You have no regrets

Jun Yan said that it was two years ago that he wanted to enter the customs, but when he came back to his senses, two years had passed like this, and he was about to close his cultivation in a blink of an eye.

This is the tradition of Zhennan Pavilion, which has been passed down from the generation of the founder.When every apprentice arrives, he will be sent to retreat for a year, during which he cannot see anyone.

This ceremony was very grand, Bai Yun asked all the disciples to go to the hall of Zhennan Pavilion, took out a set of dark blue clothes for Jun Yan to change into, and took out a wooden box with a small knife inside.

Jun Yan wore the clothes his master gave him, and knelt quietly in front of his master. He turned his head to look at Xiao Liu, and found that Xiao Liu's eye sockets were red and swollen.

When Baiyun shaved off the last lock of his hair with a knife, he heard Xiao Liu sniffling. He looked there, and there were indeed two tear stains on Xiao Liu's fair face, and there were also tears on his eyelashes. eyes looking at their feet.

"Jun Yan, from today onwards, what you want to study is illusion, but this does not mean that you don't have to continue practicing martial arts. The teacher will try his best to teach you! Once the retreat begins, you can't have other distractions, you must concentrate on it. reach the highest level."

Jun Yan nodded, his short hair tickled his neck, the back of his neck was chilly, he was not used to it yet.

Bai Yun led them to the rear of the Zhennan Hall, where the retreat room was. Jun Yan jumped up and entered from the top of the room, followed by Bai Yun, and the ceremony before the retreat came to an end.

Xiao Liu's tail was exposed, and his ears drooped. When he was sad, he couldn't hide his fox clan symbol.

He ran quickly into the woods, and Ning Ren worriedly followed him, chasing after him, but Xiao Liu ran too fast and disappeared immediately.Although Ning Ren grew up in Zhennan Mountain since he was a child, he rarely approached the forest. When he ran deep into the forest, he realized that he had lost his way.

"Xiao Liu!" He yelled at Xiao Liu, but there was no response.

The sky had already begun to darken, and as long as the sky completely darkened, it would be difficult to find the way back.Ning Ren knew this very well, and began to feel a little scared in his heart.

He didn't have the habit of carrying his double whips with him, and he wasn't as proficient in illusion as his seniors. Once he was in danger, it would be difficult to protect himself, let alone find Xiao Liu.

"Xiao Liu, come out quickly, I'm Ning Ren!" His voice seemed to be amplified infinitely, echoing in the woods, but he couldn't get any response. The afterglow in the west was gradually fading, and he became more and more uneasy .

Ning Ren ran forward anxiously, he was no longer sure whether he wanted to find the original way to go back, or find Xiao Liu to comfort him.

"Ah!" All of a sudden, his footsteps were lost, the dark sky and his anxious mood prevented him from noticing the condition of his feet, and he rolled down the steep slope.

In an instant, the dark sky and the grass became a cloudy one in sight, mixed with the pain in a mess, until he stopped, the pain was too painful to speak, and the pain in his left foot was so painful that he could hardly speak. Thought it was broken.

With a groan, he got up, and leaned himself against a large rock, which he almost missed.

But he had no time to rejoice at his good fortune, for the night had completely darkened.He looked up at the sky and saw that there was no moon tonight, he tightened his body and began to be afraid.

"Xiao Liu!" He shouted, but only his voice was left in the darkness where he couldn't see his fingers.

Ning Ren knew that he would not be able to go back on his own, but it would be dangerous for Xiao Liu to be alone in the woods. He couldn't leave Xiao Liu alone. His consciousness was a little fuzzy. dizzy.

Before Ning Ren passed out, he seemed to see someone running towards him, he breathed a sigh of relief, and then fell into the darkness.

Xiao Liu knelt in front of Fourth Senior Brother's bed. Senior Ning Ren had been in a coma for four days, but he hadn't woken up yet.

The master said that if he failed to open his eyes by the fifth day, then Senior Brother Ning Ren would lose his internal strength, and the illusion would also be abolished.The second senior brother just told him coldly that if Ning Ren didn't wake up, then he would have no end with him.

"Fourth senior brother, I'm sorry." Xiao Liu murmured.

Xiao Liu has been kneeling for many days, he knows it's all his fault, he heard the fourth brother calling him, but he doesn't want to be disturbed, so he hides with the little foxes.

His legs were sore. After kneeling for so long, the people on the bed didn't respond at all.

