On the Possibility of Finding Success in Online Dating

This time Zheng Xiyao got motion sickness again.

Not a single candy in his pocket, and the heater in the bus was fully turned on, Zheng Xiyao was groggy all the way, and his stomach was terribly uncomfortable. The first thing he did when he got off the bus was to squat beside the green pool and vomit.

Because the nearby trash can was broken by someone, the upper and lower sides are ventilated.

After vomiting, I finally felt a little better in my stomach, but my head was still dizzy.

As soon as he reached the intersection, a sharp female voice suddenly sounded from behind, shouting: "Thief!"

If it was in the past, Zheng Xiyao might have chased after him passionately, but today he is not so good. He is confused when he walks by himself, and he has no energy to chase the thief.

Just because he has no strength does not mean that the thief has no strength.

I don't know why the thief went crazy, Zheng Xiyao felt that the surrounding area was obviously too big, but he was going to fight with Zheng Xiyao, and Zheng Xiyao pushed him to lie on the cold ground .

When I fell, I was sprained by Shi Zier.

On the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, the day after tomorrow is New Year's Eve. On such a beautiful day, student Zheng Xiyao not only got motion sickness and was so dizzy that he wanted to die, but also sprained his ankle, which may have some minor problems.

The aunt in the clinic downstairs didn't open today, Zheng Xiyao thought it would be fine for him to go back and apply some safflower oil.

Yes, everything is fine.

It was just that Zheng Xiyao was so dizzy that he didn't know where his mind went. It wasn't until he opened the door and saw the clean and tidy living room and the cat climbing frame that had been made in the corner of the living room that his mind came back slowly. .

He went back to the wrong house.

这是5-1-1701，是俞期家对面，不是3-4-1602！

There were footsteps coming from the guest room, Zheng Xiyao didn't even have time to think why someone would live here, he even forgot to pull out the key, left his mind here, and climbed down the stairs.

It was blank, nothing could be thought of.

When he got down to the first floor, Zheng Xiyao suddenly stepped on a step, and fell down the stairs, his ankle swelled even more.

Zheng Xiyao lay down on the ground for a while before sitting up slowly, even if she wanted to stand up, she couldn't stand up, so she just sat on the ground to calm down, slowly, the tears slowed down.

When Yu Qi chased him down the stairs, he saw a child sitting on the ground with his head hanging down and crying.

He stood on the stairs for a while, but he still didn't pass, he tiptoed up, waited for Zheng Xiyao to stand up slowly and limped and walked out, then quietly went downstairs, followed him later.

Until he followed Zheng Xiyao into Building 3 and saw the elevator stop on the 16th floor.

……

At 2 o'clock in the morning, Zheng Xiyao felt hotter and hotter as he slept. It was a cold day, but Zheng Xiyao felt hot all over his body, and his ankles were swollen and painful, as if a hundred needles were pricking him the pain.

It was so painful that he wanted to amputate the leg.

The phone was turned on while rolling, and Zheng Xiyao broke out in cold sweat and hot sweat at the same time, his bangs were soaked to the point of dripping, and there was a hot coal in his head, so hot that his eyes were a little blurred, and he was a little delirious clear.

Unable to see the people in the address book clearly, Zheng Xiyao was so anxious that he really cried.

Not saline, but tears.

He thought, if he was still living in that house, he could crawl to the opposite side and knock on the door now, knock Yu Qi awake, and ask him to take him to the hospital.

When he was still conscious intermittently, Zheng Xiyao didn't know what numbers he pressed indiscriminately, anyway, the call really broadcasted.

"Lijing...community...3rd floor, 4th unit...16...02, help me...call...ambulance...car..."

After Zheng Xiyao finished speaking, he felt that he had fainted, but he didn't know if he was fainted or not, it shouldn't be, because he was still dreaming.

He dreamed that Yu Qi opened the door and rushed over, picked him up from the bed, called his name, and asked himself if he could hear what he said clearly.

I can be more presumptuous when I'm dreaming, Zheng Xiyao thought, Aunt Yu couldn't find it in his dream, and his father didn't know what dream he had.

Thinking of this, Zheng Xiyao suddenly hugged Yu Qi's neck, buried his head in his shoulder, and cried loudly.

"Brother...I miss you so much..."

……

Zheng Xiyao was woken up by something on his feet.

It was heavy, hot, and stuffy.

Zheng Xiyao opened his eyes, the same white ceiling as always, the kind that couldn't be whiter.But the bed is a bit familiar, the touch is familiar, and so are the pillows.

I seem to be in... Yu Qi's room...

There was gauze wrapped around her feet, maybe something was wiped on her ankles, and her wrists were also wrapped with gauze. If you touch her carefully, her head still hurts, but her head is no longer hot, and her body no longer sweats coldly.

