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Not only Qu You, but most people of his age are now in a state of confusion about the future.

It is obvious that you worked so hard to get into this university, but the students are either busy playing games or dating, not many of them are serious about studying. Qu You sometimes looks at them and feels confused. They worked so hard to get into this university. What is college for?

That's why Qu You likes to be with Peng Xue. This girl has an upward drive, and her smile is always full of positive hope. In her words, there will be complaints and accusations about society and reality, but she doesn't flinch in the slightest.

Qu You has no choice but to fall in love with her, just like she loves the bright sunshine.

When he was with Peng Xue, it seemed that the fog of the future had been illuminated by the sun, and he could see hope.

It's just that the entanglement with Ji Hong always makes him feel trapped and unable to get out.

It was still early for him to arrive at Jihong's apartment, but the winter sun had already set from among the tall buildings, and the dusk was coming together. Even the shining neon lights still couldn't drive away the desolation and loneliness of the city.

Qu You thought that he shouldn't make life unhappy because of Ji Hong, maybe he let himself live in a fence all his life, but he said to himself, he wants to be a happy "little pig" with only thoughts.

He said to himself that the sense of happiness comes from himself, and the sense of sorrow also comes from himself, so if he himself is happy, even Ji Hong cannot take it away.

He happily cleaned up the house, and went to buy vegetables. He stewed pig's trotters with tomatoes, yams, and mushrooms. He also prepared to make fruit salad. He washed all kinds of fruits and cut them into very regular pieces. , it is almost guaranteed that each piece will reach the same size, and it will be stored in the refrigerator for later use. As long as Ji Hong comes back, it can be eaten with salad dressing.

He felt that these things were enough for two people, so he sat on the sofa and watched TV. A foreign movie was playing in it, with a stream-of-consciousness technique. In the future, he will be stuck in his own consciousness and cannot get out, and will be treated like a lunatic.

Although he said to himself, "You are not a fish, how can you know the happiness of a fish?" How can others know that those people who live in their own consciousness are unhappy, but he still does not want to be that kind of person.

He thought, after all, he is not the kind of person who can escape from the mortal world.He hopes to communicate with the outside world.

All his foundations are on this mundane world, and it is impossible to break away from it.

Other people's evaluation of him, their love for him, their dislike of him... He can't actually treat these things as nothing, he will be affected by them, he actually cares about what others think of him.

Even Ji Hong cares about his opinion.

Qu You fell asleep on the sofa under a blanket, the pig's trotters were stewed in the kitchen, and the smell wafted out, followed by the smell of gas.

Qu You has a little consciousness, he said to himself, he can't just fall asleep like this, maybe he won't be able to wake up after falling asleep, but he has no strength, although he is conscious, but the consciousness can't control the body.

I don't know how long it took, it seemed that it was only a few minutes, and it seemed like an infinite long time, when the sound of the door being opened sounded.

He heard Ji Hong's panicked voice, and Ji Hong was calling him, "Yuyou..., Yoyo..."

Ji Hong was very anxious.

But Qu You relaxed at this time, and his consciousness was completely plunged into darkness.

When Ji Hong came back from a business trip and opened the door, he found that something was wrong. He had never encountered gas poisoning before, but he thought of this at that moment. He opened the door wide, and before he could lift the box in, he rushed into the room. , Seeing Qu You lying on the sofa, motionless, he was very panicked at that time. He wanted to shake Qu You to wake him up. After shaking Qu You twice, he realized that it was impossible. The outside rolled in, and the oncoming cold calmed Ji Hong a lot. He hurried over to hug Qu You and lay flat on the windward side. Qu You's breathing was weak, but her face was pink, which was a sign of gas poisoning.

This made Ji Hong tremble with fear, remembering the steps of artificial respiration, he calmed down, untied Qu You's collar, stroked his chest, and began to give him artificial respiration.

After artificial respiration, Qu You's condition improved a bit, Ji Hong hurriedly called an ambulance.

Qu You woke up in the hospital, he felt that he had slept for a long time, had a headache and felt uncomfortable.

A hand was tightly held by a person, he opened his eyes and looked over, vaguely looking like Ji Hong.

He moved his hands, and the dozing Ji Hong woke up, with a tired face, he looked at Qu You, who stared at him with his dark eyes, steadfastly.

Seeing him wake up, Ji Hong breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Yuyou, do you know that you have been poisoned by gas."

Qu You nodded, with a low voice and no strength, "I know, I can smell it, but I can't move my body, and I can't open the window."

Ji Hong stretched out his fingers to touch his face, and there was a strange expression on his face, like laughing or crying, "Don't cook in the future, you almost scared me to death."

He took Qu You's hand to his lips and kissed it lightly. Qu You looked at him with half-opened eyes, with complicated emotions in his heart, and asked after a while, "Where's my mother?"

Ji Hong was taken aback by his words, and then replied, "Aunt Xiao didn't know about this, and I didn't tell her. It was late, so I told her, and she was also frightened, running back and forth, which was of no benefit."

Qu You let out an "oh" and then didn't respond.

He had a headache and didn't know what to think for a while.

At that time, he did think that he was poisoned by gas, and he might die, but he was not particularly afraid, but he felt very guilty when he thought that his mother would definitely be sad.He also thought about Ji Hong again, thinking of Ji Hong returning home and seeing that he was dead, he didn't know what Ji Hong would do, but he just thought quietly, he never thought that Ji Hong would be so sad.He thinks that he still has a lot of problems that he hasn't figured out. He feels that life is just a cloud of fog. He hasn't seen it clearly yet, but he is going to die. He is a little bit reluctant, but he is not sad...

