Uncle Lai
Chapter 9, The Banquet of Chaos
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Ren Xing probably doesn't remember what he told Ren Xi when he was a child, and although Ren Xi remembers, he still likes to hear those childhood stories.He didn't have a happy childhood, but fortunately, his younger brother tasted so much joy and happiness instead of him.
Ren Xi likes to see Ren Xing's radiant face when telling stories, likes to listen to him talk about the past, and likes to share his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys.
Apart from Xiao Xun, only Ren Xing can make Ren Xi feel warm, he is his most important family member.
"Well, I was really naughty when I was a child. One day I found a dead mouse, and I quietly threw it into Dad's leather shoes, haha..."
"Then dad must be very angry, right?" Ren Xi smiled weakly, his eyes filled with tenderness, and when he faced his younger brother, he no longer had that sharp look.
"Hehe, Dad didn't wear those shoes for almost a week, and there were worms in them, and he never knew the mice I put in." Recalling the way his father grieved at the discarded shoes at that time, Ren Xing couldn't bear it. Hold on grinning.
It's still good at that time. Children don't understand anything, have no troubles, no pressure, only the love of their parents, and only the secrets of their pranks. If possible, I really don't want to grow up.
After growing up, the troubles are increasing day by day, the pressure of study and work is overwhelming, especially after understanding what love is, the pain in the heart is even more.
"Cough cough cough..." Suddenly Ren Xi started coughing violently again, Ren Xing brought him a glass of water and patted his back, which eased a little.
"Brother, you should sleep for a while, and I will call you when you have lunch at noon."
"kindness……"
Maybe it was really too tired, Ren Xi soon fell into a deep sleep, even in his sleep, his complexion was still not good, and he was always suffering from illness.
Suddenly, he felt the phone in his pocket vibrate, took it out and checked, it was Ren Xun calling.
Ren Xing quietly walked out of the ward and picked up the phone, "Hello?"
"Ren Xing, is Ren Xi okay now?" Ren Xun's voice was slightly hoarse, revealing heavy fatigue and other inaudible emotions.
"Brother just fell asleep, Ren Xun, what are you busy with, take some time to come and see brother?"
In fact, Ren Xing has always been puzzled, he has been here for several days, but Ren Xun has never been here.
He didn't know that Ren Xun was so busy with important things, but didn't he love Ren Xi, so at least he should take the time to come and have a look, right?
The man still doesn't know about the big changes in the company, and the current Ren Xun, the person he wants to see the most and the person he dares not to see is Ren Xi.
When we first met, Ren Xi was 26 years old and Ren Xun was [-] years old.
At that time, Ren Xi was in full bloom, full of vigor, and Ren Xun couldn't take his eyes off with just one glance. The ten-year-old child didn't understand many things, but he knew that he wanted to be adopted by this handsome young man. .
At that time, Ren Xun was not the best among the many children in the orphanage, nor was he the most lovable in appearance.The ten-year-old boy was skinny due to malnutrition, with a small head, single eyelids, and dark yellow skin. No matter how he looked at it, he was an ugly child. And Ren Xi, who was so outstanding, naturally would not choose such an ugly duckling among many children.
In fact, it wasn't Ren Xun that Ren Xi saw at first sight, but another white and clever little boy, but before he had time to call out that child, Ren Xun walked out first.
There was only a little timidity in the little guy's eyes, but he still mustered up his courage to say,
you take me away...
The consequences of saying this sentence can be expected, and those aunts in the orphanage will definitely scold them afterwards.
Ren Xi raised his eyebrows and looked at the skinny boy in front of him. He didn't look very eye-catching, nor was he very clever, but there was one thing he appreciated.
The little guy is a kid who knows how to seize opportunities.
Ren Xi nodded and adopted Ren Xun in this way.
The little boy has nothing like Xiao Xun in his whole body. After he was adopted, he didn't even know how to please his nominal father. He kept silent most of the time with his clumsy mouth, and he never acted like a baby.
But Ren Xi still stubbornly changed his name to Xun... In this way, he would feel that Xiao Xun was still by his side and never left.
Ren Xun didn't understand the meaning behind the name when he was a child, but he gradually understood when he grew up.
He is just a substitute for someone else.
At first, Ren Xun didn't think it was such a bad thing, at least Ren Xi needed him, so he could always stay by Ren Xi's side, which was more important than anything else.
Only later, when the misty feelings in his heart became stronger, when he thoroughly discovered the indescribable love for Ren Xi, everything became so unpleasant.
He no longer just wants to be a substitute for a dead person, he wants to get Ren Xi, all of him.
The seeds of betrayal are also gradually sprouting and growing under this kind of mood...
When I first took over Yiheng Company, there were many things to deal with, but in the end, I left those jobs and came to the hospital, and walked into the ward that I had never set foot in except when I sent Ren Xi here.
Sunlight lightly poured into the room through the window, and sprinkled on Ren Xi's pale sleeping face, quiet and solemn.
Ren Xun didn't dare to go any further, just stood quietly outside the door, quietly staring at the familiar pale face that he missed day and night.
There were many people walking on the lawn of the hospital. Ren Xing knew that Ren Xun would come, so he went out to walk around alone.
Ren Xing walked under a sycamore tree, sat down and rested against the trunk, quietly feeling the rare peace.
The breeze blows, sweeping away all distractions.
Ren Xing hugged his knees and propped his chin in a daze, his eyelids gradually became heavy, and sleepiness hit him.
In the haze, the corners of the man's mouth slightly raised, revealing a happy smile.
It's great, in the dream, I can still see that person walking towards me slowly.
Hongyan, just keep walking slowly like this, I am not afraid of waiting, even if you can’t get close to each other all the time, it doesn’t matter, as long as you know that you are walking in my direction, you will feel very happy.
It was so within reach, but he didn't dare to move, for fear that everything would be empty when the dreamer was not there.
Under the sun, Hongyan is still so handsome, still looking down on everything in the world with a cold face, but Ren Xing knows that this child's heart is gentler and more fragile than anyone else.
In fact, Lian Renxing himself can't say why he likes Hongyan. He has also thought carefully about what kind of feelings he has for Hongyan.
It seems that the relationship between liking Mu Yihe in the first love and liking Qingluo Xuran later is not the same. It is a very cherished and inexplicable relationship.
Maybe, the real accident in his life was Hongyan.
But is this dream too real?
Ren Xing foolishly looked at Hongyan who was getting closer and closer to him, and couldn't tell whether what was in front of him was a dream or reality.
Until a shadow was cast on him, until Hong Yan staggered and fell on him, Ren Xing still couldn't believe that he was not dreaming.
He has a pair of cold black eyes, and his eyes will only reveal a trace of tenderness when he looks at his precious brother. He once looked at him with disdain and contempt, and he also glared at him once, and he once looked at him passionately and madly. Staring at him and then possessing him fiercely, she once showed a fragile and helpless look in her eyes, just because she couldn't bear to lose him, she once used cold and disgusted eyes to cover up the hesitation in her heart...
Ren Xing has always liked Hong Yan's eyes.
Eyes more beautiful than any diamond in the world than stars in the sky.
But at this time, there is no more expression...
It turned out that what was in front of me was not a dream, but a reality that was more cruel than a nightmare.
He couldn't help stretching out his hands to hug the slightly helpless Hongyan tightly, feeling that the other person was slightly stunned, but his heart was filled with something warm.
Hongyan, it's great, I can have the chance to hug you again...it's great...
【25】Dream robbery (2)
In the ear, only the rustling sound of the wind blowing quietly, and the warm breath of the other party remained.
