Uncle Lai

Not at all, I miss you so much, Hongyan, I really miss you so much! "

Excited and immersed in sadness, Ren Xing didn't notice the smile overflowing from the corner of Hong Yan's mouth.

He knew that the man holding him behind him was Ren Xing himself, but he was still not sure if it was really a dream or reality.

If it is reality... Could it be that the uncle is not dead! ?

"Uncle, I miss you so much, please hold me tighter, okay?"

"Well, is this okay?"

Hugging with all his strength, Hongyan felt a little suffocated, but he was happier than ever in his heart, because having this feeling meant that everything was not a dream.

There was still no smile on his face, he remained calm and sad, Hong Yan turned around and hugged Ren Xing with his backhand, "Uncle, don't go back to the sky, just stay with me all the time, okay?"

"Hongyan... sorry, I can't stay..."

"Why?" The strength in his hand increased a little bit, and he punished with a little anger. He didn't want to hear the man say that he wanted to leave him.

"I...can't say..." If He Lin knows that I'm coming back to you, he will show you that video, and you will know how dirty and embarrassing I was at that time, and I don't want you to know, It's best to hide it from you for the rest of your life!

"It's because of Xu Ran, uncle wrote it in his letter, I still remember it." Pushing away Ren Xing, Hong Yan regained his original coldness, his eyes were as cold as frozen ice, and his tone of voice was even worse. With any emotion, it is as if you are dealing with a stranger.

Ren Xing looked at Hong Yan sadly, and now he was able to distinguish the hidden meaning behind Hong Yan's expression.

It wasn't that he didn't care, but that he was angry, and he was disappointed and saddened by him.

Thinking of the letter that He Lin forced to write, he once again used Xu Ran as a shield, and couldn't help but smile wryly, Xu Ran, who was already an irrelevant person, was always dragged in for no reason.

"Hong Yan, hug me, it's useless for me to say anything now, and I don't want to explain anything, so hug me, I will tell you...the answer with actions."

With that said, Ren Xing started to unbutton his clothes without any hesitation.He doesn't hate being hugged by Hongyan, and he is even very attached to that warm embrace. It doesn't matter if he gets hurt and hurts every time, because the person who hurt him is not others, but Hongyan.

He took off his shirt first, and then reached out to help Hongyan undress, but he heard Hongyan ask in a cold voice: "Is uncle so dissatisfied with his desires? That person came to me because he couldn't satisfy you?"

The heart was stung, and the man asked with the last sliver of hope: "Hongyan... will you despise me for being dirty?"

long silence...

I only heard Hong Yan say helplessly: "I never thought you were clean...but I'm not in love with you..."

Ren Xing felt that at this moment, his heart was pulled hard by some invisible hand, the pain was numb, but he still felt happy.

Gently kiss Hongyan's cold and wet lips, raise the hand and pull down the curtain, the light shines on it, leaving a beautiful black projection.

Hong Yan couldn't see the happy expression on Ren Xing's face at this time, and could only feel a little bit of unreal love from his fierce response.

It is impossible to distinguish whether it is a dream or reality, Hongyan only knows that when Ren Xing guides him into the tight place, when the moment of union comes, his body will almost be melted by Ren Xing's rare active cooperation up.

Ren Xing kept calling Hong Yan's name, his fingers left bright red fingerprints on his back, but he felt that no matter how much he was asked for, it was not enough, not enough to fill the empty place in his heart.

No matter how much they love each other tonight, no one can predict tomorrow.

After the dream, "Ren Xing" will eventually disappear from Hong Yan's side...

[27] Tears flow in my heart (1)

After night and dawn, when the first ray of sunlight shines into the room, through the thin curtains, and gently sprinkles on the bed, it clearly shows the two people embracing each other tightly.

Hong Yan woke up very early, and found that the person beside the bed was still sleeping, the body and warmth in his arms were all real, the corners of his mouth gradually turned up uncontrollably, revealing a smile that was brighter than that of Chaoyang.

After doing it a few times intensely, he held Ren Xing in the combined position and fell asleep, having a good night's dream.Since he lost his sight, last night was the most peaceful and comfortable sleep for him. Now he can no longer see the man's peaceful face when he was asleep. He can only quietly look at the people around him with a pair of dark and lifeless eyes. There is nothing in the dark.

