phantom hand

These days, Han Mukun understands what it means to return home like an arrow. Needless to say, he works during the day, but he suffers at night. It was okay at first. He ate and drank under the hospitality of his local business partners and felt the local customs. Watching the ladyboy performances again, they were all very fresh, but the novelty gradually passed, and the concentration was no longer so focused, and I couldn't help but think of Li Chuanglai.

It's not missing, just thinking. Missing has a strong emotional component. Thinking is more rational. In addition to thinking about people, you can also analyze your own thoughts, plan your own life, and then look forward to the future of the two of you—Mr. Han Ban The achievement after more than a month is to finally confirm that there must be such a person in my future.

Of course, it was not necessary at first, but the best, but as I thought about it day and night, my belief became stronger.I can't tell a specific reason, it's as if I added fire to myself, and then the one-sided feelings burned even more vigorously, especially when I heard the little bastard and Ling Fei getting mixed up.

Han Mukun doesn't think he is a model of a good husband, but at least, he will be more reliable than Ling Fei.The little bastard is unreliable enough by himself, if Ling Fei is added, the consequences will definitely be disastrous.As soon as this conclusion came out, Han Mukun felt that he couldn't make any more detours and had to go straight, otherwise it would be like adding fuel to the flames of the little bastard's self-destruction.

During his days in Southeast Asia, Mr. Han thought of many such high-sounding tunes to justify his abnormal situation, but when he got on the plane, seeing that he was getting closer and closer to home, the branches and branches of these tunes fell off spontaneously, revealing the heart of the tree. Come on - he fell into the hands of that little bastard, and for the first time wanted to directly transition from an ex-boyfriend to a new wife.

Li Chuang didn't expect that Han Mukun would come directly to the school. He had been hiding from Ling Fei to escape his conditioned reflex.In contrast, Han Mukun was much more peaceful, he only waited at the gate of the campus and never crossed the line.

Well, of course, it would be even better if he could park the car in an inconspicuous spot.

"Can't you just park the car in the lane dedicated to mistresses?" Li Chuang looked around like a thief, making sure no one was paying attention before sneaking into the car.

Li Chuang told himself not to stare at the man as if he had never seen a man, but his eyes were completely out of the brain's command, and he wished that what he shot was an X-ray so that he could see the man inside and out.Han Mukun is thinner and darker than before, a little less wealthy, but a little more capable, and it seems to be more pleasing to the eye.

Han Mukun suddenly felt uncomfortable, rubbed his hair angrily, and asked, "What are you doing silly?"

Li Chuang frowned, and subconsciously touched his face: "Did I laugh?"

Han Mukun rolled his eyes: "The back molars are almost visible."

Li Chuang didn't like this description, but his mouth rebelled just like his eyes, so he was still as happy as a crabapple flower.

It was rare that the atmosphere between him and Li Chuang was so lively, but what was unfortunate was that Han Mukun finally wanted to say something serious, so the atmosphere was inappropriate.

"Cough," the man coughed lightly, raised his hand and pinched Li Chuang's face, "Okay, don't be merry, I have something serious to tell you."

Li Chuang really suppressed his smile, but instead he was slightly aggrieved: "We haven't seen each other for a long time, so you're not going to find a better restaurant to talk to me while eating?"

Han Mukun was thinking about what to say next, and he was a little nervous, so Li Chuang lost his emotions with one sentence, embarrassed and angry: "Eat, eat, eat, I will definitely take you to eat, then before eating, you can reward me 5 Minutes?"

When he heard that there was something to eat, Li Chuang sat upright and his expression became serious: "Well, if you have anything to say, just say it, and you can hold it for 5 minutes."

Li Chuang listened attentively, but Han Mukun felt uncomfortable.In fact, as Li Chuang said, the two haven't seen each other for such a long time, so they should find a romantic place to have a drink, and then confess their love in the slightly drunken wine, but the days in a foreign country are indeed It took all his patience away, otherwise he wouldn't have gotten off the plane and went home to clean up the appearance, and then rushed over handsome and unrestrained, even ignoring a meal.

"Hey, it's been a minute." Li Chuang kindly reminded him, and at the same time he became suspicious. It's not like Han Mukun's style to hesitate to speak, and it's really weird for two people to look at each other so formally.

Han Mukun's breathing gradually became steady, and his eyes became deep and introverted, like a vast sea, with unknown scenery hidden under the calm waves: "That time you asked me how many boyfriends I had, and it was the time when I was with him. Practical, the kind that doesn’t drift, right.”

Li Chuang was stunned. He didn't expect Han Mukun to remember what happened for so long. To be honest, his memory was already blurred.

Seeing this, Han Mukun showed a faint smile: "Little bastard, forgot?"

The man's tone was too gentle and pampering, and Li Chuang was so helpful that he even forgot to protest his new nickname, and just shook his head in a daze: "No, but why didn't you answer back then, and now you pick it up again."

Han Mukun tilted his head and thought for a while, as if he was pondering over his words. After a long while, he confessed: "At that time, I didn't think it was necessary to answer. I've been used to living alone for so many years. To be honest, I'm not used to talking to people."

