【Wen Ye】Osamu Dazai is wrong

It turned out to be like this, it was the rules of the ability to read that transformed the energy of the pages.Let it be my strength, my life.

I was born from the power of the page.My ability to read is precisely because of the power of the page, so I have the power to change the facts.

And the trait system is the form of energy that I can reasonably explain, so will the power of the pages gradually merge with me?

All the while, I was the one who dominated the pages.

Yes, I have always been dominant.

At this point, my consciousness was finally clear, and the golden sea of ​​light was separated from me, no longer turbulent.

I calmed down with it.

Finally, I held Dazai-san back with my hand that regained a little strength, and opened my eyes.

"Welcome back! Rin-chan, welcome back." Mr. Dazai's expression always felt sad.

I tried my best to raise my arms to comfort Mr. Dazai, but I saw my hands that were completely stained red.He was about to put it down, but Mr. Dazai grabbed him and pressed him on the face.

"It's okay, Rin-chan is not dirty." His temperature just passed from my palm, and his normal body temperature was even a little hot.

Only then did I realize... Ah, it turned out that I was too cold...

"Mr. Dazai, don't be sad...I'm sorry, I didn't rescue...Mr. Oda..." As soon as I said it, I realized that my voice was so small and soft...My throat seemed to be torn...

"No, Rin, it's not your fault. You don't need to apologize. Hasn't Dr. Yosano arrived yet?!" Mr. Dazai asked eagerly, only then did I realize that he was on the phone with his headset on.

I want to say, it's okay.Once I regain my strength, I can use my ability to heal myself.

But I opened my mouth and couldn't make any sound.

Mr. Dazai answered me as if he could read minds, "That's not true. Rin, your strength hasn't recovered yet, has it?"

"Your body perception is gradually recovering, just because the effect of the medicine is weakening. I should have discovered it earlier. The miracle named Rin started the moment you woke up when you were 14 years old." He grabbed my hand tightly, like It's like finishing the sentence quickly.

Mr. Dazai is trying to lie to me again, isn't he?If you really can’t do anything about him, then listen to what he has to say.

"The power of the pages gives you a second life, which is your first miracle. The ability you get can just transform the power of the pages, and this is the second miracle."

"For five years, you relied on gradually transforming the energy of the pages to maintain your life. But this time, the power of the pages ran wild in your body, and the power was once out of your control."

"Once the energy cannot be connected, the miracle will disappear."

I looked at me reflected in his eyes, and the gradually withered and withered appearance was really horrible.

"Rin, your body is failing." Although Mr. Dazai didn't cry, his voice seemed to be crying.

I moved my fingers hard, trying to comfort him.But he found that he seemed to be unable to move.

"..." I could only stare at him silently.

I don't know what the other party said in the headset.Mr. Dazai just took off the headset in silence and put it aside.Two hands took me into his arms.

If this is the case, it cannot be undone.I hope Mr. Dazai can forget me in the future.As long as you forget the sad things, you won't be sad.

Mr. Dazai suddenly smiled, accusing me as usual, "Rin-chan is really self-willed, is she trying to make me forget you? You can't~"

"All you have been doing is telling me not to forget you. Now you want me to forget, it's too willful!"

"You haven't given me a gift yet, don't leave in a hurry. It's obviously me who wants to leave every time, why do you have to be one step ahead of me?"

Ah, Mr. Dazai, he said he won't forget me.

I saw myself crying in Mr. Dazai's eyes, but I couldn't feel it.

I'm sorry, Mr. Dazai.I haven't had time to prepare the present yet.

Thank you, Mr. Dazai.My five years may really be a miracle, but meeting you is the miracle I am most looking forward to and the luckiest.

Thank you, Mr. Dazai.But don't come to me too soon, I'll be angry.Please take me and Mr. Oda together and live well.

As I was dying, I did not know where the strength came from, and I grasped Dazai-san's hand tightly and said these words.

"Live...Mr. Dazai, take me and Mr. Oda, help me...see this world more...thank you for saving me, and, I'm sorry..."

Sorry, the gift hasn't been given to you yet.Sorry, Mr. Oda was not rescued.Sorry, I have to go first...

Maybe it was the last bit of strength, I couldn't hold it anymore, and let go of Mr. Dazai's hand...

"Rin-chan, you really are a liar, it's so annoying..."

……

After the body fell, the golden light pulled away from the body like a cocoon, and gathered together...

Miraculously, half a page of the book did not disappear, but fell into the palm of Mr. Dazai's finally vacant hand...

It seems to be the last gift for Dazai-san...

……

Today's sunset is also gradually setting, like a dark ruby ​​hanging from the sky, shining from the depths...