"Well……"

Ning Ren's subtle groans came from the bed, Xiao Liu raised his head nervously, saw him move, and then slowly opened his eyes.

Xiao Liu's tense nerves seemed to be disconnected, he called Xiao Yuan loudly.

"Second Senior Brother! Second Senior Brother! Senior Brother Ning Ren is awake, he is awake!"

Xiao Liu yelled loudly, trying to stand up, but his feet were already paralyzed. He lay down on Ning Ren, and saw his mouth move. Xiao Liu knew that he wanted to drink water, so he quickly stood up and moved to the Water was poured at the table for him to drink.

Xiao Yuan opened the door and walked in calmly, Ning Ren was stunned when he saw him.

"Xiao Liu, go to the kitchen and get the decocted medicine." Xiao Yuan gave the order without turning his head.

Xiao Liu quickly ran into the kitchen, and saw an urn on the stove, he took a bowl and slowly scooped the black soup medicine in the urn, but the soup was too hot, and the porcelain bowl was also hot, so he could only pick up the bowl at once, Put down the bowl again, and don't pick it up until you can adapt to the temperature.

The soup was filled to the brim by him, and he took small steps to keep the medicine from overflowing.

"Xiao Liu!"

Xiao Liu heard Xu Caowu's voice, so he turned his head, the soup in his hand overflowed from the bowl because of Xiao Liu's movement, he was scalded, and the bowl in his hand fell to the ground and shattered , the concoction spilled all over the place.

"I said you made a mistake and wanted to curry favor with Ning Ren in this way. You can't even hold a bowl. Ning Ren will kill you sooner or later!"

Xiao Liu didn't have time to pay attention to his sarcastic remarks, and went back to the kitchen to add another bowl of medicinal soup.

After finally arriving at Senior Brother Ning Ren's room, he gently opened the door, and saw Second Senior Brother hugging Fourth Senior Brother on the bed, their lips were glued together.

Ning Ren's face was flushed, and he couldn't tell at all that he was a patient who had just woken up from a coma for four days.

The bowl in Xiao Liu's hand fell to the ground with a clatter.

"Brother...you...what are you doing!"

He looked at the two in shock, Ning Ren's face turned pale, Xiao Yuan just turned to look at Xiao Liu, and then asked him to bring another bowl of medicine.

Xiao Liu stood where he was, unable to move his footsteps.

"You... you..." Xiao Liu pointed at them tremblingly, and he found himself unable to say a word.

He has never been down the mountain, and he has never seen other girls, but he knows from the book that this kind of thing can only be done with girls, but these two senior brothers actually did this kind of thing, this is...

"You dropped the medicinal soup on the ground again, isn't it that a vixen is clumsy..."

The third senior brother's voice came from afar, he looked at the third senior brother who was coming from a distance in a daze, and then looked at the two senior brothers inside.

"I asked you to do it, didn't you hear?" The second senior brother seemed to be angry, he frowned and spoke loudly to Xiao Liu.

"I...I...I don't want to care about you anymore!"

Xiao Liu yelled, Ning Ren turned pale when he told him this.Xiao Liu left the embarrassing scene and turned around to run away, but Xu Caowu's words of scolding him for not knowing what to do could not be heard in his ears.

He hid in the fox's den, crying softly.

Xiao Liu doesn't know what it's like to interact with people, but he knows that things like the second and fourth senior brothers are wrong, and if the senior brother knows, he will definitely stop them.

But the senior brother is now going to be closed for a year, no one will care about him when he is injured, apply medicine to him, and no one will accompany him to read books all day long, and show him the illusion technique tirelessly.

The little fox next to him licked Xiao Liu's face, Xiao Liu hugged it, weeping uncomfortably, he didn't know why he was crying, maybe it was because he couldn't see the elder brother in the next year, or maybe it was because of himself The fourth senior brother was seriously injured, or the incident just now was too shocking.

For whatever reason, he buried his head in his knees.

He didn't want to take care of anything anymore, he just wanted to wait for the elder brother to pass the test, wait for himself to become stronger, and wait for the elder brother to treat him differently.As for other things, he didn't want to worry about anything.

When he entered the closed repair room, Jun Yan never thought that he would encounter such a big bottleneck.

It was said to be a closed study room, but it was actually a vast grassland, the grass was as high as his knees, and when the wind blew, the grass would fall over, making him feel comfortable all over.

Although the closed practice only lasted one year, the process was very arduous. He had been in the closed room for half a year, but his heart was constantly fluctuating, which hindered his originally smooth qi, and he could not fully exert his skills. Feel strenuous.

