Professor Lin's middle-aged love

Lin Yuxi didn't expect to see Zhou Mo here. She stared blankly at the man who smiled and looked at herself, and came slowly. For a moment, Lin Yuxi felt that she was deceived.

Standing still in front of them, Zhou Mo glanced at Lin Yuxi's face, then turned his head to look at Zheng Yihong, who had an unattractive complexion, and said, "Professor Zheng, long time no see."

Worried that the conversation between her and Lin Yuxi was overheard by the other party, Zheng Yihong's face suddenly changed, and she nodded awkwardly. When she looked at Lin Yuxi again, her expression was complicated.

Lin Yuxi didn't look at her or Zhou Mo, but lowered her eyes, her curly eyelashes were dyed with an orange halo, and she blinked slightly.

After being silent for a while, Zhou Mo took the initiative to hold Lin Yuxi's hand. The moment they held each other, she keenly felt the slightly trembling hand of the other party, which was cold.

Walking to the door, seeing Zheng Yihong swiping his card first to enter his room, Lin Yuxi pulled out his hand and swiped his card to enter the door.

The rooms are not spacious but bright and spotlessly clean.Zhou Mo glanced around, noticed a box of cold medicine on the table, frowned slightly, and asked, "Have you caught a cold?"

Lin Yuxi paused when he took off his coat, and responded softly, "Yes."

Thinking that she always got up in the middle of the night and stood in front of the window in a daze recently, maybe she had caught a cold.Zhou Mo frowned, secretly blaming himself.

Lin Yuxi's answer was as cold as ever, and she returned to the time when they were not together in a trance. Lin Yuxi treated her like this, with few words and few expressions, and she hardly smiled at her.

Pushing the luggage to the wall and putting it away, Zhou Mo walked over a few steps and said softly, "Yuxi, let's talk, shall we?" He reached out and gently held her arm, and the two stood facing each other.

Looking up at her, Lin Yuxi was stunned.These days are not easy for her, she has a lot of things on her mind, she wants to let go but can't let go, but she decides to stay with Zhou Mo and the two of them can't go back to the way they were before. When she was about to collapse, she was notified by the school that she was going on a business trip .Sitting on the plane, looking at the blue sky surrounded by clouds and mist, I was stunned.

The clouds were spotlessly white, as soft as cotton, and scattered in strands of silk.

Closing his eyes tiredly, Lin Yuxi kneaded his forehead with one hand. Although the knot in his heart had not been untied, at least he could escape for a moment.

"Okay." Responding softly to her, Lin Yuxi turned around, walked to the rattan chair opposite the bed and sat down. She raised her eyes and looked at Zhou Mo who was standing there for a moment, and said first: "Zhou Mo, we Calm down, I think...you need time, and so do I."

"What do you mean?" Zhou Mo's heart skipped a beat, he walked up to Lin Yuxi and squatted down, looking up at her.

She lowered her head and pondered for a while, and when she raised her head again, the corners of Lin Yuxi's eyes were slightly red, "The exchange meeting will end in a few days, and I want to go back to my place for a few days..."

"Don't." Zhou Mo interrupted her, held her hand in the palm of his hand, and clenched it tightly, "I neglected you a while ago, it was my fault, I apologize to you, we will not separate, okay?"

"It's not separation, it's just to calm down for a while, when you think it through..."

"I think clearly, you are my wife, I love you." Zhou Mo blurted out almost without any reaction, her eyes were wide open and she stared at Lin Yuxi, seeing tears glistening in her slightly dazed eyes, heartbroken .

As she spoke, she buried her head in Lin Yuxi's waist, hugged her waist tightly, and said in a muffled voice: "My wife, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

She doesn't know what's wrong with her recently. Ever since she recalled that experience, her emotions have always been complicated. She loves Lin Yuxi, but she did hurt her very deeply.

Looking down at the person lying on her lap, Lin Yuxi sighed, raised her hand and slowly landed on Zhou Mo's head, her fingertips ran through her silky hair, feeling cool like running water.

"Zhou Mo, who am I?" The voice was soft and shallow, revealing a sense of powerlessness.

"Huh?" Zhou Mo didn't understand the meaning of her words, raised his head, and looked at her inexplicably.Lin Yuxi took a deep breath, turned her head to look at the high-rise buildings with neon lights outside the window, and said slowly: "I am Lin Yuxi, not Lin Qingshu."

Her voice was as cold as the snow outside the window, with a hint of coolness.

The air stagnates for a moment, it is quiet, and you can hear the drop of a needle.

Lin Yuxi turned her head, her eyes were obviously hurt, she bit her lip until she tasted the bloody smell on the tip of her tongue, she was silent for a moment, and then tremblingly said: "There are no moles in the corners of my eyes."

Frowning, she continued: "Don't try to find my sister's shadow in me, I am not her, and I can't replace her. Sister..."

Lin Yuxi suddenly choked up, and whispered half guiltily and half lonely, "Sister is irreplaceable, no one can replace her, no one..."

The more she talked, the more pain Lin Yuxi felt in her heart, her internal organs trembled, her slender fingers clenched the armrest of the seat tightly, she closed her eyes in pain, and crystal tears fell down on the back of Zhou Mo's hand , scorching hot.

