Ge Lingzhu actually had some doubts about Shi Yin's words. After all, her family is all doctors. If there is anything abnormal about Shi Yin, everyone in their family can tell the clues.

After all, most of the diseases can be traced, and the symptoms can be found through complexion and ordinary words and deeds.

In addition to this, Yin has to do the annual physical examination, and she still does it with her.

Ge Lingzhu remembered that there were indeed some problems in Shiyin's physical examination report, but they were all minor problems. Ordinary people are more delicate, and it is completely normal to diagnose some minor ailments.

But these are minor problems, nothing serious.

But Shiyin didn't need to lie about something that could easily be exposed.

So she naturally believed it, and because of this, Ge Lingzhu's mentality completely collapsed.

She can accept Shiyin's departure. After all, as the person next to her pillow, she knows that Shiyin must like her, but it's not to the extent that she can't leave. If Shiyin thinks clearly and thinks they are not suitable, she chooses to leave, Ge Lingzhu can understand, she respects and will not interfere with her choice.

After all, it is difficult for Mono to have a relationship. At least the existence of Shiyin can prove that she once had the most beautiful things.

But Ge Lingzhu has never thought about such things as life is approaching.

Although everyone's life is always full of various accidents, and no one knows which will come first, the accident or the future, but except for the overly pessimistic crowd, who would imagine that this kind of thing will happen to them?

This made Ge Lingzhu feel even more uncomfortable than when Shi Yin broke up with her.

At least the former may still have the possibility of rekindling their old relationship, they can still be friends after breaking up, and they can still dream of seeing each other occasionally, while the latter can only meet each other in memories, dreams, and photos for a lifetime.

Ge Lingzhu had never experienced such a "parting", which made it difficult for her to calm down.

Shi Yin didn't know what effect he had on her, but was only thinking about the possibility of "repenting the marriage".

Shiyin didn't care about the sense of ritual or something, and promises were something she could go back on at any time, but marriage was really something she never thought about.

After all, she is used to being free, and these ceremonial actions, such as marriage proposals and weddings, always make her feel like she is being restrained.

So Shi Yin asked with a guilty conscience, "Why don't we go directly to the honeymoon?"

Ge Lingzhu was taken aback.

She is not stupid, once she said this, it is impossible for her not to understand Shi Yin's thoughts.

She pursed her lips, although it was clear that Shiyin didn't have deep feelings for her, and it might just be a coincidence that she was willing to be with her, and it just happened that she didn't meet someone more satisfying to her.

But it was clear in his heart that when the guess was confirmed, Ge Lingzhu still felt a little uncomfortable.

She actually thought that she could accept good things. After all, she didn't like it that much, and it's not that she didn't like it. It's not that there are things in this world that fall in love with people and get married without thinking clearly. Naturally, it became deep, anyway, Shiyin is with her now, isn't it?Feelings develop slowly.

But at least for now, Shi Yin's feelings for her have not been cultivated to that level, so after a moment of heat, she regretted it.

She didn't want to spend the last time of her life with herself.

Ge Lingzhu felt a little uncomfortable in her chest, but she didn't say anything in the end, she just nodded: "Well, where do you want to go? I'll go book a ticket."

She was always gentle and considerate.

Shiyin blinked: "I'm just joking, let's do it, but I don't care, I'll just get dressed that day and go for a show."

Ge Lingzhu didn't understand why Shiyin suddenly changed her mind again, she stretched out her hand and rubbed her head: "Okay."

……

In the end, the wedding did not take place as scheduled, not because Shiyin regretted it again, but because she said her words and her life was really in arrears.

The presence of the system is not strong, and it never actively pops up anything. Even Shi Yin has to take the initiative to look at the progress bar to know the percentage of the dismantling progress bar that she has gradually forgotten. Naturally, Shi Yin Yin also forgot that after the completion of the progress, if you want to live, you have to pay for it yourself.

In view of the fact that the system has always been easy to fool, Shi Yin planned to take a loan as collateral, but was rejected.

Of course, she can still stay, but without the energy provided by the system, she will become a living dead, and her body will naturally "die" because of the lack of energy provided by the system. The appearance, immediately felt that it was better to die like this.

Ge Lingzhu special episode:

The research on mono inhibitors went smoothly. Although Ge Lingzhu's mental state project was stalled for half a year, it was finally successfully developed.

