Duckling Notes

I think this is equivalent to being ambushed by the enemy without preparation.Although I was looking forward to this dear father before.But, after all, not only are we leaving our junior high school, we are also gay and ducks...

He listened to the movement of the elevator outside with trepidation.

Xing Zhaohe said, "First follow the method I said this afternoon."

I nodded confusedly, "What did you say this afternoon?"

Xing Zhao gave me a congratulatory look, probably thinking that there was no cure for me, so he continued watching TV.

I felt a little trembling, "Brother, you have to help me..."

"He can't eat you."

Worse than eating me.Alas, it was supposed to be a pleasant surprise!

However, when he came up, I was really pleasantly surprised, and I was so happy that my IQ returned.

Handsome guy!The face is three-dimensional, the figure is tall, especially the eyes are bright and gentle, not at all like people in their 40s, very young.Later I wondered, how could he be undercover when he looks so righteous and dignified?

My facial features are like his, and my face and body are not the same.After receiving his call in the afternoon, I thought about his appearance, but because my aunt looks more ordinary, so I thought I was more like my unimpressed mother, she must be more beautiful, otherwise why would there be children? How about a smooth remarriage?I really didn't think my irresponsible dad was so good-looking.

I stayed at the door (Xing Zhaohe refused to come to open the door), my dad reached out and touched my head, and I suddenly thought of Yan Gewei.

It's like, it feels like.Ah, is this what dad feels like?

Not only is he a real dad, but he is also a handsome dad!I just stayed at the door, reminiscing about the feeling of being touched on the head.

Xing Zhaohe coughed several times behind me before I realized, "Please, please come in..." Then I thought, this is Xing Zhaohe's family, I am such a master, I don't know if I am right or wrong?

Fortunately, my dad didn't care. (Author: Just now he was always called "he he he", but now he immediately changed to "my dad". It's because he is so handsome...)

Xing Zhaohe invited him to sit on the sofa, and said to me, "Are you going to pour tea for Uncle An?"

I nodded and hurried to the kitchen. Ten seconds later, I broke Xing Zhaohe's teapot.

I blushed, and they stood at the kitchen door looking at me.

Xing Zhaohe gave me a push, "Go to the refrigerator to get drinks, don't worry about the broken pieces."

I nodded obediently.

I took a bottle of each drink in the refrigerator and told my dad, "Drink whatever you like."

He took a can of Coke, I handed Xing Zhaohe a can of coffee, and I took yogurt (I drink Coke or coffee or tea at night, and I can’t sleep).There were five or six bottles of drinks left, and I stuffed them back into the refrigerator.The reason I'm running around like this is because I really don't know what I'm going to say when I'm sitting there.

Fortunately, they chatted first.

"I heard that Uncle An is very good at solving cases and training new recruits." Xing Zhao congratulated.

"Just do your job. Anping is here, has it caused you a lot of trouble?" Qiangqiang circled around my dad's feet, and he drove it away.

"Where is the trouble, he should take care of me." Xing Zhaohe called Qiangqiang over.

"I heard that your father has gone to other places? Why don't you retire in this city?"

"Oh, the couple of them are going to take care of the children for my elder brother."

"Congratulations, the three generations live together."

"so far so good."

I sat on the side and hugged me to forcefully smooth my hair.

"I want to say a few words to Anping alone." My dad said.

Xing Zhaohe smiled, "Uncle An, I should avoid talking to you father and son, but since you started investigating Anping's affairs yesterday, you probably know that he has been with me now, and probably will be together in the future. So , if it’s about the two of us, I hope you don’t have to avoid me.”

"I want to ask him why he ran away from home. Let us talk about the family affairs first. Anping, come out and talk to me?"

Xing Zhaohe seemed to have no position to object, "It's so late, why don't we just talk at home. I'll go back to my room, my house is soundproof."

So it was just the two of us.

"I ran away from home because, at that time, I thought that I was my mother, um, my aunt and someone else's illegitimate child..."

My dad was silent for a while, "I once wondered if some old neighbor said you were adopted."

I shook my head, where did I recognize my neighbors when I was a child?

"Your aunt told me that the relationship between the couple has always been bad, and it's their own fault. Your uncle is not very enthusiastic about anyone. The same is true for your brother Pingan. But why do you feel that he Not your dad? Did you hear what others said?"

"I can feel it. Although he only cares about his business, he doesn't care about anything when he goes home, and he doesn't care about our brothers. We brothers ask him for pocket money, as long as it's not too much, he will give it. But, it depends on his attitude. Come out, he is very perfunctory when I say anything. He will listen carefully to what my brother says. Once we fought with someone and broke his arm. He beat my brother, but ignored me. It's not that he spoils me, I can feel it, his eyes are not looking at my brother's hatred of iron and steel, but that he thinks that I am an outsider anyway, and it has nothing to do with him if I get into trouble and go to prison in the future."