Ren Xing hugged Hong Yan's slightly stiff body tightly, afraid that he would disappear from his face if he was not careful, but he didn't know that his strength was inexplicable to the other party.
Now Hongyan can't see the face of the person hugging him, he just feels that this hug is very familiar in his heart, but he will not think that it is a man's hug, because the man has already died in a car accident...
Hong Yan began to struggle to get out of the man's arms. He didn't know if he had met some lunatic. A big man would hug him like this in broad daylight. Could it be a perverted homosexual or something?
For a long time, in Hong Yan's heart, except for Ren Xing, other homosexuals are very perverted and abnormal.In his eyes, there is no relationship between homosexuals. Most of them only want to have a quick moment and are irresponsible to the relationship. Therefore, Hongyan actually hates homosexuality, which is why he hated men so much in the beginning. one.It's just that in getting along later, Hongyan found that a man like a fool treats the feelings of the same sex a little differently, especially when he sees the man with Xu Ran together with those expressions that have never been seen in front of him, He suddenly understood that Ren Xing would really fall in love with a man, not just for a while.
It's useless to think about it now, the man is dead, and it's useless to regret anything, but the heartache, I'm afraid it will be with him for the rest of his life.
"Let me go—" Hong Yan's hearing became particularly sensitive after he lost his sight, and he heard a lot of noise coming from all around, guessing that there are many people watching him and this inexplicable man.
Ren Xing was frightened by Hong Yan's sudden growl, and the strength in his hand suddenly decreased, Hong Yan immediately took the opportunity to get up from him, with a hint of anger on his handsome face.
In his opinion, this is simply a great shame and humiliation. He thought it was a blind bastard who took the opportunity to bully him, but in fact, Hongyan suffered a lot during the period after he lost his sight. After all, he was still a handsome and handsome boy. Inevitably, people will be spied on or find opportunities to take advantage of the opportunity.
Annoyed, he wanted to escape from here immediately. If he had known that he would meet such a person again in the hospital, he would not have gone out for a walk, which caused a lot of bad luck.
Ren Xing didn't understand why Hong Yan was so angry, he just stared blankly at him turning around to leave, not even wanting the crutches that fell on the ground, just groping and walking in the opposite direction.
Hongyan's back is no longer as proud and upright as before, and now he looks very lonely, lacking that high-spirited, youthful and frivolous.
A few naughty children ran out from nowhere, rushed out and slammed into Hongyan.
"Red Rock—"
Before he had time to get up and run to Hong Yan to protect him, and before he could say the name that had been entangled in his heart and couldn't get rid of it, he saw a young woman running to Hong Yan's side and helped him up with some difficulty. His eyes were full of distress and tension.
It was she who called out his name.
"Hongyan, are you alright?"
The woman was thin and thin, but she was able to support him, ignoring the strange guessing eyes of the people around her. The woman hugged Hong Yan, stretched out her hand to straighten his slightly messy black hair, and patted the dust off his body.
Hong Yan didn't push the woman away, but instead hugged her very hard, as if the woman was the only one he could rely on.
At this moment, Ren Xing felt that his sky was gray and lost the sunshine.
Ren Xing clutched his left chest, it was so stuffy and uncomfortable, as if some insects were gnawing desperately, and it seemed that it would be broken into pieces by something, and there was only one voice in his heart that kept echoing.
Hongyan has fallen in love with someone else...
Just a moment ago, he was so happy that he was not dreaming but actually seeing Hongyan that he almost flew into the sky, but at this moment, he really hoped that he was dreaming, a ridiculous nightmare.
It's not that he didn't think that Hong Yan would fall in love with someone else after he thought he was dead, and start a new life with another person, but when everything became a reality, Ren Xing still couldn't accept it.
He thought that the relationship between them was firm enough, he thought that Hongyan also held the feeling that he would only love him for the rest of his life, he thought that it was impossible for Hongyan to fall in love with anyone else except him, but it turned out that it was all his whimsy .
Even if he gave up Xu Ran, even if he left everything to follow him to leave the United States, even if he abandoned everything just to be with him, in the end it was still not worth the tender care of a woman.
Xiao Min, you are right, a man's feelings are really worthless...
Ren Xing doesn't like to fight and grab. He has always insisted on letting things take their course, including emotional matters.
He never tried to win over Mu Yihe who had a crush on him in college, and he never thought about keeping Xu Ran after he lost his memory.
But now, the impulse in my heart is like the magma ejected from a volcanic eruption, and it is out of control.
For the first time, he wanted to do his best to restore the lost person!
The crowd had dispersed long ago, and only the two people who were totally oblivious and immersed in the world of two remained in their sights.
Ren Xing got up, patted the weeds off his pants, and walked towards the two people step by step.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it just now." Ren Xing walked behind Hong Yan with an apologetic smile, and spoke a little abruptly.
The woman blushed and gently pushed Hong Yan away, but she firmly held his arm. This scene was particularly dazzling to Ren Xing, and the smile on her face deepened a little.
"Who are you?" He keenly heard a very familiar voice, but it couldn't be that person, that person has long passed away... Every time he thinks of that man, Hong Yan feels a sharp pain in his heart, It's a pity that Ren Xing can't see through Hong Yan's heart, so he doubts his position in Hong Yan's heart.
"Uh, my name is Ren Xun (I'm sorry Ren Xun, I'll use your name for now), and I'm the one who hugged you just now..."
Hearing the second half of the sentence, Hong Yan's face became more and more gloomy. He never imagined that there was such a ignorant idiot. It's good that he didn't settle accounts with him, but he dared to come and talk!
The woman didn't see what happened just now, she seemed a little confused, "Hong Yan, did something happen just now?"
"It's okay, I just met a pervert, help me back!"
Is it abnormal... It was the same before, Ren Xing couldn't help but smile wryly, is he always that kind of abnormal person in Hong Yan's eyes?
Candle Hongyan, who Ren Xing is not afraid of death, apologized again and again: "I'm sorry, don't be angry, because you look a lot like my deceased brother, so I can't help it... I'm really sorry, I'm sorry..."
"Enough, your brother's death is none of my business, don't let me go..."
"woo woo woo woo……"
Hong Yan couldn't help being stunned, he clearly heard someone crying, and it was a man's voice? ? ?
"Oh, sir, don't be like this, Hongyan, please forgive his father, he is crying so badly..." The woman stared nervously at the crying man, it was the first time she saw a big man crying like this of.
But this man is handsome, not only will he not look ugly when he cries, but he also has a... uh, weak and watery temperament?
Ren Xing didn't want to cry at first, but when Hongyan yelled at him, all the grievance, sadness and loss in his heart burst out, and tears flowed down uncontrollably. He tried hard to wipe the tears off his face, But it kept rubbing more and more, and couldn't stop.
He bit his lips tightly to prevent the crying from overflowing, but he just couldn't control the tears, he couldn't help but buried his face into Hong Yan's chest like a coquettish child, grabbed his collar, and let the tears flow wantonly, Wet his shirt.
Hong Yan, I know that I am not good enough for you, I am so high-spirited, I have been touched by so many men, sometimes even I feel disgusting, but I still don’t want to be separated from you, I still want to be with you...
"Are you an idiot?" Hong Yan muttered to himself, but he didn't have the slightest intention to push the man away. Although he couldn't see it, even though he was not the kind of person who would sympathize with others, he still couldn't bear to push him away.
Because the man in his arms has the same smell as that person.
Ren Xun... a man whose voice is so similar to Uncle's.