Thinking of what the man said last night, he still felt a faint pain in his heart. He could feel Ren Xing's feelings for him, but he couldn't accept the fact that he had to leave him.

Why do you have to leave?Is it related to Xu Ran?Or for some other reason?

The kiss gently landed on the man's eyelids, then the nose, lips, and neck... It seemed that he couldn't get enough of the man's sweet taste, and he refused to let go no matter what.

I just want to imprison the man who wants to leave me with the most solid chains, lock him in a place that only I know, only the space for them to exist... But this method cannot be used, Hong Yan understands that Ren Xing doesn't like that Well, a man is not a dog or any of his pets, he cannot imprison a person in that way.

But, uncle, Qing, tell me, what should I do with you?

Suddenly felt the man in his arms move, and immediately touched the joint of their lower body, Hong Yan almost groaned because of the sudden friction, but luckily he restrained it in time.

Ren Xing was half awake and opened his eyes, staring at Hong Yan with a blurred gaze, rubbing his eyes to wake up a little, "Hong Yan..."

"kindness."

The man looked at Hong Yan in confusion, not understanding why the other party seemed so indifferent, with a look of indifference, although his hands still hugged his waist tightly, it seemed that he didn't intend to talk to him.

In addition to being confused, he was frustrated, and wanted to break away from the embrace aggrieved, but was surprised to find that Hongyan's huge size was still buried in his body. The man stared at Hongyan in a daze, but opened his mouth but was speechless.

However, he fell asleep last night because he was too exhausted, and he didn’t feel much. Now that he is fully awake, he feels severe pain in his body, especially in his waist and thighs. With the passion last night, a blush instantly appeared on her fair face.

Ren Xing gently pushed Hongyan, hesitatingly said: "Come out quickly, I'm going to wash it..." It's no good, my face is hot as if I have a fever, it's so embarrassing~~

"Don't wash it, I gave it to you, do you want to keep it all the time, understand?" Hong Yan demanded domineeringly, not allowing the man to refuse in the slightest.

Ren Xing was amused by his words like Ren Xing's child, "Hong Yan, don't be joking, I seem to be bleeding, I have to wash it up, right?"

Helping Hong Yan straighten his slightly messy hair, Hong Yan didn't know the pampering and pity in the man's eyes when he looked at him, as well as the traces of sadness that could not be erased.

Hearing the man say that there was bleeding there, Hong Yan couldn't help but asked worriedly: "Is the injury serious?"

"No, it doesn't have a lot of blood, it just hurts a little, can you let me go first?" The man slowly persuaded Hong Yan with the patience he had when dealing with children. At this time, he didn't want to force him any more, even The tone of the speech was a little bit reluctant.

If Hongyan could see, he would have noticed that when he told him this, the man's face was flushed up to the ears.

"Will I leave now if I let you go?"

Ren Xing couldn't help being stunned, he didn't expect that Hongyan's reluctance to let him go was actually afraid of him leaving!

The sweet spring water poured into his heart, and the man lazily lay in Hongyan's arms as if admitting defeat, and said with a light smile: "If you don't wash it, don't wash it, I'm not going anywhere, I'll just stay in bed with you today, OK?"

"En." Replied lightly, but my heart was a little sweeter than eating honey.

The two big men just hugged each other and lay on the bed. At this moment, it seemed that there was no age gap between them, and there was no barrier between them. They were fond of each other innocently like teenagers, simply enjoying every minute and every second.

Ning Momo came to the hospital at [-] o'clock in the morning on time every day, and today was no exception. She also bought Hongyan's favorite breakfast, which was warm in her arms, and her heart was also warm.

Walking briskly to Hongyan's room, this floor was completely covered by Hongyan stubbornly, the corridor seemed extraordinarily silent, raised his hand and knocked on the door of the room, knowing that Hongyan would not open the door for her, Doing this is just to tell him that Ning Momo is here.

Going to turn the doorknob again, the strange thing was that the door was locked, so he knocked again uneasily, "Hong Yan, are you inside?"

No one answered, but the door was opened. Ning Momo blinked her beautiful big eyes, and looked at the man who opened the door for her in some confusion.

"Good morning..." No matter how you look at it, the man's smile is very embarrassing.

Ning Momo asked: "Has Hong Yan woke up?"

"Well, I'm going back now, you go and accompany him."

After saying that, Ren Xing avoided Ning Momo and ran away, leaving only the silly woman staring blankly at the back of the man going away.

