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There is actually only a thin line between heaven and hell.

After great joy, it is often not great emptiness and loneliness, but great pain.

Why is this so, perhaps the psychological contrast is too great.

There is comparison, so it feels more painful.

After experiencing the pain, Qu You understood this truth.

He told himself that it is necessary to look at everyone and everything with a flat eye, not to be overjoyed or sad, not to expect too much, not to blame others, not to be disappointed in the world... To be able to maintain a calm but persistent positive attitude towards life.

What happened to make Qu Youlai think about this question all of a sudden, and come to such a conclusion to convince himself?

When Qu You thinks back in his later life, he feels that his life has gone on an unknown path because of this incident.

Become an indelible ink dot in his life.

He still remembered that night, under the cold brilliance of the first quarter moon, in Ninghe's village, there were only frogs and cicadas singing.

He had already had dinner, and he was sitting in the yard, holding the lamp to read a book, while his mother was watching TV, and his cousin from Dad's family came to visit his house, and left feeling bored.

By nine o'clock, Ji Hong still hadn't come to his house, Qu You asked his mother several times, "Does Brother Ji Hong want to come?"

Mother Qu said, "If you come, you can treat him, if you don't come, forget it. He might have a wake at night, and he didn't come to play."

Qu You was a little disappointed by her mother's words, and couldn't finish her homework, so she sat there and became dazed again.

It was past ten o'clock when Ji Hong came, and Mother Qu also packed up the TV set, ready to go to bed.

Seeing him, Qu You was very happy. The conversation with Ji Hong this evening made him put Ji Hong in the position of a bosom friend.

When it was time to go upstairs to sleep with Ji Hong, Qu You was also excited, and sat on the bed and didn’t want to sleep. He continued to talk to Ji Hong, and asked about Ji Hong’s recent situation. Before that, Qu You was talking about himself. This is the first time I have asked about Ji Hong's situation.

Ji Hong said something casually, and didn't pay much attention to Qu You's question. That night, he was a little absent-minded.

But Qu You didn't notice Ji Hong's absent-mindedness. Moreover, Ji Hong said that he had passed the college entrance examination in the second year of high school, which made him very surprised.

Everyone admires powerful people, right? Qu You has never been jealous, and he can always show his admiration for others on his face. He said in amazement, "Brother Ji Hong, you are really amazing."

Ji Hong looked at him, his eyes were deep as if there was an evil spirit lurking inside, and his tone was very flat, "This is so powerful."

Qu You took Ji Hong's bland tone as his modesty, and after he said something, he asked cautiously, "Brother Ji Hong, do you have a girlfriend?"

Qu You regards love matters as personal privacy, and thinks that Ji Hong should not be asked, but wants to know, so she is so cautious and tentatively asks.

Ji Hong raised his eyes and said, "I have a girlfriend."

Can't Qu You ask if your girlfriend is pretty, what kind of personality is she, who is she, and is she a classmate as easily as Ji Hong asked him?In that case, Qu You couldn't ask any questions, so he opened his mouth and didn't make a sound. When he saw Ji Hongchao looking at him, he showed a slightly shy smile, and then quickly broke the awkward situation, saying, "We Turn off the lights and go to sleep, are you going to get up early tomorrow..."

After turning off the lights and going to sleep, Qu You couldn't fall asleep for a while, but Ji Hong's breath was steady and slightly heavy, he didn't know if Ji Hong fell asleep.

Qu You felt that the change in the atmosphere between himself and Ji Hong came after he asked Ji Hong if he had a girlfriend. Is the relationship not so good?Ji Hong had a mobile phone with him, but he didn't hear Ji Hong and his girlfriend talking on the phone.

Qu You wanted to apologize to Ji Hong, but it took him a long time to make a sound, "Brother Ji Hong, are you asleep?"

Naturally, Ji Hong hadn't slept all the time. There was a monster buried in his heart all the time. When he saw Qu You, he scratched his heart with all his claws.

The monster clashed and tried to escape.

Although he knew that there was a monster in his heart, Ji Hong didn't feel scared or nervous because of it, he just looked at the monster coldly, and calmly analyzed and suppressed it.

Ji Hong didn't answer Qu You, which made Qu You think he was asleep, so he sighed in disappointment, propped himself up to look at Ji Hong, and reached out to touch Ji Hong's arm.

Ji Hong didn't move, Qu You had to fall back to sleep.

The powerful biological clock made Qu You, who was spinning around in his mind, had to be confused and fell into sleep.

But he was not asleep. When Ji Hong's hand suddenly grabbed his arm, because Ji Hong's strength was so great that it hurt him, he woke up suddenly, but his mind was a little confused for a while, Time made no sound.

