I have no money to say I love you

Tong Tong looked at him peacefully, and said softly: "Don't bother, brother Cheng Wei hired a high guard for me, and he will come to help me soon, not to mention that I didn't break my arms or legs, so I can take care of myself. "

The movements of Gu Cheng's hands paused for a moment, and then he continued. He has taken off the clothes of this body thousands of times, and he can't find the wrong way with his eyes closed. It doesn't take 5 minutes to put on and take off. case.

He was already mentally prepared that the little ghost would kick, bite and scratch, and planned to fight each other three or two times, but the little ghost just refused a little, and let him do what he wanted as if giving up. Every act of caring has a bit of dirty meaning.

"I remember that Gu Shao used the cane to remind me that I can't hurt other people because of my emotions, and I can't hurt myself. No matter what we were like in the past or what we will do in the future, I will always remember that lesson." Just say this While talking, I still couldn't help trembling.

"So if you want to take care of me, you can do whatever you want. It's just that the number of times is too many, and the depreciation is natural. Whether this business is worthwhile, won't Gu Shao forget it?"

"Little pupil!"

"What kind of advanced theories are you going to use to fool me? Your strict requirements made me forget my original position, thinking that I am the same person as you - obviously a person who sells (crab) body A male (crab) prostitute, but you demand that he have the disposition of a martyr, isn't it a bit difficult?"

He looked at the little ghost's expression, he couldn't turn a corner, even that day, at the corner of the street, he was never so surprised - the little ghost's case had already been rubbed by him and thrown into the trash can, and he has already had the same appearance today. Mentally prepared, it's just that at this point, the brat owes him every mouthful, which still makes him have an incomparably obsessive impulse.

"Young Master Gu, if you want to hit me, just hit me. I won't have any objections. It took me more than half a year to figure out my position. Every time I bully me with righteousness, I will subdue me with a set of principles. —I admit that you are right. I also know that I owe you—”

"Little Tong, let's talk about everything after he recovers..."

"Why is my health not good, don't you know? When I was on the island, I fought with Wangcai every day—Young Master Gu, I have never escaped since the day I realized that I love you." However, I have never been able to grasp your attitude and position. You ask me to stand by your side like your lover and partner, strive to be perfect, and at the same time always use other cats and dogs to humiliate me."

"I didn't..."

"Young Master Gu, I have always loved you very much. Even though there are [-] million debts lying in front of me, no one has walked here so deeply in these years—"

Recalling the whole past, there was a hint of happiness on his face: "I was ignorant before, and everything I did was to attract your attention, whether it was losing my temper or pretending to be tolerant, whether I really loved you Or just to climb up to your big tree, the purpose is the same.

Do you know why I insist on working and shooting?Because once I am like Zhihan, I am afraid that my end will be worse than him, so I have been using my pain to attract you.Because from the very beginning, I felt that you like to see me cry more than see me laugh—”

"Shut up!" Gu Cheng was annoyed, "Where did you learn the strange talk! My punishment is not enough, so you have the mind to think about these messy things?! You have a reason to betray me?!"

As soon as the words came out, the two of them were stunned at the same time, and Gu Cheng was the first to react, his anger was mixed with some ups and downs of regret: "It's fine to pass the punishment, but you still have these thoughts! Am I not good enough for you?! This Shouldn't you be punished this time?!"

"It's rare to see a day when you are so unreasonable, Young Master Gu. I should be punished, so no matter what you want me to do, I will work hard to cooperate. In the future, I will always cooperate with you, but I'm sorry, what do you want? I'm afraid I can't give more things.

Before, I did have the intention to die in your punishment and make you regret and sad, but even if you treated me like that, I still found out sadly that emotional matters are not something that can be given up just by giving up. sully your feelings.I can't tolerate the fact that someone I love has someone else in their heart. "Finally understand Zhihan's approach, even if the person who hurts is himself.

