Professor Lin's middle-aged love

After taking a bath, Zhou Mo changed into a new nightgown, leaned against the head of the bed, glanced around the deserted room, and lowered his eyes in a lonely way.

After marriage, she separated from Lin Yuxi for the first time, and it was also the first time in a long time that the other party left without leaving a word for her.

It must be sad, right?

After all, I treated her like that some time ago.The legs covered under the quilt curled up, Zhou Mo put his arms on his knees, rested his chin on the back of his hands, and looked out the window with his head tilted.Because it is on the second floor, you can still vaguely see the branches of the trees attached to the window glass swaying in the wind, the night sky is heavy, the bright moonlight is shining, and the broken shadows are dancing.

It always looks so bleak.

Zhou Mo looked down at the silent mobile phone and sighed slightly.She stretched her arms and took out the diary from the drawer. With the bronze lock, she lightly flipped a string of numbers with her fingertips, which was her birthday.

Her eyelids twitched lightly, with mixed emotions in her heart.

She didn't expect sister Qingshu to record that period of time. Looking at the beautiful handwriting, Zhou Mo felt as if she was brought back to that time again. Although it was not beautiful, but because of sister Qingshu's company, she His condition did improve.

She raised her head, narrowed her eyes slightly, and stared at the semicircular yellow light and shadow falling on the floor, lost in thought.

She was trying to recall the feeling when she first met Lin Yuxi. She was not tempted at that time. She had a long-term love for Lin Yuxi.Although she gave Lin Yuxi the feeling that it was love at first sight, the relationship heated up quickly, and she had already begun to pursue Lin Yuxi violently after barely meeting each other a few times.

But Zhou Mo was sure that her liking for Lin Yuxi was not influenced by Sister Qingshu.Although the two sisters look alike, there are always differences.The feelings they give to themselves are different. Sister Qingshu makes her attached, while Yuxi and Zhou Mo pursed their lips to recall the subtle feeling. She is the woman who makes her want to protect.

She wants to be by her side, to love her, to love her.

After thinking this through, Zhou Mo felt much more at ease.She lowered her head and continued to read the diary.Fragments of light and shadow shrouded his body, Zhou Mo's fingertips on the diary suddenly paused, and his dark eyes suddenly widened.

Yuxi was there when she was injured and rescued?

Zhou Mo was stunned for a while, then lowered his head and carefully pondered those words over and over again: My sister will go back and find rescuers.

go back?When was Yuxi here?Why did I only see one person from beginning to end?

The heartbeat began to speed up, and Zhou Mo vaguely felt that there must be some coincidence in it.She thought back carefully, but failed to find any clues.

The mobile phone beside the bed suddenly flickered, with a faint light, Zhou Mo looked down and saw a text message from an unfamiliar number.

Pausing for a moment, he opened the phone screen with his fingertips, and it was Lin Yuxi's news.

【Temporary business trip, I left in a hurry, so I didn't have time to tell you.There are dumplings made this morning in the refrigerator. If you don’t want to eat bread in the morning, boil some dumplings in advance and don’t go to work on an empty stomach.Yuxi. 】

A few short lines of words are full of Lin Yuxi's concern for her. Although there is a bit of alienation in the words, she still cares about herself.

Before he had time to think about it, Zhou Mo called the strange number back. After a few beeps, a strange woman's voice came: "Hi, hello."

The smile froze on her face, Zhou Modai frowned, her words stuck in her throat, and she asked in a calm voice after a while, "Excuse me, are you..."

"Zheng Yihong." The person on the other side replied, "You are Miss Zhou, are you looking for Yuxi?"

Yuxi?So intimate?

Fingertips tightened slightly, the light was cold and white, suddenly lifted the quilt, Zhou Mo got off the bed barefoot, and said: "Well, she just sent me a text message on this phone, I don't know if she is by your side now ?”

Turning around and walking to the floor-to-ceiling windows, she opened the curtains a bit, looked at the snowflakes falling outside the window, and bit her lips tightly.

