I have no money to say I love you

Sad, looking for death, I will live well every day in the future, and I will always remember every word you said.If my body really fails suddenly, your factor does not account for much of it, whether I am sad or sad, it will indeed be because of you, but that is already a thing of the past.So, this has nothing to do with you..." After he finished speaking calmly, he supported the bed and lay down peacefully on his side.

The wound was rubbed against the wound during the movement, the pain was blacked out, and the sore spot on the chest was shallowly tangled. The loss of physical strength in the past half a year was like an hourglass, but he didn't want to resent anyone. In Cheng Wei's words, it's called too much debt, no worries, louse Too much doesn't itch, his heart doesn't have so much space to hold so much resentment, so he simply forgets about these things.

The body was tightly embraced from behind by a strong embrace, and the man's silent breath was breathed on his neck, but his eyes were just staring at the cold stars outside the window in a daze.

"Shen Tong, retract the preface, I can pretend that I didn't hear it, about your punishment, if you are not satisfied, we can discuss it again—"

"I'm not in that mood. What am I yours? Ask yourself, do you really love me? I don't want to be your dispensable male favorite who can be discarded at any time, and you use your sternness to persecute me, tell me If you don’t obey discipline and want to have self-esteem, you have to ask your board first? If you want to stand up straight and be a person, it’s just wishful thinking—I admit that I’ve done something wrong, and you can just kill me. I’m not afraid to pay back so many debts. .”

"Little Tong! I didn't mean to force you!" He was a little at a loss, and he didn't know if his kid came prepared today, or if he was really hurt by him, every word was bleeding——

"I've never been so demanding of my other playmates because they're just playmates—"

"After that, am I honored to be only your playmate--the position next to you is not what I should occupy. That night, I didn't fall asleep. I saw you pressing the cigarette butt on Zhihan's palm You said, I would not do what Zhihan did if I moved from one place to another—that’s because I don’t love you enough, and you know it yourself.”

"I know! So I forced you step by step, but you ran farther and farther! I treat you well and you run away, and I treat you badly, and you run away too. I don't know how to read minds! Do you know that I..." That day in the shack, when I saw the blood on the bedding, my heart almost stopped beating—when I was kind to you, you were always waiting for the time when I was kind to you.You gave up long ago before I gave up.

"I'm sorry. Maybe it's really as you said, our start was too bad, so I can't believe those happiness, they have no soil for existence, so I would rather not give myself any hope, when you punish me, just No despair—do you know how much it hurts, even though I know I deserve to die, I still can't help but think, why can't you pamper me once, just once..."

The arms around the little ghost suddenly tightened, and Gu Cheng's heart trembled violently. He never thought that the little ghost was so desperate that he didn't dare to ask for anything—"If you want to act coquettishly, how could I? I don't condone you, but when it's irreparable, I have room to intervene, and how have you ever let yourself go..."

"My birth was a sin—" Thinking of my mother's hysterical screams in my ears, curses mixed with those embarrassing facts.He closed his eyes sadly: "So I don't want to escape from all the hardships arranged by God. I will suffer whatever God gives. Including everything from you."

"Then God arranged for you to be by my side. Why are you running away? Yes, I am a bit strict and unreasonable. I admit it, but how can you say that you don't love if you don't love it! Xiao Tong, everything about you is not good. Let me intervene, we are all lovers, you don't want to touch me more, what do you want me to use to pamper you? Have you ever given me a chance?!"

"It's my fault." He didn't want to argue anymore. Under the unequal status, the capital he owned was completely different, so there was no point in arguing.

"Xiao Tong! Say it again - my patience is very limited!"

"I am willing to be your pet, and I am willing to be an ordinary playmate. Within the range of [-] million, I will try my best to meet your requirements, but I can't play the game of warmth even if you kill me. As for this betrayal, you I still accept the punishment willingly, if you want my two legs—”

"You don't understand what I want from you?! You're very happy when you put a sentence into my heart?! Shen Tong, I never deliberately made it difficult for you to let you quit--well, there was indeed at the beginning. I’ve thought about it, but you weren’t playing tricks at the beginning. We’ve finally evened out this matter. You’re still like that, you’ll get what I give, you don’t take what I don’t give, your heart is It's a monolith, have you never been emotional for so long?!"

