rekindled love

"You shouldn't have to work overtime today!" A man's voice came from the intercom.

"There's still a little work to be done."

"There is a limit to lying." The man's voice was full of dissatisfaction. "Before you always said that you were busy with work. Today I asked the minister specifically. The work of the first class is not as heavy as you said."

"..." Hengshan was at a loss for words for a while, and could only remain silent on the other end of the phone.

"It's not that it's not good to concentrate on work, but you should also think about it for me! Is it so difficult for you to save a little time for me?"

"..."

Hengshan didn't relax until the other party hung up the phone and heard the beeping sound.This is a conversation that has been repeated recently between the two.

Why do I feel like you are avoiding me more than before?

After being rejected by him countless times, the man asked such a question.Since the joint settlement of the W company matter, Eizuka has been inviting him to go out to eat or go for a walk, but he has always refused.

When he was at home, he tried to stay out of the room as much as possible, and he didn't meet men. He felt that he had returned to the prison-like life before. What's more, when a man knocked on the door, he would presume that he was busy with work.Then he pretended to be typing on the keyboard, he had already reached this level, how could he still agree to the other party's weekend invitation.

No, it's the same avoidance, but the reason is completely different. Before, it was just being scolded, but now it is related to whether one's life can survive, and it is simply not something that can be discussed together.

A remote mountain, or an uninhabited seaside, if it was killed in such a place, and then buried casually, no one would know!

It's okay in the workplace, after all, there are so many colleagues there.But after work, he felt a headache.After successfully completing the minister's monthly performance target, the workload is really not so busy that he needs to work overtime. If he keeps applying for overtime, he will definitely be called by the minister for questioning.

Therefore, Hengshan, who could only get off work on time like other employees, began to curse that the time between getting off work and going to work tomorrow could disappear. When he thought of going back to his residence and having to face that man, his steps became tired.

The reason why men are not in a hurry to attack themselves is that after a cat catches a mouse, it always plays with it to its heart's content and then kills it.Such thoughts exhausted Hengshan physically and mentally.I once thought about staying at my colleague's house, but after a long time, people will get bored, so I had to give up.If I leave without saying goodbye like before and disappear again...

However, they will still be found by men...

Nothing can solve it!

Hengshan exhaled a puff of smoke heavily, and the thick smoke immediately dispersed in the strong wind.

The place where he is now is the top floor of the B&L Asakina branch building.This is his other smoking place besides the smoking room. Because few people use it, it is relatively quiet. It is a very suitable place to think alone. Many of his project ideas are generated here. However, this holy place is bothering him today. question was of no help.

Let's stay at Zetian's house for a while!He is not married, and he has never heard of a girlfriend, so it is more convenient to borrow.Or just stay in a hotel and forget it, even if the cost is relatively high, it is better than living in fear all day long!Recently, this kind of thing has been turning in my mind, but in the end there is still no conclusion.

"Mr. Qingshi!"

Following this call, a powerful palm slapped from behind, and the moment the palm touched his body, Hengshan threw forward uncontrollably.

The railing in front of him was only waist height, and he staggered, and half of his body was already out of the railing. When the road under the building came into view, Hengshan thought to himself: If he just fell like this, he would definitely die. Break it to pieces!Instead of doing this, it would be better to just give yourself a knife, so that at least you can leave a whole body.

When I had the thought that it would be good to just die like this, the weightlessness of falling to the ground at high speed did not come.He opened his eyes slowly, and saw that Eizuka was holding his fallen body with his right hand.

"Do you really hate me to the point of committing suicide the moment you see me?"

Yokoyama's incomprehensible emotions flickered in the man's eyes.

"It's you!"

"Eh?"

"You pushed me from behind, didn't you?"

"Me? How is it possible?" Hidetsuka laughed out loud as if hearing a big joke, "You're overthinking, it's because of the strong wind just now!" He raised his eyes and looked straight at Hengshan's terrified face .

How could he show such an innocent look?Obviously he was going to kill himself just now, and he was the one who pushed him from behind!This man is not only cold-blooded, but also indescribably terrifying.

