Rebirth Night Talk

In 2007, Zhao Xuejun drove his small broken car from the small villa where he lived in Provence to the tavern in the city.Speaking of pubs, there are hundreds of pubs in Provence that are designed to trick foreigners.After living here for a long time, I slowly followed the locals to find a good place.Every time Zhao Xuejun went to the city, he just found a restaurant on the corner of the street, ordered a glass of Kiel, and sat there all afternoon.

After buying a load of peanuts from the automatic peanut vending machine, Zhao Xuejun sat there and wasted his life.Through the sunglasses, he looked lazily at his foreign brothers and sisters from all over the world.On this hot day, holding a camera, the camera is wandering around like a headless chicken, looking for scenery, looking for an affair... Hey, isn't this looking for guilt? !

He greeted the bartender familiarly, greeted the other party's body, and briefly talked about the climate problem in the past seven years.The other party was still the same, and when the conversation was happy, I told him a Belgian joke.Of course, he has told this joke for seven years, and he knows this one.

The locals are very interesting. Whether they are Americans, British, or French, they all call them Brits, and they make up some jokes to ridicule these people.You said that someone spent tens of thousands of miles to deliver it to your door to be laughed at by you?The brain capacity of the Provence people really needs to be verified.Fortunately, the locals are still polite to the Orientals, as long as Zhao Xuejun is not asked if he is Japanese, Zhao Xuejun is still friendly to them.

These years, Zhao Xuejun has been wandering.At the beginning, he had been to many places. If his body allowed, he even wanted to visit Antarctica. He wandered around, grasping the last chance to earn more money and create more security.He savors life and lives alone. Only from April to May every year, and every Spring Festival, he will return to Provence to reunite with Wang Xi.Of course, this kind of reunion does not dare to be blatant. They still secretly pretend to be distressed and sympathetic in front of everyone, without feeling ashamed at all.

If you are far away from home, the deterrent effect of home on people will no longer exist. The people who walk around and greet you are all insignificant strangers. It was the first time I held hands with Wang Xi on the street, and kissed for the first time on the street. It was the first time I lived in a house, and I could sleep as long as I wanted.No one provoked them, no one made irresponsible remarks.In foreign countries, human relations are cold, and this coldness is also beneficial.Contrary to the Chinese who regard knowing the secrets of other people's family as a big deal, what they fear most is to turn other people's family's affairs into their own family's affairs.

I am 35 years old and have a small belly. I have become a little lazy and feel that I should calm down.This kind of quietness does not need to be quiet alone, Zhao Xuejun eagerly hopes that Wang Xi can come to his side to accompany him.Two lifetimes, ah... not too young.

Some domestic tourists were talking and laughing loudly, and their crisp accents from all over the motherland attracted Zhao Xuejun's attention.How much he envied them, how much he wanted to go there, and follow them on the way home.

Throwing a peanut into his mouth, Zhao Xuejun sniffed, well, this is not a good day.He has always avoided tourists from the East, and as time goes by, he will be heartbroken when he hears the local accent.He hid so far, but he still couldn't dodge!A few years ago, he lost his career to Wang Xi.After merging Song Changan's company with Wang Xi's, they settled in Provence.He was free, but these two lunatics began to stir up trouble.

During the years of separation, Zhao Xuejun often missed that considerate person, but as his social status rose, occasionally Zhao Xuejun would see Wang Xi in foreign pictorials.In the beginning, he would feel some jealousy.He is so cowardly and will never be as radiant as he is, he wants to hide himself so much, he will never be able to live as ostentatiously as he does...

At this time, he always likes to make some troubles for Wang Xi. These troubles are intentional. He knows that in the eyes of that man, he is very important, but to bother him to prove that he is important?Hey, I am becoming more and more like a child.He often self-examines.After the review is over, you will continue to make mistakes.He felt that he was not a man, at most he was a poor man who was looking for ways to excrete his loneliness all year round with a girlish air.Of course, Zhao Xuejun was really lonely two years ago.

Four years ago, Song Changan brought back a pair of twins to show off.Both he and Wang Xi thought about it.After Song Changan took the lead, the test-tube baby Da Huanhuan and Xiao Huanhuan walked into their lives in this way.Da Huanhuan is a boy whose biological father is Wang Xi.Xiao Huanhuan is a girl, and her biological father is Zhao Xuejun.The two children were conceived at the same time and born in the same month, with a difference of one week.The birth of the two children, Zhao Xuejun did not communicate with the family, he dare not say.