Before Qu You could react, Ji Hong turned over and pressed on him, one hand tightly grasped his arm, and the other pressed his shoulder. At that moment, Qu You felt very clearly, but also Only here is a clear feeling, everything after that is like a sudden disaster, because a series of emotions such as fear, panic, and bewilderment have confused his thinking and memory.

His memory after that is blurry, like snowflakes on the image.

Ji Hong's mind is clear, very clear, and terrifyingly calm.

He fully understands what he is doing, and because he understands, there is a voice in his head commanding loudly and calmly, possess him, you should have him now, and having him now is to have the most beautiful him, That is to say, if you have all of him, all of him, and you can keep the best memory of him, the future him will no longer be worth thinking about.

Ji Hong's mind is calm and clear, but his movements are violent, and his body is agitated.

Qu You was roughly kissed by him, licked and gnawed on his lips, and the wide pajama pants with elastic band were pulled off by him with one hand, including the panties.

Qu You's pants were ripped off, and he recovered from the shock and bewilderment, and began to struggle, but Ji Hong was much taller than him and had great strength, so he was easily suppressed.

Qu You stared at Ji Hong with terrified eyes, and Ji Hong leaned down to kiss him again, his long tongue went straight in, and after some stirring, he started to lick and gnaw the kiss again.

Qu You saw Ji Hong's magnified face at such a close distance. He didn't recognize this face at all, it was completely unfamiliar. In Qu You's eyes, everything is part of a devil.

The hand that kneaded and pinched his body made Qu You afraid and disgusted.

He turned and struggled, but his body trembled because of extreme fear, and all his strength seemed to be used in the convulsions of his body, and he couldn't use his hands and feet.

He felt like he was in a nightmare at this time. In this nightmare, he knew that the devil was about to eat him, but he couldn't move, and he didn't have any strength. This kind of consciousness only made people more scared.

Ji Hong tore off Qu You's shirt, tightly entwined his two wrists, gnawed on his shoulders and collarbone, and then went down, the young man's body smelled fresh, and even more faintly sweet It emanates from this delicate and smooth skin and wraps around the tip of his nose, making him even more excited.

The excitement of lust made him not have much energy to properly expand the body below him, he turned Qu You who was whimpering, separated his legs, and rushed in like this.

The severe pain caused Qu You to let out a scream, but Ji Hong covered his mouth, and Ji Hong moved slowly.

It must be bleeding, Qu You can't feel that he is bleeding, Ji Hong can feel it.

The tightness inside made Ji Hong extremely painful, but this kind of pain was unbearable for ordinary people, but he only felt more excited. He slapped Qu You's buttocks a few times, and held his flexible waist that was even unbearable to hold. Limbs moved, Qu You seemed to be dead, the severe pain made him paralyzed, his heart constricted, and his brain went blank.

After a burst of severe pain, he came back to his senses slightly. The collision in his body confused him, and his consciousness was also shaken by the constantly bumped and shaking body.Only the pain is clear, everything else is a blur.

The scalding hot liquid shot deep into the intestinal tract, and Qu You passed out.

Panting heavily, Ji Hong withdrew from Qu You's body. He stared at the fainted Qu You, and untied his tied hands.After a while, she stretched out her fingers to stroke his cheek, then bent down to kiss his face, nose, and lips.

Ji Hong sat naked on the bed for a while, lowered his head, his long forehead spread out to cover his cold eyes, he looked at Qu You, then stretched his hand up Qu You's body, stroking, The tender and supple skin made the devil in his body slowly calm down.

I don't know how long it has been like this, his sweaty body feels cold due to the evening wind, Ji Hong finds out his own clothes and puts them on slowly, then picks up the thin blanket that has been kicked under the bed and puts it on Qu You's bed body.

The gentle moonlight is like gentle spring water, filling the whole space, and Qu You's face is covered with a layer of lifeless white in the faint light.

Ji Hong took one last look at him, packed the bag containing his supplies, and left with the bag. He closed the door of Qu You's room and went downstairs. When he opened the door of Qu You's house, Mother Qu woke up a little, but the room The sound of the whirling electric fan covered the sound of the door opening, and Ji Hong left, leaving the Qu's house.

Under the moonlight, the breeze was blowing on the face, and the fragrance of lotus was faint. Ji Hong took a deep breath, returned to his grandmother's house, took a bath, and continued to sleep.

His grandmother's old house has quite a few rooms inside. The room that Ji Hong has been living in is completely unoccupied. He leans on the bed and looks at the empty bookshelf that has no books. The feeling of kissing the little Qu You for the first time in it was exciting, nervous, and a little scared.

But he finally had him today, broke him, made him never be him again.