Heartburn

Professor Fu's sense is too keen, even if nothing happened that day, Chi Zhao also understands that he can't hide his thoughts from him, and he can't hide his liking, even if he doesn't say it, it will be hidden in his eyes and tone, Hidden in the daily bits and pieces.

Countless scenes flashed before Chi Zhao's eyes: the cotton candy that Professor Fu handed over, the gentle and strong palm, the reassuring embrace, and... that unexpected kiss.Chaos is blurry, but it is exceptionally clear.

The ultimate gentleness can also become a blazing fire that ignites and melts Chi Zhao's heart. Even if he might be burned, he should approach like a moth to a flame, wanting to sink with him.

"I like you, I like you very much." Chi Zhao tried hard to calm himself down, but his heart was still beating fast. In fact, he was a little impulsive when he said this, but when his emotions came to this point, he had to express them.It is a very painful thing to like but have to hide it. The strong feelings can only be hidden in the heart. Even if others push you away, you have to pretend not to care. Chi Zhao can't stand this kind of grievance.

Anyway, Fu Nan'an has already made up his mind to let him go. If he doesn't say anything, he may not have a chance in the future. It will be difficult to return to the status quo after alienation. Chi Zhao wants to try again. He stands up from the chair I got up and looked at Fu Nan'an seriously: "Although this request may be a bit unreasonable, it may be because I am being affectionate. When we were chatting that day, you said that true love has no gender, so can you...consider me?"

It is said that "love is hard to express", so much love is lost in constant speculation and hesitation, but Chi Zhao is not like that. He has always been brave and enthusiastic, with light on his body.Fu Nan'an took the towel off his eyes, only a faint sense of light remained in his eyes, but he still felt the child in front of him through his remaining eyesight - in front of him was a vast and dim gray black, with a faint Very hazy light and shadow flickering.

Fu Nan'an's Adam's apple moved slightly, but he didn't speak.

The air became quiet, Chi Zhao panicked, his heart was beating irregularly, and he worded his words carefully: "You don't have to give me the answer so quickly, I—"

"No need." Fu Nan'an turned his head, felt the expectation and grievance in his voice, but still shook his head, "You are too young."

You are too young, this sentence is a death sentence for Chi Zhao, he can learn knowledge and develop skills, but only age cannot be changed and cannot be surpassed.

Fu Nan'an told Chi Zhao that he was too young, told him that it was normal at this age to mistake admiration for liking, told him to take a long-term view, and told him that he would meet many excellent people in the future.Chi Zhao's lips opened and closed, trying to refute him.

Chi Zhao said that he was 22 years old, that he knew what he was doing, that he would not change easily if he said that he liked it, but it was a pity that Fu Nan'an's attitude was already obvious. It was rare that he didn't speak in a very gentle tone. Instead of hanging on to Chi Zhao with ambiguity, she rejected him bluntly: "...It's impossible between us."

Chi Zhao was still not reconciled: "Why? Is it because I am young?"

Fu Nan'an didn't answer his question, but asked him indifferently: "How is the school application going?"

"Is it because I want to study abroad?" Chi Zhao reacted quickly and explained in a panic, "I don't want to stay abroad, I assure you, three years, no, two years at most, or you let me stay Come down and-"

"No need." Just when Chi Zhao became more and more anxious as he spoke, and his voice was full of tears, Fu Nan'an interrupted him.

Fu Nan'an's Adam's apple rolled, and he averted his eyes lightly: "Don't be like this, it's unnecessary."

It's really too late, it's hard to choose, and Fu Nan'an never planned to influence Chi Zhao's future, he never looked at Chi Zhao again, his tone was gentle but alienated: "I can't control your emotions, I am wronged and uncomfortable, I know it all, but you still have a long way to go, I can't wrap you up right now."

I can't circle you, this is Fu Nan'an's answer to Chi Zhao, he didn't stay any longer after speaking, got up and went to help Chi Zhao open the office door: "Go back and calm down."