In the past six months, he often felt upset for no reason.If things go on like this, even the cultivation of illusion that requires the use of true energy will be affected.

"You have something in your mind, and that's why you get frustrated."

"Master, I have no distracting thoughts, why do you say that?"

"You know who you are thinking about, otherwise, with your aptitude, you may be able to pass the test in less than a year."

He was a little flustered, he thought he had let go of all distracting thoughts, and had no distractions, but the practice process of bumping into walls from time to time made him a little irritable.

The delicate and lovely figure in his heart lingered on him anytime and anywhere, no matter whether he was laughing or crying, it made him feel distressed and wanted to hold on to it tightly. He was sullen and speechless.

It's Xiao Liu, let him think about it.

His steps were chaotic and disorderly, the more he practiced, the more restless he became, the place where the big knife went was chaotic, cutting the weeds in a mess, the sweat on his forehead slid down his face, and flew into the distance as he turned around go.

Suddenly, he blocked the tip of the knife in front of him, his black pupils were fixed on the figure reflected by the knife, his handsome face was full of anxiety, and his brows were deeply furrowed.

Bai Yun looked at him from afar and smiled softly.

He knew that this apprentice would one day be enlightened, and he really did not disappoint him.

The wind gently brushed over Jun Yan's face, as if it had blown into his heart, blowing away all the messy thoughts, he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, there was already a clear epiphany in his eyes.

"Master, I have a merciless request." The blade brushed twice, standing in the soft ground, as if he was strong and unyielding, "Please allow me to add another year of closed practice."

Let him have a stronger ability, enough to protect his Xiaoliu.

"Master, I don't want it!" Xiao Liu grabbed Bai Yun's sleeve and kept crying.

Xiaoliu refused to believe that in order to enhance his abilities, the elder brother voluntarily extended the time of retreat to two years.

"Xiao Liu, don't cry."

Ning Ren stepped forward to pat Xiao Liu's back, but he waved him away, and he stood aside helplessly.

Since Xiao Liu encountered such a thing half a year ago, Xiao Liu didn't accept his care anymore.

"Don't be ignorant of good and bad." Cao Min scolded Xiao Liu.

On the contrary, Xu Caowu stood quietly aside, his face was expressionless, and he did not show any surprise at Jun Yan's decision.

"Xiao Yuan, your retreat time is also half a year later, so don't worry about being squeezed into the retreat room with your elder brother. After half a year, Jun Yan will practice martial arts alone in another place I arranged for him."

Xiao Yuan nodded to express his understanding, but his eyes looked straight at Ning Ren.

"Master, why did senior brother suddenly make such a decision?" Cao Min asked in confusion.

Bai Yun smiled, "Because your senior brother has something in his heart, the true energy fluctuates, and the practice process has been hindered in the past six months, so it will be extended for one year."

A year and a half is such a long time.

Xiao Liu looked in the direction of the retreat room dimly, there seemed to be a figure smiling at him gently, but it was all an illusion.

He lowered his head and wiped away his tears, feeling a kind of empty disappointment in his heart.

"Xiao Liu, you will be 15 years old when Jun Yan leaves the customs. Don't be ignorant." Bai Yun said seriously. Rely on his big brother not to let go.

"That's right! Senior brother sees that you are still young, so he protects you in everything. Don't rely on senior brother to protect you, just be so willful."

After hearing this, Xiao Liu wiped away his tears, and looked at the ground with two eyes like red peaches on his face, but tears still splashed on the ground one after another.

This time he didn't talk back to Cao Min, nor was he angry with him, because he knew that what Cao Min said was right, and he would be 14 in half a year, so how could he still be so unprogressive?

What's more, he has made up his mind to train himself, didn't he promise to make the big brother treat him differently?

He can't let the senior brother down on him.

Xiao Liu clenched his small fists tightly, no one knew the churning emotions in his heart at the moment.It took Bai Yun a long time to realize that Xiao Liu had actually transformed from now on...

Not long after, it was Xiao Yuan's turn to close his cultivation.

Just like a year ago, Xiao Yuan had his hair cut off by Bai Yun, put on a dark blue dress, and then jumped into the retreat room under everyone's gaze.

Xiao Liu opened his eyes wide and hoped to see Eldest Brother. Master said that when Second Senior Brother enters the retreat, he will arrange for Eldest Brother to go to another place to practice martial arts.