"Strange, why did Ren Xun walk with a limp, did he get hurt?"

Shrugging, she didn't pay much attention to this question, and then pushed the door in, but was stunned by the sight in front of her!

Wow - Hongyan is actually sitting on the bed without clothes on! ! !

She covered her nose reflexively, it was the first time she saw such an amazing picture, she almost got a nosebleed.

Involuntarily, she continued to look down along Hongyan's white and firm belly, but unfortunately, it was covered.

Ning Momo put the breakfast on the table with a blushing face, and then picked up the scattered clothes one by one. No matter how I thought about it, she seemed to have seen this scene somewhere, but when she accidentally found out that she picked up the blue color of Hongyan When wearing underwear, Ning Momo felt his nose was hot, so he stretched out his hand to wipe it off, and sure enough, he still had a nosebleed.

"Momo, give me the clothes, you wait outside first."

"Oh..." While frantically wiping the nosebleed with a tissue, he took out clean clothes and put them on the bed, and obediently walked out of the room.

After a few minutes, Hong Yan had changed her clothes, so she put her on the welding machine, "Momo, can you help me see if there is anything on the bed sheet?"

"Oh..." Although Hongyan's request was strange, she obediently obeyed.

There was nothing on the white sheet, no, it should be said that there was nothing weird, except for a blood-red mark.

Ning Momo stuck out her tongue, but she couldn't hide her words, she still asked stupidly: "Hong Yan, do you boys also have menstruation?"

Hong Yan frowned slightly, but did not answer Ning Momo's almost idiotic question, "Is there a lot of blood?"

"Not many, about the size of a palm... Well, do you want to buy sanitary napkins for you?"

It was very rare for Hongyan to finally be amused by Ning Momo, but he was still worried about Ren Xing, wondering if he could take care of the wound by himself, and regretted his stubbornness and self-willedness in the morning, he should help the man take care of the wound first.

On the other side, Ren Xing returned to Ren Xi's ward with a flushed face. Seeing that the other party was still sleeping, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, took out a change of clothes and slipped directly into the bathroom.

After taking off his clothes, Hongyan's faint fresh smell still remained on his body, and he was a little reluctant to just wash it off. If he could, he would be more than happy to listen to Hongyan's words and keep everything he left on him.

Standing in front of the mirror, seeing the deep hickey marks left on his body last night, the man smiled foolishly, especially when he thought that Hong Yan would only leave such marks on his body, the heat of happiness instantly spread to his whole body , surrounded by warmth.

After taking a long bath like this, Ren Xi woke up early when he came out, and was sitting on the bedside eating the breakfast brought by the nurse.

"Brother, good morning."

"Well, good morning."

Ren Xi noticed the hickey on Ren Xing's neck at a glance, which he thought was well concealed, but his face remained calm, talking with his brother as usual.

I knew that Ren Xing still missed the boy named Lin Hongyan, but when the facts were in front of him, his younger brother went to find him to do that kind of thing at night, how could he, as an older brother, bear it.

When he was young, Ren Xi had been teased by many men. In order to climb up step by step, he would do anything at all costs, including climbing into other people's beds. But now, he would never allow others to spoil his younger brother. The only relative in this world!

Ren Xi, who always had an aversion to Hong Yan, didn't realize that the sex between Ren Xing and Hong Yan had love as a premise. He just thought that Hong Yan was ruining Ren Xing. Playing with Ren Xing, and such a person, he would never allow Ren Xing to be with him!

After using No Worry, Ren Xi took a nap as usual, and Ren Xing also went to find Hong Yan after he fell asleep as usual, and also went to him as Ren Xun.

Even though Hong Yan didn't understand the reason why Ren Xing hid his identity during the day, he was very cooperative and didn't mention the dream last night, and just listened to the men telling those boring jokes with an indifferent look.

Men are easy to be satisfied. For example, now, he feels that as long as he can maintain this state, it will be good enough.

At least he doesn't have to be forced to leave Hong Yan's side, at least they can still sit together and talk to each other, at least he can still look at him, and he can still listen to him.

Not long after Ren Xing left, Ren Xi opened his eyes. He was just pretending to be asleep just now, in order to lure the man out.

Before Ren Xing was not paying attention, he secretly sent a text message to Ren Xun, and sure enough, Ren Xun came as scheduled.

