Offer him a belated lily

After the fireworks were set off, Zhang Yan and I started kissing wildly when we returned to his house.Kissing all the way from the living room to the bedroom, Zhang Yan obediently lay on the bed, and I leaned forward.Ears and temples grind together all night, and the spring breeze is a few degrees.

It was still dark when I woke up, and the room was dark.I turned to look at Zhang Yan, he was still sleeping.I put on my clothes lightly, and before I left, I couldn't help kissing his forehead. I didn't know what would happen next time I met him. I ignored the reluctance in my heart, opened the door and left.

After An Jiarui left, Zhang Yan opened his eyes. He touched An Jiarui's forehead with his hand, and An Jiarui's smell and temperature could still be left on it.Zhang Yan didn't know what the kiss after An Jiarui left meant, he just thought how good this kiss would be if An Jiarui was reluctant to part with him.Zhang Yan wrapped his body tightly with a quilt, without An Jiarui by his side he felt a little cold and his heart ached.

Since that day, I have never looked for Zhang Yan again. I was busy with my work, and in a blink of an eye, the day of bidding came.After I packed up the materials, I accompanied Zheng Shan and Liang Rongchen to the auction venue.

As soon as I entered the auction venue, I saw Zhang Yan and Chen Jianshe sitting together.When Chen Jianshe saw us, he came over to say hello to us, "Mr. Zheng, Mr. Liang, and Mr. An, what a coincidence! I didn't expect you to be interested in those three lands."

Zheng Shan stretched out his hand and shook Chen Jianshe quickly, "I am a businessman, and I don't want to miss any project that may make money." Zheng Shan looked at Zhang Yan behind Chen Jianshe with great interest, "Who is this? Haven't seen much."

Before Chen Jianshe could speak, Zhang Yan took the initiative to hand over his business card, "I'm just a newcomer when it comes to doing business. I just started a small company for a living, and I can't be compared with Mr. Zheng." Zheng Shan took the business card and glanced at it. , and put it in his pocket, "Mr. Zhang can come to the auction with Mr. Chen, how can it be said that he is just eating and drinking? It is too modest. If there is a chance, I would like to have a good chat with Mr. Zhang!"

Zheng Shan seemed to be very interested in Zhang Yan, and the uneasiness in my heart became more and more intense. If this continues, Zhang Yan will end up in the same fate as Zhang Qinghe.I couldn't just watch history repeat itself, I interrupted the conversation between Zheng Shan and Zhang Yan in time, "Cousin, the time is almost up, let's go to our seats first."

After we were seated, Liang Rongchen, who hadn't opened his mouth all this time, approached me and asked me in a low voice, "You seemed nervous just now, was it because of that Zhang Yan? We were at the hot spring that day, and you cared about him too." I haven't thought about it yet. How to answer Liang Rongchen, the host has already appeared on the stage, and the auction has officially started.

After the previous rounds of competition, only Chen Jianshe's Xing'an Industry and Zheng's were left holding placards.Under Zheng Shan's signal, I raised the sign in my hand again, and Chen Jianshe did not follow suit because of the huge amount.This time the Zheng family and Huasheng won an overwhelming victory. I made an appointment with Zheng Shan and Liang Rongchen to celebrate at night.

Just as we were about to go out, Chen Jianshe stopped in front of us with a somewhat unhappy expression, "I really didn't expect Mr. Liang from Huasheng to develop those three lands with Mrs. Zheng." Liang Rongchen didn't get angry when he heard Chen Jianshe's weird words." The friendship between Mr. Zheng and I is naturally incomparable to others, if you have money, let's make money together!"

When Zheng Shan saw Zhang Yan, he walked up to him, "We're going to have some drinks, I don't know if Mr. Zhang is willing to show us the favor." I thought that Zhang Yan would refuse, but I didn't expect him to directly agree, "Okay, I will an honor."

Because of Zhang Yan's joining, we didn't go to Ye Shi, but went directly to a private winery owned by Zheng Shan.Along the way, I wanted to find an opportunity to question Zhang Yan why he agreed to Zheng Shan's request. Doesn't he understand that if Zheng Shan knew that he was Zhang Qinghe's brother, Zhang Yan would not be able to leave the winery tonight.

I was always on tenterhooks, and I had no interest in talking at all, but Zhang Yan and Zheng Shan chatted very speculatively, as if they had met each other and hated being late.

After arriving at the winery, Zheng Shan opened a few bottles of red wine, and a special chef matched western food for us.Everything is so perfect and harmonious, if you ignore Zhang Yan and Zheng Shan who are opposite me.

When I was about to pick up the wine glass and pour another glass, Liang Rongchen stopped me, "Even though it's wine, don't drink too much. Jia Rui, your hands are shaking, you're scared."

