Heartburn

Chi Zhao was dumbfounded the moment his skin touched.

The bodies of the two were tightly pressed together. Chi Zhao encircled Fu Nan'an's waist. His skin was warm and clear to the touch. Professor Fu had a faint sandalwood fragrance, which just fell into his breath. Chi Zhao's heart beat faster.

Blood rushed to his head, and Chi Zhao's head was a little dizzy. This feeling was amazing, as if he was stepping on cotton. Professor Fu was more intoxicating than wine.

"Are you drunk?" Fu Nan'an's voice rang in his ears, and Chi Zhao could feel the tremor in his chest.

"No." Chi Zhao shook his head, he was still thinking about leaving, he didn't want to leave, his arms tightened, he rubbed Fu Nan'an's neck, and said, "Professor, I'm not drunk, I don't want to leave."

Drunk people always say that they are not drunk, Chi Zhao insists that he is not drunk, but he is unwilling to let go in this posture, he still holds a lunch box in his arms, his movements are not very flexible, like a clumsy dog, almost Fu Nan'an fell down, and Chi Zhao's tone was quite aggrieved: "I really don't want to leave, Professor."

Feeling aggrieved as if something happened to him, Fu Nan'an was at a loss. He patted him on the back in a reassuring manner, and helped him back to the room. Chi Zhao was still not relieved, so he carefully moved Fu Nan'an's clothes to him. He whispered in his ear: "Professor Fu..."

Fu Nan'an was amused by him, and helped him to sit on the sofa: "He also said that he was not drunk."

Chi Zhao's whole body was hot, like a sticky little animal, and he was tugging at Fu Nan'an's clothes.Fu Nan'an broke his fingers away, Chi Zhao snorted in a panic, Fu Nan'an stretched out his hand and rubbed his head, his tone was very gentle: "Okay, sit here first, let me close the door first, if you want to stay, you can stay." Stay here."

Chi Zhao's hair was softer than expected, very supple. After getting Fu Nan'an's approval, he became obedient and sat down on the sofa very consciously, holding the lunch box in his arms and resting his hands on his lap , staring at Fu Nan'an all the way with his eyes open, walked to the entrance and closed the door.The door lock fell with a slap, and Chi Zhao was still thinking: "Can I really stay?"

"There's no need to lie to you." Fu Nan'an went to the side and poured a glass of warm water to him, still thinking it was quite funny, "Why didn't you know that you were drunk before, like a child."

If it was someone else, Fu Nan'an would definitely think it was intentional, pretending to be drunk to stay, what a cheap way, but it would be different if it was Chi Zhao, Fu Nan'an knew that Chi Zhao would not use this method to deceive him, even I still thought he was cute, so I went to the water dispenser to get a cup of hot water and handed it to him, and asked, "Are you dizzy? Are you uncomfortable?"

Chi Zhao did not pretend to be drunk. On the contrary, he still felt that he was not drunk very seriously. He just felt a little hot on his body, and his head was sober. He just drank a bottle of beer. How could he be drunk? Chi Zhao shook his head, very firmly Said: "I'm not dizzy or uncomfortable, Professor, I'm not drunk."

Fu Nan'an didn't believe him anymore, so he asked him to finish drinking the water, and then helped him make the bed in the guest room. Seeing this, Chi Zhao hurried to help. The winter quilt was soft and thick, and it was a big ball in his arms. Chi Zhao Reaching out to take the quilt, her arm touched Fu Nan'an's hand, as if hugging through the quilt.Soft, warm and cozy.

Fu Nan'an quickly let go, and Chi Zhao hugged the quilt and put it on the bed, but the comfortable feeling stayed on the skin for a long time, staying in the deepest part of his mind, like a wandering duckweed finding its roots, It is a kind of satisfaction born from the bottom of my heart.

The bed was made soon, and Chi Zhao was still unwilling to let Fu Nan'an go. The kid knew how to make people soft-hearted, so he looked at Fu Nan'an helplessly: "Professor, I'm not sleepy yet."

He tentatively said, "Can we talk for a while?"

The children's New Year's wishes had to be fulfilled. They were all on the left and right, and it was okay to chat for a while. It was late at night, and the sound of firecrackers stopped. Fu Nan'an sat down beside Chi Zhao: "What are you talking about?"

"Anything is fine." Chi Zhao said.

Anything is fine, chatting with Professor Fu is a joy, and the two talked about it from Tiannan to Haibei. In fact, they don’t know what they talked about, but there is a feeling of comfort and peace of mind. Professor Fu is gentle and steady, Seeing things from an unbiased perspective, Chi Zhao can always gain something from chatting with him.

The snow outside the window was still falling, and the ground was already white. They were chatting against the radiator in the guest room. The room was so warm that Chi Zhao yawned unconsciously.

"Are you sleepy?" Fu Nan'an asked.

It was late at night, and Chi Zhao was really sleepy, still desperately trying to open his eyes: "Fortunately..."

