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Qu You didn't want to go to Ji Hong's side, he stood there without moving.

Seeing him standing and staring in a daze in one direction, Peng Xue called him, "Qu You, what are you looking at? Let's go, let's eat."

Qu You agreed that Peng Xue would go with her, but the phone rang again, and it was still Ji Hong.

Qu You directly hung up the phone.

To Peng Xuedao, "Squad leader, you go first! My brother is here, I'll go find him."

Peng Xue responded, but said with a smile, "Aren't you going to introduce your brother to me?"

Qu You was stunned, his face turned pale, and he stammered, "Well, he...he's not my brother..."

Peng Xue didn't want Qu You to react so badly, so she quickly clarified, "It's nothing, I'm just talking casually, don't take it to heart. Then go to your brother's place, I'm leaving."

After walking two steps, he stopped and asked, "Do you want to study together at night?"

Qu You nodded, "Let's go together!"

Peng Xue waved to him with a smile and left.

Peng Xue is a mature and generous person, getting along with her will neither be dull nor feel that she is too noisy.What a very nice girl.

Qu You didn't know why she liked to walk with him, and thought, she should be a better person.He is not worth it.

Not to mention that he had sexual relations with men, even if he didn't, he felt that he was not worthy of a girl as good as Peng Xue.

In his heart, he feels that women are synonymous with beauty and sensibility, mysterious and noble, and elusive.

Perhaps it is because he has no sexual desire for women, so the more he feels that this kind of beauty comes from the soul, the more he feels that women are beautiful, and their motherhood is the most pure, eternal and great thing in the world, which breeds children and inherits them. The continuation of human beings is a stable home and the most stable sustenance in the ordinary world.

In Qu You's heart, if men set up a barrier in front of him, women are the solid ground under his feet.

He felt an admiration for his mother and sister, and he was able to transfer this feeling to other women.

Entering college, his relationship with girls is better than with boys.

Peng Xue likes him because he has no sexual desire for women, so he makes people feel pure and women like him.

It's never as good as being with a clear guy with a guy who's always staring at his face and sometimes at his boobs.

Peng Xue also understood that she was not in love with Qu You, but just fell in love with the feeling of being with Qu You.

After Peng Xue walked away, Qu You walked slowly towards Ji Hong's car.

He stopped at the door of Ji Hong's car, and Ji Hong opened the door for him to get in, but Qu You didn't sit on it, and said, "Brother Ji Hong, what do you want me to do?"

Ji Hong said, "Get in the car."

Qu You shook her head, "I won't get in the car, I have an appointment with my classmates for self-study, so I have to hurry to eat."

Ji Hongdao, "I have something to tell you, get in the car and say it."

Qu You said, "Why did you come here in person, can't you explain it clearly on the phone?"

Ji Hong stared at him, "Don't let me pull you, get in the car, I'll take you out for dinner."

Qu You still shook his head, "I'll eat at school, if you want, I'll treat you to the school cafeteria."

Ji Hong stared at Qu You and didn't speak. Qu You felt chills down his spine when he saw him, and he lost his momentum just now, so he had to sit in the passenger seat of the car.

Ji Hong said, "Close the car door. How about going to eat Yipinxiang?"

Qu You replied sullenly, "You won't listen to me when I tell you, so you can go wherever you want! I have to go to self-study at night, so I can't waste too much time."

Ji Hong didn't speak, and the car started to move.

As the car drove out of the school gate, Ji Hongcai said, "Who was that woman just now?"

Qu You caressed the pages of the book in her hand, and said, "The monitor of our class."

Ji Hong glanced at Qu You, and said, "I'm asking about her relationship with you?"

Qu You clenched the book in his hand, "It's just a classmate relationship. What do you want?"

Ji Hong said with a smile, "What can I do. You just walked away from me, and you hooked up with women, Yoyo, I really underestimated you."

Ji Hong said this very softly, but it made Qu You's spine feel colder and colder. He turned to look at Ji Hong, his face flushed, and said, "She and I are just ordinary classmates, so we won't be like you. You only have Think about those things?"

Still smiling, Ji Hong glanced at Qu You, "What's on my mind? How do you know?"

Qu You said, "You understand it yourself. You only have sexual desire in your mind. Your thoughts like this only pollute the normal communication between people and the beauty of the collision of thoughts. I don't want to tell you, please don't either. Let’s talk about me and Peng Xue again.”

Ji Hong snorted twice, a little contemptuously, Qu You was dissatisfied by his humming, but still pursed his lips and remained silent.

Yipinxiang is a Chinese home-cooked restaurant not far from Quyou School. The environment inside is elegant, and the independent cubicle space provides convenience for couples who are talking about affairs and dating. Moreover, the dishes here are very good. Ji Hong brought it with him before. Qu You came here twice.