Quyou's gas poisoning was not deep, and the gas stove did not go out, but some of the water in the pot boiled out to make some unburned completely.

In addition, Ji Hong rushed back in time and handled it properly, so Qu You was fine, and he was discharged from the hospital early the next morning and could go home.

But Ji Hong didn't want him to leave the hospital, so he insisted on letting him lie in the hospital for a long time. The doctor came to persuade Ji Hong to let the patient go out, and Ji Hong scolded him coldly, so he had to let him live in the hospital.

Qu You didn't like living in the hospital, and felt that it was a waste of money, so he didn't eat lunch and left.

Ji Hong was also tired, he needed to go back and have a good rest, after making sure that Qu You was fine, he agreed to be discharged from the hospital, and then left.

Ji Hong was really frightened by what Qu You said, it can be said that he was the most frightened ever in his life.

At that time, I thought that Qu You would die and become a stiff corpse. From then on, I could not communicate with him, and I could only send him to be cremated. Then, the individual Qu You really disappeared from this world, and only remained in his consciousness. At the next trace, maybe others will still remember Qu You, but they will gradually forget him...

Thinking of this, Ji Hong was very scared.

He never thought that he would be afraid of Qu You's death before, but after experiencing his death, he realized that he is not the kind of person who can be satisfied only by spiritual aftertaste, he needs to express what he loves and thinks Only by holding what you want in the palm of your hand can you feel at ease.

After eating lunch outside, he returned home, he went to take a bath, Qu You, who was alive and kicking, went to the kitchen to see the scene, the big earthen pot for stewing soup was still there, but the contents inside were frozen due to the cold, as long as it was stewed for a while, it would be fine. can eat.

Qu You opened the kitchen window and was about to fire again, when he heard Ji Hong shouting to him outside, it almost shook the world, it was the first time Qu You knew that Ji Hong's voice could be so loud.

"Yuyou, come here quickly!"

Ji Hong was taking a bath in the downstairs bathroom, Qu You ran to the door of the bathroom, and said, "What's the matter?"

Ji Hong came to open the door naked, pulled Quyou in, and said, "Come and accompany me for a while."

Qu You looked at the water heater, and said to Ji Hong, "Brother Ji Hong, that is an electric water heater, and it won't be poisoned by gas."

Ji Hong continued to take a bath, "I know. You have to take a bath after you come out of the hospital. Come here and take a bath together."

Qu You didn't want to be with him, so he shook his head and wanted to go out.

Ji Hong reached out and grabbed Qu You, and pulled him under the water. Qu You called out, and all the clothes on his body were soaked in hot water. Ji Hong laughed, "I have to wash it if I don't. Get out of the hospital." You don’t take a shower, the hospital is full of bacteria.”

Qu You and Ji Hong were tug-of-war there, Ji Hong wanted to undress him, but he didn't want it, Qu You was very uncomfortable with his clothes wet, Ji Hong seemed to make him very happy, not tired or childish at all.

Qu You wanted to run outside until Qu You only had his panties on, but Ji Hong grabbed him and hugged him against the wall splashed with water. Qu You was yelled by the wall, "Oh, you Always playing tricks like this, let go, let go..."

Ji Hong was tickled by his thumping heart, the tentacles were Qu You's slippery body, so he couldn't control his desire, Qu You was still moving, he had already touched Qu You's bottom with one hand, and kissed next to his ear, in a low voice The voice called him with desire, "Yuyo..., Yoyo..."

Qu You was startled by Ji Hong's voice, and his body flicked as if he had been scalded. He turned around to push Ji Hong away, but Ji Hong kissed him on the lips. Ji Hong's body was very hot. You pressed tightly, and Qu You felt as if he was going to be scalded by him.

Ji Hong also took off his underwear, his palms, his lips, his eyes, his whole body was full of passion and desire, so that Qu You was also pulled into this vortex, making his skin , His entire body was also addicted to it, unable to get out.

The water sprayed from the shower head, slid over the skin, itching to the heart like a kiss.

Qu You raised her head, gasping for breath, she was weaker than lying on the sofa yesterday knowing that she had been poisoned by gas.

Ji Hong didn't go to the office in the afternoon, he hugged Qu You in his arms and lay down on the warm bed to sleep, his skin pressed against his skin, and what he breathed in his nostrils was the air called Qu You. At this time, He doesn't want to think about work.

Qu You woke up earlier than Ji Hong, he and Ji Hong were both undressed, just wrapped in the quilt, which made him very uncomfortable.

He wanted to get up and get dressed, but as long as he moved, Ji Hong would tighten his arms and hug him very uncomfortable, so he had no choice but to stay still, and he could still breathe smoothly for a while.

He thought that he had sex with Ji Hong again, and it was still in the bathroom. It was unbelievable, but he didn't feel disgusted, blamed himself, or felt guilty.

He thought that he was actually used to this kind of relationship with Ji Hong, he had already admitted this kind of relationship from the bottom of his heart, and when he thought of this, he panicked, but no matter how panicked he was, he found that he had no way to escape from this kind of relationship. situation.

And Ji Hong obviously has a girlfriend, and he has to be morally condemned if he is with Ji Hong like this.

But what's the use of mentioning this matter with Ji Hong? Didn't he mention it last time? Ji Hong didn't pay attention at all, and didn't give him an explanation afterwards, just ignoring his question.

Qu You thought that Ji Hong was a villain after all, but she was not much more noble than him.