"Go to sleep." Fu Nan'an rubbed his hair again, the soft hair slid through his fingertips, and the itchy touch remained in his palm, "Let's talk tomorrow."

The sound of firecrackers outside the window rang again, crackling, heralding the arrival of the New Year, Fu Nan'an stood up.When he walked to the door of the room, Chi Zhao muttered something, and in the darkness, Fu Nan'an's figure paused.

"……Good night."

For a moment, he whispered, and then helped Chi Zhao close the door.

Maybe it was because of the wine, or maybe he knew that this was Fu Nan'an's house. Lying on the bed in the guest room, Chi Zhao had a very long dream.

Very hazy feeling, ups and downs.

He couldn't tell when the dream started and when it ended, and he couldn't remember what the dream was about. Reality and dreams were intertwined, lingering and reappearing.

The bed under him was too soft, and the feeling of New Year's Eve with Professor Fu was too exciting. There was a strong feeling lingering in his heart, smoldering, ready to come out. Chi Zhao's lips moved...suddenly opened his eyes.

It was early morning, bright sunlight poured in through the window, the room in front of him was familiar but unfamiliar, Chi Zhao woke up completely.

Lying on the bed for a while, Chi Zhao groped out of the bed. The floor was made of wood, and there was a slight sound when he stepped on it. The creaking sound fell on his ears, and Chi Zhao quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

One night's dreams were too many and too chaotic. There were so many moments that he even thought that the New Year's Eve with Professor Fu was a dream made by himself.

The cotton slippers rustled on the floor, Chi Zhao pushed the door open, and when the creaking door sounded, Fu Nan'an's voice sounded from not far away: "Are you awake?"

Fu Nan'an had obviously been awake for a long time, and was sitting at the dining table. In front of him was a thick book in Braille. Chi Zhao touched the tip of his nose in embarrassment: "Sorry, Professor, I..."

"You were drunk yesterday and refused to leave because of me," Fu Nan'an smiled, and really thought it was quite funny. It was the first time I saw Chi Zhao's other side, "I didn't know you could act like a baby before." .”

Chi Zhao was embarrassed at first, but he was even more shy after hearing him say that. He didn't even know why he was like that last night, so he faltered and said, "I'm sorry, Professor, did I bother you?"

Fu Nan'an smiled and shook his head: "It's okay."

The morning was still warm, and Fu Nan'an had already prepared breakfast when Chi Zhao woke up.Huang Chengcheng’s millet porridge was warmed in the rice cooker, along with steamed purple potatoes and yams, and side dishes from the store.

Fu Nan'an obviously often cooks at home, the food is delicious and extremely nutritious. Chi Zhao lamented the delicious food while reflecting on how he couldn't cook this level of food. He was unwilling to admit defeat, and finally forcibly attributed the credit to Fu Nan'an's family smart appliances.

It was afternoon after leaving Professor Fu's house, and Fu Nanan stayed with Chizhao for another lunch. Chizhao has made a lot of money this year, and Fu Nanan cooked their lunch.

Chi Zhao hadn’t paid attention to this aspect before, but when he went to Fu Nan’an’s home, he found that there are many smart home appliances, and the operation is also very convenient for blind people. Fu Nan’an used an oven to make chicken wings for Chi Zhao to eat. I couldn't help eating a few more, and the more I thought about it, the more I liked it.

"Do you like it? Then take some back." Fu Nan'an made another plate of grilled chicken wings for him, and put it in the fresh-keeping box brought by Chi Zhao. It was still steaming heavily, and Chi Zhao sighed: "You That's great too."

"It's just a plate of chicken wings." Fu Nan'an shook his head with a smile, and opened the door for him, "You're too easy to buy."

"You are good," Chi Zhao said seriously, and made a half-true joke, "I'm about to fall in love with you."

The atmosphere was great, and Chi Zhao was only quick-talking for a while. It's not like he hadn't made such a joke before, but now that he said it, Fu Nan'an's expression changed.

"Go back." Fu Nan'an said lightly, as if he didn't hear Chi Zhao's words, he pushed Chi Zhao's back to send him out, and then closed the door.

The next few days were still on holiday. During the holiday, Fu Nan'an didn't go to work, so Chi Zhao was embarrassed to keep running to his house.

The weather was still cold, and Fu Nan'an had reminded him several times on WeChat that he had to put eyelids on time, but Fu Nan'an didn't reply, perhaps because he was too busy.

Chi Zhao had been thinking about this all the time, so he called again, and Fu Nan'an said to him, "Sorry, I'm preparing for a new project recently, so I haven't looked at my phone much."

"It's okay, it's okay!" Chi Zhao wouldn't mind this. He was worried that he didn't reply to the message because of something, so he was relieved to hear him say that, "You must remember to put your eyes on these few days. After work I will continue to help you."

Fu Nan'an paused, as if he had something to say, Chi Zhao spoke before him: "Then I won't bother you, keep busy! See you at work!"

Fu Nan'an was silent for a while, then said, "Yes."