I'm scared, I'm scared to death.I don't know what should I do if Zheng Shan wants to do something to Zhang Yan at the winery today?To this day, I don't know how to disobey Zheng Shan, there is no other way but to pray.I can clearly see the interest in Zhang Yan in Zheng Shan's eyes, and I know what it means for Zheng Shan to bring Zhang Yan here.What I desperately wanted to avoid happened again, how could I not collapse!If something really happened to Zhang Yan today, how would I have the face to see Qinghe.

Liang Rongchen moved away from the red wine glass and held my trembling hand, "Don't be afraid! I know the impact and harm that incident has caused to you, and I assure you that as long as you say you want to keep Zhang Yan, I won't let Zheng Shan move." Him. So Jia Rui, don't be afraid!"

I hold Liang Rongchen's hand back, with his guarantee, I can feel much at ease.

While chatting with Zheng Shan, Zhang Yan didn't forget to check on An Jiarui's situation, only saw him and Liang Rongchen say something, and then the two of them held hands together.Zhang Yan found this scene very dazzling, and felt a little stuffy in his chest.

"Zhang Yan, why don't you stay overnight today, anyway, there are a lot of rooms." Zheng Shan is indeed interested in Zhang Yan. Zhang Yan's face is full of masculinity, and his body is also very good. It will be very difficult to put such a man under him. There is a sense of conquest.Afterwards, we can talk about cooperation, which is the best of both worlds.

I want to refuse for Zhang Yan, but I don't know what position I stand on.I can't let Zheng Shan find out about my relationship with Zhang Yan, this is not helping him but hurting him.I could only wink at Zhang Yan, but Zhang Yan completely ignored me and agreed to stay overnight.

After eating and drinking, the four of us played a few rounds of poker.Later, Zheng Shan proposed to take a rest earlier, and invited Zhang Yan to take a bath with him in the bathtub.

I don't want to just sit like this, I can only look helpless, I can't control so much, I just pull Zhang Yan to my side, "Cousin, I want to talk to him, can you go first?"

Zheng Shan just looked at me in surprise and didn't ask any more questions.

I pulled Zhang Yan to the greenhouse, "Do you know what you are doing! If Zheng Shan knew that you were Qinghe's brother, what would happen to you!"

"Not only do I know what will happen to me, I also know that besides Zheng Shan there are Liang Rongchen and Zhou Shiliang! No wonder you didn't dare to say it when I asked you, and it's no wonder that Zheng Shan alone can scare you out of your wits. "Zhang Yan seemed very relaxed, as if he was going to risk everything.

I don't want him to be hurt, and I can't see his indifference, "If you stay tonight, Zheng Shan will treat you..."

"What? You still care about this? At the beginning, you could watch the three of them hurt Qinghe together, but I was just accompanying Zheng Shan, so that's not okay?" Zhang Yan was right, now I am It is really not qualified to persuade him.

Seeing that I had nothing to say, Zhang Yan could only sigh helplessly, "I said earlier that you can't take care of my affairs and don't dare to take care of them. Now that I'm in the same situation as Qinghe, you still have to deal with me. You chose to escape the same way back then. After all these years, An Jiarui, you really haven't improved at all."

"Zheng Shan is only interested in me, just to sleep with him a few times. As long as I can get close to him, I may be able to get information about Zheng's. This is a good deal." Zhang Yan poked my face with his hand "Why do you look like this? Jealous or unhappy? Don't worry, I won't ignore you. You can find me anytime you want to go to bed. Now, I'm going to find Zheng Shan. It's not good to make people wait for a long time."

My mind was in a mess, and Zhang Qinghe's cry for help and his desperate eyes kept flashing across my mind.At that time, I was powerless to stop it, so I could only accept my fate, thinking that I could make up for it afterwards.But if something is wrong, it is wrong. There is no way to make up for it, but regret for life.Qinghe is the one I love, and I failed to save him.Now it's Zhang Yan, and once again, I still can't help but flinch.Do I have to be so remorseful and cowardly all my life?

Before I realized it, I had already saved Zhang Yan from his back. He froze for a moment and did not move forward. "Do you have anything else to say to me?" I buried my face in his broad back , Whispered his mind, "Don't go! Don't go! When Qinghe left like this, and then never came back. I fantasized about our happy life, thinking about our future. I waited for a long time, waited It was the news of his death that came."

"I admit that I am very afraid of Zheng Shan. I have never resisted him since I was a child, because I am reluctant to lose everything I have now! I can't lose my current status, my current life! For all this, I sacrificed my youth and my feelings. I am obedient and at the mercy of others." I desperately controlled my tears, not wanting to look too embarrassed "But look at me, am I alive like this? Zhang Yan, please don't go to Zheng Shan, I beg you Don't go looking for him. Don't leave me, I really have nothing! Zhang Yan..."