"Ren Xi..." Gently called out the other party's name, only Ren Xun knew that when he saw the text message, he was so excited and happy that he almost went crazy.

He thought that Ren Xi would never want to see him again...

Ren Xi quietly looked at Ren Xun who was standing by the door, his eyes were as sharp as ever, but his tone was soft, "Ren Xun, I want to talk to you, sit here."

Patting the edge of the bed, Ren Xi watched Ren Xun slowly approaching him, and then sat down on the edge of the bed a little nervously.

After a while, Ren Xi said slowly: "Ren Xun, I know you don't want to recognize me as foster father, right?"

Ren Xun's heart skipped a beat, he grabbed the bed sheet with both hands, and responded lightly, "En..."

"I won't force you either. As for the company, you can take it if you like, and I won't hate you for it."

"Ren Xi, what do you mean?" He said this suddenly, but it brought even stronger anxiety to Ren Xun, and the eyes behind the glasses widened uncontrollably.

"I don't mean anything, I just want to ask you for a favor, ahem..."

Seeing that Ren Xi started to cough violently again, Ren Xun quickly helped him get medicine and water, skillfully opened the medicine packets and took the medicine for him.

After taking the medicine, Ren Xi's cough eased a little, but his face became paler and paler. During these days, he has become more haggard and weaker day by day.

"What do you want me to do?" For Ren Xi, Ren Xun is still respectful as always, no matter how he betrayed Ren Xi, at least his respect and love for him is real and has never changed.

"Ren Xun, I heard that as long as the skills are good enough, those hypnotists can erase certain memories of people, is that right?"

"Yes... who do you want to forget?" Do you want to forget me?Ren Xun couldn't help feeling bitter in his heart, he thought Ren Xi was going to forget him.

"It's not me...Ren Xun, help me find a hypnotist who is skilled enough and reliable. After this is done...I will belong to you." A dilapidated body.

In fact, for Ren Xun, the condition Ren Xi handed over is tempting, but the premise is that Ren Xun has never loved him.

But for a person who is in love with him, Ren Xi's conditions are more cruel than anything else.

Ren Xun was so focused on only remembering Xiao Xun who had been dead for many years, and hating that foolish Ren Xi who didn't move his sincerity, he coldly said more cruel words: "I will make this deal with you, but at least you should Pay some deposit."

Ren Xun sat on his knees on the bed, took Ren Xi's hand and placed it under his slightly swollen belly, "Let's have oral sex, if it doesn't make me comfortable, then let's not talk about it!"

"Yeah, it's just that it's guaranteed to make you enjoy it."

Seeing Ren Xi who didn't take it seriously and still looked relaxed, Ren Xun hated him even more.

He doesn't understand his heart, and he probably won't understand it in this life. Knowing that he will never get a response from him, but still stubbornly looking at himself, it's really ridiculous.

When the lower body was sucked, Ren Xun felt that the place in his heart was able to drip transparent tears.

Ren Xi, in your heart, I am just Xiao Xun's substitute, is that really the case?

[28] Tears flow in my heart (2)

The afternoon sun was blazing, Ren Xing waited for Ren Xi to go to Hongyan after falling asleep as usual, and now we can meet each other every day, and sometimes we can hug each other to sleep at night, just thinking about it makes me feel so happy that I fly into the sky.

Soon came to the door of Hongyan's room, quietly opened the door, but saw Ning Momo was peeling apples for Hongyan to eat, feeling depressed, pushed the door and entered.

"Hongyan, Momo, okay." Pretending to greet naturally, but in his heart he was very jealous of Ning Momo who was able to take care of Hongyan all the time.

So what about jealousy, how could a 33-year-old man openly compete with a little girl?

Seeing Ren Xing coming, Ning Momo warmly greeted him, "Brother Ren Xun, you're here so early?"

"Well, I have an appointment with Hong Yan." Speaking of which, Ning Momo has a cute baby face, but she is actually 23 years old. In this way, she is still a few years older than Hong Yan. Hong Yan should not have a sister Lian The plot, the possibility of liking is very small, right?

The man was thinking wildly, he has really become more and more stingy recently, especially when dealing with Ning Momo, he still couldn't stop worrying.

Judging by the way Ning Momo peeled apples, it should be that he rarely does this kind of thing. After peeling an apple, most of the flesh is missing. Girls are more careful in doing things, and she specially cuts into small pieces for Hongyan to eat.