The woman who was forgotten by Hongyan was stunned by the scene in front of her. She couldn't believe that Hongyan, who treats everyone with respect and indifference, would allow a strange man to wipe tears on his clothes! ?
In an instant, there seemed to be only two figures of men between the sky and the earth, the brightest and most dazzling.
From that day on, Ren Xing went to Hong Yan under the pseudonym Ren Xun, trying his best to separate him from that woman, oh, that woman named Ning Momo.
Within a day, Ren Xing seemed to be back to the little boy he fell in love with when he was young, petty and didn't like the person he liked to get close to people other than himself, while Ning Momo went with the flow and became the number one love rival in the man's heart.
In fact, I still envy Ning Momo to some extent, he can act like a baby with Hongyan, ask some silly questions, joke freely or force him to take medicine... How good would it be if that person was replaced by himself?
It's a pity that Hongyan couldn't see Ren Xing's face, and his occasional rich expressions of envy, pursed mouth, or staring eyes, otherwise, he would definitely want to push him down and squeeze him to his heart's content.
【26】Dream robbery (3)
"Brother, I met Hongyan in the hospital!"
Back in Ren Xi's ward, the man couldn't wait to tell his brother the good news, Ren Xi didn't expect to come over for a while, "Who?"
"I saw Hongyan, he is also in this hospital, what a coincidence." There was a sweet smile on Ren Xing's face, revealing a brilliance that had never been seen in this period of time.
Ren Xi looked at him silently, feeling his brother's stupidity in his heart.He has investigated the two children of the Lin family. The identities of their parents are not simple, and their own identities are also very special.Especially Hong Yan, who has hurt Ren Xing several times, is also known as a ruthless and cruel man in the underworld.
Ren Xing will probably suffer a disadvantage if he stays with that kind of person, so Ren Xi does not approve of them being together.
Suddenly remembered something, Ren Xi asked, "Didn't that Hongyan think you were dead?"
Mentioning this man seemed a little lonely, with a hint of sadness in his black eyes, "Well, I didn't tell him his real name."
Ren Xi was confused, what was meant by "not telling him his real name", could that Hong Yan be so stupid as to think that they were two people who looked exactly the same?
"Brother, Hongyan can't see me anymore...his eyes...Brother, I want to take care of him and be with him. It doesn't matter if I can't tell him that it's me for the rest of my life as someone else. By his side!"
"Xing, why are you so, ahem..." How could you be so stupid?
Ren Xi started coughing violently again, covering his mouth with his palms, desperately suppressing the pain in his body. Just now when Ren Xing was away, the doctor told him that his condition had deteriorated very seriously, and he might not live for long.
In this world, he doesn't have much to worry about, and it's all over if he dies, but the only thing he can't worry about now is Ren Xing, his silly brother, who is as innocent and clean as Xiao Xun, how can he be willing to leave him alone? In this filthy world?
Ren Xing poured a glass of water and handed it to Ren Xi. When he saw the bright red blood on his palm, he was stunned.
"Brother, are you vomiting blood!? Why are you vomiting blood? I'll go find a doctor!"
Ren Xi pulled Ren Xing back, smiled and shook his head, "No, I'll just take the medicine, don't go to the doctor."
"But you are so sick, at least let the doctor come and see..." He took out a tissue and carefully wiped off the bright red on Ren Xi's palm. His heart ached, his nose was sore, and his eyes were prickly. He didn't want to see The only family member in the world who suffers like this.
"Xing, I'm really fine, don't worry, I will take care of myself." Ren Xi's comfort seemed very weak, his voice was weak when he spoke, his face was three points paler than paper, and his body was also younger than before. He was even thinner when he saw him, and seeing him like this would only make Ren Xing more uncomfortable.
"Then you have a good rest, don't think about anything, get well soon, we still have to play chess together, and eat delicious food together, when you recover from illness, I will take you on a trip, and we will go back to our hometown to visit our parents' graves , we..." At the end of the speech, tears fell down, today, he cried twice, the first time for the boy he loved the most, and the second time for the only relative in the world.
The wind blows the white and clean curtains, and outside the window, a few birds fly far into the sky.
Ren Xi pulled the crying man into a hug, and sighed softly, "Xing, I'm really fine, cough cough, don't worry, I will get better, cough cough..."
"Really? Brother, don't lie to me."
"Really, I'm not lying to you."
At this time, Ren Xi couldn't help asking himself, if he left, would the man be able to protect himself?
Recalling the conversation with Ren Xun in the morning, the child's eyes flicker when he looks at him now, is he guilty of guilt?In fact, there is no need for that. After losing it, Ren Xicai found out that it is not really so hard to let go. Money and status are not brought with you when you die. Ren Xing is right. Those things are external objects. It doesn't matter, so he didn't mean to hate Ren Xun.
It's just that what Ren Xun told him made him even more worried about Ren Xing's situation.
It is said that Luo Xiaofeng was with Ren Xing during the period of his disappearance, and he had hinted that Ren Xun wanted to get Ren Xing, and he still had thoughts. The difficult little fox, Ren Xun told Ren Xi that Sisi's feelings for Ren Xing seemed unusual.
The more I think about it, the more I get a headache. People like them who have been in the dirty world for many years are indeed easily attracted by quiet things. In the eyes of those people, Ren Xing is a rare treasure. planted.
Ren Xi was not sure, should he respect the man's choice and bless him with Hongyan, or hand him over to Si Si or Luo Xiaofeng?
They are not so easy to deal with, wandering among those people will only bring more danger to Ren Xing, in order for his younger brother to have a safe future, he must find a satisfactory asylum for him before he dies.
Ren Xing couldn't figure out what Ren Xi was thinking, now he just wanted to take good care of Hong Yan and his brother, nothing else was important.
After Ren Xi fell asleep, Ren Xing quietly left the ward and ran to find Hong Yan.
At this time, Hongyan should be alone in the room, and he can just talk to him.
He had heard a lot about Hongyan from Ning Momo before, and only then did he know that so many things happened after he left.
After Ren Xing left Lin's house, Hong Yan saw the letter he left behind, and then saw the news of the man's death in a car accident on TV, and was greatly shocked at the time.
That night, Hong Yan and Zhang Qi went to the bar to drink together. He drank a lot that night, but he refused to stop when he was drunk. Zhang Qi had nothing to do with him.
Ning Momo worked in that bar, and was suddenly entangled by several men who insisted on taking her away. Of course she refused to leave, so she yelled for help, but no one paid any attention to her. The place who cares about an unassuming little waiter.
Ning Momo struggled with those big men, and finally seized the opportunity to escape. For some reason, she immediately noticed Hong Yan who was sitting in the corner drinking heavily, and ran to him desperately to ask him for help.
Then, Hongyan, who was drank in a daze, rescued her, and "picked up" her home like a stray dog.
Ning Momo could feel that Hongyan treated her as a younger sister, but it wasn't just that, it seemed that there were some other feelings in it, she couldn't guess what kind of feelings it was, no matter what it was, she would Deciding to take care of Hongyan was not only for saving her life that day, but also because she fell in love with him.
Later, Hong Yan's eyes were completely blind, and for some unknown reason, he left home alone, left everything behind and came to N City, and Ning Momo came along voluntarily.
After all, Ren Xing is a soft-hearted person, after hearing these things, he can't continue to hate Ning Momo, he thought, if Hong Yan really likes this innocent and cheerful girl, he can give them blessings and bless them.
