Maybe it was because of enough sleep, or maybe it was because the light was too strong, Shi Yin woke up in a daze, and subconsciously fished around, but found nothing.

She didn't care, yawned and sat up from the bed, only to find that the curtains had been pulled open at some point, the door of the room was open, and there were no handcuffs on her hands.

Shi Yin couldn't help but clicked his tongue.

The speed of admitting defeat is so fast that it feels like playing an unsuccessful role-playing game.

Shiyin put on his slippers and went out. He didn't find anyone in the bathroom of the second bedroom, so he went straight to the kitchen. The porridge in the rice cooker seemed to be almost ready, filling the air with a somewhat sweet smell of red beans. Ge Lingzhu He squatted in a corner, not knowing what he was thinking.

Seeing Shiyin approaching, his gaze fluctuated, and he said, "The porridge will be ready soon."

Her voice was hoarse and almost inaudible, Shiyin reached out and picked her up from the ground, and asked carefully, "Are you okay?"

"I'm sorry," Ge Lingzhu looked at her, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes, she looked away, "I'm sorry..."

She took a breath, "You go before things get any worse."

As soon as she spoke, tears fell down in big drops, looking extremely sad.

Shi Yin frowned, and smiled suddenly: "Is this a new way to retain?"

"...No," Ge Lingzhu was stunned for a moment, she probably didn't expect Shi Yin to say that, but she was neither angry nor aggrieved, she seemed to think that she should be misunderstood for what she had done before, she I tried to blink a few times, trying not to cry, but to no avail.

She repeated again: "You go, leave me, I am in danger now."

The thick nasal voice made her words sound vague, and the tears fell uncontrollably.

Shi Yin felt that she probably misunderstood the danger.

He lowered his head and rubbed against her, squinted and smiled, "But you look more like you need to be taken care of."

Ge Lingzhu looked at her with teary eyes: "Sorry, I'm a little emotional now, I'll be fine in a while."

Obviously crying hard, but the logic of her thoughts didn't seem to be affected, as if she could handle it by herself no matter what the situation was.

Shiyin didn't know why, but she felt a little complicated. She put her on the sofa, stretched out her hand to rub the messy hair she had forgotten to take care of, and said heartlessly, "Then I'm going to have breakfast."

Ge Lingzhu hummed.

So Shi Yin really went to the kitchen to serve porridge and drink it.

To be honest, seeing Ge Lingzhu like this, Shi Yin was really in a bit of a complicated mood at first, but soon Shi Yin figured it out.

In terms of Ge Lingzhu's view of right and wrong, being able to do such a thing itself is a product of her out-of-control emotions during the onset of the illness. When she calms down, she will naturally regret it, so it's not because she restrained her negative emotions. It's her own inherent concept that will oppose her doing so.

There must be guilt towards her in this, but more of it should be remorse for her own behavior. If she was another person, she would do the same.

Because that's the way she is, there's nothing surprising about it.

So instead of saying that she defeated her instinct for love, it is better to say that her own morality defeated her instinct.

Thinking about it this way, Shi Yin calmed down. After all, when it comes to being in love, it's normal to be on and off. Rely on yourself.

She also brought a bowl for Ge Lingzhu, but she seemed to put too much sugar in her own bowl, which was a little too sweet, so she immediately exchanged her bowl for Ge Lingzhu, and picked up another bowl to eat.

Ge Lingzhu said that it will be fine after a while, and it really will be fine after a while. When Shi Yin came out with a bowl, except that the eye sockets were still red, he looked the same as usual, only breathing when he saw Shi Yin After a pause, he calmed down quickly.

The porridge just cooked was a bit hot, Shiyin stirred the heat with a spoon, and looked at her with his chin in his hand. Ge Lingzhu stared down at the steaming red bean porridge, and broke the silence after a while: "Actually, there is no such thing as Qisi. people?"

"What?" Shi Yin froze for a moment.

Ge Lingzhu said: "Have you ever thought that the thought in your heart actually doesn't exist in this world at all." She looked at Shi Yin and said calmly, "I checked with my eyes in the sky, and there is no boss of a company It is Qisi, including their children. You have never been abroad, not even to Hong Kong, Macao and Taiwan, so the other party cannot be a foreigner, and there are only a few companies you have worked for, so it is easy to check. "

"In the updated news on your ball, although there is her presence in every sentence, there is not a single picture of her, not even a person who shows her back without showing her face."

"Have you ever thought that she might just be your fantasy when you were in a desperate situation, so when your life gets better and your disease is under control, she will disappear from your world."

Shi Yin was startled. He never expected that Ge Lingzhu would investigate these things so seriously. After all, except for more serious people, most incumbents would reject news about their exes, let alone deliberately inquire about them.

That's why Shi Yin wasn't afraid of being exposed when he made it up like this.