Staring at Eizuka with fearful eyes as if seeing a god of death, Yokoyama broke free from his restraint and ran downstairs without saying a word.

B&L has a staff restaurant, but Hengshan doesn't go there often because he can't get used to the set meals there.

But in the view of Hengshan now, it is really great to have such an occasion. After the incident where he was almost pushed downstairs last time, he wanted to stay in a place with as many people as possible.

Sitting on the dining chair, he put the last piece of sashimi into his mouth, and when he was about to end his lunch, he was interrupted by the sound of a plate being placed on the table suddenly, trying to get up.

"Chairman, can we go together?" Zetian asked with a smile in front of him.

After signaling with his hands that no one is using the opposite side, please go free, the other side sat down aggressively.

"It looks delicious!" At the same time as Zetian said the words of praise, Yokoyama could hear him swallowing, "Then I'll start."

Seemingly savagely, Zetian broke the chopsticks apart and began to bury his head in the food.

This person is like this, he seems to be full of energy in everything he does, but he just has no tendons, just like now, didn't you see that he has finished his meal and is about to leave?If that's the case, it's not good for him to leave immediately.

Not wanting to keep watching the other party swallow madly, Heng Shan turned his gaze out of the window.The leaves on the street trees are almost gone, and it will snow in a few days!Hengshan, who had such an idea, was suddenly attracted by the moving figure not far away.

Such a tall and slender person is hard to ignore. At this time, he should go out for lunch, right?I wanted to know which department the eye-catching figure was from, so I kept staring at it, and when the figure got closer, I realized it was actually that man.Yokoyama suddenly looked away, not wanting to admit the fact that he was attracted by Eizuka.

"The section manager seldom comes to the staff restaurant to eat! The tonkatsu set meal here is top-notch, and the section manager must try it." Being pulled back by Zetian's sudden introduction, what can be seen is that the other party is still working hard. You can see the curls on the top of his head.

"Tell me, what about Hidetsuka Hikoichi?"

I don't know if my opening was too sudden, or the content of the question was distorted by the other party. It seemed to frighten the man who was eating rice, so that he raised his head in surprise before swallowing his mouthful of rice, and put his hand Covering his mouth, he tried hard to swallow the food in his mouth.

"What, what?" Zetian stammered, as if he had just choked and was about to hiccup, which was very funny.

"I mean, don't you think there's something strange about Hidetsuka from Section [-]?"

Zetian tilted his head and thought for a while, "It's the same as before! It's nothing strange, his work ability is still very good, and he treats people just as kindly! I even asked him about the exhibition a few days ago!"

"It's very strange for you to ask this question, Mr. Zhang!" He laughed and continued to pick up the chopsticks.

"Ah!" As if suddenly thinking of something, Zetian quickly raised his head again, and Yokoyama stopped in surprise.

"I thought of it suddenly." The other party paused and leaned in his direction.

That man's killing intent was indeed noticed by others!Yokoyama was pleasantly surprised.

"Since the W company incident, the relationship between the section chief and Eizuka-senpai seems to have improved a lot. As expected, cooperation can enhance the relationship between colleagues. This sentence is absolutely true." In line with this conclusion, Sawada also said vigorously Look at your head.

Hengshan couldn't help getting angry when he heard this, and subconsciously raised his voice, "I mean, doesn't he look like someone who wants to kill someone?"

"Kill? Kill who?"

"I!"

"Chairman, you really like to joke. Recently, even the female colleagues in the class are talking about whether Mr. Eizuka is interested in the teacher! How could it be murderous?" After finishing speaking, Zetian seemed to be saying that he was reasoning He waved his hand as if he had read too many novels.

"Hey! The section chief will not be captured when he arrives at the temple fair. They even set up a bet for this, and I also bet 1000 yuan. The bet is that the section chief will win."

He didn't want to know what the word "win" Zetian meant. Yokoyama even gave up the right to be angry when his subordinates did such a boring thing without his knowledge.

Is that man's true face only noticed by himself?Looking at Zetian who continued to eat, Yokoyama buried his body in the chair weakly.