Thinking about it, when he walked into the ward and saw Ning Momo lying on the bedside sleeping quietly, but his hand was always holding Hong Yan's hand, he still had the urge to spit fire and roar.
"Who?" Jingjing looked at Hongyan outside the window with those dull black eyes, keenly heard the sound of the door being pushed open, and immediately asked vigilantly.
"It's me...I came to see you..."
It was that voice again, exactly the same as the uncle's.
Hong Yan's tone softened slightly, "She is sleeping, please be quiet."
"I know..." Ren Xing felt bitter in his heart. Hong Yan's treatment of Ning Momo was indeed different from that of others. He didn't know what this difference meant, but he still felt heartache. ☆Book☆Incense☆Door☆No.☆
He didn't go to the bed, but moved a stool far away from Hongyan and sat down, and then watched Hongyan quietly, just like he used to watch him work quietly and listen to him talking on the phone quietly , quietly staring into his burning eyes as he hugged him.
The room suddenly returned to silence again, only the rustling sound of the breeze whizzing past my ears, and only the faint and quiet breathing of that person.
For a moment, Ren Xing felt an illusion of happiness in his heart.
The happiness that a man expects is actually very simple, as long as he can quietly look at the person he loves, as long as he can breathe the same air with him, that is enough.
"Ren Xun?"
"Ren Xun?"
Ren Xing forgot for a moment that he had reported his pseudonym in front of Hongyan, and it took him a long time to realize it, "Ah, what's the matter?"
Hong Yan frowned lightly, "Are you in a daze?"
"Um, I'm sorry..." He was indeed in a daze just now, blushing with embarrassment, remembering that Hongyan dislikes being ignored in person.
"Just talk, everything is fine." The most annoying thing in the dark is quietness. Hongyan had thought before that he must confine that man by his side before he lost his sight, and he was not allowed to leave even if he was blind. Then He could at least hear his voice in the strange dark world.
He didn't know that the Ren Xun he knew was the man who didn't die, but he was very happy to hear Ren Xun speak, and wanted to hear the same voice as Ren Xing.
"Oh, what are you talking about?" Secretly speechless, Hongyan was still as difficult to deal with as before, he was not allowed to speak just now, but now he is asked to speak again.
"casual."
Ren Xing thought for a while and said, "Hong Yan, may I tell you a story?"
"kindness."
After coughing twice, the man began to tell a new story he read in a book some time ago.
"Once upon a time there were three little pigs who lived happily with their mother..."
"Stop, is this story heard by a three-year-old child?" Hong Yan's face was full of black lines, he didn't expect that "Ren Xun" was such an idiot to tell him such a mentally handicapped story.
"I haven't finished talking yet. This is not the previous version of the Three Little Pigs. It's a new version. You must have never heard of it. Just listen to me. It's really interesting."
"Whatever!" Hong Yan couldn't stand the man's croaking, and interrupted him with a low growl, with an extremely ugly expression on his face.
"I promise you'll love it!"
"Then the three little pigs grew up gradually, and the mother pig asked them to build their new home. The three little pigs were all stupid, and they didn't know how to have a new home, so they decided to go to the forest to ask others to help them. Opinions from partners, Hong Yan, who do you think the boss is going to ask for advice?"
Lazily asked: "Who?"
"Boss is looking for a wild boar, hehe..."
Hong Yan listened to the idiot man's smirk in depression, thinking that he would be crazy to listen to his story!
"The eldest brother followed the wild boar and learned to find a cave to live in. The second child followed the domestic pig to live in the pigsty of the human sty. The third child found the silly pig. He asked the silly pig how to build a new home. Hongyan, guess how the silly pig answered. The third one?"
A little impatiently said: "I don't know!"
"Hehe, Hongyan is really smart, that's what the silly pig said, haha..."
Ning Momo was awakened by the man's loud noises, looked vaguely at Hong Yan with a patient and angry face, and Ren Xing who was laughing fiercely by the wall, clutching his belly, scratching his head in confusion.
Ren Xing didn't pay any attention to Hong Yan who was staring in his direction, he just laughed heartily, tears almost fell out.
Only Ning Momo could see the endless sadness behind that smile.
Ren Xing is hating himself, hating the self who was so afraid of Hongyan in the past, hating the self who always doubts Hongyan.
If it was the past, how could he tell such silly jokes to Hong Yan, how could he have the courage to bully Hong Yan, just because in his heart, they will never be equal.
He has been praying for an equal relationship, always blaming Hongyan for his contempt for him, but what about himself, when did he treat Hongyan from an equal perspective?
In my heart, Hongyan was already a level above him, so how could they become an equal relationship?
But now, he maliciously thinks that the blind Hongyan is no longer that tall boy, he is just a weak boy who is inferior to himself, so he feels that they can be equal.
Ren Xing hates the self who has such thoughts, and even more hates the self who selfishly hopes that Hongyan will never recover his eyesight!
I just don't know how he would feel if he knew that Hongyan would be rejected or even abandoned after he had been worrying about going blind.
The hearts of two people cannot get close, and all obstacles in reality become excuses for feelings.
When will that invisible barrier be eliminated?
In the dead of night, the hospital was even quieter, showing a strange color.
Tonight, Ren Xing tossed and turned, unable to sleep.
During the day, I heard Ning Momo tell a scary story. At that time, I didn't think it was particularly scary, but now the surroundings are too quiet, and I can't see anything in the pitch black. Even though I know that my brother is sleeping peacefully on the bed in the same room, he still feels scared.
Even if he is laughed at for being timid, it doesn't matter, Ren Xing still wants to return to that safe and warm embrace, hoping to be hugged by Hongyan to sleep, and his face starts to burn uncontrollably just thinking about it.
He patted his cheek to make sure that Ren Xi hadn't woken up, and then quietly opened the door and slipped out.
He was a little nervous, he knew that Ning Momo would not stay in the hospital at night, so Hong Yan was the only one there now, what should he say when he went?
It's impossible to tell him directly that you came to him because you were afraid at night, right?
Walking to the door of the Hongyan ward, he hesitated for a moment, and mustered up the courage to knock on the door twice.
"Come in!"
Walking into the ward, it was pitch black, with uncontrollable pain in my heart.
Because I can't see the lights, I won't turn on the lights even if I can't sleep. My whole body is wrapped in that layer of dark air from inside to outside, lonely and lost...
"Ren Xun?"
Ren Xing was slightly stunned, turned on the light, and saw Hongyan sitting by the window blowing the wind, outside the window the moon was bright and the stars were shining, but he couldn't see anything.
The man didn't answer, but closed the door with his backhand, and walked to Hongyan's side step by step.
"Who is it?" Hong Yan didn't feel any danger, nor did he feel uneasy, but was just wondering why the other party didn't speak.
Quietly embraced Hong Yan from behind, whispering softly in his ear, "It's me..."
"Uncle? Am I dreaming?" Hong Yan thought that maybe Ren Xun was playing a prank again, and he didn't intend to tell the truth, he was going to see what the other party was up to.
"Yes, you are dreaming, I came back to find you in a dream... Hongyan..."
If I can't face you with my real identity during the day, then at least at night, let me face you as the "dead Ren Xing".
"Tuo Meng?" Hong Yan couldn't help frowning, Ren Xun knew who the uncle he was talking about was referring to?
In his memory, neither he nor Ning Momo had ever mentioned anything about the uncle in front of him. Even if Ning Momo had told him in private, he would not know the relationship between the uncle and himself, including the death of the uncle.
He couldn't help but tentatively asked: "Uncle, are you doing well in the sky?"
