Duckling Notes

I know it's childish, but I still enjoy it. It took me a long time to mark all these things.

My mouth was almost crooked, but when I turned around, I found my dad was watching me at the door.I closed the comic with a guilty conscience, and looked at him anxiously.

He glared at me and lowered his voice, "What are you doing?"

I have nothing to say.

Luckily we were supposed to be back early the next morning.

When I was packing my luggage, there was a knock on the door, and I opened it. Outside, it was safe.

I stay at the door.

"mediocre……"

I nodded, "You're back." But there was nothing else to say.

But at this moment, my heart skipped a beat. What about his stamps and comics?I don't want to pay!

He wanted to say something, but saw my aunt and my dad.Had to swallow it back.

I feel very embarrassed.Do I have to share a room with him tonight?

Oh, Lin Si, kidnap me!

Of course, Lin Si is far away from here, and I have no telepathy with him.After dinner, my aunt kept smiling and said, "The two children wished they could stick together when they were young, but now you see, they've disappeared like this, and they're all unfamiliar. When Ping Ping first left, I still thought, Ping An must know where he went."

I kept giggling.

Suddenly remembered that Jin Zinan said that he dislikes "hehe" smiles from others the most.

I asked why.He only said that you look in the mirror and smile to see if it is the most fake and insidious when you smile "hehe"?

I put down my chopsticks and wiped my mouth, "Dad, Aunt Jiang, let's go to the night market!"

"It's raining, why don't you go to the night market." My dad said, "Hurry up and pack up your things, you should leave tomorrow. I haven't seen Ping An for so long, and you two also have a chat."

I bother!

I refused to talk to him, refused to meet his eyes, and completely ignored him.After packing my luggage alone, he stood behind me nagging, asking me what I have been doing these past few years?Why don't contact him.

After tidying up, I went to the living room to watch TV and sat down next to my aunt.He sat down next to me, but didn't dare to say anything more.I had no choice but to bring the things he saved for me and explain them to me one by one. This was the one he got at the author’s signing event, and the other was from Taobao. The other one was exchanged with classmates with something, and I suffered a lot...

Every time I said one, I put one in my hand. My aunt smiled for no reason, very happy.

It was a torment!

After finally staying up until ten o'clock, everyone washed up and went to bed.

I rolled up the quilt and pillow, and lay down on the sofa in the living room.

Ping An stood in front of me, afraid to attract my aunt and the others, so she didn't dare to speak, so she just looked at me like that.

I covered my face with the quilt and slept.I am very restless, where can I sleep?

For a long time, Pingan left on tiptoe, and I just breathed a sigh of relief when he came back again.

"Pingping," he said, "you go to sleep on the bed, and I sleep on the sofa." It turned out that he went to hug the quilt.

I thought about it, why would I let me sleep on this narrow sofa, got up immediately, went back to the room, and locked the door behind me.I've researched this door, and I haven't changed the lock since I left. The key was lost 800 years ago.

Ping An didn't dare to knock on the door for fear of attracting his aunt and the others, so he scratched the door, "Ping Ping, remember to open the door for me early tomorrow morning!"

I was so excited by the piercing sound that I wanted to pee...

I was aggrieved all night and slept very restlessly.When it was slightly bright, I heard Ping An scratching the door again, so I had to go and open the door for him.I just felt sleepy, lying on the bed with my back to Ping An, "My dad wakes up, you wake me up. Also, I want to eat the candy and tofu brain at the gate of the elementary school."

Sure enough, Ping An put on his clothes neatly, and went shopping without washing his face.

I think I can sleep soundly now, right?That breakfast place is far from here.But after turning over a few times, I still couldn't fall asleep, and was very sleepy, and my heart became more and more irritable.When I heard my aunt get up and the sound of water coming from the bathroom, I got up too.

"Pingping? What are you doing up so early? Go to sleep, I'll make breakfast and call you again!" said the aunt.

