to his love

"—I'm waiting for you at University A."

At that moment, there were gasps one after another in the venue.The senior's lethality is too great. I saw with my own eyes the burning fighting spirit in the eyes of the junior girls approaching the small reception platform.I know that at this moment, many people have this goal in their hearts.

The [-]-day pledge also has a process of sorting out some trivial matters throughout high school.I don't know what the class teacher thinks, this should be the mobilization time for the teacher representatives, but she recommended me.

Another motivational speech.

At the request of the teacher, I also mentioned my dream university.I held the microphone and stood in front of everyone's eyes. I met the eyes of some people, and thought that this scene really looked like an absurd comedy.

"As for the university of my dreams," I smiled and saw the eyes of a few girls light up, "I want to keep a little mystery here for the time being. The place I want to go is far away, and I actually don't know if I can get in. "

Near the audience, a girl asked me loudly, "Are you abroad?"

People followed the sound, and her face turned red.

I know her, she once came to talk to me during the intense exam in the third year of high school.

"Yes," I answered her with a smile, "I will try."

When I saw Ren Chaozhi's face turned pale.

Twelve student representatives stand together on the right side of the podium as mascots.While everyone was attracted by the principal's speech, he turned his head to look at me and forced a smile.

"Why did you change it suddenly?" His voice was very soft, "Don't you want to go to A University? Then where do you want to go?"

Where do I want to go?

I do not know.

I just...don't want to go where you are again.

I stood up straight and looked around at the parents in the auditorium.At that moment, I suddenly figured out something that has been bothering me for a long time.In fact, there are so many earth-shattering emotions.Anyway, we are all children, anyway, we say we like it today and say we are sad the next day, and we can still walk freely in the sun on the third day.

One hundred people have one hundred ways of living.

And that's how I live.I look into the sad eyes of the person I like and just feel relieved.

"I don't want to tell," I said, "it's a secret."

Chaozhi, my Ren Chaozhi.

I still like you as always.Maybe just a little bit, a little bit, I am willing to challenge again with you, and start again.

But at this moment, I admit my weakness, my withdrawal.

I only dare to live in our memories.

I dare not control it anymore, dare not pursue it anymore.

I am willing to stay in the lonely city and paint the ground as a prison.

After burying your head in the calculation, time will run fast.April passed silently. I left a small box on his desk without signature. I don't know if he lost it or what.We gradually became light friends again, and we would nod to each other when we met.

I know that the head teacher is more and more satisfied with me.She praised me as a conscientious monitor in front of the whole class more than once, and she said that I should be a role model for them to learn from.

In May, the last monthly exam.Quality analysis is arranged in a small auditorium on the third floor.All the teachers of the third year of high school, the monitors of each class, and the top [-] students in the grade were present.We sat in the first row, turning the pen seemed a little arrogant.

Ren Chaozhi is a very qualified monitor. As a representative of the key class, his speech and behavior seem appropriate and calm.I sat next to him and turned my pen, wondering why these people haven't finished talking. With more than 100 people packed into the small auditorium, the breath and heat could overwhelm me.

Lin Yilan gave Gu Pan a look.

Gu Pan took out a pack of papers from her pocket, she poked my hand and handed it to me.I thank you softly.

Ren Chaozhi looked over, "You are allergic to lavender."

He pointed to the wrapper.

I hesitated a bit, "Gu Pan gave it to me."

"You shouldn't meddle in your own business."

I heard him let out a cold snort, and snatched the package of paper.Moments later he gave me back a bag of his own.I took one out and wiped the sweat off my forehead.

I stayed up late last night to read some books. The dull atmosphere in the small auditorium is perfect for catching up on sleep.I propped up my body as naturally as possible, and fell asleep peacefully amidst the nagging voices of the teachers who didn't know the first time.

So when the first jolt came, I wasn't very conscious.

I thought it was an illusion.

The small auditorium suddenly fell silent.Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay, obviously not knowing what happened.

"What are you doing in a daze?" I saw Lin Yilan's face suddenly turned cold, "Why don't you run away?"

The huge shaking was like a call from death.

In my impression, life in Nancheng has always been peaceful and unremarkable. I grew up without experiencing any catastrophe.I always thought that I was an ordinary person, and that disasters should never happen to me in my life.

between life and death.

We ran out into the hallway, shaking like it would never stop.I stood on the railing, and the light tube was the first to fall from the ceiling.

The flying debris cut our skin.

The teachers roared and directed, and the whole grade stumbled out.The earthquake was so strong that I was pushed to the corner of the corridor, and the rebar rubbed against my head and fell off.

I know it's too late.

Because the building fell down.