"Not good, not good at all, without you in the sky
Ren Xing probably doesn't remember what he told Ren Xi when he was a child, and although Ren Xi remembers, he still likes to hear those childhood stories.He didn't have a happy childhood, but fortunately, his younger brother tasted so much joy and happiness instead of him.
Ren Xi likes to see Ren Xing's radiant face when telling stories, likes to listen to him talk about the past, and likes to share his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys.
Apart from Xiao Xun, only Ren Xing can make Ren Xi feel warm, he is his most important family member.
"Well, I was really naughty when I was a child. One day I found a dead mouse, and I quietly threw it into Dad's leather shoes, haha..."
"Then dad must be very angry, right?" Ren Xi smiled weakly, his eyes filled with tenderness, and when he faced his younger brother, he no longer had that sharp look.
"Hehe, Dad didn't wear those shoes for almost a week, and there were worms in them, and he never knew the mice I put in." Recalling the way his father grieved at the discarded shoes at that time, Ren Xing couldn't bear it. Hold on grinning.
It's still good at that time. Children don't understand anything, have no troubles, no pressure, only the love of their parents, and only the secrets of their pranks. If possible, I really don't want to grow up.
After growing up, the troubles are increasing day by day, the pressure of study and work is overwhelming, especially after understanding what love is, the pain in the heart is even more.
"Cough cough cough..." Suddenly Ren Xi started coughing violently again, Ren Xing brought him a glass of water and patted his back, which eased a little.
"Brother, you should sleep for a while, and I will call you when you have lunch at noon."
"kindness……"
Maybe it was really too tired, Ren Xi soon fell into a deep sleep, even in his sleep, his complexion was still not good, and he was always suffering from illness.
Suddenly, he felt the phone in his pocket vibrate, took it out and checked, it was Ren Xun calling.
Ren Xing quietly walked out of the ward and picked up the phone, "Hello?"
"Ren Xing, is Ren Xi okay now?" Ren Xun's voice was slightly hoarse, revealing heavy fatigue and other inaudible emotions.
"Brother just fell asleep, Ren Xun, what are you busy with, take some time to come and see brother?"
In fact, Ren Xing has always been puzzled, he has been here for several days, but Ren Xun has never been here.
He didn't know that Ren Xun was so busy with important things, but didn't he love Ren Xi, so at least he should take the time to come and have a look, right?
The man still doesn't know about the big changes in the company, and the current Ren Xun, the person he wants to see the most and the person he dares not to see is Ren Xi.
When we first met, Ren Xi was 26 years old and Ren Xun was [-] years old.
At that time, Ren Xi was in full bloom, full of vigor, and Ren Xun couldn't take his eyes off with just one glance. The ten-year-old child didn't understand many things, but he knew that he wanted to be adopted by this handsome young man. .
At that time, Ren Xun was not the best among the many children in the orphanage, nor was he the most lovable in appearance.The ten-year-old boy was skinny due to malnutrition, with a small head, single eyelids, and dark yellow skin. No matter how he looked at it, he was an ugly child. And Ren Xi, who was so outstanding, naturally would not choose such an ugly duckling among many children.
In fact, it wasn't Ren Xun that Ren Xi saw at first sight, but another white and clever little boy, but before he had time to call out that child, Ren Xun walked out first.
There was only a little timidity in the little guy's eyes, but he still mustered up his courage to say,
you take me away...
The consequences of saying this sentence can be expected, and those aunts in the orphanage will definitely scold them afterwards.
Ren Xi raised his eyebrows and looked at the skinny boy in front of him. He didn't look very eye-catching, nor was he very clever, but there was one thing he appreciated.
The little guy is a kid who knows how to seize opportunities.
Ren Xi nodded and adopted Ren Xun in this way.
The little boy has nothing like Xiao Xun in his whole body. After he was adopted, he didn't even know how to please his nominal father. He kept silent most of the time with his clumsy mouth, and he never acted like a baby.
But Ren Xi still stubbornly changed his name to Xun... In this way, he would feel that Xiao Xun was still by his side and never left.
Ren Xun didn't understand the meaning behind the name when he was a child, but he gradually understood when he grew up.
He is just a substitute for someone else.
At first, Ren Xun didn't think it was such a bad thing, at least Ren Xi needed him, so he could always stay by Ren Xi's side, which was more important than anything else.
Only later, when the misty feelings in his heart became stronger, when he thoroughly discovered the indescribable love for Ren Xi, everything became so unpleasant.
He no longer just wants to be a substitute for a dead person, he wants to get Ren Xi, all of him.
The seeds of betrayal are also gradually sprouting and growing under this kind of mood...
When I first took over Yiheng Company, there were many things to deal with, but in the end, I left those jobs and came to the hospital, and walked into the ward that I had never set foot in except when I sent Ren Xi here.
Sunlight lightly poured into the room through the window, and sprinkled on Ren Xi's pale sleeping face, quiet and solemn.
Ren Xun didn't dare to go any further, just stood quietly outside the door, quietly staring at the familiar pale face that he missed day and night.
There were many people walking on the lawn of the hospital. Ren Xing knew that Ren Xun would come, so he went out to walk around alone.
Ren Xing walked under a sycamore tree, sat down and rested against the trunk, quietly feeling the rare peace.
The breeze blows, sweeping away all distractions.
Ren Xing hugged his knees and propped his chin in a daze, his eyelids gradually became heavy, and sleepiness hit him.
In the haze, the corners of the man's mouth slightly raised, revealing a happy smile.
It's great, in the dream, I can still see that person walking towards me slowly.
Hongyan, just keep walking slowly like this, I am not afraid of waiting, even if you can’t get close to each other all the time, it doesn’t matter, as long as you know that you are walking in my direction, you will feel very happy.
It was so within reach, but he didn't dare to move, for fear that everything would be empty when the dreamer was not there.
Under the sun, Hongyan is still so handsome, still looking down on everything in the world with a cold face, but Ren Xing knows that this child's heart is gentler and more fragile than anyone else.
In fact, Lian Renxing himself can't say why he likes Hongyan. He has also thought carefully about what kind of feelings he has for Hongyan.
It seems that the relationship between liking Mu Yihe in the first love and liking Qingluo Xuran later is not the same. It is a very cherished and inexplicable relationship.
Maybe, the real accident in his life was Hongyan.
But is this dream too real?
Ren Xing foolishly looked at Hongyan who was getting closer and closer to him, and couldn't tell whether what was in front of him was a dream or reality.
Until a shadow was cast on him, until Hong Yan staggered and fell on him, Ren Xing still couldn't believe that he was not dreaming.
He has a pair of cold black eyes, and his eyes will only reveal a trace of tenderness when he looks at his precious brother. He once looked at him with disdain and contempt, and he also glared at him once, and he once looked at him passionately and madly. Staring at him and then possessing him fiercely, she once showed a fragile and helpless look in her eyes, just because she couldn't bear to lose him, she once used cold and disgusted eyes to cover up the hesitation in her heart...
Ren Xing has always liked Hong Yan's eyes.
Eyes more beautiful than any diamond in the world than stars in the sky.
But at this time, there is no more expression...
It turned out that what was in front of me was not a dream, but a reality that was more cruel than a nightmare.
He couldn't help stretching out his hands to hug the slightly helpless Hongyan tightly, feeling that the other person was slightly stunned, but his heart was filled with something warm.
Hongyan, it's great, I can have the chance to hug you again...it's great...
【25】Dream robbery (2)
In the ear, only the rustling sound of the wind blowing quietly, and the warm breath of the other party remained.