At home, he would make a phone call every month to talk to his mother and father for a few hours.The eldest brother has recovered from the army. He used to be a good surgical scalpel, but now he insists on opening a plastic surgery hospital and does not help the family.After all, the second brother married Xu Xiaoxia, that rustic girl with gold jewelry, she can be tempered in the past few years, seven years, three sons, she used her own way to accumulate the life of Zhao's second son. Man, she is virtuous and virtuous, never asking about Zhao Xuebing's private life, this is her smartest place.From passionate love to disgust is also a portrayal of Zhao Xuebing's emotional life.Except for having a baby, Xu Xiaoxia can't help Zhao Xuebing with anything.There is no communication, business, or common language at all, but Zhao Xuebing never mentioned the word divorce, even if his brothers-in-law piled up to find trouble for him.The men of the old Zhao family are always in charge, and divorce is even more impossible.

Well, this is much better than the previous life... Zhao Xuejun is content.

Last year, Song Changan got married abroad. This is his third marriage, from Poland and France to the Taiwanese boy last year.The emotional life of homosexuals is always full of twists and turns and the emotional line is thin.In addition, Song Changan's family is rich now, so his emotional life is more or less always mixed with some business war plots like those on TV.Just like that Taiwanese boy, a commercial spy!In the past, Zhao Xuejun thought that it was a kind of human being made up, but it didn't exist in real life.

Last year, his godfather passed away. Zhao Xuejun brought his remains back to Wanlin, and bought a place in Xiaoshantou Village for burial.Old Zhao's family has a deep connection with Xiaoshantou Village, where they are buried, there are people guarding the tomb, so Zhao Xuejun can feel at ease.He didn't want a dime of his godfather's money. After all the things were donated, his godfather's funeral was lonely but peaceful. People he liked gave him gifts, and the old man should rest in peace.The only regret is that the well was drilled by my father, because there was no water due to coal digging, and it became a dry well.After being separated for so many years, Zhao Xuejun only saw his father last year, and he cried when he saw him, apologizing and ashamed, but he didn't talk about his love life.It made the old man not in the mood to scold him at all. He repeatedly said that he was fine and absolutely not angry.He suggested that Zhao Xuejun stay for two more days, but Zhao Xuejun didn't dare to stay longer because there were two baby boys at home.

Dad is old and gray-haired, but he is in good health.The sons are all obedient, with enough money and social status, and everything seems to be going well, but he is so tired that he finds trouble for Gao Juzi everywhere.When he just retired, he didn't have a day of stability. This kind of good life for people to find troubles and troubles at will has only passed three days, and he can almost catch up with Gao Juzi's menopause.Suddenly, Zhao Jianguo's social status turned upside down.Gao Juzi spent two years torturing the old man, nagging about one thing every day.

"You gave me back my youngest son, you forced my son away, and you can't come back abroad. I don't want you and I want my son. What did my son do wrong? Isn't it because he likes a man? Isn't it just Don’t marry a wife? What can you do? In the 21st century, there is nothing. Martians are almost born by the earth! Why can’t my son have a home? As long as you are comfortable? Why should the earth surround you? Turn!? Your mayor is amazing and you have retired, you are just a freelancer now. Who else would want you in your life except me..."

Zhao Jianguo felt very painful. His son was in his 30s and wandered alone. He felt very distressed, and it was even more painful to be nagged by his menopausal wife for more than 600 days.Sometimes he wondered, he had been great all his life, how could he lose his security when the city gate was lost at the end of the day when he was old?He wanted to bring back his youngest son who was in self-imposed exile, but he was determined to live alone and never come back no matter what, what should he do?

A pungent smell of roasted black smoke rushed into Zhao Xuejun's nostrils, and he frowned.There used to be a lot of black smokers in Provence, but not so much now.Zhao Xuejun, who lost his interest, stood up, walked around the two pet dogs sitting next to him, bought a bottle of truffle, and drove home.

Da Huanhuan and Xiao Huanhuan are watched by a local nanny. In the past, Zhao Xuejun also invited graduates from prestigious domestic schools to come back as nanny in order to pay attention to his roots.Unfortunately, both men and women are at risk.He is open to life and lives extravagantly.Sometimes love is a thing, mixed with many factors.Women see him as mature, stable, successful in his career, and handsome, so it is inevitable that some subtle feelings will sprout in him.It's even harder for men, who don't know how to look after children, know that Zhao Xuejun likes men, and the other party actually said that he doesn't mind giving in to him?This annoyed him even more.