Zheng Xiyao sat up slowly, and just when she was about to adjust the pillow so that she would not bend her neck so much, Yu Ying quietly entered the room with a bowl of pear water.

"Yaoyao?" As soon as Yu Ying saw the bruise on Zheng Xiyao's forehead, she couldn't help feeling distressed, she put the pear water aside and then sat on the side of the bed, holding Zheng Xiyao's face pitifully, "You child! Where did you go, you? Do you know that you scared me! Huh? Where are you going, Yaoyao, you see that you have lost weight, you said...you..."

Zheng Xiyao felt that what he did was stupid.

The most stupid.

Yu Ying rubbed Zheng Xiyao's hair while crying, not daring to hug him for fear of touching the bruise on his forehead, so she just cried like this, and the crying Zheng Xiyao followed.

Yu Qi took the medicine into his room, and saw his mother and the child crying, one crying harder than the other.In fact, he thought that if the child's right hand wasn't wrapped in gauze, the child might have to slap himself twice.

He put down the medicine and went out without saying a word.

Without giving Zheng Xiyao a chance to say sorry, Zheng Xiyao was so guilty that he grabbed Yu Ying's hand and asked in a trembling voice: "Yu, Aunt Yu, brother, brother, will he forgive me?"

How pitiful it is.

"He's just like this for a while!" Yu Ying said, wiping her tears, "He's never been angry for more than two hours! Don't think about it, Yaoyao, drink the pear water first, and then let's drink medicine. You said it's a big Chinese New Year of……"

Aunt Yu is lying, Zheng Xiyao thought to herself.

He's been staying here for almost two days, and Yu Qi hasn't said a word to him.

It's over, it's pissed off.

Today is New Year's Eve, a peaceful day for the members of the group. There are three members of Yu Ying's family, and there is an extra Zheng Xiyao with inconvenient legs, which makes Zheng Xiyao feel very uncomfortable, and the feeling of being an outsider is particularly strong.

It made Zheng Xiyao want to go back to the deserted home opposite.

"Yaoyao." Uncle Zhong, who hadn't seen him for half a year, brought Zheng Xiyao a dumpling, "Don't feel uncomfortable, just stay at home! Ah! Don't be polite to us!"

Before the dumplings were in the bowl, they were stopped by Yu Qi halfway.

Yu Qi still put on a cold face, not even giving his father any face, stopped the dumplings and put them in his own bowl, and put carrot and egg stuffing for Zheng Xiyao, and said: "The doctor doesn't allow seafood, and he doesn't want to eat seafood. Do not eat leeks."

Zheng Xiyao: "..."

This meal may be the most uncomfortable meal Zheng Xiyao has ever had.

He wanted to apologize to Yu Qi, but Yu Qi didn't give him a chance to talk, and he didn't want to eat carrot and egg dumplings, he wanted pork ribs and fried shrimp, mainly because he wanted to eat mutton fried with green onions.But Yu Qi kept giving him dumplings stuffed with carrots, and he didn't dare to make Yu Qi angry anymore, so he ate them obediently.

A good New Year's Eve dinner was eaten by Zheng Xiyao as a feast of carrot and egg stuffed dumplings.

Before the party started, Yu Qi went downstairs for a walk with Uncle Zhong, and then threw away all the garbage at home. Only Zheng Xiyao and Yu Ying were left in the room.

Yu Ying was busy serving dishes and cleaning the table. Zheng Xiyao was embarrassed to sit and wanted to help Yu Ying, so she stood up and was pushed down by Yu Ying, saying: "Sit! You have been injured for a hundred days. Your feet are not well yet, don’t move around!”

The kid has been living here for the past two days, as if he was eating at home for the first time. He doesn’t know where to put his hands. He used to help clean up the dinner. Now he has trouble with his feet and can only sit in embarrassment. .

The main reason is that I don't talk to the children for a long time, which makes the children feel like an outsider.

"Yaoyao, don't blame Qiqi." Yu Ying sat next to Zheng Xiyao, held his hand, and said earnestly, "I'm actually angry too. Tell me about you. No matter what problems you encounter, what problems do you have?" Can't you talk about it properly? Why did you have to run away from home? Do you know how frightened Qiqi and I were when you left? He is already 24, and I have never seen him care about anyone so much. If you disappear without saying hello, do you think he is angry?"

Yu Ying taught Zheng Xiyao a lesson, and Zheng Xiyao listened obediently, with tears in his eyes, pitiful, and his voice was soft and crying: "I'm sorry, Aunt Yu, I was wrong."

Yu Ying sighed, and wanted to cry uncontrollably: "Qiqi is mainly angry at..."