Ren Xing hugged Hong Yan's slightly stiff body tightly, afraid that he would disappear from his face if he was not careful, but he didn't know that his strength was inexplicable to the other party.
Now Hongyan can't see the face of the person hugging him, he just feels that this hug is very familiar in his heart, but he will not think that it is a man's hug, because the man has already died in a car accident...
Hong Yan began to struggle to get out of the man's arms. He didn't know if he had met some lunatic. A big man would hug him like this in broad daylight. Could it be a perverted homosexual or something?
For a long time, in Hong Yan's heart, except for Ren Xing, other homosexuals are very perverted and abnormal.In his eyes, there is no relationship between homosexuals. Most of them only want to have a quick moment and are irresponsible to the relationship. Therefore, Hongyan actually hates homosexuality, which is why he hated men so much in the beginning. one.It's just that in getting along later, Hongyan found that a man like a fool treats the feelings of the same sex a little differently, especially when he sees the man with Xu Ran together with those expressions that have never been seen in front of him, He suddenly understood that Ren Xing would really fall in love with a man, not just for a while.
It's useless to think about it now, the man is dead, and it's useless to regret anything, but the heartache, I'm afraid it will be with him for the rest of his life.
"Let me go—" Hong Yan's hearing became particularly sensitive after he lost his sight, and he heard a lot of noise coming from all around, guessing that there are many people watching him and this inexplicable man.
Ren Xing was frightened by Hong Yan's sudden growl, and the strength in his hand suddenly decreased, Hong Yan immediately took the opportunity to get up from him, with a hint of anger on his handsome face.
In his opinion, this is simply a great shame and humiliation. He thought it was a blind bastard who took the opportunity to bully him, but in fact, Hongyan suffered a lot during the period after he lost his sight. After all, he was still a handsome and handsome boy. Inevitably, people will be spied on or find opportunities to take advantage of the opportunity.
Annoyed, he wanted to escape from here immediately. If he had known that he would meet such a person again in the hospital, he would not have gone out for a walk, which caused a lot of bad luck.
Ren Xing didn't understand why Hong Yan was so angry, he just stared blankly at him turning around to leave, not even wanting the crutches that fell on the ground, just groping and walking in the opposite direction.
Hongyan's back is no longer as proud and upright as before, and now he looks very lonely, lacking that high-spirited, youthful and frivolous.
A few naughty children ran out from nowhere, rushed out and slammed into Hongyan.
"Red Rock—"
Before he had time to get up and run to Hong Yan to protect him, and before he could say the name that had been entangled in his heart and couldn't get rid of it, he saw a young woman running to Hong Yan's side and helped him up with some difficulty. His eyes were full of distress and tension.
It was she who called out his name.
"Hongyan, are you alright?"
The woman was thin and thin, but she was able to support him, ignoring the strange guessing eyes of the people around her. The woman hugged Hong Yan, stretched out her hand to straighten his slightly messy black hair, and patted the dust off his body.
Hong Yan didn't push the woman away, but instead hugged her very hard, as if the woman was the only one he could rely on.
At this moment, Ren Xing felt that his sky was gray and lost the sunshine.
Ren Xing clutched his left chest, it was so stuffy and uncomfortable, as if some insects were gnawing desperately, and it seemed that it would be broken into pieces by something, and there was only one voice in his heart that kept echoing.
Hongyan has fallen in love with someone else...
Just a moment ago, he was so happy that he was not dreaming but actually seeing Hongyan that he almost flew into the sky, but at this moment, he really hoped that he was dreaming, a ridiculous nightmare.
It's not that he didn't think that Hong Yan would fall in love with someone else after he thought he was dead, and start a new life with another person, but when everything became a reality, Ren Xing still couldn't accept it.
He thought that the relationship between them was firm enough, he thought that Hongyan also held the feeling that he would only love him for the rest of his life, he thought that it was impossible for Hongyan to fall in love with anyone else except him, but it turned out that it was all his whimsy .
Even if he gave up Xu Ran, even if he left everything to follow him to leave the United States, even if he abandoned everything just to be with him, in the end it was still not worth the tender care of a woman.
Xiao Min, you are right, a man's feelings are really worthless...
Ren Xing doesn't like to fight and grab. He has always insisted on letting things take their course, including emotional matters.
He never tried to win over Mu Yihe who had a crush on him in college, and he never thought about keeping Xu Ran after he lost his memory.
But now, the impulse in my heart is like the magma ejected from a volcanic eruption, and it is out of control.
For the first time, he wanted to do his best to restore the lost person!
The crowd had dispersed long ago, and only the two people who were totally oblivious and immersed in the world of two remained in their sights.
Ren Xing got up, patted the weeds off his pants, and walked towards the two people step by step.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it just now." Ren Xing walked behind Hong Yan with an apologetic smile, and spoke a little abruptly.
The woman blushed and gently pushed Hong Yan away, but she firmly held his arm. This scene was particularly dazzling to Ren Xing, and the smile on her face deepened a little.
"Who are you?" He keenly heard a very familiar voice, but it couldn't be that person, that person has long passed away... Every time he thinks of that man, Hong Yan feels a sharp pain in his heart, It's a pity that Ren Xing can't see through Hong Yan's heart, so he doubts his position in Hong Yan's heart.
"Uh, my name is Ren Xun (I'm sorry Ren Xun, I'll use your name for now), and I'm the one who hugged you just now..."
Hearing the second half of the sentence, Hong Yan's face became more and more gloomy. He never imagined that there was such a ignorant idiot. It's good that he didn't settle accounts with him, but he dared to come and talk!
The woman didn't see what happened just now, she seemed a little confused, "Hong Yan, did something happen just now?"
"It's okay, I just met a pervert, help me back!"
Is it abnormal... It was the same before, Ren Xing couldn't help but smile wryly, is he always that kind of abnormal person in Hong Yan's eyes?
Candle Hongyan, who Ren Xing is not afraid of death, apologized again and again: "I'm sorry, don't be angry, because you look a lot like my deceased brother, so I can't help it... I'm really sorry, I'm sorry..."
"Enough, your brother's death is none of my business, don't let me go..."
"woo woo woo woo……"
Hong Yan couldn't help being stunned, he clearly heard someone crying, and it was a man's voice? ? ?
"Oh, sir, don't be like this, Hongyan, please forgive his father, he is crying so badly..." The woman stared nervously at the crying man, it was the first time she saw a big man crying like this of.
But this man is handsome, not only will he not look ugly when he cries, but he also has a... uh, weak and watery temperament?
Ren Xing didn't want to cry at first, but when Hongyan yelled at him, all the grievance, sadness and loss in his heart burst out, and tears flowed down uncontrollably. He tried hard to wipe the tears off his face, But it kept rubbing more and more, and couldn't stop.
He bit his lips tightly to prevent the crying from overflowing, but he just couldn't control the tears, he couldn't help but buried his face into Hong Yan's chest like a coquettish child, grabbed his collar, and let the tears flow wantonly, Wet his shirt.
Hong Yan, I know that I am not good enough for you, I am so high-spirited, I have been touched by so many men, sometimes even I feel disgusting, but I still don’t want to be separated from you, I still want to be with you...
"Are you an idiot?" Hong Yan muttered to himself, but he didn't have the slightest intention to push the man away. Although he couldn't see it, even though he was not the kind of person who would sympathize with others, he still couldn't bear to push him away.
Because the man in his arms has the same smell as that person.
Ren Xun... a man whose voice is so similar to Uncle's.