There is no way, Zhao Xuejun found a local fat aunt, and many local people could not understand the local dialect she spoke.Aunt and him now use gestures to say everything, and the whole chatter is full of words mixed with French, English, and Chinese, and occasionally a local slang.For the sake of the child, Zhao Xuejun became more and more impatient.

Back home, Zhao Xuejun put the car away and looked around curiously. In the past, whenever he got home, Huanhuan and Huanhuan always shot out like cannonballs and nailed him to act like a baby, crying and complaining.The yard is very quiet today, the local aunt who is always nagging is lying on the low wall, talking to the neighbors.When she saw Zhao Xuejun came back, she waved her hand and continued to chat, not caring that this person was her boss.

Holding the wine bottle, I pushed open the flower door of the living room, and the pure Chinese in the room, mixed with the laughter of children, rushed towards me head-on.Zhao Xuejun smiled. He put away the wine bottle and walked into the room barefoot. He looked at Wang Xi sitting on the sofa with bright eyes, clumsily holding a book of fairy tales and telling stories to the children.His Chinese is flawed in the children's comprehension. Sometimes they don't understand, so they complain and ask him to repeat it. Wang Xi keeps repeating it, and he doesn't find it annoying at all.

"When did you come back?" Zhao Xuejun bowed his head and kissed the little Huanhuan who came over. He picked her up, the baby was cool, with a milky fragrance, and the leather was soft and comfortable to stick to his body: "Dad, brother Ah, you snatched my Lizi (doll), and secretly opened the freezer to make magic ice cream and eat it yourself!" Zhao Xuejun laughed.

He used to give the children cold drinks and tell them to close their eyes and count to three.Huanhuan and Xiao Huanhuan in his family always thought that cold drinks were made from a freezer, which was a magic cabinet.

"I didn't, you have no credit!"

"I do not have."

"You have!"

"Snapped!"

"Wow!!!!!!!!"

Xiao Huanhuan's hands were extremely fast, and there was never a warning when she hit someone.It stands to reason that girls should be quick to cheat.But Wang Xi just gave birth to an eloquent child, and Da Huanhuan never suffered from his mouth.Xiao Huanhuan is no more noisy than Da Huanhuan, and the way to deal with him is very simple.I can't beat you, I'll hit you.Because he is an older brother, it is not easy to fight back. Da Huanhuan cried very wronged every time.

Dumbfoundingly pulling the child away, Zhao Xuejun hugged Da Huanhuan and coaxed him to the yard. He assigned a nanny to fetch two children's swimming rings, put one around a child's neck, and threw them into the water. It all disappeared: "Brother, help!

Hurry up, sister!

Brother wait for me!

Sister, look at me...the whale..."

"Why is it this season? Isn't the company busy?" Sitting by the pool, Zhao Xuejun leaned against Wang Xi and took a deep breath of his scent.

"Da Huan, I shivered when I saw it! The bubbles all came out, and you peed in the swimming pool again!" Zhao Xuejun pointed at Da Huanhuan angrily.

"Song Chang'an is broken in love, and I will lose my job." Wang Xi smiled and kicked Xiao Huan away who had finally landed on the shore, and the child swam to the other side screaming.

"It's more than that, isn't it?" Zhao Xuejun always felt that there was something in Wang Xi's words. After living together for so many years, there was something he didn't know.

Wang Xi was wearing a pair of colorful pants, sitting by the swimming pool and looking at the parasol trees in the distance, he said softly: "You should go back, it's time."

Zhao Xuejun didn't feel anything falling on the ground.

"The old man came to me the day before yesterday, and we talked for a long time. He said that Tan Xiaokang died, under a bridge pier in another province!"

"Tan Xiaokang?" Zhao Xuejun couldn't remember who it was.

"Your uncle who complained everywhere! Why is your brain so degenerated that you don't remember your relatives?"

"I don't think of him as a relative at all."

"The old man said, that's a lifetime? It looks really frightening! In a lifetime, you will only live for tens of thousands of dollars."