At that moment, the time was extended infinitely by the stillness, and the broken glass refracted countless light in the sunlight.The electric current was sparking, and I saw a building not far away was on fire.

"Su Jingzhi!"

With so many noisy voices, you really only need to catch one.

I felt a person rushing towards me, and the steel bars sparked on the ground.I don't know if it's the boy's weight that makes me gasp, I can't help coughing, and I feel like my internal organs are crushed.

When I opened my eyes again, there was a sense of suffocation and thick darkness.

I huddled in a corner, and the steel bar just happened to form a delicate triangle with the ground.I have seen many pictures of the aftermath of the earthquake, and it was only at this moment that I deeply realized that it was not a joke that the vibration of the earth's crust caused the tall buildings to collapse into pieces.

At first I didn't move, and I stayed still for a while before the dizzy feeling eased.I can't use my right hand as if it's dislocated.I knew there must be other wounds on my body, but strangely, I didn't feel much pain.

The vocal cords are muted.I suspect I have a fever.

The watch showed that it was already midnight.It turned out that I slept for so long.It was very quiet all around, not even a cry for help.

When the disaster is imminent, I still have the leisure to elicit a smile.I survived anyway.Since I can survive when the building collapses, then I will be able to survive until they dig me out.

It's just... I don't know what happened to Ren Chaozhi.

My head hurts and my thoughts are off and on.Maybe I slept for a while, maybe I just fell asleep in the gap of thinking.When I felt less tired, I straightened up and fiddled with the things beside me.

But something scratched his finger.

The blood dripped down a little bit, and I was a little irritable.I was looking around to see if there was anything I could get my hands on, when I heard a soft tap coming from my right.

My voice is very hoarse, I can only try to amplify my voice, "Is there anyone?"

"anyone there?"

The beating stopped.After a long silence, all I could hear was the beating of my heart beating like a drum.

Just when I was about to give up hope, there came a small, hoarse voice, which sounded like heaven to me.

He was calling, "Jing Zhi."

"Chaozhi? Ren Chaozhi?" I feel that God has never treated me better than now. "Ren Chaozhi! Are you okay!"

It was quiet there for a long time.

He struggled to speak, "It's okay."

"It's just Jing Zhi..." he said, "My leg seems to be pressed by something. I can't move, and I don't even feel any pain."

I moved closer to that direction and comforted him, "It's okay, don't be nervous. We will be rescued soon, and a doctor will take care of you."

"Don't be afraid, Chaozhi..."

"North Korea..."

I didn't realize I was in tears.

"...Are you crying?" Ren Chaozhi said, knocking on the piece of wood twice, "Why are you crying?"

I was incoherent, "I don't know... I, I seem to be too happy. Chaozhi, you don't even know how happy I am when I hear you beside me."

Ren Chaozhi let out a low laugh.

"I'm so happy...that's great." He said, "I thought you would never want to see me again. After that day, every time you saw me, you didn't look at me. It was as if you never saw me Same."

I do not know what to say.

"...I'm sorry, I didn't mean to," I said, "I'm just a little sad."

"Ok, I know."

We were quiet again for a long time.

I've grown very weary from all the fear and joy I've had.

"Chaozhi, I'll sleep for a while." I knocked over there, "If you want to find me, just call me by my name."

I was so sleepy that I heard him humming in a daze.

I slept for three hours, and when I woke up, I was full of energy. If it wasn't for the limp right hand, I think I could jump up and dig up the ruins to dig out a paper and be forever old.

Ren Chaozhi and I seem to have some kind of telepathy, "Jing Zhi? Are you awake?"

I said, "Yeah."

"Are you hungry?" He asked me, "It's been a day."

"Not hungry."

I'm telling the truth, I'm actually not really hungry.

His voice was a little clearer than before.I leaned against that piece of wood in the dark and told myself that we were actually very close.

"I have a bottle of water here, Jing Zhi, try to see if you can receive it?"

There was a small gap between the plank and the ground, Ren Chaozhi seemed to be twisting a plastic bottle, trying to make it come through in a strange posture.

He pressed hard there, and I dialed out here.After a while, he actually took the bottle of water.

There is still less than half a bottle.

I took a sip and felt my burning throat calm down a bit. "Did you drink?"

"Drinked."

"Really?" I was a little skeptical, and asked vigilantly, "Don't lie to me."

"Really, I have a box here." He said, as if grabbing a bottle and shaking it up and down, I heard the sound of water gurgling.

Ren Chaozhi seemed a little proud, "Sure enough, the selected children are different. Even the earthquake was accompanied by a box of water."

I laughed when I thought of him lazily playing with the bottle of water.

The atmosphere is relaxed in the dark.I took another sip of water and thought about it.

It seems that it is destined that I will be with Ren Chaozhi.