Hanging up the phone, Chi Zhao stared at the phone screen for a while, the New Year's Eve atmosphere was so good that he almost forgot everything before - Fu Nan'an was still avoiding him, it was more obvious than before.

It's spring, but it's still cold, a gust of cold wind blows, Chi Zhao couldn't help shivering.

When he was on the phone, he deliberately chose a place with a good signal, and stood by the window at the end of the corridor. He didn't wear a coat until he hung up the phone and felt cold.

Chi Zhao returned to the room, put on the thickest cotton clothes, closed the windows, and the rustling north wind was still blowing in through the gaps in the windows.

It was too cold, not only his body was cold, but Chi Zhao's heart was also shivering.

The Spring Festival holiday is not short, seven or eight days passed in the blink of an eye, and it was time to go to work again. The first day of work was very uncomfortable. I was not used to it. Who would switch from the holiday to the high-intensity mode all of a sudden? Unable to adapt, Chi Zhao wanted to go to Fu Nan'an after get off work, and he did all the work very seriously.

This day's shift is not too busy, and Chi Zhao will be discharged from the emergency department in less than a week, perhaps because of Fu Nan'an's call, Liu Yang didn't ask Chi Zhao to do any chores anymore.

When we first met, Liu Yang enthusiastically asked him how he felt about working on a project with Professor Fu. How could Chi Zhao really do a project? The embrace of Shen Tanxiang, and...the gentle but undeniable hands that pushed him away.

After waiting for too long, it was finally time to get off work. After the shift, Chi Zhao came to Fu Nan'an's office. Fu Nan'an was making rounds in the ward. Chi Zhao waited for a long time before seeing him. After hearing Chi Zhao's voice, his He paused for a moment, then said with a half-smile, "You came here on the first day of work, are you so dedicated?"

"That must be done," Chi Zhao replied, Fu Nan'an laughed and he laughed too, as if nothing had happened, he prepared a set of things skillfully, "It's not like you don't know that I like you here."

A gentle towel covered his eyes. The water was a little warmer than usual today. Fu Nan'an sat on a chair and massaged his temples with both hands: "By the way, there is something I've always wanted to tell you."

Chi Zhao was still standing beside him, and when he heard this, his right eyelid twitched suddenly. He seemed to realize what Fu Nan'an was going to say, but he could only pretend to be calm and nodded: "Speak."

"The internship in the emergency department is quite busy. You come and go in a hurry every day." Fu Nan'an spoke very slowly, and Chi Zhao's heart sank a little bit, slowly sinking, and Fu Nan'an's words fell into his ears , "I don't bother you with such a small matter as putting eyes on it. I will do it myself in the future."

Sure enough, Chi Zhao panicked, and what he was most afraid of was this: "I will be discharged from the emergency department in a week, and after that, I will rotate to internal medicine, which is very easy, and those who are taking the postgraduate entrance examination also come back to make up for it." The postgraduate entrance examination is on leave, so I won't be very busy—"

"It's about the same, I can't trouble you all the time," Fu Nan'an knew his plan, and could easily interrupt him, "And aren't you going to apply for a foreign university? You're about to start preparing."

"It doesn't matter!" Chi Zhao still wanted to explain, saying that he could balance the time well, but Fu Nan'an's expression was already very flat, Chi Zhao opened and closed his mouth, and finally asked dully: "Just... You don't want me to come?"

This time, Fu Nan'an's tone was very firm, "Yes."

Chi Zhao's heart sank suddenly, and he heard Fu Nan'an say: "The opportunity of internship is rare. It is the only opportunity for you to study in different departments. Medicine is an independent and closely related discipline. In the future, you will enter a certain department." It is very difficult to learn about other departments in one department, your time is precious, so save more for yourself.”

This is too official. It is said to be a teaching, but it is actually a drunkard's intention. Fu Nan'an has never said this to Chi Zhao before.

Studying is indeed important, but it doesn't mean that you can't spare even the 10-[-] minutes for eye contact. Chi Zhao knows it well, and so does Fu Nan'an.Chi Zhao has been with Fu Nan'an for a long time. It is impossible for Professor Fu to doubt his learning ability. He is just using this excuse to push him away tactfully. Chi Zhao knows.

Chi Zhao also knew why, he had already vaguely realized that Fu Nan'an had already discovered his liking. When he came back from Fu Nan'an's house that day, Fu Nan'an asked him twice, "Do you remember what happened last night?"

He didn't answer at the time, but he actually remembered.

"It's because of that night." Chi Zhao's heart beat a little faster, he took a deep breath, "I thought it was a dream, but now that I think about it, the clear feeling is definitely not a dream."

Fu Nan'an frowned suddenly, and wanted to say something, but Chi Zhao's next sentence had already come out.

"Did you hear me, before I went to sleep that day, I confessed to you," Chi Zhao smiled, and looked at Fu Nan'an very seriously, very firm and stubborn, he said, "I like you, you are the kind I want to be with you."