Zhao Xuejun didn't speak, trying to recall the past memories, those people, those things, the things of his hometown were mixed with the past life, he couldn't tell which was the front and which was the back.

"The old man told me that he is getting old, and now he is worried about one thing. He is afraid that you will be exposed to the wind and sun by yourself, no one will take care of you. Now he has figured it out, he doesn't care about you, whatever you want You, he only wants you to be safe and comfortable for the rest of your life. Someone will take you to the hospital when you are sick, and comfort you when you are sad. It is cold, and someone misses you. If you are not in good health, he is afraid of that day. Gone, you died on the bed of that foreign hotel, the meat stinks, no one cares. He misses you, wants you to go back, he wants to guard you, watch you..."

Tears were falling, Zhao Xuejun bowed his head without saying a word, he cried for a while and sighed: "A rebellious son like me, only such parents can bear it!" After all these years, I feel homesick all the time, but Just dare not go back, can't go back.

Wang Xi turned to look at him, and stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face.Seeing his father crying, the child stopped making trouble, and obediently lay on the surface of the water to watch.

"How old are you still crying?"

"Oh...not crying, happy tears! Tell me, how can I explain, how can the children explain to their parents? I went back, I am afraid that the children will not be able to bear it, and they are not used to it. Hey, look at me, I always think so much It's useless." Zhao Xuejun rubbed his nose, leaned on the recliner and began to reminisce about the past, Wang Xi dared not speak, he said from the bottom of his heart, he felt that Zhao Xuejun also had menopause.His kind is not the same as female comrades, he will sit stupidly for hours, not knowing if it rains...

Zhao Xuejun squinted his eyes, as if seeing the hunched self again.That building is very tall... Song Changan is downstairs.Sitting next to him was his new boyfriend.He looked embarrassed, with ghostly eyes, desperately trying to see what that boy looked like like a ghost.He was afraid... he trembled, he was angry... he jumped off that building by himself, although he never admitted that he died by suicide.He thought at the time, I fell myself to death, and I will hate you for the rest of my life.Now that I think about it, how stupid, why did I move my nest so easily for others?In his previous life, he was a two hundred and five!

"Hey! Hey! I said you, what are you thinking?"

"I think about my previous life, this life."

"You're already 35, don't be so dreamy, can't you be real, how will these two children explain when they go back is a big problem..."

"Wang Xi..."

"what?"

"got windy……"

"I know!"

"The child was blown away by the wind..."

There was a strong wind, and the leaves of sycamore came with the scent of lavender, and the children were too naughty.Lying on the surface of the water and falling asleep with a swimming ring on... The strong wind blew up ripples, slowly pushing the child to the side of the pool...

"thump!"

Wang Xi jumped into the water, cursing and swimming towards the child with all his might...

Zhao Xuejun watched with a smile, at this moment, yes!very happy!

The author has something to say: Dear friends:

Hey, it's over!Although reluctant!

This month, it is simply not a human life.First it was decoration, then the two sessions, then the 90th anniversary, the child took an exam, enrolled in a class, found a professional training teacher, my husband sold the car without discussing with me, the painter tried to destroy my house, the house smelled of paint, it was finally over, and the computer was not protected Well, it's over, too.I spent thousands of dollars to buy a new computer, anyway... I hope that these things, gathered this year's irritability, will all go with the strong wind, and don't come back!Amitabha, I can't take it anymore!

Sometimes I also wonder, as soon as I write an article, the reality will find trouble.It's okay not to write anything.Writing is a matter of anger, and it will leak if you shoot it casually.I have been shot seven or eight times this month, and it is a miracle that I can persist!

In any case, I finished writing, and I can finish writing like this, I want to cry.

Bow, this article is going to be published in the real body, extra episodes, sister articles, etc.After a while, if everyone has passed the enthusiasm and saw that I am out of the body, you will support me. With so many Tanmei articles, I think it is a pity that this is not my pity.This article needs to be overhauled, some content is not satisfactory!Well, let me disappear for a week, I want to sleep for a long time, if you have any complaints, I will talk about it at that time.I can't take it anymore!

The new article is the story of Peng Juan and Min Shun, the sister article of this article "Stand Up". Although it is a romance, I hope everyone will support it.The entity has about [-] to [-] bonus extras.Sincerely looking for someone who corrects the typo, please help me with the manuscript!

That incoherent, grateful, bowed a hundred times!In short, I flash first and want to hit me!a week later!