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"How wide can my sky be?" Qu You looked down at his fingers, which seemed to be unable to pick up and let go of anything.

He admits that everything about him is limited between gains and losses, making it difficult to move an inch.

He lowered his eyes and remained silent for a long time.

Ji Hong took some food for him again, and said, "Hurry up and eat, you have to admit that all your energy is placed on the body, and it is impossible for you to survive without the body, so you should cherish it." Take care of your body. Eat more, look at you, have you lost weight recently, in such a cold day, wearing so little clothes, don’t you feel cold?”

Qu You still sat there, motionless.

He felt very uncomfortable, but he couldn't find the reason, so he felt more and more desolate and bewildered.

Seeing that he didn't eat, Ji Hong got a little angry, put down his chopsticks, stared at him and said, "If you don't eat by yourself, do you want me to feed you?"

Ji Hong's stern words brought Qu You back to his senses, reached out to pick up the chopsticks, and began to eat the dishes slowly.

Watching him eating, Ji Hong smiled and said, "Eat more. This soup is good, try it."

After dinner, when he walked out of the restaurant, Ji Hong put his coat on Qu You, but Qu You didn't want it, Ji Hong said with a dark face, "You are still stubborn with me!"

Qu You glanced at him angrily, and stopped talking.

But the warmth on his body made him very confused, wondering why he was walking with Ji Hong again.

After getting in the car, Ji Hong turned on the heater fully and asked him, "Why don't you wear more clothes? You haven't been home recently, and you still have your thick clothes at home. You don't know how to get them when you go home. You really don't wear them every day." Are you that busy?"

Qu You sat bored, wondering if Ji Hong wanted to pretend that the last quarrel didn't exist?Now use such tricks again.Said, "I don't want to go back. And there's no reason to go."

Ji Hong's expression changed, maybe he wanted to lose his temper, but seeing Qu You hanging his head like a little daughter-in-law, he suppressed that anger, became gentle again, and reached out to hold Qu You's hand In the palm of his hand, Qu You wanted to take his hand away, but he couldn't.

Ji Hong paused for a moment before coaxing Qu You, "Are you angry with what I said to you last time? I was just angry at that time. Look at you, the older you get, the better your temper doesn't stay. My temper is getting more and more, and I always get angry with one or two words. I am so angry with you, I dare not speak of you anymore. I have to say a few angry words. If I say someone else is angry, can't you listen? Come out? I help your family and stay with you. That means I like you. You also said that sex is the sublimation of love. I love you so I want to have physical communication with you. Think about it, you give What kind of hat do I put on? You said that I was nice to you because of sex. Didn’t it turn everything upside down? But you still won’t let me say a few angry words. Once I finish speaking, you will leave. Bite me, look, I still have marks on my hands, do you know how I am waiting for you to come back to me at home? But what did you do again, you hang out with girls at school..."

Qu You's heart ached when he heard Ji Hong's words. First of all, his bones were not strong enough. If others came to be hard, he immediately became soft; secondly, his heart was not hard enough. If others were soft, he would My heart softened.

So, he is a person, no matter what, it is impossible for him to be promising.

One Qu You softened his heart because of Ji Hong's words, and the other Qu You looked at him coldly, mocking him, "Go get entangled with Ji Hong again, you will suffer when the time comes."

However, no matter how mocking Qu You was, the soft-hearted Qu You still couldn't resist.

Maybe it's not because of love, maybe it's not because of what Ji Hong said before that he doesn't feel like living now, and he doesn't feel like dying. It's just that he is always weak, and he hopes to have a support.

"Peng Xue and I are just ordinary friends, and we are also studying together. What a mess, you are insulting me." Qu You stared at Ji Hong and retorted.

Ji Hongdao, "Then you can't deny that you spend much more time with her than with me, and you spend more time thinking about her than me. Tell me about this, how can you compensate me?" .”

Qu You didn't know why the topic turned here again, how he wanted to compensate Ji Hong, why did he want to compensate Ji Hong.

Ji Hong didn't wait for Qu You to react, and continued, "Okay. Go back to live with me today! You haven't been back for two months. You have to buy a coat, or you will catch a cold, and you will know You can’t live on that little mental support.”

Qu You didn't know how to refute Ji Hong, so he just said, "I'm not going to buy a coat."

Ji Hong had already driven out of the parking lot, and turned his head to glance at him while driving, "Why not? It's so cold, you wear so little. You really think you are a child, and you want demeanor instead of temperature. Last time you said I was vain , You are not superficial, now you don’t wear thick coats in order to look flamboyant in front of girls.”

Qu You was blushed by what he said, and retorted, "That's not the case."

Ji Hong laughed at him, "How is that?"

Qu You bit her lip for a long time before answering, "I didn't bring that much money."

Ji Hong was stunned for a moment before he realized it, then smiled and said, "I brought it with me. Then I won't mortgage you in the store because of the clothes."

Qu You felt uncomfortable, he didn't want to get involved in money with Ji Hong, although Ji Hong paid his tuition fee, but he would have to pay it back in the future, and it was difficult for him to calculate the expenses like food and clothes.

He wanted to maintain his last bit of dignity in front of Ji Hong, but it seemed impossible.

Ji Hong was always able to break through all his defenses through words, and then suppress all his resistance through actions.

Qu You had the feeling of being stuck in a swamp and unable to get up.

Returning to Ji Hong's apartment, which he hadn't visited in the past two months, Qu You looked at the things inside, and found that almost nothing had changed, except that the sofa cover had been replaced with a warm winter color.

Ji Hong pushed him into the bathroom to take a bath, while Qu You sat in the hot water, feeling soft all over.

On this day, Qu You was sleeping on a soft bed. He remembered the last time he had sex with Ji Hong on it, and he couldn't help but feel confused and painful, stuck in the fog, but couldn't find an exit.

Fortunately, Ji Hong is not the kind of person who blindly attack. He sleeps in his own room upstairs, leaving Qu You his own space.

When Qu You himself didn't understand, he resumed his relationship with Ji Hong again.

The two-month-long severance of diplomatic relations ended.

Qu You has entered the final exam period, and there are more than a dozen exams, which is not easy at all.

What made Qu You heave a sigh of relief was that Ji Hong was on a business trip again, so he didn't have to worry about seeing Ji Hong greet him suddenly when he came out of the study room.

Although Ji Hong didn't tell him to think about love this time, Qu You's thinking fell into this trap.

He would think, does Ji Hong really love him?What kind of feelings does he have for Ji Hong?

Can he really break through the barrier he wants to break through?But he is just an ordinary person. He has never been a brave man who dares to face the world, nor is he a genius who regards the ordinary as nothing.

Ji Hong didn't give him a clear path, but led him into a maze, which made him want to find a guide, and now he can only find Ji Hong.

Qu You still has the last public class without an exam. He has a good memory, and he can't fail by rote memorization, so he relaxes.

Ji Hong called him and said that the plane was coming back at night, and brought him a gift, asking him to go home and wait for him at night.

Qu You doesn’t have any plans. The roommates in the dormitory are keen on playing games, but they are not allowed to use computers in their freshman year. They just spend the whole day in the Internet cafe outside. Qu You can’t play with them. When they are free, they just read Reading in the library, soaking all day, but sometimes tired.

It would be good if he wanted to go to Ji Hong's place, so as not to make Ji Hong unhappy, and he would come to the school to look for him again.

Qu You didn't want his classmates to know Ji Hong, maybe he was still worried that others would know the real relationship between him and Ji Hong!

After all, it cannot be known.