The senior brothers left one by one, only Xiao Liu was still hovering in front of the door of the closed training room, he stared at the enclosure wall of the closed training room with wide eyes, when the senior brother entered the closed training room, he jumped in from outside the wall. Yes, this is to prove that your martial arts has reached a certain level, so you must not enter through the door when you are closed.

"What are you going to do if you're not going here?"

Xiao Liu turned his head quickly and saw Xu Caowu standing behind him.

Xu Caowu's long hair was tied up casually, and the tail of his hair fluttered in the wind. He was dressed in Tsing Yi, and looked at Xiao Liu expressionlessly.In fact, Xu Caowu is very handsome, but his mouth is always unforgiving. Whenever he sees Xiao Liu, he would say a few ironic words about him, making Xiao Liu respect him at a respectful distance.

"I just wish I could take a look at Senior Brother."

The third senior brother always liked to make trouble for him, Xiao Liu just responded casually, and then stared straight at the door of the closed repair room.

"Master won't let you see him, senior brother is still in closed practice, don't you know that seeing other people is forbidden during closed practice?" Xu Caowu took a few steps forward.

Seeing him walking forward, Xiao Liu felt a little confused.Every time the third senior brother speaks with thorns, and always targeting him, why did he suddenly change his mind today?

"Why are you backing away? Don't you even understand this bit of politeness?"

Sure enough, not long after, Xu Caowu resumed his usual sharp tone and spoke fiercely to Xiaoliu.Then, he shook his head and left disappointed.

He has been standing for two hours, but he hasn't even seen a shadow. Jun Yan is probably determined to let him retreat for another year. Maybe he doesn't have such a heavy weight in his heart. Compared with him, improving himself His ability may be a little more attractive to Jun Yan.

This knowledge made Xiao Liu's heart throbbing indistinctly.

Xiaoliu's fox tail protruded from behind, and the beauty was particularly conspicuous under the evening scene. Xu Caowu, who was in the distance, accidentally glanced at it, and felt palpitations for no reason.

The next day, Baiyun left the retreat and went straight to Xiaoliu's residence. He pushed the door open and walked in. The person on the bed was sitting cross-legged, in a proper posture, and practicing illusion in a peaceful manner.

Xiao Liu's eyes were closed, and the two furry ears on the top of his head were trembling.

He has already memorized this heart formula thoroughly, but there are three layers of this illusion, and he only practiced the second layer, and the pain was so painful that he almost couldn't breathe.

Bai Yun gently opened the chair and sat down.

During the process of practicing this illusion, people cannot be disturbed. It is still a bit difficult for the orthodox fox clan to practice, let alone those with impure blood.

Xiao Liu has successfully practiced the first level, the tail can disappear at will, but this illusion is still somewhat flawed, when the body and mind are particularly weak, the tail will run out of his control, unless the third level is successfully Only when the layers are well practiced can the tail and ears be fully controlled by him.

Xiao Liu took a deep breath, then slowly opened his eyes, he was not very surprised by Bai Yun's arrival.

"Master."

"Xiao Liu, how are you doing?"

"As usual, I can't get into the second floor." Xiao Liu sighed.

"You have made a lot of progress." Bai Yun's words were not comforting.

Generally, it would take eight years for the Fox clan to fully practice the third level, but it took Xiao Liu only two years to fully learn the first level, which really surprised him.

"You know I can't demonstrate it to you. You have to explore it yourself, so the process will be more difficult."

"Master..." Xiao Liu hesitated to speak.

"If you have anything, you can talk directly."

Baiyun loves Xiaoliu, this is something that has not changed since he entered the Zhennan Hall on Liuyi since he was a child, he feels sorry for Xiaoliu who has been excluded everywhere because he is a fox clan, maybe his situation will be different in the Phoenix Valley, but After all, this is the living range of normal human beings, so it is somewhat reluctant for other people to accept Xiao Liu.

"Would it be possible for me to stop being bullied after practicing this illusion?"

This question made Bai Yun speechless, after all, this illusion only allowed Xiao Liu to hide his tail and ears, it didn't make him a real person.

He knew that Xiaoliu was in the sixth grade, and he was not the child who didn't cry after being coaxed, so he had to think twice about what he said.

Especially when he learned that Jun Yan extended his closed practice half a year ago, Xiao Liu seemed to have matured a lot overnight.Bai Yun vaguely understands in his heart that this kind of growth is a bit forced, or even plucked out, but it's too late.