The woman who was forgotten by Hongyan was stunned by the scene in front of her. She couldn't believe that Hongyan, who treats everyone with respect and indifference, would allow a strange man to wipe tears on his clothes! ?
In an instant, there seemed to be only two figures of men between the sky and the earth, the brightest and most dazzling.
From that day on, Ren Xing went to Hong Yan under the pseudonym Ren Xun, trying his best to separate him from that woman, oh, that woman named Ning Momo.
Within a day, Ren Xing seemed to be back to the little boy he fell in love with when he was young, petty and didn't like the person he liked to get close to people other than himself, while Ning Momo went with the flow and became the number one love rival in the man's heart.
In fact, I still envy Ning Momo to some extent, he can act like a baby with Hongyan, ask some silly questions, joke freely or force him to take medicine... How good would it be if that person was replaced by himself?
It's a pity that Hongyan couldn't see Ren Xing's face, and his occasional rich expressions of envy, pursed mouth, or staring eyes, otherwise, he would definitely want to push him down and squeeze him to his heart's content.
【26】Dream robbery (3)
"Brother, I met Hongyan in the hospital!"
Back in Ren Xi's ward, the man couldn't wait to tell his brother the good news, Ren Xi didn't expect to come over for a while, "Who?"
"I saw Hongyan, he is also in this hospital, what a coincidence." There was a sweet smile on Ren Xing's face, revealing a brilliance that had never been seen in this period of time.
Ren Xi looked at him silently, feeling his brother's stupidity in his heart.He has investigated the two children of the Lin family. The identities of their parents are not simple, and their own identities are also very special.Especially Hong Yan, who has hurt Ren Xing several times, is also known as a ruthless and cruel man in the underworld.
Ren Xing will probably suffer a disadvantage if he stays with that kind of person, so Ren Xi does not approve of them being together.
Suddenly remembered something, Ren Xi asked, "Didn't that Hongyan think you were dead?"
Mentioning this man seemed a little lonely, with a hint of sadness in his black eyes, "Well, I didn't tell him his real name."
Ren Xi was confused, what was meant by "not telling him his real name", could that Hong Yan be so stupid as to think that they were two people who looked exactly the same?
"Brother, Hongyan can't see me anymore...his eyes...Brother, I want to take care of him and be with him. It doesn't matter if I can't tell him that it's me for the rest of my life as someone else. By his side!"
"Xing, why are you so, ahem..." How could you be so stupid?
Ren Xi started coughing violently again, covering his mouth with his palms, desperately suppressing the pain in his body. Just now when Ren Xing was away, the doctor told him that his condition had deteriorated very seriously, and he might not live for long.
In this world, he doesn't have much to worry about, and it's all over if he dies, but the only thing he can't worry about now is Ren Xing, his silly brother, who is as innocent and clean as Xiao Xun, how can he be willing to leave him alone? In this filthy world?
Ren Xing poured a glass of water and handed it to Ren Xi. When he saw the bright red blood on his palm, he was stunned.
"Brother, are you vomiting blood!? Why are you vomiting blood? I'll go find a doctor!"
Ren Xi pulled Ren Xing back, smiled and shook his head, "No, I'll just take the medicine, don't go to the doctor."
"But you are so sick, at least let the doctor come and see..." He took out a tissue and carefully wiped off the bright red on Ren Xi's palm. His heart ached, his nose was sore, and his eyes were prickly. He didn't want to see The only family member in the world who suffers like this.
"Xing, I'm really fine, don't worry, I will take care of myself." Ren Xi's comfort seemed very weak, his voice was weak when he spoke, his face was three points paler than paper, and his body was also younger than before. He was even thinner when he saw him, and seeing him like this would only make Ren Xing more uncomfortable.
"Then you have a good rest, don't think about anything, get well soon, we still have to play chess together, and eat delicious food together, when you recover from illness, I will take you on a trip, and we will go back to our hometown to visit our parents' graves , we..." At the end of the speech, tears fell down, today, he cried twice, the first time for the boy he loved the most, and the second time for the only relative in the world.
The wind blows the white and clean curtains, and outside the window, a few birds fly far into the sky.
Ren Xi pulled the crying man into a hug, and sighed softly, "Xing, I'm really fine, cough cough, don't worry, I will get better, cough cough..."
"Really? Brother, don't lie to me."
"Really, I'm not lying to you."
At this time, Ren Xi couldn't help asking himself, if he left, would the man be able to protect himself?
Recalling the conversation with Ren Xun in the morning, the child's eyes flicker when he looks at him now, is he guilty of guilt?In fact, there is no need for that. After losing it, Ren Xicai found out that it is not really so hard to let go. Money and status are not brought with you when you die. Ren Xing is right. Those things are external objects. It doesn't matter, so he didn't mean to hate Ren Xun.
It's just that what Ren Xun told him made him even more worried about Ren Xing's situation.
It is said that Luo Xiaofeng was with Ren Xing during the period of his disappearance, and he had hinted that Ren Xun wanted to get Ren Xing, and he still had thoughts. The difficult little fox, Ren Xun told Ren Xi that Sisi's feelings for Ren Xing seemed unusual.
The more I think about it, the more I get a headache. People like them who have been in the dirty world for many years are indeed easily attracted by quiet things. In the eyes of those people, Ren Xing is a rare treasure. planted.
Ren Xi was not sure, should he respect the man's choice and bless him with Hongyan, or hand him over to Si Si or Luo Xiaofeng?
They are not so easy to deal with, wandering among those people will only bring more danger to Ren Xing, in order for his younger brother to have a safe future, he must find a satisfactory asylum for him before he dies.
Ren Xing couldn't figure out what Ren Xi was thinking, now he just wanted to take good care of Hong Yan and his brother, nothing else was important.
After Ren Xi fell asleep, Ren Xing quietly left the ward and ran to find Hong Yan.
At this time, Hongyan should be alone in the room, and he can just talk to him.
He had heard a lot about Hongyan from Ning Momo before, and only then did he know that so many things happened after he left.
After Ren Xing left Lin's house, Hong Yan saw the letter he left behind, and then saw the news of the man's death in a car accident on TV, and was greatly shocked at the time.
That night, Hong Yan and Zhang Qi went to the bar to drink together. He drank a lot that night, but he refused to stop when he was drunk. Zhang Qi had nothing to do with him.
Ning Momo worked in that bar, and was suddenly entangled by several men who insisted on taking her away. Of course she refused to leave, so she yelled for help, but no one paid any attention to her. The place who cares about an unassuming little waiter.
Ning Momo struggled with those big men, and finally seized the opportunity to escape. For some reason, she immediately noticed Hong Yan who was sitting in the corner drinking heavily, and ran to him desperately to ask him for help.
Then, Hongyan, who was drank in a daze, rescued her, and "picked up" her home like a stray dog.
Ning Momo could feel that Hongyan treated her as a younger sister, but it wasn't just that, it seemed that there were some other feelings in it, she couldn't guess what kind of feelings it was, no matter what it was, she would Deciding to take care of Hongyan was not only for saving her life that day, but also because she fell in love with him.
Later, Hong Yan's eyes were completely blind, and for some unknown reason, he left home alone, left everything behind and came to N City, and Ning Momo came along voluntarily.
After all, Ren Xing is a soft-hearted person, after hearing these things, he can't continue to hate Ning Momo, he thought, if Hong Yan really likes this innocent and cheerful girl, he can give them blessings and bless them.
Thinking about it, when he walked into the ward and saw Ning Momo lying on the bedside sleeping quietly, but his hand was always holding Hong Yan's hand, he still had the urge to spit fire and roar.