After all, Ge Lingzhu's character is neither neurotic nor serious, unless her ex has done something excessive, otherwise she will definitely not look up information for nothing.

Seeing that Shiyin was stunned, Ge Lingzhu lowered her eyes: "I didn't mean to investigate you, I just..." After a pause, she said, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you treat her as a living person. She doesn't exist in this movie, but in your memory, you have a past, I just hope you don't dwell on the past anymore, your illness is already cured, your parents didn't think about contacting you again, they might even think You are dead, you can forget the past and start a new life... Do you know what I mean?"

Shiyin blinked: "For example, have you been with me all this time?"

"...I didn't mean that," Ge Lingzhu opened his mouth, "I'm not suitable for you."

She calmly analyzed her shortcomings: "I can't accompany you for a long time, and I can't give you positive emotional value with words, and I'm also sick, it's always in my mind," she pointed to her head with her finger, " Even now, it keeps telling me to grab you and control you."

Ge Lingzhu smiled with tears in his eyes: "Shiyin, the past is over, you should let it go, go to a city that you think can relax you, start a new life and... relationship, if you feel tired , you just leave her and move on, no one will blame you."

"Life is like a reverse journey, and I am also a pedestrian."

That's what she said at last.

But although she spoke freely, her tears kept falling, dripping down her thin chin into the bowl, but Shi Yin laughed: "Do you think you will hurt me?"

Ge Lingzhu paused, then lowered his head: "I have already hurt you."

She used to be sure that she would not do the same behavior as those Monos on the news, but in fact she would do things like those Monos, which normal people would never do. Yesterday Ge Lingzhu looked in the mirror in the bathroom Sometimes, I feel that I am so strange.

Even when she decided to let go last night, another voice almost overwhelmed this decision. In that dark environment, Ge Lingzhu felt that he should not get close to her, otherwise, sooner or later, she would be like the darkness captured by the camera. In that way, the face is so blurred that no one can recognize it.

She seemed to think that Shiyin was worried, and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't disturb you, I will surrender myself later."

Shi Yin: "Ah, this..."

Rao Shiyin, I don't know what to say right now.

She poked the porridge in the bowl and sighed, "Actually, I lied to you about something."

Ge Lingzhu: "It's okay."

Shi Yin: "...I haven't said anything yet."

Ge Lingzhu looked at her with tenderness in his eyes: "You know, I won't be angry with you."

Shi Yin: "For example, if I cheat on you?"

Ge Lingzhu: "..."

"Just kidding, just kidding," Shiyin sneered, "Actually, I don't want to leave either, my life is in arrears."

She thought for a while: "How about we have a wedding and I'll die?"

He spoke so affectionately and meaningfully, Shi Yin felt that if he did not do something before leaving, he would feel uncomfortable all over.

It was only then that Shi Yin realized that she was actually not good at dealing with situations, and she suspected that she said that on purpose, why talk so much?

Ge Lingzhu froze for a moment, as if digesting the meaning of her words, forced a smile and said: "No, isn't the disease cured?"

Shi Yin spread his hands: "Maybe it was due to working hard to make money at the time that I didn't pay attention to rest and overwork caused complications."

"You lied to me, didn't you?" Ge Lingzhu broke down a bit. She grabbed Shi Yin's hand and said with some force, "You must have lied to me, didn't you? You have lied to me so many times, and this time you lied to me too." isn't it?"

Shi Yin laughed dryly, "How could I have lied to you so many times?"

She's totally focusing on the wrong point.

Ge Lingzhu took a breath, his hands trembled a little, his eyes fixed on her: "Did you lie to me, you are only 26, how is it possible, how is it possible..."

She was a little incoherent, and Shi Yin felt that she seemed to have said something that she shouldn't have said. She asked cautiously: "How about I go? Anyway, the luggage has been packed..."

It was obviously a very serious and sad atmosphere, but it was ruined by her, Ge Lingzhu hugged her: "I'm sorry, I didn't even notice, I'm still studying medicine, how could I not notice, I..."

Shi Yin poked her: "I didn't notice it myself, don't cry, I hear chest tightness..."

Shi Yin is good at making people comfort herself, but she really doesn't know how to comfort others, and she is a little distressed.

It's not that you are going to die, why feel sorry for others?

Shi Yin really doesn't understand this kind of person who "emphasizes love and righteousness".

There are thousands of lovers in the world, wouldn't it be good to replace this one?

If you really can't let it go, you can serve the country wholeheartedly. There are some places where you can devote your whole life.

"Sorry." Ge Lingzhu wiped her tears with her hand, and she asked, "What kind of wedding do you want?"

Shi Yin said in his heart, is it okay to play house?

The author has something to say: something is wrong with you, why didn't you even give me the nutrient solution, did you give it to some little fairy outside? ? ?

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