Miserables 101 [Quick Transmigration]

three weeks ago.

Jiang Feng checked the bruises on his neck with the front camera of his mobile phone. These bruises were carefully designed by him.How wide is the cloth used to strangle, what patterns are printed on it, and how each bruise covers each other are all the results obtained after many adjustments.

Thanks to his scar physique, two or three days have passed, and these marks have not faded much.It's just that if Chu Ranzhou doesn't come to see him, it will be a little troublesome.

10587 watched Jiang Feng helplessly, making these marks on his neck bit by bit.Even when the other party is suffocating to the verge of fainting, it is difficult to detect the sharp fluctuations in the other party's heart rate.

Compared with its artificial intelligence, Jiang Feng is more like a machine with no emotions.

"You said..." Jiang Feng stood up his collar again, "Dr. Tang will not detect other diseases for me besides multiple personality in a while. It is similar to antisocial personality disorder or obsessive-compulsive disorder. of?"

There was no one in the ward, so Jiang Feng spoke directly.In fact, it doesn't matter even if there are people, anyway, the people in the hospital think that he is not normal, and they won't make a fuss when they see him talking into the air.

"It's possible," 10587 in the form of a hamster spread out on the balcony basking in the sun, "but as far as I know, the possibility is not great. You must know the mental illness suffered by the taskers, and the medical knowledge of human beings in the task world is very important. It's hard to explain."

"En?" Jiang Feng raised his eyebrows, "Isn't the tasker a human?"

"It's human, but it's not human anymore." 10587 conjured a melon seed out of nowhere, held it in its small paws, and gnawed it, "It's a small world. If you're lucky, stay for a year or two. More than ten years. If you meet someone who needs to cultivate immortality, it is not uncommon for a world to spend hundreds of years."

"Generally human beings live for seven to eighty years. Even if they live a long life, 80 years is enough. But for taskers, it is common to live for hundreds of years in the fast-traveling world. Humans like to pursue longevity, but they don't know Too long to live—”

10587 looked up at Jiang Feng, waiting for the other party to ask.However, Jiang Feng had no intention of cooperating, he just raised his head and stared at the ceiling in a daze, with an attitude of "love to talk, not to talk down".

"Hey, let me tell you," 10587 was making fun of himself, so he could only continue talking on his own, "Those who live too long are not mentally normal. And this kind of abnormality is something that people who can only live for a hundred years can't. Understood."

Jiang Feng nodded thoughtfully, "I sympathize with this from the bottom of my heart."

10587's mouth twitched, saying that it was abnormal, Jiang Feng was the least qualified to sympathize with other people, but this person had no self-knowledge at all.

"Of course, the system will still take some measures, and memory deletion is one of them." 10587 turned over, "So it's normal that you don't have the memory of the last time you were in the system, but no one wants to get you I ran back again, you must know that normal people can run faster than monkeys when they receive a death notice."

While talking, Nurse Xu entered the door with the medicine in her hand. When she saw Jiang Feng talking with the air, she didn't show any abnormality, but her face was a little red.

You know, since Jiang Feng was hospitalized, he has always been polite and courteous to other people, and never initiates a conversation.If you are asked to take medicine, you can take medicine, and if you ask for infusion, you can infusion, there is no difference.

The only thing is, after seeing Nurse Xu, she seemed to be interested, and asked, "You...do you remember me?"

Nurse Xu had never met Jiang Feng before, so naturally she did not remember to mention it.Being asked such a question by an unknown patient with a mental illness might feel a little flustering, but nurse Xu didn't feel flustered at all at the time.

Even the moment Jiang Feng asked, he had already completed the 30-word novel in his mind.Jiang Feng stubbornly recognized him as a boyfriend because of his illness, and then the two fell in love while he was recovering from the illness. After the other party recovered from his illness, he still loved him to the extent that he welcomed HE happily, pure love novel.

"Doctor Tang Nian will come over in a while and will ask some questions, you...don't be nervous." Nurse Xu lowered her head, not daring to meet Jiang Feng's eyes at all.

Jiang Feng didn't know what kind of brain supplements Nurse Xu had experienced, but every time he saw each other, he felt miraculous.Because the nurse Xu in front of me is the nurse Xu who almost shared a room with him in the last world.

It can be said that he is an old acquaintance, but this acquaintance does not remember himself.