Inhibitors replace the role of soulmate, and will not cause harm to the body and mind. Of course, dependence is inevitable, but despite this, the existence of inhibitors is still very popular, and it also makes the participants of the project more famous. Noisy.

Although this still does not solve the problem fundamentally, it is at least a big step forward.

Ge Lingzhu didn't feel the joy of success.

She fulfilled her childhood dream and was finally able to see colors freely, but the people she wanted to see turned into black and white, no longer vivid.

She hadn't seen her for a long time, not even in a dream.

In fact, she still has a secret that she hasn't told her, which she planned to tell her quietly on the wedding day.

Everyone has a common understanding of Mono, soulmate will be their destined soul mate, but when she heard this statement for the first time, she subconsciously denied this statement.

She never told anyone that she had dreamed of the same person a long time ago. Although she couldn't remember anything after waking up from the dream, she always believed that the person in the dream was the one she wanted to meet more. people.

Although she always forgets when she wakes up, although she rarely remembers it.

But after being with her, she gradually felt that kind of familiarity that almost came from instinct.

She is a staunch materialist, but because of Shi Yin, she thinks that people may have past and present lives.

But before she could tell her this, she was gone.

Ge Lingzhu always felt that Shi Yin should have recognized him too.

She must not know that her lies are not perfect, and her acting skills are full of loopholes. As long as you know her well enough, you can't hide these things.

But Ge Lingzhu also knows that only if she has enough familiarity and trust, can she be bossed around naturally, and even lies seem perfunctory, as if she is sure that no matter what she says, she will believe it.

Ge Lingzhu was once annoyed by this, but he really felt that she was more delicate and fragile than Zhenbao, so she had to be held in his hands, like a jade that could not be separated from the body, always carried and coiled, one day , the cold will become warm, and the lines will become soft.

Only in this way, one day, she will suddenly realize that she is domesticated.

Under her delicate personality, she has a cruel heart, but Ge Lingzhu knows that she is not bad, she will say awkward things and do soft-hearted things, and she can't stand others treating her wholeheartedly, because she feels that It was ridiculous enough that she didn't want to believe it, but she knew what was going on in her heart.

The first time she saw her eyes, there was no strangeness. She had recognized herself a long time ago, but she must not be in this world, because it was the first time they believed in this world.

Ge Lingzhu didn't know if she would have an afterlife. She wanted to tell her what she had discovered on the wedding day, because she was not sure if she would meet again in the next life, would she still have the current temper.

Shiyin said that she was like a little teacher who always liked to preach, but after all, once the impression was left in her heart, she would not regret anything because of her willfulness.

Ge Lingzhu knows that she can be so "tolerant" now because she can't see color since she was a child and suffered discrimination. She communicated and discussed with a psychiatrist since she was a child, so she can be "magnanimous", but she will not be like this every time she reincarnates Well, people always have a temper. If one day, when she feels tired, Shiyin finds that the person who has been accommodating her doesn't want to accommodate her, she will definitely feel uncomfortable.

But before she could tell her this, she was gone.

Ge Lingzhu still remembered that day, when she excitedly dragged herself to try on the wedding dress, she knelt down on one knee in front of Shi Yin, and put on beautiful high heels for her.

She bent down and kissed the back of her hand, her eyes slightly bent.

Ge Lingzhu knew that her heart must have been moved at that moment.

But she still didn't realize what happened, so she missed the opportunity to express her love to her.

They are not honest enough, and they never like to talk about their inner feelings, so maybe it is destined that the relationship will always be twists and turns.

But now, there is no chance of twists and turns.

She could no longer doubt whether Shi Yin had no feelings for her at all, but she was somewhat similar to someone in her memory; there was no chance to get angry, she seemed to have a casual enough relationship.

Shi Yin always feels that she is mature enough, sees enough, and is strong enough, so no matter what happens to her, she can always get through it and continue to shine bright enough and beautifully.

But she couldn't see it at all.

She knows what it means to be dead and alive, but she can't do it.

She will not die or live for this, she still has her parents, and her knowledge can always contribute to the country, but her heart always feels empty, like a hole has been dug out, which always makes people feel cold.

Ge Lingzhu actually wanted to tell Shi Yin that she was not strong at all, and she was also very fragile. Instead, she couldn't be like her, no matter what happened, she could not think about it, and she was enough to see it.

But she also didn't want to tell her these things, at least she was heartless, so she could worry about it from time to time.

The author has something to say: it’s ok, you’re fed, lie down~

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