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Because of the changes in the family, Qu You became more silent, maybe it is more accurate to say that he is autistic.

He used to be silent, but now he is unwilling to communicate with others and is always alone.

The Qu family sold the house, and Qu's mother is not interested in anything else, only Qu You.

She rented a house near the school, and only had one room, plus a little space in the corridor that was entitled to be used as a kitchen.

Qu You and her mother lived in a room with a green curtain drawn between them.

What Qu's mother meant was that Qu You took the college entrance examination well. After he went to university, she followed him to find a job in a big city, so as to earn Qu You's tuition and living expenses. Naturally, the debts at home had to wait for Qu You and Qu You. After Qu Fu worked, he earned money and paid it back.

At the end of the college entrance examination, Qu You knew that he did not do well in the college entrance examination, but he had no way to tell his mother to let her down.

Qu's mother pushed a cart near Qu You's school to sell ice, water, fruits and other things. After Qu You's college entrance examination, she went to help her keep the stall to earn some living expenses. Qu You didn't see her mother give her the living expenses of Qu Fu. hit.

This made Qu You very puzzled, but he didn't ask.

The grades come down on the twentieth day. This is the first year that they will fill in the volunteers after the grades are issued.

Qu You didn't score [-] in the first estimate, so he didn't dare to tell Qu's mother and Qu Fu. When the teacher asked him, he was also very hesitant. After the grades came back, he didn't fall too far, after all, his academic foundation is there.

But it is only eight points higher than the key line, which is very difficult to fill in the volunteers.

When Qu You was entangled in her choice of choice, a piece of good news came to the Qu family.

Qu You's village and their village's land will be expropriated by the state, and it seems that the new municipal facilities will be moved there.

This rumor has been around for a long time, and people are numb to hearing it, because it has not been confirmed, and everyone dare not guarantee that it must be repaired there.

But now that the specific documents have been issued, the village chief secretary went to a meeting, and even the land price and crop compensation list have been issued, and all the houses in the village will be demolished, and a new place will be arranged for them to repair buildings.

Now, the Qu family will undoubtedly be able to make a fortune from it.

Mother Qu is a woman who has no intention of farming. Now that the house is sold, the land is sold. His family just cannot get the subsidy for the house, but for the newly built house, their family will be allocated to the place where the house is built. At that time, it will be a lot of money to sell the allocated building land.

Qu's mother had been worried that Qu You would not have tuition fees for studying, and that the family's debts would be repaid indefinitely, but now she finally saw some hope.

Qu’s mother’s excitement caused Qu You to also be infected with joy. Qu’s mother went to the village for a meeting. Qu You sat in front of the fruit and ice water stand to keep business. It was at the entrance of the alley opposite their school. There was a big locust tree here. , there is no sun, just to set up a stall, besides him, there are two other aunts who are setting up a stall, everyone sees that he is well-behaved, and will help him to call for business.

Qu You was reading with a voluntary book in his hand. It was a big and thick book, and there were as many colleges and universities as there were stars in it. Fortunately, Qu You was very patient. He first ticked off the ones he could apply for, and then selected them by region, and then picked them out. For the place you want to go, there are not many schools left after this, and then it depends on the major.

Although Qu You is very fanatical about philosophy, he knows that he may not be able to earn a living if he studies this, so he followed the advice of his senior teachers and his mother and sisters, and wanted to choose an engineering major.

However, looking at his small body, he himself doesn't like manual labor, so he finally decided to choose computers.

Although until now, except for touching the computer in computer class, he has never touched that machine again.

This is the first time Ji Hong came back here after his grandmother passed away.

The reason is that his grandmother's old house was left to him in the will.

His grandmother is paranoid and surly, annoying, but she is really kind to Ji Hong.

The old house was actually directly written to be inherited by Ji Hong, which made Ji Hong's uncles very angry.

So this time Ji Hong comes back to take a last look at the old house that will be demolished. After all, he has left a lot of childhood memories there, and he has to sign a document agreeing that the house will be demolished. less state subsidies.

Ji Hong wanted to forget Qu You.

It has been more than two years since the last incident. In the past two years, too many things have happened around him. He is thriving in his career and has great plans for the future.

He is an ambitious person, and he is not happy to live like an ant without a name.

These may start from his childhood experiences.