Section Chief, if you always have such thoughts, although it is not a good suggestion, you should see a psychiatrist!Maybe this is persecution paranoia!

Zetian's casual suggestion kept echoing in Hengshan's ears.

Sitting at the desk, staring at the word on the computer screen.Hearing this word, because he didn't know its meaning very well, he deliberately looked it up on the Internet.

Persecutory delusions are the most common type of paranoia.Patients are often in a state of fear, feeling being discussed, framed, and plotted against.

People with delusions often have certain personality defects, such as subjectivity, sensitivity, suspicion, strong self-esteem, self-centeredness, and fantasy.

There are many delusional patients who may have some secrets in their hearts that they think are ulterior secrets. They feel very guilty and fearful, and they are very afraid that people will know.

The content displayed above is like pronouncing one's own crime.Hengshan was so shocked that he couldn't stand it anymore, so he simply turned off the computer.

If he really suffered from persecution paranoia, then, feeling that he was being followed, that he killed Sanshang, and that a man wanted to kill him, are all these symptoms of paranoia?

As if he had collapsed, Hengshan collapsed into the chair.When he turned around, he happened to see something on the table, and he slowly picked up the piece of paper at hand.It was given to him by Zetian. When the two talked about persecution paranoia, Zetian enthusiastically took out a business card from his pocket and looked at the title of "Hehe General Hospital" on it. Shaking his head, Zetian said that this is the hospital opened by his friend's house, and he can come there if necessary.

What a joke!I am not sick at all, and I don't need to see a psychiatrist.Such things are just an eyesore, Hengshan quickly tore the paper in his hand and threw it into the trash can.

Even though he comforted himself like this, his heart felt uncomfortable as if something was stuck there.

After that day, there were several times when Hengshan stood at the door of Hehe General Hospital, but he never had the courage to step through the door, and in the end he always ended up running away like flying.Is it all my fault?Is everything really his delusion?But he couldn't face such a thing anyway, Hengshan rubbed his forehead and leaned weakly on the table.

This weekend when November is coming to an end, the weather suddenly turns cold. Although it hasn’t snowed yet, it’s to the point where you have to wear a sweater at home.

When he opened his eyes, Hengshan saw that it was still early, and wondered if he would have to stay in the room all day.At this time, there was a sound of walking outside the door. Thinking of how I framed the man in my heart, I couldn't go out to face it.

After an hour of staring at the ceiling with eyes open like this, the sound of the door being closed came from outside, guessing that the man must have gone out, Hengshan left the room.

There was only breakfast for one person left on the table, and another plate had been cleaned and placed in the kitchen.

Yokoyama finished his breakfast boringly, and Hidezuka came back from the outside after washing the dishes at the sink.Judging from the supermarket plastic bag the man was carrying, it looked like he had gone out to buy ingredients for lunch.Originally, during the rest days, Hengshan would never start a business at home. He would just buy bento from outside. When he was busy, he didn't even eat rice and only drank coffee. He is a person who lacks the basic ability to take care of himself, so he takes care of all the food at home by himself.

When he met Shangyingzuka's surprised eyes, Yokoyama realized that this was the first time he had looked directly into a man's eyes since the incident on the top floor.

"It's amazing, it's really finished! You're not afraid that I might poison the food?" Hidetsuka said calmly after taking off his shoes and taking out all the ingredients and putting them in the refrigerator.

Early in the morning, the atmosphere between the two was so solemn that Hengshan couldn't even say good morning.

"I think about a lot of things from the past." Hidetsuka suddenly said this.

It was only then that Hengshan noticed that he had already moved to the sofa in the living room, as if waiting for him to walk over, he just stood there without sitting down.He waited until he moved in that direction like a manipulated puppet before he sat down and took out a cigarette.

"I always thought that your departure would not be too long, and you would come back soon."

"why?"

"Because you like me!" Eizuka said it as a matter of course.Indeed, there is nothing wrong, I really like him very much, even now I like him, but...

"But you left for a year! Because I couldn't wait for you to come back, so I had to come to you instead." There was no reproach in his tone.Hengshan knew that he couldn't refute anything, because at that time, he really wanted to get rid of this man forever.

