Xu Fuji

Lang Zening smiled, and Xu Chunfeng was unhappy again.Damn, what is that kid laughing at?Smile, show your teeth white?When he turned his head and pretended not to see it, he was cursing in his heart when the classmate next to him quietly pushed him and said in a low voice, "It's your turn." Xu Chunfeng then remembered that he had to introduce himself, and more than 20 pairs of eyes were staring at him.My heart skipped a beat and I quickly stood up. I was so anxious that I forgot the words I made up, and said in a panic: "My name is, what..." Before he could say anything, more than 20 "beauties" squeaked They laughed, and some people covered their mouths and repeated in a low voice: "What is his name..." "...It's so funny..."

Xu Chunfeng's face was flushed red, and he hummed the name one after another like a mosquito: "...Xu Chunfeng." It's a pity that the beauties just laughed and no one heard it.Xu Chunfeng sat down resentfully, and scolded the [-]th generation of that calf's ancestor named Lang Zening all over the place.What Xu Xiaoshou was most afraid of was losing face. According to Lang Xiaogong's conclusion, he wanted to lose face and suffer.As a result, on the first day they met, Lang Xiaogong humiliated him twice, Xu Xiaoshou hated him to death, so after knowing whether Lang Xiaogong was right or not, he, a straight man, struggled for two years. , Said fiercely: "It deserves it." It was a joy in my heart.

After he finished his introduction, another boy stood up and said, "Hello everyone, my name is Feng Yushu." Then he began to speak English, and the voice was so authentic that even Xu Chunfeng, who was a [-] in English, could understand it, with an absolutely standard American accent.Feng Yushu was fair and clean, wearing a plaid shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbow casually, and blue jeans, calm and graceful.Xu Chunfeng was still immersed in the blow just now and didn't recover. Seeing such a master, he felt even more depressed, gurgling sour water.It’s true that people are dead compared to others, and goods are thrown away when compared with others. Listen to this name, Feng Yushu, Yushu is facing the wind, and then look at yourself, Xu Chunfeng, the rustic from the inside out is all "wind", why is this fate like this? different?If we say that Xu Chunfeng is a humble and good boy, what he thinks at the moment is that he must learn from others.It's a pity that this Feng Yushu's children's shoe left him a good impression only before returning to the dormitory.

The dormitory that Xu Chunfeng arrived at was quite spacious. Other dormitories accommodate eight people in four bunk beds, but his room accommodates four people in two bunk beds.According to the counselor's explanation, this room used to be a warehouse, and later it was converted into a dormitory.But Xu Chunfeng didn't notice the tide in this dormitory at all, it was extremely bright, compared with other dormitories, there was a feeling of taking advantage of the boss, and it was very beautiful in his heart.When he came to report for duty, he would come to one of the four bedmates. The beds were assigned in advance, and his name was pasted beside the bed. He lived in the lower bed next to the window, opened the luggage roll, and quickly made the bed.

After climbing the mountain all morning, Xu Chunfeng felt quite tired. He wanted to go back to bed to rest, but when he opened the door, he found that there was someone lying on the bed he had made.Before I walked over, I smelled a smell of alcohol. I dared to drink too much and came here to sleep.Xu Chunfeng wanted to wake him up, but when he went out, his mother repeatedly told him to talk less and do more, to unite with his classmates and not to be annoying, so he hesitated again.It should be my classmate who can lie here, and wake him up knowing that he drank too much to sleep, so it is not united.Comrade Xiao Xu was very tangled, and after thinking for a long time, he still didn't make a sound.The matching table and chairs for the dormitory had to be picked up in the afternoon, so he looked around, so he had to go to another lower bunk to sit down and rest.

As soon as he sat down, the door opened, Feng Yushu came in, looked around, and called back: "Mom, this is it." Looking at the name tag pasted by the bed, he said to Xu Chunfeng: "Why are you sitting on my bed?" ?”

Xu Chunfeng jumped up like a rabbit, and smiled: "I'm sorry, there's no place to sit." Feng Yushu frowned, glanced at Xu Chunfeng's clothes, reached out and dusted the place where he was sitting just now, and shouted back: " Mom, have you come in yet?"

Xu Chunfeng rolled his eyes, shit, is the straw mat on the bed okay, can it be cleaner than my clothes?Immediately reversed the feeling of this tree 180 degrees.

The person who came in was a middle-aged woman who was well maintained. She smiled at Xu Chunfeng as soon as she entered the door: "Oh, are you a roommate in Yushu, or a classmate?" Xu Chunfeng nodded politely: "Hello, auntie." The middle-aged woman was busy making the bed for her son and asked, "What's your name?"

"Xu Chunfeng."

"By the way, you all met on the mountain just now, right?" The middle-aged woman was very enthusiastic.

Xu Chunfeng had nothing to do with enthusiastic people, he stroked his head and smiled: "Yes, we all know each other."

"Where are you from, Chunfeng?"

Xu Chunfeng said a place name.The middle-aged woman was stunned: "Ah, it's from the countryside. That's good, the children in the countryside have long been in charge of the family and can do it." Xu Chunfeng smiled naively: "It's okay." In fact, he has two brothers above him, and they are all arranged. What about him? Will not do either.

Feng Yushu said impatiently: "Mom, hurry up, I'm hungry, and this bed is too dirty." The middle-aged woman took out a rag from nowhere: "I have prepared it for you." Turning around, he said to Xu Chunfeng, "Chunfeng, go and get Auntie a basin of water."