The long corridor was exposed in front of his eyes. It was a road leading to a distant place. There was nothing to say if the stalemate continued. Fu Nan'an refused completely.Chi Zhao walked to the door with his eyes downcast, and Fu Nan'an patted him on the shoulder when he passed by: "Kids, look forward, your future is very bright."

Professor Fu's expression was still calm and gentle. Chi Zhao turned his head to look at him, and then traced his eyebrows and eyes carefully. He couldn't help asking: "Then I... can I still contact you in the future?"

Fu Nan'an paused for a moment, and said, "I don't want it for now."

The next two weeks were dull. After being successfully discharged from the emergency department, Chi Zhao was transferred to the Department of Endocrinology. It is recognized as a relatively relaxed department in the hospital. It is relaxed and leisurely. The next shift, after the year they came back to make up for the postgraduate entrance examination leave, Chi Zhao had nothing but reading books every day.

He didn't look for Fu Nan'an again.

Professor Fu told him to calm down, so he calmed down. Chi Zhao learned a lot of interesting things from his new teacher, and went out to play with Chen Kaiji a few times. He prepared for school, studied hard, and lived every day to the fullest. Meaningful, but deep down, he still misses that person.

He knew that his liking for Fu Nan'an was not impulsive, his feelings did not fade away in the ordinary life, but continued to accumulate and accumulate, which made him understand his mind more clearly, what he likes is so easy to change, He really likes Professor Fu.

Two weeks is enough time for many things to happen, time flies to March, winter goes to spring, flowers bloom and geese come back, Chi Zhao will occasionally find Fu Nan'an on WeChat, Fu Nan'an will respond to him indifferently, nothing else.Compared with him, Chen Kaiji seemed much luckier. Two days ago, he confessed to the senior sister Zhou Ruoyao he liked, and the senior sister agreed.

"Okay brother, I'm quite capable." After the confession, Chen Kaiji was so excited that he couldn't sleep, he took Chi Zhao to the roof of the dormitory building in the middle of the night to blow the air, and the spring breeze brought warmth to his face, so Chi Zhao took a picture of him Shoulder, "Be good with other girls, don't let her down."

"Then it's not possible, I like her before it's too late!" Chen Kaiji patted his chest to reassure, and couldn't help holding Chi Zhao to talk about the story between him and the girl for a while, the smile on his face couldn't be hidden, and Chi Zhao followed him Le, the two of them were giggling and having fun, Chen Kaiji bumped Chi Zhao with his shoulder, "By the way, how is your matter?"

Chi Zhao was taken aback for a moment: "Huh?"

"Why are you pretending to be stupid?" Chen Kaiji raised his eyebrows, "It's just you and Professor Fu."

Chi Zhao didn't tell Chen Kaiji that he had been rejected by Fu Nan'an. He didn't find a chance at first, and he didn't want to mention it later.It's even more inappropriate to talk about this stall, because it's a loser's interest. Anyway, his liking for Fu Nan'an won't change anyway. Chi Zhao just smiled and said, "That's it."

Chen Kaiji didn't think much about it, he was still immersed in the joy of being out of the singles. Hearing this, he immediately patted Chi Zhao on the shoulder: "Don't be afraid, brother, I will support you no matter what you do."

"Got it, got it." Chi Zhao smiled helplessly, not really wanting to talk about it, so he changed the subject with a few sentences.

The two spent half the night on the roof of the building, and Chen Kaiji just got out of the singles, so the topic naturally fell on his girlfriend. Chi Zhao laughed and teased him: "Our Xiao Chen is also very good, and he is so beautiful."

Chen Kaiji stroked his hair, and said in a rather smug tone: "That must be, my girlfriend is the most beautiful beauty."

It's a boast just now, Chi Zhao shook his head and smiled.

Chen Kaiji always had a vigorous smile on his face, and Chi Zhao was also infected by his joy. He really regarded Chen Kaiji as a friend, and he must be happy when a friend leaves the singles. Sincerely, no matter whether his relationship goes smoothly or not .

After Chen Kaiji got out of the singles, his life was very rich. The two people had different personalities but unexpectedly matched each other. Chen Kaiji had the temperament of a young master, but he was also first-class to the people he liked. Some talk, and life is smooth, and the young couples are sticky. In fact, they don't care how much who pays for whom. It is mainly a kind of emotional support. "Love" itself is a process of enriching oneself.

