【Wen Ye】Osamu Dazai is wrong

He folded his hands on his knees, looking very classy. "Some time ago, I got some interesting information, so I visited Kurokawa Sawaya in Tokyo. I got some more interesting information from him."

"Do you know? What did he record?..." As he said, he didn't need my answer, and he continued on his own.

"During the Yokohama Longtou War, he accidentally obtained a book page. The power of this book page surprised him, so he captured a little girl on Radium Bowl Street for experimentation. His experimental project was fusion of abilities. That's right. , He tried to integrate the power of the pages into the human body. But the experiment failed, the girl died in the laboratory, and half of the pages disappeared. He threw the body on Rabo Street and escaped from Yokohama in the chaos."

"After escaping from Yokohama, he still tried to fuse supernatural powers, and successfully fused a pair of supernatural twins, and he also used the remaining half of the book page for that experiment.

The idiot Kurokawa didn't realize the preciousness of the pages.But he did achieve good results. The fused supernatural twins are very strong, and it took me a lot of effort to kill the experimental product.

Then, the page appeared, but it also disappeared. "

What I can be sure of is that what I hear now is almost a sci-fi plot of urban legend.But even so, tell me, what good will it do him.

"Heichuan is indeed an idiot. He didn't even know that his first experimental product was not dead. Instead, he gained great power because of the pages of the book, and he was more perfect than the twins.

That's right, this lady is you.People who should have died, but tenaciously survived.

Is your consciousness of survival being recognized by the pages of the book?Or is it because Kurokawa's experiment actually succeeded?None of this matters anymore.

Are your abilities strengthened?no.

Is it possible to change things and interfere with the inherent realm of reality?Nor is it. "

What the hell is he talking about?How can he know my abilities better than me.Should it really sound good here?

listen!I pricked up my ears!

"Your abilities are growing, and the higher your degree of fusion with the pages, the stronger your interference with reality.

But after all, it is limited by the human body, unable to fully exert the power of the pages.And you seem to be affected by the thinking of power that does not exist in this world, and the form of power has also changed to a certain extent. "

Fuck it, this is what I remember with my mind ability in my previous life, right? !Can't it?Know all this?

"I tried several ways to get you out of control. Emotionally, physically, but they all failed.

When you die, the pages will disappear, but when you live, the pages will merge with you.You are dying, and the fusion of the pages and you will even accelerate.

What do you think I would choose to do now? "

It's all because my imagination is too rich, I think I will be forced to use all kinds of means to survive or die.

"Although the power of the pages will merge with you, they are still being consumed. There is only half a page left, so it is a miracle that you can survive until now."

He wanted the pages, not me.If it wasn't for not being able to take out the pages, he wouldn't be wasting his tongue here.

"How many times do you think you died here? How many times can the pages save you?"

I think he is watching me.I'm pretty sure he wasn't out to tell me the truth, but to find out my human weaknesses.

In order to shake me, he has killed so many children in the orphanage, as well as Mr. Oda.It has even killed me many times.

At this time, what can I do?

'Mr. Dazai, where are you?what can I do? '

'Rin-chan, all you can do is, trust us. '

That's right, I believe in Mr. Dazai, I believe in everyone.I won't give up until Mr. Dazai finds me.

"It seems that you don't intend to die...but if you kill everyone you care about, would you be willing to die? Or, would you be willing to die for them?"

Don't waver!Don't waver!cold!Be more mature!do not Cry!

What important people can you have!You've always been alone, haven't you!

You will not be threatened by him, let alone believe his lies!

"Why isn't the clown here, have you thought about it?"

"Why?" I couldn't even tell if it was my voice.I just desperately want to know what he did.

"Presumably, the detective agency has become a sea of ​​flames now. Do you want to guess who died?

Is it you who called sister Xie Ye?Or a wandering boy?Or Mr. Kunikida who went shopping with you?

Or... your favorite Mr. Dazai? "

infatuation?How can this be an infatuation?

I admit, I panicked just now.But if you mention Mr. Dazai, then I will laugh.

A person who can't be killed by suicide, how could he think that Mr. Dazai can die under the hands of the clown.What's more, I didn't even know where Mr. Dazai was before I was taken away.

"You don't know, do you? Your Mr. Dazai, in order to find you, he doesn't even care about his exposure. Soon, he will die in front of you."

What is he saying?Why can't I understand?impossible!He is lying to me!cold!Normal heart!Normal heart!

"Hahaha! A Tuo! The clown is back! He brought you a lot of presents!" With a wave of the clown's hand, several black shadows rolled out from under his cloak.

……

Whose face is so familiar...the soft curve of black hair...

"Ahhhhhhhh!!!" Whose voice is this?Hoarse and sharp...

Whose head is on the ground?

……

The light in front of my eyes is blurred... Consciousness is floating...

The golden light is fleeing...

I'm sinking, floating, melting...

Whose voice is that in the dark...

'What's wrong?Rin-chan, is it cold? '

How can I be cold, I am not afraid of the cold, but now I do feel a little cold...

'Rin-chan, all you can do is, trust us. '

Who is the speaker, why is it so familiar...

……

Mr. Dazai!

Like a drowning person in the deep sea, I stretched out my hand toward the surface of the sea, struggling constantly while sinking, and sank into the deep sea powerlessly in the struggle...

In the deep darkness, someone grabbed my hand and stopped my sinking.

I struggled to open my eyes... the me in my consciousness began to condense...

The golden sea of ​​light surged again and washed away the darkness, drowning me, but it brought me the strength to wake up.

"Rin! Open your eyes and wake up!... You need to calm down!" Ah, it was Dazai-san's voice.Mr. Dazai is here.

What I hold in my hand is... ah, it's Dazai-san's hand...

It's great that Mr. Dazai is fine.

The ambiguous consciousness is still floating, being taken away by the surging sea of ​​golden light, drifting with the current.

"Rin, listen to what I'm going to say next. Control your power first! Don't trust what Fyodor says! You're an enhancement type, you've always been an enhancement type!

The world of lies is false, it is manufactured!Don't be fooled by your own lies!Once you believe it, you will fall into a lie!

The world of lies is the strengthening of your thinking world, and it is the power of the pages that make it materialize and form world interference!

Don't waver!The pages are not the master of your power!Master it!You can do it, Rin!You do it all the time!Don't give up the dominance!

You can lie to yourself.But you must not believe your own lies!Rin, you have been lying to yourself, two completely different memories made you divide yourself and the world into two pieces!Your truth is your lie!

You never grow up, your body stays at 14!do you understand!Your ability has been acting on yourself!You saved yourself!You are in control of the page! "

Mr. Dazai's voice penetrated into my hazy consciousness and cleared the fog for me.

His voice was so clear that it penetrated, like the first time we met, the sun shone from the sky after the winter rain, bright but warm.

'Crack, click, click...'

What is broken?Ah, my flimsy lie...