"Don't be afraid! Your hands are cold, are you cold?" Zhang Yan wanted to turn around, but I held him stubbornly, and he could only put his hands on mine. "I never thought I want to go to bed with Zheng Shan! He is my enemy, the murderer who killed Qinghe, I feel sick just talking to him! I also made a temporary decision to contact Zheng Shan today, and I can see that he is interested in me , I also want to know what you will do now. Jiarui, let me go first."

I was a little stunned when I heard Zhang Yan's words, but I obediently let go of Zhang Yan's hand.After Zhang Yan got his freedom, he turned around and looked at me, "Listen, everything I did today was to test you."

"Then if I still run away, what should you do? You shouldn't use yourself to make such a dangerous temptation!" I still had wet tears on my face, and I didn't want him to see the subconscious deviation head. "

"If you escape, I have a way. I have a project in my hand. I believe that Zheng Shan wants a money-making project more than a bed partner on a whim." Zhang Yan didn't let me dodge, he held up my Gently wiped away my tears with my fingers, "In this way, I can see your true face, and I will never show mercy to you in the future."

I couldn't help but think of Qinghe. At that time, I was far less courageous than I am now. "If I could have stopped Qinghe in the same way, then nothing would have happened."

"I will never forgive you about Qinghe, you have to spend your whole life to redeem your sins!" Every time Zhang Yan mentioned Qinghe, he was emotional, and he was rarely so calm. "The only difference between me and Qinghe is that I don't need your protection, I can protect myself."

"You and Qinghe are different after all. You are brothers, but you are two different people after all." I looked at Zhang Yan's face obsessively, trying to find a trace of Qinghe from his outline, but unfortunately The thing is no, even though there are many similarities, he is not Qinghe after all.

Zhang Yan let my eyes scrutinize his face, and it took a while before he said, "What have you seen after looking at him for so long? I found out that even if he is a biological brother, he doesn't look like him at all?"

"Yeah, I'm so stupid! No matter how you look, you're not Qinghe. I'm too confused! I shouldn't treat you as Qinghe's substitute, and I shouldn't dream of salvation." I was a little discouraged, and my body was a little tired.

"You are really stupid, and you shouldn't treat me as Qinghe's substitute." Zhang Yan rubbed my cheek with his hand, I felt the skin on my face was hot, and I couldn't dodge it even if I wanted to.

"Jia Rui, although I can't forgive you, I can be your salvation." Zhang Yan's tone was more serious than ever, and the look in my eyes was no longer mixed with contempt and hatred.

If I waited for so long, I couldn't help but burst into tears again, "Thank you, Zhang Yan!" With Zhang Yan's words, I can die for him.

"It's so unsightly for a grown man to cry like this, it's almost over!" Zhang Yan said with disgust, but still gently wiped my tears.

"Leave here first, I'll talk to Zheng Shan." I managed to stop my tears, but my voice was still a little choked.

"Are you really letting me go? Are you really sure about Zheng Shan?" Zhang Yan's tone was playful, and his face was full of distrust.

"What's wrong with this, he is my cousin, and he can kill me!" I said this with a lot of momentum, but I may still be a little hypocritical when I really face Zheng Shan.

"Okay, I'm promising a lot! Then I'll leave it to you, I'll take a step first." Zhang Yan was in a good mood, and even kissed me a few times when he left.

I cheered up and got ready to deal with Zheng Shan. As soon as I entered the winery, I saw Liang Rongchen sitting on the sofa waiting for me, "How are you chatting with Zhang Yan?"

"Well, it's good. Where's my brother? Where is he?" I looked around guiltily, trying to organize my words.

"Him? He's having a hot fight with a starlet, so he doesn't have time to bother you. Do you have something to do with him?" Liang Rongchen said casually.

"But... doesn't he want Zhang Yan? What's the situation now!" I was a little confused, but I was so entangled just now that I didn't know what to say.

"I see that you are not normal to Zhang Yan, and I have promised you that I will not let that happen again. So I called an employee from my company while you and Zhang Yan were talking in the greenhouse. Celebrity. That celeb's figure and appearance are no less than Zhang Yan, why not Zheng Shan?" Liang Rongchen got up from the sofa, walked to my side and said earnestly, "I don't want you to lose the happiness you have so hard to get, Jiarui... Everything in the past cannot be changed, we can only grasp the present.”

"Brother Liang, I know." Both Liang Rongchen and I knew that Zhang Qinghe was irretrievable, and I hated him for hating myself.But at this moment, I am grateful to him for standing on my side, and to him for helping me protect Zhang Yan.