Looking at it, my heart began to feel sour, and suddenly I thought of that time when Xu Ran had a car accident, where he peeled apples for Xu Ran to eat every day, I don’t know what Hong Yan felt when he saw that scene at that time Woolen cloth?

Will it be the same mood as me now?

"Momo, don't you want to go shopping this afternoon?" It was obvious that Hongyan wanted to drive people away.He had been listening to the two people talking quietly just now. Although he didn't talk much, he could still notice that the tone of Ren Xing's speech was slightly different today. He thought, maybe the uncle has something on his mind and wants to tell him alone?

Ning Momo pouted, muttering "When did I say I'm going shopping", but she still smiled sweetly at Ren Xing and said, "Then I'll go first, Hongyan will trouble you to take care of me!"

"Well, have fun." The man's smile seemed a little unnatural, and he still couldn't let go of Ning Momo, but he couldn't tell why.

Ning Momo was carrying a small bag, the braids on the back of her head were flicking, and she was full of youthful vitality. Looking at her like this, the man couldn't help but envy her.

He is a man, and he is no longer so young, the gap between him and Hongyan is really not that big...

Turning around and closing the door, Ning Momo showed the loneliness and sadness in his heart on his face.

In front of Hong Yan and Ren Xing, she was just trying to cover up, she was not a child, how could she not see what the marks on the bed sheet that day represented.

Today's young people know more or less about homosexuality, and Ning Momo is no exception, but it never occurred to her that Hong Yan, whom she fell in love with, would be one of them.

Such an excellent and beautiful man, even if he was blind, he couldn't hide his innate brilliance. He never forgot Hong Yan's handsome back when he saved him, and he foolishly gave his heart to him.

Hong Yan, I can't understand why you fell in love with that man, but I'm even more unwilling to leave you. I believe that as long as I stay with you all the time, one day, your eyes will still fall on me!

There was silence in the ward, Hong Yan was eating an apple silently, waiting quietly for the man to take the initiative to confide his thoughts to him, but there was no other sound except the silence of the room and the faint sound of breathing.

The wind slid by gently, with the warm taste of the sun.

The sleeves of the clothes swung lightly, leaving a deep reflection on the wall... but did not leave any traces that could not be erased.

"Hongyan..." A soft call finally broke the silence, the man walked to the bedside and sat down, quietly staring at the face that was so familiar to the bone marrow.

"Ren Xun, why are you so silent today? It doesn't look like you at all." Hong Yan couldn't help teasing a few words. Recently, she seems to be more and more used to acting with men. Whether it's Ren Xing or Ren Xun, as long as she knows it's him, it's enough , the name is just a code name.

"Uh, I... Shall I tell you a story?"

"Whatever, I'm numb to hearing your cold jokes." In fact, I still like it very much, as long as it's what you say, no matter how nonsense it is, I can't dislike it.Hong Yan would never say these words in person, and never showed a trace of tolerance or tenderness on his face.

From the man's point of view, Hong Yan is still so proud, he is the proud son of heaven, but he never knows that he has already changed Hong Yan's entire inner world without knowing it.

The strange thing is that I didn't hear the man speak for a long time, and couldn't help asking: "Why don't you talk?"

"Hongyan, do you still want to eat apples?"

Slightly raising his eyebrows, he couldn't see the man's expression at this time, nor could he imagine what kind of mood he was in asking such a boring question, "I ate just now."

"Oh... I thought you still wanted to eat..." Eat the apple I peeled for you... Although I don't know if the taste will be different, I still hope to watch you eat the apple I peeled for you.

Sometimes even the man himself finds it unbelievable. Those inexplicable thoughts always flash through my mind, and then as long as I can't do it, I will feel very uncomfortable.

Secretly blaming himself for becoming more and more petty, the silly man didn't realize that this was just a show of loving the other party.

Hong Yan also felt the depression of the man's mood. After thinking about it for a while, he couldn't help showing a sly smile, "You don't think it, you are indeed a little hungry now."

"Hey, then I'll get you an apple?" Holding a sliver of hope and staring at Hong Yan closely, just a simple sentence can make him so selfless and happy!

"No, I want to eat something else."

"What do you want to eat?" No matter what Hongyan wants to eat, he will definitely find a way to get it!

Hong Yan waved to Ren Xing, and when the man approached him, he suddenly pulled him into his arms, "I want to eat you..."