Jiang Feng also didn't pay Nurse Xu too much attention, and was preparing to continue talking nonsense with Tang Nian today.Soon, Tang Nian arrived, and it didn't take long for Jiang Feng to perform the part of "the other personalities are all nailed in the coffin by me".

Speaking of this, there was a sudden sound of something bumping outside the door, followed by Nurse Xu's words of apology.Tang Nian got up and opened the door, and after confirming that there was no major problem outside the door, he returned to his seat. "I don't think you have multiple personalities." Tang Nian flipped through the information in his hand, "I have to say, Jiang Feng, your acting skills are very good. Just looking at your behavior, I almost believe in the existence of other personalities. But your Physical data shows that you have only one personality."

Regarding this, Jiang Feng did not make any refutation, but calmly looked down at the various data on the paper.

"Unless Yu Tong's personality just happens to be the same as yours, without emotional fluctuations, it will be difficult for you to convince me that he exists." Tang Nian pushed down his glasses, "Although you don't have multiple personality disorder, in my opinion, you The problem is far more serious than multiple personality, so serious that I can't even diagnose what disease you have."

Seeing that Jiang Feng had no intention of defending himself, Tang Nian put down his hand next to his glasses and crossed his fingers in front of his chest.

"So... besides Yu Tong's story, Jiang Feng, do you have any other experiences that you want to share with me?"

"Other experiences," Jiang Feng looked to the left subconsciously, then smiled, "Don't talk about it, I really have it."

Then, based on the principle that it was easy to enter the hospital once, and everyone came here, Jiang Feng told Tang Nian about the existence of the entire fast travel system.

From when he was almost hit by a truck at the beginning, to when the world paused in front of his eyes in a way that defies common sense of physics, to the fights with zombies in the apocalyptic world, and the love and hatred between Chu Ranzhou and Chu Ranzhou in the current world , even the existence of 10587, Jiang Feng did not fall behind.

During the whole process, Jiang Feng did not mix the factors of intentional performance, and was very sincere throughout the whole process, without a single lie.However, it was because of this kind of honesty that the atmosphere of the whole conversation became very strange, and it also made Jiang Feng look more and more neurotic.

Just when Jiang Feng thought that Tang Nian would have to diagnose him with delusional disorder, the other party was silent for a long time and asked:

"Why... Chu Ranzhou?"

There was a momentary pause in between, as if swallowing a word.Jiang Feng could guess that what Tang Nian really wanted to ask was "why did he choose Chu Ranzhou", just like a policeman asking a murderer "why did he choose to kill this victim".

"Don't get me wrong," Jiang Feng fumbled for his phone, "I didn't choose him, but if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have chosen to enter these worlds at all, but would have chosen to be killed by a truck."

As he spoke, Jiang Feng took out his earphones, tapped the screen to play a piece of audio.Tang Nian couldn't hear the specific content of the audio, but he could see through the instrument that Jiang Feng's heart rate would not change except for exercise, but his heart rate changed when he was sitting quietly.

"It's Chu Ranzhou's voice inside," Jiang Feng shook the phone, "This is my answer."

Tang Nian bowed his head and crossed out the words "antisocial personality disorder" written on the paper.

"I have been living a very dull life. Joy, anger, fear, sadness, these words I have never been able to understand." Jiang Feng took off the earphones, "You also know that human perception mainly relies on comparison. And because I have never Didn't experience the fun, didn't even understand the definition of the word boring."

"So even if you know that the truck is going to hit you, you won't be afraid of death," Tang Nian sighed, "That's right, you won't have the emotion of fear at all."

"But one day, because of the existence of one person, you can suddenly feel all of this. It may be just a very weak emotion for others, but for me, this is a qualitative change from scratch." Jiang Feng raised his head and looked straight at the person opposite, "Doctor Tang, if you were me—"

"Will you let this man go?"

Tang Nian is still thinking about this issue until now, asking himself, if he is Jiang Feng, I am afraid there is no way to let Chu Ranzhou go.Emotions, because most people have them, don't realize the importance of their existence.

Patients with severe depression will commit suicide due to a severe lack of positive emotions. Antisocial personality will easily hurt many people because they can only experience emotions such as anger and anger, but at least these patients still have emotions.

Even if they can only experience negative emotions, these emotions can always remind these patients that they are still alive.Whether it is suicide or violence, in Tang Nian's view, these are some kind of ways to ask for help, and they are the manifestations of the patient's desire to continue to survive.