Xu Chunfeng was taken aback by her familiarity, and it took him a long time to realize it. He was a little reluctant, but he was too embarrassed to refuse, so he had to say, "Ah, yes." He went out to the water room in the corridor and took half a basin of water.The middle-aged woman said again: "Chunfeng, drag under the bed, the yushu is too tall, and I am too fat to squat down."

Xu Chunfeng took the mop to the water room and got wet, then came back to mop the floor.Feng Yushu stood aside and folded his arms and complained: "This room is too small, and the cabinet is too small, I can't put all my things in it." The middle-aged woman patted her son comfortingly: "Just order it, my young master. It can be like being at home. I let you go to school and you refused. You insisted on coming to experience the collective life. Let’s experience it now. Hey, spring breeze, it’s not cleaned there, yes, behind the heating.” Turning back, he smiled at his son, “ Look, the children in the countryside are still able to endure hardships, are sensible, and have a bright eye. Spring breeze, my Yushu family is spoiled, so you can help me more in the future."

I fucking deserve you.The more Xu Chunfeng listened, the more awkward he became, and he cursed in his stomach, but he would not be able to do something shameful to someone face to face, let alone the other party is an elder, grinning is considered a smile.

As soon as Lang Zening walked in, he saw Xu Chunfeng humming and humming at work, a middle-aged woman sweeping the corners, and Feng Yushu leisurely leaning against the bed to watch the excitement.He didn't understand what was going on, and he didn't like to talk too much with others, so he just nodded as a greeting, threw his backpack on Xu Chunfeng's upper bunk, climbed up to make the bed two or three times, put down his things and left, There is no 10 minutes before and after.

Lang Zening's indifference made Xu Chunfeng even more angry. He didn't want this person to help, but he came to ask and asked him to go down the slope. It was okay to let him go, but Lang Zening didn't give him this chance.In fact, Lang Zening can't be blamed. Right now, everyone is just strangers who know each other's names. No one likes to talk too much. It's better to have less than one more thing.

A month later, Xu Chunfeng came to the conclusion that Lang Zening was not only indifferent to him, but also to others. Although he was not so repulsive, he was not warm either.It wasn't until a few years later that he understood the real reason for Lang Zening's attitude. Even the capitalist life of oppressing the people and exploiting the people, the "people" are quite willing.

Lang Zening came in and out like a gust of wind, waking up the drunk one. He let out a lazily "Um", half-opened his eyes and was dazed for a while, then staggered off the bed and walked over to Xu Chunfeng. Beside him, he patted him on the shoulder: "Brother, thank you, you really serve the people."

Xu Chunfeng looked up at him, and was a little dazed, this kid looks so damn, uh, good-looking.Standard red lips and white teeth, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and a small dimple when she smiles.Maybe it was because he was still a little drunk, his eyes were scattered, and his whole body was lazily moving.It's just that the hair is a little longer, and it falls to the shoulders, not like the ones from the foreign language department, but like the ones from the art department.I hadn't seen him on the top of the mountain just now, so he must be the absent one of the four boys in their class. It turned out that he was lying around after drinking too much.Even middle-aged women said: "Hey, this young man is very beautiful. What's your name?"

It's a pity that the young man ignored her at all, walked directly to Feng Yushu's bed, climbed up a few times, and continued to sleep on the upper bunk facing inward.The most frightening thing was that there was nothing on the top bunk, just a straw mat, and he slept directly on the straw mat.

The middle-aged woman smiled: "This child..." took out something from her pocket, and handed it to Xu Chunfeng: "Chunfeng, thank you so much for helping my aunt with so much work. This is dark chocolate, and his uncle Yushu brought it from abroad. Bring it back, you taste it."

Xu Chunfeng put down the mop and basin: "No need, Auntie, I didn't do anything."

"Take it, the countryside can't eat it."

"It's really unnecessary." Xu Chunfeng hurriedly opened the door and left as if fleeing, and heard Feng Yushu say from behind, "Okay, Mom, he must have never eaten pure dark chocolate, and it would be useless if he is not used to it..."

"Rural children can do it, son, you should learn more in the future. Come home on weekends, mom will make delicious food for you..."

Xu Chunfeng had a miserable day. In fact, without Lang Zening, his four years in college would have been miserable.There are three students in one dormitory, Lang Zening hid in the upper bunk as soon as he came back, and he didn't know what he was doing while scribbling on a notebook; Feng Yushu muttered and complained that the water was too cold, the food was too bad, and the dormitory conditions were too poor Lah... That drunk——Xu Chunfeng knew his name was Xu Shanlan after looking at the label next to the bed—since he was lying on the mattress, he never got up, and he didn't eat lunch or dinner. Xu Chunfeng wondered why he just Don't need to go to the toilet?

The curtains were not closed, and when I tilted my head, I could see the moon hanging brightly in the sky, as if it was not as bright as it looked at home.

Xu Chunfeng thought, this is college life?He suddenly felt suffocated, like being pressed by a big rock, unable to breathe.Is it because of the natural contempt shown by Feng Yushu and his mother?Is it because of my low self-esteem for my English foundation that I dare not even speak?Is it because of the panic of facing unfamiliar people in an unfamiliar environment?Is it because of the confusion about the future and the future?It seems to be a little bit, and it seems to be neither.

Xu Chunfeng found sadly that on the second day after he first came to school, he felt homesick and felt empty. Could this be the legendary loneliness?Xu Chunfeng shivered with aversion to the cold, pulled the quilt over his head, that's all right, don't get tired of being like a woman, go to sleep!