Sooner or later, one day Jun Yan will leave his side and will no longer be able to protect him.

"Xiao Liu, you should know that this illusion is just to hide your foxy features, it won't make you a normal person, right?"

Little Six nodded.

"Xiao Liu, you have to learn to be yourself, and stop being confused by the word normal person."

Xiao Liu was silent for a while, "Master, what do you mean?"

"Perhaps in a year or two, you will understand. During this period, you should practice illusion well. After four years, you will have to retreat."

After finishing speaking, Baiyun left Xiao Liu's room without further explanation, leaving Xiao Liu alone to speculate on the meaning of his words.

There are some words that cannot be clearly explained, and you have to experience them yourself. If you say it too clearly, it will lose its meaning.

In the following year, under his own efforts, Xiao Liu managed to practice all three levels of illusion. Bai Yun was very surprised by his talent, but not long after, he discovered something even more astonishing .

Xiao Liu has practiced very proficiently the weapons that all his disciples are good at. He has studied every move and every weakness very clearly. After a while, his skills will become very strong.

Spring is here, Jun Yan's departure is finally something Xiao Liu looks forward to.

Jun Yan flattened the clothes on his body. In the past two years, he has finally improved his skill a lot. Although his heart is still concerned, it is not as fluctuating as before.

"Yan'er, today is the day you leave the seclusion. Your juniors are waiting for you outside. Let me ask you, what have you learned and understood in the past two years?"

Bai Yun held a wooden box in his hand, and he looked serious.

"The apprentice learned to be free of distracting thoughts and to raise his own power to a higher level, all thanks to the master." He said respectfully.

Baiyun nodded, and opened the wooden box in his hand. There was a big knife inside, which reflected the dazzling light under the sunlight, "According to the tradition, when every apprentice leaves the customs, the master will give one of the things they use without authorization. The weapon, this one, is for you."

Jun Yan took the wooden box from Baiyun's hand, and the wooden box was heavy in his hand, and the big knife inside was shining with sharp light, which made him stare intently.

He took out the knife, much to his surprise.The heavy one is the big wooden box, but this knife is very light and well balanced, it can be seen that it was carefully crafted.He played with the big knife in his hand for a while, and found that it was very easy to use.

Jun Yan put away the sword, and then bowed to Bai Yun.

"You can leave the customs now, go quickly, the juniors are waiting for you!" Bai Yun said to him with a smile, the strictness towards him in the past two years has turned into loving care at this moment.

When Jun Yan left the gate, a group of juniors had already been waiting for him in front of the gate.He didn't come out from the door of the closed training room, because now Xiao Yuan is inside the closed training room. Although it is a bit inconvenient, the juniors in front of him can be said to have the intention to welcome him, and everyone respectfully welcomes him. Respectfully.

"Eldest brother, you are finally out of customs." Cao Min said with a smile.

They were amazed at Jun Yan's change. Before closing the practice, the hair that was short to the neck had grown long now. He tied his hair high with a black headband, exuding a domineering aura all over his body. Sentimental, he is obviously much calmer.

Jun Yan stepped out slowly, stepping on the ground without making a sound, which showed that his martial arts had reached a very high level, and the juniors stepped aside to make way for him.

Jun Yan inspected it for a while, and found that there was no familiar figure inside.

"Where's Little Six?" He asked in a low voice.

Everyone looked at each other, as if they didn't know where Xiao Liu was going, Jun Yan's face sank when he saw their reaction.Ning Ren stood up hesitantly and spoke.

"Senior brother, Xiao Liu should be in the woods. He went down to the town yesterday and came back at night. He should be resting after being tired."

After hearing what he said, Jun Yan immediately asked: "Master never let Xiao Liu go down the mountain. Also, why did he rest in the woods?"

His words were sharp, but Ning Ren shook his head and did not answer. He stepped aside and stood shoulder to shoulder with the other juniors.

Seeing that he didn't intend to answer, Jun Yan felt a little annoyed.

When can Xiao Liu be so arrogant that he doesn't need to welcome him out?He can't even do this kind of basic respect. What has he been doing for the past two years?

Jun Yan nodded his head slightly, and the juniors left respectfully.

He walked into the forest, his footsteps were so light that he didn't even startle the birds. The forest was still the same as before, but it seemed that something had changed, and it was somewhat different from what he imagined.

He came to a cave, bent down and went in, and saw a nest of little foxes inside.

One of the foxes covered its head with its own tail, then curled up and was sleeping.