"what!?"

Before the man could react, the slightly opened lips were quickly held by Hong Yan, unable to utter another word.

And Hong Yan wasn't joking, he really stripped off the man's clothes and ate his fill.

Ren Xing, who was pressed hard under his body, gradually became unconscious after being pierced by Hong Yan, and finally realized something belatedly, that is, Hong Yan actually knew that he was Ren Xing for a long time. It's not Ren Xun anymore!

You bastard, in the end, he was still tricked.

"Hongyan, when did you know?" Huddled in Hongyan's warm embrace, the man smelled the faint fragrance of the other person carefully, his heart was stable and quiet.

I really like being held in his arms like this, there is a feeling of being especially cherished.

Ren Xing has never compared the hug between Xu Ranqingluo and Hongyan in the past, nor now, such a comparison is meaningless, and it is meaningless to compare the three of them together, because no matter how they felt in the past, No matter which of the three of them is the best, he has already decided that the one he loves the most is Hongyan.

Now that he has decided, why bother to take care of others in the past, the important thing is that now, he only has him in his heart.

Hong Yan slowly stroked the man's thin back, spreading the warmth of his palm little by little, with a very natural movement, "Do you really think I'm a fool? explanation of."

If that night of ecstasy was all an illusion, how could he explain why he felt refreshed and a little tired the next day?Not to mention the messy marks on the bed sheet that Ning Momo saw, it is impossible to leave it in a dream.

"Um, I thought you really believed it was a dream." Ren Xing scratched his head in embarrassment. Of course he didn't think Hong Yan was really a fool, but recently he didn't mention what happened that night at all. He kept calling himself Ren Xun, of course he thought Hong Yan believed it.

"Uncle, you..." He pinched the man's nose with a light smile, and then hugged the man's waist tightly, "Don't always act so white in front of me, okay, then who should I rely on?"

Ren Xing was stunned, he couldn't believe that Hong Yan would show weakness in front of him! ?

Feeling a little sore and sad in my heart, I touched those lifeless black eyes with trembling hands, "Hong Yan, is it really curable?"

Grabbing the man's hand and hugging it into his arms, he said indifferently: "It doesn't matter if you can't see it, but I feel more when I'm doing it."

The man blushed, knowing that Hong Yan was just comforting him, but he couldn't help but feel sorry for him, took a deep breath, and finally said the vow that would bind each other for the rest of their lives.

"Hong Yan, are you willing to leave here with me?"

At that moment, his heart beat violently and uncontrollably, Hongyan almost thought that he was hallucinating. When did the man say this to him?

Are you taking him away?

"Are you sure you won't dump me again?" It's actually me, are you sure you will stay with me for the rest of your life?

No one dares to promise a lifetime promise lightly. Hongyan once proposed to a man once, and he still has a deep memory of how he made a marriage proposal with his determination to stay together for a lifetime.

And then, the man refused.

So this time, is he serious?

Will you regret it tomorrow?

Also before, the man went back to the country with him, and at that time they talked and never separated, but in the end, the man left the book and left, and in the "dream" that night, the man also refused to leave with him.

After so many backlashes, can he still believe that this time the man is really determined to be together for the rest of his life?

Feeling the other's lips lightly touching his own, lightly brushing the nose, and the other's warm breath, Hongyan then heard the man whispering softly in his ear.

"I don't want to be separated from you again, this time I want to imprison your body and soul, Hong Yan, I swear I will never leave you again, are you willing to come with me?"

Hongyan, I want to take you to a hidden place where no one knows us, it doesn’t matter if you can’t see me, I will always be with you, and I won’t make you feel lonely anymore.

As long as He Lin no longer appears, there will be no obstacles that can separate us!

There was a brief silence, Ren Xing stared closely at the slightly parted lips, and uttered words of reassurance clearly and firmly.

"Uncle, I want to go with you, even if I want to go to the end of the world, it doesn't matter, I will go with you!"

In this life, I depend on you.

The light was projected on the white wall of the room, reflecting the figures of the two hugging each other tightly, as if their souls were closely connected at that moment.

But I still don't understand that the gears of fate cannot be easily changed, and what should come can't escape.

The oath of a lifetime, who does not look forward to it, but how can it be defeated, God's will cannot be violated...

[29] Dare to Love (1)

The clouds are thick, a harbinger of the coming storm.

