Sister March here?" Probably because she just woke up from a coma, her voice was very soft, "I'm really sorry...I'm so rude to leave you alone, Sister March."

She braced herself hard, trying to sit up.

...call.

No QAQ.

"Okay, it's all like this, so why are you trying to be brave." Marche sneered, unable to tell what emotion was in his voice, "Lie down honestly."

...You have a point.

The brown-haired beauty let herself lie limp on the bed, touched her forehead, and felt the cold sweat that hadn't completely dried.Based on this alone, she could imagine what kind of pain she was struggling in just now.

This kind of pain will only become more intense and more frequent as time goes by, until one day... she suffocates to death in boundless despair.

She gave a low wry smile, but because of the pain not long ago, she seemed to be crying.

"Does it hurt?"

Madge also sighed, his voice seemed more gentle than before.

"...Um."

This sound was quite aggrieved.

Probably because she had just woken up and was not very clear about it, and she had just been tortured by such pain in every possible way, the girl quite let herself go with her temper.

She even reached out to pull the hem of Madge's clothes.

Ma Qi froze for a moment, but did not escape, letting herself be pulled by her.

Sakuragi Rie slightly curved the corners of her lips.

"I really hurt." She complained softly, with a rather pitiful taste, "It hurts so much that I want to die immediately, I can't open my eyes again, and I don't want to be tortured like this again."

"shut up."

Madge stopped her immediately.

The brown-haired girl only looked at her with a pair of glazed eyes, in which there seemed to be a long-lasting mist, which made her originally clear eyes look hazy.

Marge took a deep breath.

"Stop talking nonsense." Her voice remained as indifferent and indifferent as possible, "That's impossible. I'll go first, you'd better think about how to deal with those people."

She got up and walked away without hesitation, as if she was worried that if she stayed one step, she would never be able to walk away again.

Sakuragani Rie quietly watched her figure fade away.

...until it disappears.

She burst out laughing.

When he raised his gaze again, his soft and beautiful face turned cold, and those beautiful eyes showed an indescribable indifference.

It seemed as if all the warmth had suddenly faded away.

She closed her eyes again.

...She knew that people like them would never admit or accept that they had made a mistake.So she didn't think they were wrong at all.

That's good too, isn't it?

— because they were right.

...so she's not wrong either.

The author has something to say:

Yes, are the hints given in this chapter obvious enough? The word "flame" should be more obvious, right?The white moonlight (×) of our heroine before is the Tsunayoshi Sawada ten years later, what we commonly call 270!

And, the voting results are out!

The final result in our group is that there are mostly Reapers, so the next world should be Reapers, and the next one will be Pirates...all of them will come out, don't panic.