As she spoke, Yu Ying wiped away the tears she shed, and said with a sob, "Qiqi, he was really looking forward to his birthday."

Zheng Xiyao lowered her head, she didn't dare to cry out loud.

"Qiqi has never had a birthday, and this is the first time he... said he wanted to celebrate his birthday. He also specifically asked me to buy a cake, saying that you like cream, and you want more cream."

Tears fell on the back of his hands, and Zheng Xiyao felt more and more that he had done something inhumane and was an asshole to the extreme.

Yu Ying's hand holding Zheng Xiyao involuntarily became stronger, and the more she wiped her tears, the more she couldn't stop her tears, she just held onto the paper and didn't wipe it.

She said: "Yaoyao, do you know? Qiqi is actually not my son, nor is his brother..."

When she talked about something so sad, she lowered her head and wiped her tears. She paused for a long time before trembling. The day my son died of illness, so he..."

So he never celebrates his birthday.

Zheng Xiyao was stunned, his brain stopped thinking at this moment, and his whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar.No wonder... no wonder Yu Qi doesn't look like Aunt Yu, they...are not mother and son at all...

What the hell have I done?

"So I really don't understand..." Yu Ying held Zheng Xiyao with both hands, and looked at him earnestly and affectionately, not hysterical, but it really made Zheng Xiyao feel that she was about to collapse, "Yaoyao... what happened?" What's the matter? Aren't you all fine all the time? What did he do...to make you so...so far away from us?"

"No!" Zheng Xiyao cried a little out of breath, his whole face was flushed from crying, he broke away from Yu Ying's hand, and in turn squeezed Yu Ying's hands tightly, "No! I like you the most, Yu Auntie, I...have nothing to do with Brother Qi, it's me...it's my problem, it's me..."

Yu Qi took out a hand and wiped Zheng Xiyao's tears. Although she was already trying hard, she was still shaking uncontrollably: "Why is that? Yaoyao? You tell me... tell me, okay? "

"I..." Zheng Xiyao unconsciously touched her lips, and remained silent.

There was a swamp in his heart, and he struggled in it, the more he struggled, the more confused he became, and he didn't know whether to let it pull him in or continue to struggle.

Zheng Xiyao looked up and saw that Aunt Yu's eyes were red and swollen from crying, she was not at all like the generous and elegant Aunt Yu he knew.

He slapped himself hard in his heart, closed his eyes tightly, lowered his head, gritted his teeth, and said in a self-defeating manner: "Aunt Yu, I like Yu Qi, not that kind of liking, but... I want to talk to him The kind of love, I...I don't know you, I, I'm afraid of you...I'm afraid that you will be unhappy, you are so kind to me, I...I don't want you not to like me..."

Zheng Xiyao was already ready to be slapped or kicked out. He thought about thousands of results in his heart, even the result that they would move the next day, but he never thought of it. Aunt Yu seemed to be stunned, with her mouth open, looking at herself in disbelief.

The expected slap didn't come down, Zheng Xiyao swallowed, opened one eye cautiously, only to find that Aunt Yu had the expression of wanting to smile.

He called "Aunt Yu" cautiously and tentatively.

Yu Ying realized what Zheng Xiyao said just now, first she smiled bitterly, her eyes looked at Zheng Xiyao for a while, then looked around, then she pursed her lips, bit her lower lip, and finally smiled genuinely He cried out, laughed, and cried again.

"Aunt Yu?" Zheng Xiyao thought she was angry, so he quickly grabbed Aunt Yu's wrist again in fright, and said anxiously, "Aunt Yu, Aunt Yu, don't do this, you...don't cry, Aunt Yu, you , You hit me, you...don't cry, Aunt Yu...I'm sorry, Aunt Yu, you...you..."

"You silly boy!"

In Zheng Xiyao's memory, this was the first time Aunt Yu spoke so loudly.

Yu Ying's smile was bigger than her crying face, she grabbed Zheng Xiyao's hand, suddenly hugged him into her arms, and put Zheng Xiyao's head on her shoulder.

She was crying, but she felt that the fate and misunderstanding in this world were really clever.

"Silly boy..." Yu Ying touched the back of Zheng Xiyao's head reassuringly, and said, "How could I not like you? Aunt Yu has liked you all her life, silly boy, and Qiqi doesn't like girls either, he You didn't like girls as early as 4 years ago, why are you so stupid!"

Zheng Xiyao was completely stunned, the swamp suddenly lost its suction, and he also lost the strength to struggle.

I don't know how long it took before Zheng Xiyao realized what he just said.A layer of mist was slowly covering the eyes, Zheng Xiyao pressed his forehead on Yu Ying's shoulder, weeping uncontrollably.

Yeah, why am I so stupid.