Jun Yan found it interesting, so he wanted to poke the fox with his hand, the little fox woke up, barked a few times when he saw him, and quickly ran out of the cave.

Jun Yan fumbled in the low cave and turned around to go out. The fox stopped not far away and looked at him, looking spiritual.

Very cute, with big round eyes like Xiao Liu.

When one person and one fox looked at each other like this, the little fox took a few steps forward, leaped into the air, and turned a few times in the air. When the fox landed, it turned into a boy.

Jun Yan was a little surprised by the scene in front of him. The boy stood up, and Jun Yan couldn't even describe his appearance.

It was an extremely beautiful young man, with black hair gently hanging around his neck, and the tail of his hair that was long to his back was blown around by the wind. His expression was a bit indifferent, but this did not detract from his beauty.

For a moment, Jun Yan thought that he was a coquettish girl, but after seeing the boy's chest, he overturned this idea.He was in awe of the young man's face, even though he had met many beautiful girls in Zhennan Town before, none of them were one-ten-thousandth of this young man's.

He just stood there looking at him, and everything around him seemed to be compared.

"Who are you, how dare you hide in the woods of Zhennan Hall!" But the surprise didn't last long, Jun Yan angrily reprimanded him.

The boy gave him a strange look, and then spoke slowly.

"Eldest brother, you are out of customs."

Jun Yan first looked at him in astonishment, and then his expression turned into disbelief. The boy's face and a person's face suddenly overlapped each other, reminding him of that person's name.

"little six?"

"Long time no see, senior brother." Xiao Liu looked at him from a distance, and his soft voice was spoken in an indifferent tone, which Jun Yan couldn't adapt to.

The sun shines on Xiao Liu's delicate face, Jun Yan's strange aura is in his eyes, the wind blows his hair wildly, and then casually scatter it on his shoulders, his eyes are like a beautiful painting, his heart Rippling, indescribably shocked.

This is his little six?

"Your ears...you...fox..."

What happened in the past two years?

"I have practiced illusion, and now I can change my body freely." To put it simply, Xiao Liu's illusion is already very good, and he can change his body freely, but these are all obtained through an extremely painful training process.

Jun Yan was stunned for a long time before he calmed down, looking straight at Xiao Liu.

The distance between the two was so obvious at this moment, distant and polite, Xiao Liu's heart beat inexplicably fast, with a faint pain and sourness.

"You didn't come just now, so I came to look for you." Jun Yan still looked at him, with disbelief still in his eyes.

"I went to town to play too late last night, and I was a little tired this morning, so I rested in the woods." His beautiful face did not have any expectations that he should have when he saw Jun Yan, nor was he happy.

There was an obviously polite smile on his face, if there was nothing there, as if it was seductive, Jun Yan's original thoughts of blame were all wiped out in this smile, his heart trembled, and he felt uneasy that hadn't appeared in the past two years , appeared in his heart at this moment.

"It should be something that all juniors have to do to welcome me out of the customs. Don't you understand these rules?" He reprimanded lightly, but still forced himself to smile, but it was too difficult, and he couldn't do this kind of hypocrisy things.

Xiao Liu's rosy lips parted slightly, and he spit out the words, "I'm sorry, I'm a little tired, I didn't oversleep on purpose."

Jun Yan stared at him blankly, unable to find anything to blame for a while, and suddenly he became angry.

He turned around and walked away, ignoring Xiao Liu. His footsteps stepped on the grass, and the silence disappeared. Wherever he went, many birds were startled. Xiao Liu looked at his back, not knowing. Before he knew it, the smile on his face stiffened, and he replaced it with a wry smile.

The senior brother who has been thinking about it day and night is finally out.

All the crazy thoughts and expectations suddenly made him afraid to face it, so welcoming Junyan out turned into a painful torture, eroding his mind bit by bit, slowly swallowing Lose his sanity, let him cowardly hide in the cave and don't want to face it.

The elder brother in Missing appeared handsome and tall in front of him, so vivid that he couldn't face it.

Make yourself stronger, make yourself stronger, he can't be a drag bottle, he wants to impress Jun Yan.

But when he strongly realized that he no longer needed to rely on Jun Yan, his chest was full of bottomless disappointment.

He is no longer the Xiao Liu who cried at every turn two years ago, no longer the Xiao Liu who is not proficient in everything, and he is no longer the Xiao Liu who relies on the big brother for everything.

That's what made him unable to stay by Jun Yan's side unconditionally in the future.