In the blink of an eye, another two weeks passed, and the two of them had been stable for fourteen days. The one-month anniversary happened to be Zhou Ruoyao's birthday, and Chen Kaiji wanted to give her a gift.

Sending flowers is too vulgar, and the things you buy are also quite clichéd. In fact, the gift does not lie in how expensive it is, nor does it mean how big the brand must be. The value lies in the heart. It was money, and he wanted to give something different.

"Brother Chi, please help me with an idea, give me a trick," Chen Kaiji struggled for several days, and finally called Chi Zhao for help, "I'm going to be bald after thinking about it for so many days."

"You also said that this is your heart," Chi Zhao asked him, "What does senior sister Zhou like? Or would you like to give something special to both of you?"

"Speaking of which, I have an idea," Chi Zhao said, which coincided with Chen Kaiji's idea. Chen Kaiji rubbed his nose and smiled, a little embarrassed, "Just... she is also very popular and has many friends. I I want to collect everyone's blessings to her, and then I will make a video and send it to her."

After falling in love, Chen Kaiji is quite different from the past, his temper has restrained, and when he mentions the object, he always has a shy tone, sweet and sweet.His thoughts are also very rare. Chi Zhao's eyes lit up after listening to it. The gift he made is indeed sincere, and the gift must carry emotions to be meaningful.

"That's not a good idea," Chi Zhao affirmed him, and took up the task consciously, "Come on, Xiao Chen is so caring, Brother Chi must help you."

Recording videos and cutting videos is quite time-consuming, just do what you say, and there is not much time left. The two divide the work and find people to record videos. Zhou Ruoyao has a good personality and has many friends. Chi Zhao re-entered the psychology department after almost a month, and had the opportunity to meet Fu Nan'an.

The familiar ward is no different from other departments, but because there are people I want to see, it looks different.

——It's a pity that Chi Zhao's luck was not very good, and Fu Nan'an was in a meeting for two days in a row, but he didn't even see him.

There is no other way, the video that needs to be recorded still needs to be recorded.

Everyone usually has work to do, so Chi Zhao can only make up the time to take a break to record the blessing video. Fortunately, other people were quite active after hearing that Chen Kaiji was going to prepare a birthday present for Zhou Ruoyao. Chi Zhao discussed it with them the first day , They all prepared very seriously, some sang, some wrote their own poems and recited, and an intern who had a good relationship with Zhou Ruoyao said on the spot that he would talk to Zhou Ruoyao about an impromptu guitar, Chi Zhao naturally agreed, and made an appointment with her, Bringing the camera to the first ward of the psychology department.

The girl taught herself to play the guitar, but the effect she played was orderly. They were afraid of disturbing other patients. They found an empty consulting room to record, and the melodious guitar sound came out in bursts. nerve.

"What's going on in the past few days?" Fu Nan'an asked casually when he arrived at the ward, "It's singing and playing guitar. Is there some kind of party going on?"

The patient next to him has also been curious for a long time. He has been in the hospital for several months, and he lives a boring and ordinary life every day. He wanted to have some fun for a long time, so he immediately urged Fu Nan'an to say: "Doctor, let's go and have a look. I heard that a little doctor's girlfriend is celebrating her birthday, and they are recording a video of congratulations."

"Record a video for your girlfriend?" Fu Nan'an laughed. He didn't usually care much about it. He really doesn't know what students like to do now. "Young people nowadays are quite caring."

That being said, Fu Nan'an is not a person who likes to join in the fun. He accompanied the patient to the door of the consulting room without even thinking about it. The patient pushed open the door of the consulting room, and Fu Nan'an turned and walked towards the office. Suddenly, I heard the patient's surprised and enthusiastic voice: "So it's you, Doctor Xiaochi! Long time no see!"

The gentle sound of the guitar surrounded his ears, and Fu Nan'an's footsteps paused.

Chi Zhao?Have a girlfriend?

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