Sitting down on the seat, Qu You remained silent. Ji Hong ordered a few dishes, all of which Qu You liked. He also ordered corn juice for Qu You, and he ordered apple cider vinegar.

Ji Hong felt that he had to drink something sour to calm down.

After the waiter left, only Ji Hong and Qu You were left in the cubicle.

The heating inside was very heavy, Ji Hong took off his coat, and Qu You, who was wearing few clothes, thought it was just right. He was showing signs of catching a cold and sneezing from time to time, but he didn't dare to ask his mother for money to buy a thicker one. He waited for the salary and manuscript fee from the magazine to buy it himself.

Qu You stared at the abstract painting on the opposite wall in a daze, Ji Hong spoke first, and said, "Yuyou, you said that you and that woman are just ordinary classmates, then I believe you. Since you are still alone, then we and Well! I don't care about the things you made me angry before, and we will still be together in the future, what do you think?"

Qu You wondered if he was wrong before, and asked Ji Honglai not to care.

Although he disapproved very much in his heart and sneered, his face was calm, he still stared blankly at the abstract painting, and said, "Brother Ji Hong, you can't do this. Although our family relies on you a lot, we all remember you." However, you cannot ask me to repay your kindness in this way. Not to mention that love can only be exchanged with love, sincerity to sincerity, and sex is the sublimation of love. If there is no love, the relationship maintained by sex , I think it is similar to physical consumption, it is the most vulgar behavior, I regret my previous behavior, so I don’t want to tarnish this supposedly beautiful thing in the future.”

Qu You's tone was not serious, and he didn't even look at Ji Hong. Ji Hong was listening to him very seriously.If it is said that Qu You lives in this mortal world, it is better to say that he lives in a world created by himself.

However, he couldn't get away from this mortal world, so he had pain and various entanglements.

Ji Hong was silent for a long time, the waiter brought over cold dishes and drinks, silently finished everything, and left again.

Ji Hong drank the sour apple cider vinegar and said, "Yuyou, you are actually doubting my feelings when you say this, aren't you? From the very beginning, you don't believe my feelings. You think I'm just doing it for Sex is here to help your family, and it is also for sex to get close to you, do you think so?"

Qu You didn't answer, but obviously agreed.

Ji Hong smiled, and said to Qu You, "Yuyou, do you know? You have a fatal weakness, do you know what it is?"

Qu You put his eyes on him, "I know that I have many weaknesses. If it is fatal, it should be greed. Do you want to talk about this?"

Ji Hong shook his head.Holding the goblet filled with apple cider vinegar to touch the undrinked corn juice in front of Qu You, the soft sound made Qu You's heart tremble.

Ji Hongdao, "No. Greed is something that everyone has. I don't even think it is a shortcoming. People have to have greed to want to get it. Only by working hard to catch it can they strive for the top and make progress. Your The Achilles' heel isn't that at all."

Qu You couldn't help being attracted by his words, and looked at him with wide eyes, "What is that?"

"There is a saying called 'Life can't be done with one's mind, even a hundred years old is especially young'. Think about yourself, you have trapped you in a small cage, have you ever lived happily in the past? You don't recognize other people's feelings , You just refuse to face your own feelings, you dare not even love or hate. You are always thinking about why people are alive, so have you ever wondered, are you alive now? Or, are you dead? You don't even look like alive, and you don't look like dead, this is not a fatal weakness."

Ji Hong stared at Qu You closely, every time he said a sentence, Qu You became more and more dazed.

Qu You stared at him with wide-eyed panicked eyes, bit his lip, and blinked after a while, as if his eyes were dry, panic flashed in his eyes, he wanted to hold himself last under Ji Hong's attack A little bit, but couldn't stop trembling.

Tears almost welled up in his eyes, he thought, has he been seen through by Ji Hong?

He didn't know how to answer Ji Hong, but fortunately the waiter came to serve the food at this time, giving him a chance to breathe.

After a few dishes were placed on the table, the waiter withdrew.

Ji Hong picked up a piece of fish for Qu You with his chopsticks, and said in a gentle and loving voice, "Come on, let's eat! Don't get hungry."

Qu You sat like that without chopsticks, and murmured, "You say that about me, isn't that what most people in this world do? I'm just the most ordinary person, so I can't avoid it. I don't look like Living is not like dying, so what about you, you say me, how much better are you than me?"

Ji Hong ate a chopstick dish, wiped his mouth with a napkin, and then looked at Qu You. His expression was serious, his eyes were deep, but the corner of his mouth was smiling.

An oncoming sense of oppression made Qu You dare not even look at him, and heard him say, "Me? As long as I still want you, I'm still alive."

He startled Qu You, and then his voice became kind again, "Yu You, why do you keep a distance from me, and don't want to be with me with ease. You always shrink like that, and you never know what it means Really alive. Then, don’t you feel that all your thoughts are also covered by a frame? In this kind of thinking, how wide do you think your sky and your vision can be.”