She owed her sister a lifetime and couldn't repay it.If Zhou Moruo loved her sister, it undoubtedly aggravated her sense of guilt.She felt that if Zhou Mo had been by her side to take care of her sister instead of Meng Hao, maybe, maybe her sister would not have died.

Like her, endometrial cancer, early detection and early surgery, my sister can survive.

She has experienced the feeling of having a lover by her side to encourage her. During her time, she relied on this strength to support her.

My sister can do it too.

Thinking of this, Lin Yuxi's heart felt like a mountain was crushed, and the sharp edge of the mountain cut through her heart, and blood oozed out.

She was in pain, but the pain was no more than one ten thousandth of what her sister had endured.She blamed herself, but it didn't help.She couldn't save her sister, but she seemed to have seized the happiness that should belong to her sister.

Lin Yuxi seemed to have fallen into a dead end, or fell into a swamp. She couldn't see everything clearly, and only blamed herself for all the crimes. The more she struggled, the deeper she sank.

She shouldn't have happiness, let alone love Zhou Mo.

"Yuxi..." Zhou Mo saw her suppressed weeping, heartache and self-blame, she raised her hand to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, but the other party dodged her.

"Don't touch me." Lin Yuxi came back to her senses, her voice of refusal was soft but firm.Because of forbearance, her shoulders twitched slightly. She was trying to control herself, but found that in front of Zhou Mo, when she spoke her mind, the kind of grievance and guilt towards her sister was unspeakable.

Really unable to control her emotions about to collapse, Lin Yuxi suddenly stood up, walked to the window, turned her back to the man and raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face.She took a deep breath, and the hot tears welled up in her eyes again, she suddenly covered her face with her hands, lowered her head and choked up silently.

Zhou Mo squatted there and looked back at Lin Yuxi's thin figure trembling under the dim light, seeing that she was holding back even crying, wishing he could bear all this for her like a sharp pain in his heart.

However, if the pain is said, isn't he giving it to her?It was she who made Yuxi suffer so much, it was her...

She is the culprit. On the day of the wedding, she promised to love her and protect her.

Now, the person who hurt her the most has become herself, and Zhou Mo's heart aches beyond measure.She lowered her head and bit her lips tightly. Hearing Lin Yuxi choked up in a low voice, she slowly clenched her fists.

I don't know how long it took, until Zhou Mo's squatting legs felt the slightest numbness, and she stood up slowly while supporting the wicker chair.

"Yuxi." With both hands tentatively around Lin Yuxi's waist, she turned her body around.Zhou Mo concentrated on seeing Lin Yuxi's red and swollen eyes, tears filled her eyelashes, and held her face with trembling hands.She wanted to open her lips, but her voice suddenly choked up. She swallowed hard and said tremblingly: "Yuxi, you are Lin Yuxi, the woman I love the most and the only one I love deeply, and my feelings for my sister... …different."

Wiping away the tears on her cheeks with her fingertips, Zhou Mo's eyes turned red, she couldn't see Lin Yuxi being so hurt, "I'm sorry, it's my fault that you have suffered so much by yourself in the past few days."

After venting with forbearance just now, Lin Yuxi also calmed down.She raised her eyes, staring at Zhou Mo with wet eyes, feeling her fingertips gently stroking her cheek, her red lips trembling uncontrollably, she didn't say a word, just stared at her blankly.

"I admit that I was confused for a moment at the beginning. I couldn't figure out my feelings for my sister, because I could only draw my sister, which made me unbelievable. I obviously love you, but there is always another kind of love in my heart. Voice, I can always dream of my sister’s shadow at night, during that time... I was really broken, I know, you are also in pain." Zhou Mo explained, lowering his eyes and sighing, "I don't want this to always happen. I was among us, so I went to see a psychiatrist. Last night, I read my sister’s diary. I think I’m probably the same as my sister. At first, I couldn’t figure out the feelings for each other. It took a long time to realize that it wasn’t Love, there may be feelings of liking, but it is more of an attachment."

After being silent for a while, Zhou Mo dragged Lin Yuxi's cheek with his palm, watching her listen to him without blinking her eyes, she was very obedient, and her heart was incredibly soft, "I guess, my sister probably treats me because she also A younger sister, that's why the inexplicable desire to protect rises, so she treats me meticulously. As for me...do you know?"

Zhou Mo looked past Lin Yu and looked out of the window to the farthest place, the hazy mountains, "The day I escaped, I thought I would not live long. My bones felt as if they were about to be broken. The pain was so painful. Heavy rain It hit me, and I was lying in the mud, unable to move, I had no strength."

"Later, I felt someone hugging me. In fact, I couldn't see the other person's appearance clearly at that time. The hazy figure was a beautiful sister. I lay in her arms and felt like she was a beautiful girl. It warmed me like a beam of light." Zhou Mo pursed her lips, carefully recalling the feelings at that time, and said: "I seem to have grasped hope, I hid in her arms, that feeling I will never forget , so gentle."

The author has something to say: If you want to abuse Zhou, you must abuse Professor Lin, so let's take it easy, Lin is too difficult.This chapter did not check typos, I will come back to check later, sorry.

I just wrote a request for leave, so I will change it now, and I will try to update it tomorrow.Complete the rest of the content well, give everyone an explanation, and give the role an explanation for me.It will pass, I thought.Sorry to bother you.Thank you for your support, I don't know what to say, in short, I'm sorry, thank you.