She suddenly didn't want to hear the other party's affirmative answer.

She didn't want Yu Xi to stay with this woman, after all, she knew very well what that man had in mind for her wife.

A few seconds later, the other party replied: "Yes, just wait a moment."

Then Zhou Mo heard the voice from farther away, the person was calling Yuxi's name, and the other party also responded lightly, followed by the sound of small footsteps.

Zhou Mo listened, his chest rose and fell slightly, it didn't feel like anything, it was uncomfortable anyway.

"Hello." The long-awaited gentle voice came, as clear as a stream, pleasant to the ear.Zhou Mo's heart softened all of a sudden, as if the anger that had just risen was instantly extinguished by the stream, leaving no spark behind.

"Wife." Licking his lips with the tip of his tongue, Zhou Mo held his breath for a moment and shouted.

As soon as the words came out, even she was stunned for a moment, as if she felt like yesterday, she seemed... It's been a long time since she called each other like this.

The other side was silent for a while, and did not answer her.

Swallowing, Zhou Mo tentatively called again, "Yu Xi?"

"Well, I'm here." This time the other party responded quickly, but his tone was very cold, and he couldn't hear too much emotion.

"I called you several times today, and the phone was always turned off. What happened?" Sensing Lin Yuxi's indifference, Zhou Mo lowered his eyes and sighed secretly that he must have been hurt a while ago. She, although the other party didn't say anything, she could feel it.

Not the same.

"The mobile phone fell into the water, and it was sent for maintenance. It will probably be available tomorrow. I just finished the meeting, so I sent you a text message from my colleague's mobile phone." Lin Yuxi explained patiently.

"Oh." Leaning slightly in front of the window, Zhou Mo raised her eyes and stared at the snow outside the window. The snow was clean, and the blue moonlight tulle fell down. Her eyelashes trembled, and she asked in a deep voice: "How many of you are colleagues?" went?"

She asked this for a purpose, she didn't want Yuxi to be alone with that woman Zheng Yihong, it wasn't that she was worried about Yuxi, but she was worried about Zheng Yihong.

Yuxi, a woman who is like a little sheep, don't be eaten by that big bad wolf.

After hesitating for a moment, Lin Yuxi replied leisurely, "Two."

"Two?" Zhou Mo raised his voice and asked incredulously, "Add you two?"

"Ah."

Raising his hand to his forehead, Zhou Mo's back felt cold, and he felt uncomfortable.

"Then where are you... now? A colleague's room?"

The more Zhou Mo asked, the more outrageous it became, but after all, after sharing the bed with her for so long, Lin Yuxi still understood Zhou Mo's little thoughts.Not wanting to make her continue to worry, she explained: "The corridor of the hotel, I'm going back to my room."

Hearing this, Zhou Mo hurriedly responded: "Oh, then go back and rest quickly, it's late." At the end, she added, "Remember to lock the door at night."

"Ah."

After a while of silence, no one wanted to hang up first, Zhou Mo suddenly called to her, "Yu Xi, let's have a good talk when you come back."

As time passed quietly, Lin Yuxi's voice responded softly to her, "Well, okay, I also have something to tell you."

"What are you talking about?" Zhou Moxin raised his throat, suddenly a bad feeling came up.

"Let's go back and talk."

There is no good night, no exhortations, and there is a beeping sound from the receiver.Zhou Mo's heart suddenly became empty, with nowhere to rest.

***

Tossing and turning all night, the bright light in the morning came in through the glass window, Zhou Mo put his hand on his forehead, turned his head and saw the white snow outside the window, the cedar was covered with a thick layer of snow, and the cool wind blew As time went by, there were rustling snowflakes falling, fine and dense, like raindrops hitting the bluestone bricks.

Forgot to ask when Lin Yuxi would come back, but she couldn't wait for a moment, so she called He Yizhen last night before going to bed. The woman was probably working hard, and her tone was bad, but she still consulted Lin Yuxi after all. Related business trips.