My dad didn't speak for a long time.

I sat there awkwardly, so I had to break the silence by myself: "I didn't blame him. I always thought that my aunt gave birth to someone else, so he ignored me, and I wasn't angry. My mother, I mean I Aunt, she is very kind to me. She dotes on me very much."

Although I have other reasons for leaving home, this is not the main one, but that's all I can tell my dad.

He didn't talk about it again.I think most people will scold me for running away from home because of this kind of thing, and I really deserve to be beaten.But he didn't scold.I feel better.He just came over, sat next to me, hugged me, and patted my back, "You don't have to doubt these anymore."

My tears burst out.

"It's very late today, and it's not suitable for you to live here all the time. Why don't you live with me? Let's have a good chat." He said.

Have you ever met a stranger who looks like your most trusted relative or friend, so no matter what he is like, whether he understands him or not, you trust him unconditionally?

My dad feels a lot like Yan Gewei, the kind of person who spoils you very much, but won't pamper you to make mistakes.Make people feel dependent.

So I nodded.

Seeing me packing my luggage, Xing Zhaohe frowned, but he didn't say anything, "Call me if you need something. However, I have a hunch that you will come back."

I have no idea about my future.Moreover, his prophecy came true too quickly.

But when I saw me holding Qiangqiang, my dad frowned, "You raised this dog?"

"Mine."

He took a step back. "I'm allergic to dog hair."

"Ah, what should I do?" Where is Qiangqiang, and where am I?

"Can you foster first? In a pet shop?"

"No, it's about to give birth. If it can't see me, it will make trouble. If it doesn't eat, it will be fostered in a pet store. It's like sending it to death."

Xing Zhaohe gloated a little, "You like kittens and puppies so much, I thought it was inherited from your father."

My dad was a little embarrassed, "His mom loves these furry things."

I looked at Qiangqiang and handsome father, and hesitated a little.My dad looked worried too.But my dad was not pregnant, Qiangqiang was pregnant.So I put down my luggage, "I'll live with you again when Qiang & Johnson is ready and can be delivered to the pet store."

Xing Zhaohe suddenly said, "Has Uncle An remarried?"

I also looked at him nervously, and remembered that I hadn't asked him anything yet.Tonight, neither of us said a few words.I suddenly had a little bit of luck, would he not object to my liking men?

My dad shook his head, "I am like this, how can anyone want it?"

"Uncle An is too modest, please sit down for a while, are you going to work tomorrow? Are you going to have a meeting?"

"I've applied for leave, and I want to spend time with Anping."

"That's about Anping, I want to talk to you. I think we also need to talk about it openly and honestly."

My head got big again, "...no... nothing to say..."

But they both sat down again.

"Anping likes men, I'm afraid you already know it. A child without a father's love is easy to go this way, so I hope you can understand. The two years he left home have not been very good. I will receive your letter this afternoon. After the phone call, he was afraid that you would scold him, so he almost ran away again. I don’t know what you think of this matter.”

I was terrified.

My dad's complexion became very ugly, "I went to inquire about it yesterday. It's in the bar he often goes to."

My heart skipped a beat, broken!

"No parent would like to see their children become like this! I am no exception. There is a turning point in everything. I think we can have a long-term plan for this matter."

"You said, in the long run, what is the ultimate goal?"

"Go the normal way."

"Marry a woman? Have children?"

"that's for sure."

"Can I hear your short-term goals?"

"He can't do the job he's doing now..." It hurts me to hear my dad say it so hard.

I bowed my head and said, "I'm quitting, I'm working in Hot Pot City now... I live here because of Qiangqiang Bite..."

"Last month, there was a white-collar worker who was also gay. He was 30 years old. His parents arranged for him to go on blind dates every week. They even wanted to find a woman from the countryside to marry him. He jumped off the 20-storey building." Xing Zhaohe said , very cool, "To be honest, we gays commit too much suicide. Too many die in depression all our lives. There are also crazy people."

"Being discriminated against for a lifetime may not lead to a good life." My dad said.

"Little A, how do you choose?" Xing Zhaohe turned his head to look at me, "Look, your father hasn't fulfilled any responsibilities to you, so he started to stipulate what kind of path you will take in the future."

I still lowered my head and looked at Qiangqiang who was looking at me with his head tilted under my feet, "I thought I would not have to face this problem if I ran away from home."

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19. Living with Dad...