"I am here, knowing that you want to see me collapse, but I still fell in love with you. I will continue to miss these loves that make me wonder. But loving you, I am tired. We will not talk about feelings anymore I will do my best in terms of physical services, and the money-for-money method will make it easier for me..."

"Enough!" he growled, his fingers caressing the kid's thin waist, covering his scarred skin, "whatever you say is what you say. It's my fault, it's my fault, if you don't want to love me, don't Love it. Give me a chance to love you, okay? You know? I was in the shack that day and saw the blood on the bedding. That was the time I was most afraid of when I was young. I can find anything I lost. I have to get it back, but if I lose you—" he couldn't hide the panic in his words, always playing the role of aloof and taking the initiative to break up, this time, it really caught him off guard, the kid really deserves to be trustworthy, Tossing about anything is not good.

"I understand—" No matter what you say, it is what it is. It is meaningless to argue with him, and his confession of giving up everything, in the eyes of someone, is still just a child's joke—don't you Have you never understood?If I had a puppy, I would have the same attitude, nothing would change.

"You don't understand..." Gu Cheng caressed his wound painfully, "You just want to distance yourself from me, what is the reason? I beat you and punished you because I sincerely treat you as my own. You respect me Me, but I will always be regarded as the King Kong in the temple, why?"

"No reason, I overstepped, I was delusional, it's nothing, I don't feel well, I want to rest." He thought for a while, and added: "Can I rest?"

"Xiao Tong! Don't be like this, okay?" With a force in his hand, he forcibly turned the person over to face him, seeing the kid's eyes like stagnant water, and felt a sharp pain in his heart, "I was the bastard before, I I shouldn't have humiliated you, if you're not happy, at worst I'll let you come back!"

Shen Tong smiled lightly, gently stroking Gu Cheng's tangled brows, trying to smooth out those wrinkles, "It's nothing interesting, a dog can't change eating shit, that's all, you can think whatever you want."

"I will treat you well, and I will never humiliate you again—"

"That's your business."

"Then, even if we broke up, we can still be friends, right? It's okay to let a friend take care of you. You are like this, and it's unrealistic for you to go out alone." He planned to adopt a roundabout tactic. Keep it.

"I won't be friends with someone who hurts me, even if I deserve to be hurt..."

"Since you pay so much attention to the relationship between owe and repay, I owe you these too, so I must pay you back!"

Shen Tong stopped talking, looking at the rascal man felt a little distressed - when did he behave like this, he shouldn't be like this, the more he behaves like this, the heavier his debt will be.

"Young Master Gu, I really understand what you have done to me and how good you are to me, but no matter how good you are to me, I can't be sure that you are mine, so I want to change my way of life."

"In this way, there is no me, is there?"

"Yes."

"I'm yours."

"No."

"Yes!"

"no……"

Gu Cheng simply ended the meaningless dispute with a resolute kiss. However, if his little ghost is really as easy to coax as the romance heroine, he doesn't have to worry so much - the little ghost doesn't dodge, doesn't respond , as if across the boundary of life and death, looking at all the world that has nothing to do with him.

"Little pupil..."

"If you want to do it, I will cooperate with you. If you want to play a love game, I will also cooperate with you. Of course, it is a behavioral cooperation——" After finishing speaking, he gently leaned forward and kissed back affectionately man with a stiff expression.

Gu Cheng could only helplessly push him away, and gently kissed his forehead, "Even if you want to hurt me in this way of self-harm, at least you have to be by my side to be able to do it... "

"I don't want to hurt you, I don't want to take revenge on you, and I don't want to have any relationship with you other than debt."

"That's good!" Gu Cheng seemed to have made up his mind, "It's fine to pay off the debt, I can do whatever I say, it's fine. Mark the price clearly, it's fine! I agree to everything!"

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I'm very stuck, someone's attitude is hard to grasp, if you are not careful, you will be weak.

TAT

Sorry for the long wait, everyone.

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Facing the sudden reaction, Shen Tong was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously hid back——someone's reaction, although not what he expected, was also expected——Na Ming