Without telling Lin Yuxi that she was going to find her, Zhou Mo only secretly booked a plane ticket, packed his luggage briefly, and then drove to the company to deal with urgent matters.

Zhou Mo bought an afternoon flight, and when she arrived at the hotel where Lin Yuxi was staying, the sky had already darkened, and the sky was reflected in cobalt blue by the white snow all over the ground.

Standing at the door of Lin Yuxi's room, Zhou Mo's raised fingertips trembled slightly. She took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

The sound of dong dong seemed to knock on her heart, making her feel uneasy.

After waiting for a while, there was silence inside, Zhou Mo knocked again, but there was still no response.He lowered his head and took out his mobile phone to call the other party, but it was still turned off.

Lin Yuxi is dining at the hotel with his colleagues at the moment.

This business trip originally only arranged for her and Zheng Yihong, but happened to meet her colleague Chen Lanyu when they arrived in the local area, and accompanied her boyfriend back to his hometown for the New Year.Now that they met, according to Chen Lanyu's straightforward personality, he must invite them to dinner.

"Would you like some drink?" Chen Lanyu asked Lin Yuxi while pouring red wine for Zheng Yihong.

"I won't drink anymore, I don't feel well when I have a cold." Lin Yuxi raised her hand and refused.

"How is your life after marriage with your lover?" During the meal, Chen Lanyu picked up a piece of sauerkraut fish and asked sideways.

"It's okay." She took a sip of tea, her throat hurt a little, and Lin Yuxi didn't dare to eat spicy food, so she only picked up some light yam.

Zheng Yihong, who was sitting by the side, looked at her slightly cold profile sideways, and her eyes darkened, as if she sensed the loneliness in her expression, and her heart ached.She got up, took the porcelain white teapot and changed the hot water again, and filled Lin Yuxi's teacup.

Chen Lanyu propped her forehead with one hand and looked at the standing person, her eyes were deep, and she smiled meaningfully, "Old Zheng, do you plan to be single for the rest of your life? You haven't looked for it yet."

The movement of pouring water paused, Zheng Yihong smiled faintly, and said, "I'm not in a hurry, I haven't found a suitable one, and I don't want to settle for it." She glanced sideways at Lin Yuxi, who lowered her head and didn't look at her, and continued Said: "Actually, it's good to be alone."

"You still think about it. We secular women just get stuck if we can't see it. What do we get in the end?" When it comes to emotional matters, Chen Lanyu is always full of sadness, and reaches out for a cigarette. "I smoke, don't you?" Do you mind?"

"I don't mind." Looking at the water in Chen Lanyu's eyes, Lin Yuxi responded.

"What's the matter? I'm not in a good relationship with your..." Zheng Yihong asked her, and naturally saw the redness in the corners of her eyes.

Suddenly pulling her lips and giving a bitter smile, Chen Lanyu took a deep breath of the cigarette, and exhaled lightly, "I sometimes feel that I am quite pitiful. I have been wandering around for most of my life, and I don't even have a close person by my side." She stretched out her hand to pick up the wine glass and took a big sip , Chen Lanyu rubbed her face with her palm, stared at the swaying wine in the glass with her chin propped on her palm, and said, "It was so easy to adjust my mentality, and when I wanted to be single-minded, I found that I was just one of his many lovers."

Zheng Yihong: "Didn't he take you back to your hometown for the New Year?"

Taking another puff of cigarette, Chen Lanyu glanced at her and sneered, "I can only say that I know him best, and he knows that taking me with him won't upset him. I don't care about who he pretends to be in his heart, who he loves."

Stuffing the cigarette end into the ashtray, Chen Lanyu shook her head and smiled helplessly, "I'm in a bad mood, even smoking a cigarette is bitter."

"Sometimes when I think about it, I can turn around and leave gracefully. Why do I only have you in my heart, but you can have countless sisters and sisters in your heart?"

Lin Yuxi sat beside her and listened quietly, staring down at the two hands that were clasped together, squeezing them slightly.