"My brother is going to buy breakfast, don't do it."

"It's rare for him to wake up so early."

After a few gossips, my dad and Aunt Jiang got up too.

Ping An came back with breakfast.Only then did I realize that Ping An's dark circles were no less than mine.I really don't know how he's been doing lately.If I can hear that he is not doing well, I can feel relieved.It's a pity, tsk, he seems to be taller and stronger than when I left, and his complexion is not bad, I'm afraid he is doing well.Hmph, college life is very nourishing, isn't it?Did your girlfriend pay less?Maybe you haven't lived on campus yet, so rent a room outside the campus?It was time to find a chance to check his phone last night.Hum, huh, huh huh!

The taste of the candy seeds didn't seem to have changed much, but it was smaller, but the tofu nao was not as tasty as before.

Sure enough, things have changed.

I found a reason for myself in my heart, so what about peace?Even if he has a girlfriend and gets married in the future, he's still crooked in his bones!Sooner or later he will have a hard time!Much sadder than me!

Then he felt discouraged, so what if he had a bad life?I haven't been made like this by him...

depressed……

I was also listless when I got on the train.I didn't pack the things that Ping An gave me, and Ping An didn't dare to take them out for me to pack.He was more afraid of what my aunt and dad would see than I was.

My aunt cried with tears in her eyes.

I think it's okay this time. I saw the aunt I wanted to see, but I didn't see the uncle I didn't want to see, and I saw Ping An, who I didn't want to see. 1+1-1=1, not bad, not negative, not zero.

I was drowsy in the car, my dad could tell that I was in a bad mood, and he didn't have the nerve to ask me in detail because of Aunt Jiang's presence.

They've already discussed it, and when they go back, they'll talk about the certificate, book a good hotel within the year, and it will be done without much fuss.

Well, as soon as I go to the high school where I live on campus, the days will be alive.

This father is not mine anymore, alas...

I feel very lost.

The phone rang, and the sender was an unfamiliar number, but one could tell who it was by looking at the content.

"Pingping, I know that I have made a lot of mistakes and missed a lot. I don't dare to expect your forgiveness, I just hope you can be well. On the way to buy candy, I even thought, if I get hit by a car because I bought something for you What, will you feel better? Unfortunately, it's too early, and there are no cars on the street. Besides, hehe, you and I both know that I don't have the guts. My dad also feels guilty because of you running away. He is not so Ruthless, it's just that he doesn't know how to treat you. Take care of yourself, and I'll take care of you when I graduate. You just treat me as a debt repayer. At that time, I only knew that I can't make mistakes again and again, but I didn't consider yours I feel sorry!"

I climbed onto the top bunk and lay down, not wanting my dad and Aunt Jiang to see the tears I was holding back.

"Pingping, are you sleepy?" Aunt Jiang asked.

I just hummed.

"Then go to sleep, I'll call you when you get there," she said.

In fact, we all know many things, resentment is useless, anger is useless, even holding grudges is useless, because those are your relatives, connected by blood and living together.He is not doing well, so where can I be happy?

Just give me a chance to take revenge, can I do it again?

It's the comics that I ruined, and I regret it now.After all, it was collected from Ping An's hard-earned pocket money.Really, just to save him the money he spends on himself, but he never saves me a penny on my purchases.

It doesn't matter, after we have sex, or before sex.

He already knew that I was not his real brother. When I came to my aunt's house, he should have remembered.But he didn't say a word.Don't argue with me about anything.It seems that he is a good brother.

I put my arms across my face, warm liquid poured out, and I decided I didn't hate him anymore.

Anyway, I'm also crooked. How much difference can I make if I bend early and bend late?

Think about it, in my life, there are a lot of confused accounts, and I can't even calculate them. First, Ping An, then Yan Gewei, and then Xing Zhaohe... more and more confused.

look ahead.

It was as if a big stone had been put down in my heart, and I soon fell asleep.

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43. Basking in the sun under the wall...