Ren Xing cut a pear and put it on the plate for Ren Xi. After thinking for a long time, he still mustered up the courage to say, "Brother, I'm going to leave here with Hongyan."

Pears, that is, separate...

"Are you sure you want to go with him?" Putting down the pear in his hand, although it tasted sweet, it didn't suit his taste very much.

In fact, Ren Xi dislikes separation very much. The most painful separation in this life was when Xiao Xun left him, and now, even his dearest brother is going to leave?

"Brother, this time I'm not going with Hongyan, but I'm going to take him away..." Looking at the pale and thinner Ren Xi, he actually couldn't bear to leave at this time, but if he doesn't leave now , He was afraid that there would be no chance again, "Brother, Hongyan can't see him now, he needs my care, and I can't let him go."

After so many times of separation and reunion, he will also feel tired, and he can no longer bear the ups and downs of the sky. No matter how much hesitation, maybe he will face a new separation again, he is really afraid. (A Feng: I'm sorry, uncle, I didn't mean to make such a fuss)

"Xing, do you think that Hongyan can make you happy?" Ren Xi is someone who has experienced it, and he understands how stupid it would be if he fell in love with someone. He was only worried that his younger brother's impulsiveness would turn into a lifetime of regret.

Ren Xing quietly thought about Ren Xi's question, frowned for a while, and seemed helpless for a while, and said with a wry smile: "Brother, this question really stumps me. To be honest, compared to the happiness that hurt Hongyan brought me Too little, too little, but I still want to be with him, I can't be sure if I will be happy, but I know that if I give up and leave him now, I will die of pain now."

Happiness, a distant and illusory word, even if he will get endless pain or regret in the future, at least he understands what he wants most now. If he can't even grasp the present, then what is the future?

No matter what, the first step is always taken first!

Ren Xi does not agree with the man's impulsive approach, and he is even more worried about handing the man over to Hongyan. Let alone talking about his blindness now, even if he was normal before, he never treated Ren Xing well. The bad impression has already been preconceived. changed.On the surface, Ren Xi seemed to agree to let the man leave with Hongyan in a few days, but he was actually carrying out that plan secretly.

Looking at his brother, and then at Ren Xun, Ren Xing nodded suddenly, "Well, then I'll go to Hong Yan, Ren Xun will stay with brother tonight, right?"

"Understood, you go." Ren Xun's impatient look of rushing to get rid of others made the man sure that the relationship between the two was different from the past. He knew that Ren Xun had always been secretly in love with Ren Xi, so he was happy to leave Not for this light bulb.

Thinking that his brother will have a Ren Xun who loves him so much to take care of him in the future, he is even more relieved to take Hongyan away.

"Hongyan, I have already agreed with my brother that we will leave City N when he can be discharged from the hospital next weekend, do you think it's okay?" Just after taking a shower, Ren Xing slipped into Hongyan's room wearing only a pair of shorts. Under the quilt, holding him comfortably, as long as he thinks that they will be able to leave immediately, and they will be together forever and never be separated, his heart seems to fly into the sky, and he is very happy every day.

"Uncle, where do you want to go?" He is fine, as long as he can be with a man, it doesn't matter where he goes.

When he left alone, he made up his mind to abandon the career he had struggled for many years and his most precious brother.

It's not that she doesn't love Qingluo anymore, it's just that if there is no man by her side, her heart will always be empty, she just wants to hide by herself, don't care about anything, don't ask.

Leaving without saying goodbye this time is probably the most willful thing Hongyan has done to his family.

Ren Xing thought for a while, but reached out to touch Hongyan's pair of black eyes, "Let's go and treat your eyes first, shall we?"

"Uncle, do you dislike my appearance?" The me now is just a burden to you, right?

It’s not that Hongyan never thought about it, the man treats him so well because he pities him because he’s blind. He knows that a man’s heart is very soft, and he can’t ignore strangers, let alone him, after seeing him like this The man's heart softened, so... he couldn't bear to leave him alone?

Tilting his head to look at Hongyan, he sighed softly and said, "Hongyan, I really don't want your eyes to get better. I'll become older and uglier in a few years. I'm afraid you'll hate it even more when you see it, but I can't be so selfish, I know that you have become inferior after being blind, and there is no need to hide it in front of me, I like your fragile inferiority, but I hope to see the proud and conceited you before."

Hong Yan was stunned for a moment, then