On the contrary, Jiang Feng's numbness is the most terrifying. The other party may not even take the initiative to ask for death, because life and death are not important.This also means that Jiang Feng will not survive, because it is meaningless to live.

Through the half-open door, Tang Nian looked at Chu Ranzhou who was waiting in the corridor.He tried to understand Jiang Feng's feelings, but as a person who already had mood swings, he couldn't.

For Jiang Feng, the existence of Chu Ranzhou is like a kind of spiritual drug.When you are not infected, you can live without life or death, but once you encounter it, it is impossible to quit.

In contrast, words like liking or loving are not enough.

It's just that this guy... Tang Nian sighed in his heart, he is also a ruthless person.

No matter whether he never took the initiative to contact Chu Ranzhou once during the hospitalization, or left Chu Ranzhou here alone and went to the underground parking lot to catch up on sleep, they all gave feedback on how much Jiang Feng hated him.

This is the same as leaving the air aside, and then running into a vacuum environment by yourself.

Tang Nian looked towards the exit of the parking lot across the building, frowning.

Jiang Feng, don't you feel bad?Can you still catch your breath?

The person involved, Jiang Feng, obviously didn't know what happened on the other floor of the hospital.Originally, he was indeed sleepy to death, but after being tormented by Chu Ranzhou, and being beaten by that nurse Xu with a needle on his arm for nearly ten times, he is not so sleepy now.

He insisted on returning to the car, mainly because he felt that he had invaded Chu Ranzhou's private territory.It's not that he hasn't been in the room where Chu Ranzhou lives in the crew, but it's not the other party's house after all.

Now that he has the opportunity to stay alone in the other party's car, touch this and look at that, how could Jiang Feng miss it.

Now he is listening to the songs in Chu Ranzhou's car, eating the snacks in Chu Ranzhou's co-pilot seat, leaning on the bear pillow on Chu Ranzhou's back seat, and drinking the mineral water in Chu Ranzhou's trunk.

Two words, comfortable.

It's a pity that Jiang Feng couldn't relax for a while, a WeChat voice call came in, and he looked at the contact person, Dr. Tang.

"Hello? Doctor Tang, the result is out?" Jiang Feng raised his hand to turn down the music in the car, "If you have anything to say, just tell Chu Ranzhou, you don't need to contact me specifically."

"It's not out yet, but it's coming soon." There was a sound of paper flipping over the phone, "I called you because I have a question about what you described before."

"Well, you can ask."

To Jiang Feng's surprise, after he told Tang Nian about the existence of the entire system, the other party did not try to convince him that everything was just his fantasy.Instead, he would ask him about the details of some things from time to time, as if he really believed what he said was true.

Tang Nian: "Chu Ranzhou feels that you were the one who set him up behind his back for his ruin in his last life, but you don't think so?"

Jiang Feng completely turned off the music in the car, "That's right."

"In the last life, there is no way to verify why you took the blame. Then in this life," Tang Nian confirmed, "Have you defended Chu Ranzhou, have you not framed him?"

"No."

Tang Nian sounded puzzled, "...why didn't you justify?"

After Jiang Feng put the snacks back into the co-pilot, he leaned on Xiao Xiong again, even more puzzled than Tang Nian on the phone, "Why do you want to justify?"

The audio call was silent for five seconds.

Jiang Feng glanced at the screen and put it back to his ear again, "Doctor Tang, is there something stuck on your side?"

"No," Tang Nian coughed twice, "but if you keep Chu Ranzhou misunderstood like this, aren't you afraid that he will hate you?"

"Let's be honest, Dr. Tang, I naturally don't want Chu Ranzhou to hold grudges against me." Jiang Feng tightened his grip on the phone, "But I can't accept that he grudges others."

The lazy 10587 who was lying on the front windshield of the car suddenly blew up as if smelling some death breath, looked left and right vigilantly on the glass, and then disappeared in place.

"Since all my emotions are caused by him, all his emotions, whether joy or resentment, can only be caused by me." Jiang Feng drew a slightly weird picture on the slightly fogged glass with his fingertips. smiling face, "That's only fair."

There was a long, long silence on the call.

In the silence, Jiang Feng's cell phone kept popping up new messages.

Chu Ranzhou: Calling you an audio message, it says that the line is busy, are you talking to someone else?

Chu Ranzhou: I have something urgent, and I may not have time to take you back. Why don't you contact the life assistant and come pick you up?