"Although I have used some tricks, I have never lied to you about important things! But you have been avoiding me as if you think I am lying to you. Now I understand that you hate me in the first place, right?"

Hidetsuka exhaled smoke, put the cigarette out in the ashtray, and continued talking.

"Since that's the case, why don't you just tell me no? Then I won't cling to you anymore! Your false attitude hurts more than a knife!"

"I..." The man's words were nailed to Hengshan's chest word by word, with bursts of pain, and he wanted to refute but couldn't say anything.

At this moment, Hidetsuka stood up and walked directly back to his room. This time it was his turn to be left alone, and he had mixed feelings until the moment the door was closed.Hengshan's stiff body did not relax, the sound of closing the door was like a slap to him, which made his heart ache terribly.

Time would not stop moving forward because of people's moods. Even though Hengshan was still in a state of chaos all afternoon, the time for dinner still arrived as scheduled.

Hengshan, who had been urged several times by the man's knock on the door, just entered the living room and found that it was different from the daytime.The entire living room was carefully arranged, and the fried steak and red wine were placed on the table, and the candles on the candlesticks were also lit.What is this...

"Crack!" The light was turned off suddenly, and the light suddenly dimmed, which shocked Hengshan.Before he came back to his senses, he was brought to the dining table, and after he sat down, Yingzuka went around and sat down on the opposite side.

He picked up the red wine and opened it, poured wine into both glasses, and then turned his gaze to his face.

"What? Don't you always talk back to me? Why did you suddenly stop talking today?" The man teased as usual, with a natural attitude as if he had never spoken during the day.

What's your reaction?I don't even understand what's going on!

Facing the almost sluggish Yokoyama, Hidezuka continued, "I'm getting married!"

Finally got a little reaction, Hengshan frowned, turned his head away after showing a weird expression, every movement was as stiff as a robot that hasn't been oiled.

"A person like me, if he really wants to get married, he won't be short of someone! I met my mother a few days ago, and my family has been urging me to get married. Now that I think about it, I should get married soon. To reassure the family."

I've heard about Yingzuka changing girlfriends before, so the candidate for marriage should be one of them!Even though Heng Shan thought of this to comfort himself, he still couldn't appease the wavering in his heart.

"So, that's the end of our relationship! I will move out in a few days, and I will let the moving company handle the things, but it seems that there is nothing to move, after all, I don't live for a long time." Ying After finishing speaking, Tsuka picked up the wine glass and smiled at Yokoyama.

"Oh, that's right!" He stood up as if suddenly thinking of something, stretched out his hand and pulled the string that was hanging in midair at some point.

With the bursting sound of "pop", colorful sequins floated down from the cracked colored balls.

"I'm going to use this to celebrate our third anniversary. It's a happy ending!"

Perhaps because he hadn't recovered from the news that the man was going to get married, Hengshan just listened to him quietly.What's there to celebrate?Why celebrate something like this?Doing such a thing is actually a mockery of yourself!

During the dinner time, he only focused on pouring wine into his mouth, without touching the food on the plate at all, and when he raised his eyes to look at the man again, he was already in a trance.

"You can't do this!" Hidetsuka propped his jaw and looked at the half-drunk man with a smile on his face.

"It's better to be drunk, wouldn't it be easier to kill me that way?" Hengshan stubbornly spat out words for no reason.

"Do you have to think that way?" Hidetsuka raised his brows in the middle.

I didn't speak for a while, and the room was so quiet that I could even hear a needle drop to the ground.

Suddenly, Yokoyama's hand on the table was covered by the man's.

"I like you! Don't leave me again, okay?"

To Yokoyama's ears, Hidetsuka's sudden confession sounded like a voice from outer space, so unreal!

You are going to get married, so you still want to play tricks on me?He withdrew his hand reflexively, stood up suddenly, and staggered into his room.

"Is this your last answer?" Hidetsuka said to himself, looking at the back of the man who hastily retracted into his shell, as if he had been sentenced to death. Even though his heart was still beating, he didn't feel anything anymore. .