He still has no parents. He doesn't call his parents parents. He only calls them Uncle and Aunt. Although he knows that they are his parents, he can't get close to them without the title of parents. He was raised by his paranoid and surly grandmother, but he didn't like his grandmother either. The old lady used a very weird and old-fashioned way to educate him when he was a child. What he was afraid of, the old lady used this kind of thing To scare him, this formed Ji Hong's surly and gloomy character, but he buried this surly character deep down, but on the surface he was fine.But we know that dark and rotten things are more perishable the more they are placed in dark places.

To be honest, Qu's mother brought Qu You to his house, which made him feel a little normal family affection. He liked to bully Qu You when he was a child. Maybe there is a reason why he yearns for maternal love deep down in his heart. After all, Qu You has Mom, but he didn't.

Ji Hong is very proud in his heart, he yearns for honor, but he was not very good in class when he was a child, his uncoordinated movements caused the teacher and classmates to laugh at him, which caused the earliest psychological shadow on him, he has performance He has a lot of desires, but he can't get the chance to express them. Therefore, he has a gloomy personality that likes to use his brain to make suggestions for others to express.He was with Wu Zheng when he was a child, and he always planned Wu Zheng to perform, which shows this problem.

Now that Ji Hong has grown up, how can he suppress the desire in his heart to express himself and make everyone look at him with admiration? Therefore, he will definitely make a career. He has this scheming and ability, and he also has the environment and support.

When Wu Zheng said that he was a heroic figure, he was not wrong in any way.

However, whether it is a hero or a hero, people always have to give up some things in order to fulfill others.

Before Ji Hong came here, he was going to marry his chosen girlfriend.

Even a person like Ji Hong has some pre-marital depression. After all, getting married is equivalent to having a woman tied to him, and he is a family man.

He didn't want to get married, but he had to get married after weighing his interests. If he wanted the woman's wealth, he had to exchange it for something, and that was his marriage.

He is also contradictory, so coming back to the county at the end is a farewell to him in the past!

He sat all morning on the balcony outside his former room, which was vacant, buried in dust and stale smell.

But Ji Hong found tranquility there, he was going to forget about Qu You, but at this moment Qu You jumped into his heart like sunshine into his eyes.

For Qu You, Ji Hong has run through his entire growth, and he remembers everything with Ji Hong clearly.

But for Ji Hong who lives a colorful life, Qu You should be a very faint shadow, but it is not. Ji Hong finds that he can remember many things with Qu You.

The fragrance of lotus in the lotus pond not far away can be carried into this old building through the breeze, and Ji Hong can smell the fresh fragrance of lotus besides the smell of dust.

Qu You's appearance appeared in his mind, the 16-year-old boy was like a bright, clean and warm April sun, a white lotus flower in bud under the sun, and he remembered the night when he possessed Qu You, he At that time, what my gloomy heart wanted to grasp——the beauty of a young man's pure sunshine, and destroy it. After I got it, I couldn't let others get it again.

But he didn't know that people were different from everything else.

When he was a child, he had a very beautiful electric car. He liked it very much at the time, but it was broken by his uncle’s cousin who was two years younger. He glued the electric car with adhesive strips, and it could be started by remote control. However, But it was no longer beautiful. He kicked the little car that he spent most of the day gluing down the stairs and broke it into pieces. From then on, he hated that cousin, and thought that beautiful things would be destroyed if they were destroyed. , never to return to its original state.

He thinks people are the same.

However, he didn't know that people can only truly grow in various injuries. Some people are deeply imprinted by these injuries and fell down, while some people grow better with these imprints. .

He himself grew up like this, but he didn't think about it.

He never thought about what Qu You would look like two years later after going through that incident.

He drove to the school where he had been in junior high school for three years. During class hours, cars were not allowed in the school. He parked the car on the side of the road opposite the school. When he was about to get off the car, he turned his head and took a look. I saw a boy sitting there with his head down.

The boy lowered his head, but he could see his slightly light-colored soft hair, fair cheeks, pink lips, and a girlish and delicate chin. He was sitting in a white shirt and beige pants. He was not clean. The place, but it is refined, like sitting in the spring day with green grass and blue sky.

Ji Hong froze there, he could tell at a glance that it was Qu You.

Qu You is looking at something intently, writing and drawing, and won't see him.

Ji Hong's heart tightened, and a feeling of remorse rose in his heart. He suddenly thought, what happened to Qu You after he left.