Jiang Feng stared at the message for a while, then looked up at the time on the upper right corner of the screen, and replied: "Then I will contact the life assistant, it's so late, don't be too tired if you have something to do, and pay attention to your body."

"Doctor Tang," Jiang Feng switched back to the call interface, and said quietly, "Did you tell Chu Ranzhou something? In the middle of the night, he suddenly told me that there was an 'urgent matter'."

"I still have a minimum of professional ethics," Dr. Tang sighed, "Without clear evidence that you will hurt Chu Ranzhou, and he is not your relative, I cannot report to you without your permission." He revealed any information about you."

"...Okay," Jiang Feng chuckled, "I see."

Jiang Feng didn't ask any more questions later, and the two quickly hung up the call.

Dr. Tang leaned against the back of the chair weakly, and sighed. For some reason, he always had a very bad premonition.He looked at the result just out of his hand, it should be that he had taken less obedient water, Jiang Feng would be fine, he should be fine after going back to sleep.

But...will it really be all right?

Chu Ranzhou held the results handed over by the doctor in his hand, and after confirming that Jiang Feng was fine, he breathed a sigh of relief.

"Although there is no need for gastric lavage, but because of the medicine, he will sleep more deeply. When Jiang Feng sleeps today, it is better to have someone watching beside him. It will be better."

After hearing what the doctor said, Chu Ranzhou just nodded numbly.He didn't directly believe the male nurse's words, and wanted to get some information about Jiang Feng from the doctor in front of him on the sidelines, to confirm whether the other party had been lying to him and whether other personalities had never appeared before.

The other party never gave him any positive answer, because it involves the patient's privacy.

Chu Ranzhou froze, he really wanted to trust Jiang Feng unconditionally, but the other party had lied to him so many times before, so that as long as there was any trouble, he would subconsciously believe that Jiang Feng must have lied to him again.

In order to prevent misunderstanding, Chu Ranzhou decided to calm down first.If he went to see Jiang Feng with suspicion now, it was impossible to guarantee that he would ask questions as soon as he met.

Chu Ranzhou searched for the contact information of Jiang Feng's life assistant on his mobile phone. It is estimated that after such a long time, Jiang Feng should have returned to the crew and asked the other party to take care of Jiang Feng to rest.

As a result, the assistant answered the phone after several calls. It was obvious that he had just woken up from a dream, "Pick me up, why pick me up? I didn't receive a message."

Chu Ranzhou didn't take it seriously at first, he just thought that Jiang Feng hadn't contacted the manager of the life assistant, but when the manager called, the other party was equally confused.

Could it be possible to drive back by yourself?Chu Ranzhou called Tan Lu again. As a night owl, Tan Lu was the only one who was sober among the people who answered the phone. He pushed open the door of Jiang Feng's room, and then patted his chest to assure him that Jiang Feng was not at all. return.

Chu Ranzhou hung up the phone, and his heart beat suddenly a little faster.He threw aside the test report in his hand, frantically called Jiang Feng, and rushed to the underground parking lot of the hospital.

Jiang Feng was afraid of the cold, so he never left the windows open when the air conditioner was turned on in the car.In addition, because of the effect of the drug now, as long as he falls asleep, he will sleep like a dead person.

In an instant, the news that many of the car windows that I had seen before were turned on and the air conditioner turned on, resulting in the death of carbon monoxide poisoning, flashed in Chu Ranzhou's mind.

"Answer the phone, Jiang Feng," Chu Ranzhou pressed the call button over and over again, listening to the waiting tone after another, "Damn it, Jiang Feng, answer the phone!"

In the dim underground parking lot, everything is completely silent.There were not many vehicles, but none of them had their lights on, except the one he was driving.

In the car, Jiang Feng rested peacefully on the bear pillow that accompanied him from childhood to adulthood, and his mobile phone fell on the rubber mat at the bottom of the car.Because there were calls all the time, the screen was still on, with Jiang Feng's blood on the white background.

The blood meandered along Jiang Feng's arm that had just been drawn, and flowed all the way to the screen.Obviously, it was because the other party didn't press the wound well after drawing blood, which led to the continued bleeding.

Jiang Feng could no longer see the ups and downs of his chest. The hand that was supposed to press the wound was now placed on his chest, with a note torn from the script between his fingers.

A few words were written on it in blood, flying and dancing;

"Brother Chu, I'm sorry."

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