"But in the future, it won't be anymore. I will treat myself well and accept any instructions from you. I don't want to be sad for your neglect or ambiguity. I used to say these things to attract you, but today, I don't have any literal In other words, in the future, I will still love you very much, but I will remember to control my mind, put myself in the right position, and cooperate with your request. What I owe you, I really want to pay you back."

"Xiaotong! Are you doubting this? You can doubt my character - but I'm so cheap? I'm exhausted, what do you think I am for? I am not invincible, let alone omnipotent. I can't do anything about things outside the protection circle, Xiao Tong, I bully you and punish you, do you want me to speak more clearly?"

"It's you who don't understand, it's always been—you don't understand, the way I love. I also thought at first that you punished me for being angry because you love me, but no, you just hurt your self-esteem... Later , I will still love you, so you don’t have to feel like you’ve failed or lost, it’s just that I’m tired and don’t want to love you anymore.”

"This? What do you mean?" The shrewd man encountered a completely unfamiliar field for the first time, and his handsome eyebrows were tightly frowned.

"It means breaking up."

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, it's only a little crowded, I don't know the state of Xiaotong, everyone understands.

While someone was still trying to figure out a dead end, the baby had already given up.

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Seeing that someone's stubborn head had no intention of turning around at all, Shen Tong smiled disappointedly. How could he expect that a man who was used to being superior would understand his humble mood.

Forget it, he doesn't have the position and qualifications to be considerate, but how can he be so sour that he can't say it clearly, knowing that he did something wrong, but he doesn't even have the slightest thought of asking for forgiveness, knowing that you won't give it, why bother? self-defeating—

"At first, you mentioned the matter of debt relief. I was not unmoved, but I also knew that it was just selling myself to you in disguise. Later, it was to attract your attention-I started from you and me From a man who has nothing to do with him, he has received care that he has never had before, so I thought it was all because I love you—"

He looked sadly at the man who was listening to him intently. The man's expression had been frozen at the moment when he said to break up, but he had to finish these words before his strength was exhausted——

"But today in the car, I took Cheng Wei's account, and I began to think, maybe I don't love you as much as I thought, because you are an outsider, and you are a kind person to me, so with Every transaction between you must be carefully calculated, so I accept your punishment willingly, and I always tell myself that I must repay all the debts I owe you before I can say I love you. But qualifications can only be given by you, and you have never given it, never allowed me to declare that you are mine in public, I have to keep a distance and tell myself not to be arrogant— —If it’s someone I love, if I’m sure he loves me too, I think I’ll act like a baby without any restraint—”

Gu Cheng was shocked, and suddenly remembered that the kid had never acted like a spoiled child in front of him, and occasionally there were such signs, but he was always strangled to death mercilessly.

"After getting along for so long, I don't want to blur anything I owe, whether it's your money or your feelings. I want to give you back as much as you give me. The better you treat me, But the more I owe, because I have never been so proud to declare that you are mine-it is a sin to touch something that does not belong to me."

"Ha!" Gu Cheng sneered, "I finally understand what went wrong—no wonder no matter what I do, I can't shake you!"

"No, you misunderstood. Your love is very important to me, but I will never be sure whether you really love me, and how much gratitude is in my feelings for you. Every day in the future, I will also miss your kindness to me, thinking that when there is no way out, someone stretched out an olive branch, even though there are thorns on it-but now I want to live a peaceful life, and these calms do not include you. "

"I want to find someone, not because of debts, not because of gratitude, who can make me act coquettishly and shamelessly. I also want to feel the feeling of being pampered at ease. In the past, if God didn't give it to me, I didn't expect it. From now on, I don’t dare to expect any more.”

"So you've always thought this way..." The man who has been playing the role of omnipotent all this time, the lines of his shoulders suddenly became a little more slumped, "So, do you think that the only way to get peace is to give up? But no matter what happened to me, I never thought about these two words, no matter how hard I hit you, I never thought of throwing you away, even that day, I still didn't leave you alone on the street corner!" This was not the result he wanted ——

"No, I will never give up on myself, and I will never give up for anyone