"Who?" Jingjing looked at Hongyan outside the window with those dull black eyes, keenly heard the sound of the door being pushed open, and immediately asked vigilantly.
"It's me...I came to see you..."
It was that voice again, exactly the same as the uncle's.
Hong Yan's tone softened slightly, "She is sleeping, please be quiet."
"I know..." Ren Xing felt bitter in his heart. Hong Yan's treatment of Ning Momo was indeed different from that of others. He didn't know what this difference meant, but he still felt heartache. ☆Book☆Incense☆Door☆No.☆
He didn't go to the bed, but moved a stool far away from Hongyan and sat down, and then watched Hongyan quietly, just like he used to watch him work quietly and listen to him talking on the phone quietly , quietly staring into his burning eyes as he hugged him.
The room suddenly returned to silence again, only the rustling sound of the breeze whizzing past my ears, and only the faint and quiet breathing of that person.
For a moment, Ren Xing felt an illusion of happiness in his heart.
The happiness that a man expects is actually very simple, as long as he can quietly look at the person he loves, as long as he can breathe the same air with him, that is enough.
"Ren Xun?"
"Ren Xun?"
Ren Xing forgot for a moment that he had reported his pseudonym in front of Hongyan, and it took him a long time to realize it, "Ah, what's the matter?"
Hong Yan frowned lightly, "Are you in a daze?"
"Um, I'm sorry..." He was indeed in a daze just now, blushing with embarrassment, remembering that Hongyan dislikes being ignored in person.
"Just talk, everything is fine." The most annoying thing in the dark is quietness. Hongyan had thought before that he must confine that man by his side before he lost his sight, and he was not allowed to leave even if he was blind. Then He could at least hear his voice in the strange dark world.
He didn't know that the Ren Xun he knew was the man who didn't die, but he was very happy to hear Ren Xun speak, and wanted to hear the same voice as Ren Xing.
"Oh, what are you talking about?" Secretly speechless, Hongyan was still as difficult to deal with as before, he was not allowed to speak just now, but now he is asked to speak again.
"casual."
Ren Xing thought for a while and said, "Hong Yan, may I tell you a story?"
"kindness."
After coughing twice, the man began to tell a new story he read in a book some time ago.
"Once upon a time there were three little pigs who lived happily with their mother..."
"Stop, is this story heard by a three-year-old child?" Hong Yan's face was full of black lines, he didn't expect that "Ren Xun" was such an idiot to tell him such a mentally handicapped story.
"I haven't finished talking yet. This is not the previous version of the Three Little Pigs. It's a new version. You must have never heard of it. Just listen to me. It's really interesting."
"Whatever!" Hong Yan couldn't stand the man's croaking, and interrupted him with a low growl, with an extremely ugly expression on his face.
"I promise you'll love it!"
"Then the three little pigs grew up gradually, and the mother pig asked them to build their new home. The three little pigs were all stupid, and they didn't know how to have a new home, so they decided to go to the forest to ask others to help them. Opinions from partners, Hong Yan, who do you think the boss is going to ask for advice?"
Lazily asked: "Who?"
"Boss is looking for a wild boar, hehe..."
Hong Yan listened to the idiot man's smirk in depression, thinking that he would be crazy to listen to his story!
"The eldest brother followed the wild boar and learned to find a cave to live in. The second child followed the domestic pig to live in the pigsty of the human sty. The third child found the silly pig. He asked the silly pig how to build a new home. Hongyan, guess how the silly pig answered. The third one?"
A little impatiently said: "I don't know!"
"Hehe, Hongyan is really smart, that's what the silly pig said, haha..."
Ning Momo was awakened by the man's loud noises, looked vaguely at Hong Yan with a patient and angry face, and Ren Xing who was laughing fiercely by the wall, clutching his belly, scratching his head in confusion.
Ren Xing didn't pay any attention to Hong Yan who was staring in his direction, he just laughed heartily, tears almost fell out.
Only Ning Momo could see the endless sadness behind that smile.
Ren Xing is hating himself, hating the self who was so afraid of Hongyan in the past, hating the self who always doubts Hongyan.
If it was the past, how could he tell such silly jokes to Hong Yan, how could he have the courage to bully Hong Yan, just because in his heart, they will never be equal.
He has been praying for an equal relationship, always blaming Hongyan for his contempt for him, but what about himself, when did he treat Hongyan from an equal perspective?
In my heart, Hongyan was already a level above him, so how could they become an equal relationship?
But now, he maliciously thinks that the blind Hongyan is no longer that tall boy, he is just a weak boy who is inferior to himself, so he feels that they can be equal.
Ren Xing hates the self who has such thoughts, and even more hates the self who selfishly hopes that Hongyan will never recover his eyesight!
I just don't know how he would feel if he knew that Hongyan would be rejected or even abandoned after he had been worrying about going blind.
The hearts of two people cannot get close, and all obstacles in reality become excuses for feelings.
When will that invisible barrier be eliminated?
In the dead of night, the hospital was even quieter, showing a strange color.
Tonight, Ren Xing tossed and turned, unable to sleep.
During the day, I heard Ning Momo tell a scary story. At that time, I didn't think it was particularly scary, but now the surroundings are too quiet, and I can't see anything in the pitch black. Even though I know that my brother is sleeping peacefully on the bed in the same room, he still feels scared.
Even if he is laughed at for being timid, it doesn't matter, Ren Xing still wants to return to that safe and warm embrace, hoping to be hugged by Hongyan to sleep, and his face starts to burn uncontrollably just thinking about it.
He patted his cheek to make sure that Ren Xi hadn't woken up, and then quietly opened the door and slipped out.
He was a little nervous, he knew that Ning Momo would not stay in the hospital at night, so Hong Yan was the only one there now, what should he say when he went?
It's impossible to tell him directly that you came to him because you were afraid at night, right?
Walking to the door of the Hongyan ward, he hesitated for a moment, and mustered up the courage to knock on the door twice.
"Come in!"
Walking into the ward, it was pitch black, with uncontrollable pain in my heart.
Because I can't see the lights, I won't turn on the lights even if I can't sleep. My whole body is wrapped in that layer of dark air from inside to outside, lonely and lost...
"Ren Xun?"
Ren Xing was slightly stunned, turned on the light, and saw Hongyan sitting by the window blowing the wind, outside the window the moon was bright and the stars were shining, but he couldn't see anything.
The man didn't answer, but closed the door with his backhand, and walked to Hongyan's side step by step.
"Who is it?" Hong Yan didn't feel any danger, nor did he feel uneasy, but was just wondering why the other party didn't speak.
Quietly embraced Hong Yan from behind, whispering softly in his ear, "It's me..."
"Uncle? Am I dreaming?" Hong Yan thought that maybe Ren Xun was playing a prank again, and he didn't intend to tell the truth, he was going to see what the other party was up to.
"Yes, you are dreaming, I came back to find you in a dream... Hongyan..."
If I can't face you with my real identity during the day, then at least at night, let me face you as the "dead Ren Xing".
"Tuo Meng?" Hong Yan couldn't help frowning, Ren Xun knew who the uncle he was talking about was referring to?
In his memory, neither he nor Ning Momo had ever mentioned anything about the uncle in front of him. Even if Ning Momo had told him in private, he would not know the relationship between the uncle and himself, including the death of the uncle.
He couldn't help but tentatively asked: "Uncle, are you doing well in the sky?"
"Not good, not good at all, without you in the sky
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