She reached for a tissue and wiped her nose. Because of a cold, she always had a runny nose and felt very uncomfortable.Listening to Chen Lanyu's words at this moment, Lin Yuxi's heart also became entangled, like a piece of undulating reed, fluttering.

Why do I only have you in my heart, but you treat me as someone else?Even if that person is her elder sister, she is unwilling to be her substitute.

Zhou Mo, do you know?

Her eyes were sore, Lin Yuxi blinked, then raised her hand and wiped the tip of her nose with a tissue, as if she was trying to cover up something.

When I went back at night, because Chen Lanyu also drank, she called a valet driver and insisted on taking them back to the hotel.

Looking at the feasting lights outside the car window on the road, light and shadow flicker, the snow on the asphalt road reflects the orange light of a street lamp, and the road is scratched with black tire marks, winding to the end of the road.Sitting in the co-pilot, Chen Lanyu suddenly turned her head to Lin Yuxi who was in the back row and said, "Yuxi, you are still lucky to find someone who treats you wholeheartedly."

Lin Yuxi's eyes flickered, she pulled her lips and forced a smile and said, "You can do it too. Sister Chen, you are a good person, and it is impossible for people to suffer forever."

Just like her, after meeting Zhou Mo, she didn't feel bitter anymore.But then...

The car stopped in front of the hotel, and Lin Yuxi and Zheng Yihong got out of the car to say goodbye to Chen Lanyu.When she walked into the lobby of the hotel, Zheng Yihong suddenly asked her, "You and Ms. Zhou, is there something wrong with your relationship?" She had been observing Lin Yuxi all night, and she vaguely noticed some clues.

Lin Yuxi was taken aback for a moment, looked up, pressed the elevator button, and responded quietly, "No."

The light in the hall was transparent, and the beige wall tiles reflected the light. The two stood at a distance. After entering the elevator, Lin Yuxi said, "Find a suitable person and have a relationship."

In fact, ever since she got together with Zhou Mo, Lin Yuxi gradually let go of it. She felt that everything was predestined, and everything that happened around her, good or bad, always had a reason for it.

She doesn't want to worry about it anymore, let alone it happened so many years ago, so she should let it go.

To forgive others is to forgive yourself.

"I'm not looking for it." Zheng Yihong stood behind her, her eyes focused on Lin Yuxi's body, the gentle fragrance wafted her nostrils, her heart shook, feeling unwilling.Thinking that Lin Yuxi would never belong to her, the light in his eyes dimmed inch by inch, "I can't live with others in my heart, you know."

Straightening her back, Lin Yuxi tilted her head slightly, her voice was still cold, "You don't owe me anything anymore. You have punished yourself enough for so many years."

"No more self-torture."

Zheng Yihong bowed her head in silence, the elevator door opened slowly, Lin Yuxi walked out first, she followed quickly, hesitated but couldn't help tilting her head and said in a flattering tone: "I know you are not happy, if she bullies you You, or she has another woman, let you down, you still have me...I can..."

Lin Yuxi suddenly stopped, Zheng Yihong staggered, her heart beat rapidly, she stood in front of Lin Yuxi like a child who made a mistake, she lowered her eyes and dared not look at her, but her cheeks were full of red , spreading to the base of the ear in clusters.

Lin Yuxi stopped at the corner of the corridor, she raised her head, her temperament was as cold as ice jade, her bright black eyes stared at Zheng Yihong as cold as frost, and said: "I hope you don't have such thoughts anymore, let alone Say it. Just because I forgive you doesn’t mean I can accept you. I am a woman with a family. No matter how she treats me, that’s my business. You know."

"Yuxi." As soon as she finished speaking, Lin Yuxi heard someone calling her name in the distance, her heart trembled, she tilted her head, and saw Zhou Mo's long curly hair scattered on her shoulders, facing the yellow light above her head, dragging her luggage The box came towards them.

The author has something to say: the exclamation point will be modified one after another in the previous chapter V. I'm sorry. I read the comments before and found out that my exclamation point is really embarrassing.

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