Li Chuang rolled his eyes angrily: "Who is willing to take it if you are a wolf-hearted dog."

Han Mukun's nose was about to crooked: "Can you not be angry with me?"

"No," Brother Chuang gave a concise answer, and then smiled mischievously, "but you can do it later."

Han Mukun sighed resignedly, and slowly sorted out his mood, his eyes became a little far away: "I've talked with that kind of boyfriend before, only one, when we first started our business, we lived in the basement together, ate instant noodles, there was The last meal didn’t stop, I still remember one winter, it was very humid, the basement was cold and damp and it made you hurt from the bones. At that time, our walls were pasted with colorful magazines, coloring pages, etc., at most It’s just a single page of real estate, what sea view room and garden villa, I told him at the time, we will definitely be able to live in it in the future, and it is the most expensive and the best..."

Han Mukun's voice trembled a little. Li Chuang always felt that the watery light he saw in the other party's eyes disappeared in an instant. Li Chuang knew that he shouldn't speak now, but he was afraid that he would say no if he didn't say Han Mukun. After going down, he cautiously made a fuss: "What happened next?"

Han Mukun twitched the corners of his mouth in dismay, but soon shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and changed into a calm and calm voice: "There is no later, he didn't survive, and ran back to Harbin halfway, his home is there, I heard it is his home I found a pretty good job."

"No more contact?"

"Yes, when I bought the first house, I sent him a photo on the Internet. It was actually a small apartment, but it was the most expensive location at that time."

"Are you showing off poorly?"

"Hehe, forget it, but I didn't show it off. They sent me back a set of wedding photos."

"..." Apart from sadness, Li Chuang couldn't think of another word to describe Han Mukun, but the problem is, this is too fucking sad!

"I really wanted to spend my whole life with him at that time." Han Mukun smiled bitterly, but with some relief, "But it's all in the past, people have to look forward, don't they?"

Li Chuang didn't know what to say, so he could only nod vigorously.

Han Mukun stared fixedly at Li Chuang, as if he was about to put a child in his eye socket: "Now the second one comes out. I know your family is not short of money, so I guess you don't want anything from me, but people like us want to It is a great blessing to be able to walk together for a lifetime," Han Mukun paused, took a deep breath before continuing, "Would you like to try with me?"

When Han Mukun said that people were going to look forward, Li Chuang had a vague premonition, but when the confession really came, he was still a little flustered, the car was too quiet, and he was afraid that Han Mukun would hear his exaggerated heartbeat, which would make him feel uncomfortable. Before he could make a sound, he fell down.He originally wanted to take it step by step, after all, he had only known Han Mukun for half a year, so love this kind of pretentious thing can't be cultivated to germinate, but now he doesn't have to worry about it, the man does it all by himself.

Finding that you seem to fall in love with someone [-]% of the time, and then this person is very cooperative and tells you that he is the same. It is really an extremely reliable thing-not only reliable, but also beautiful.

A sea of ​​flowers bloomed in Li Chuang's heart, but the reaction on his face was just flushed.

Han Mukun was a little embarrassed when he didn't get a response, but since he had done this, it was worth the last fight, so he cleared his throat, and said to Li Chuang in a very serious tone: "If you want, I will wholeheartedly respond to you. Hello, I promise that I will not let you be wronged, and I promise to make life stable."

Li Chuang stared at him intently: "For a lifetime?"

Han Mukun's answer was; "Do my best."

There was a long silence in the car. Li Chuang knew that Han Mukun was waiting, waiting for him to nod or shake his head.But this is not a matter between two people. With his nod, he has to face many problems.

But he really wanted to.

Han Mukun is not good at waiting like this. He spread out his softest side and waited for someone to touch him or step on him.Because the posture is extremely low, the longer you wait, the more impatient you will be.He has his pride, and this confession has reached the limit. He thinks that in the long years to come, he may not have the courage to make such a thorough and humble confession again, so the boy's hesitation made him feel very sad. Feeling embarrassed, he even secretly decided that if the other party shook his head, then he would leave immediately and not stay for half a second, which was considered as saving the last face.

In the random thoughts, Han Mukun finally waited for the child's voice.But to his surprise, that was not an answer, but another matter that had nothing to do with it—if this was considered a matter rather than a farce.

"I'm not Zhao Qingyu, whether you believe it or not."

Han Mukun looked into the child's eyes, and there was sincerity there.The acting is so good, Han Mukun wanted to praise him sincerely, but he couldn't make a sound after shaking his lips for a long time.He was a little surprised that he could still be so calm at this moment, and he could analyze his last little mood with the other party: "I have never stalked anyone in my life, so you can rest assured that there is really no need to find such an excuse .”

Han Mukun's face darkened obviously.

Li Chuang didn't know why, his two eyebrows were tangled together, thinking what kind of logic this person is, just about to open his mouth to continue, but he heard two short and cold words: "Get out of the car."

The blood almost flowed backwards all over his body, Li Chuang held back his anger, and his voice was hoarse and stiff: "What did you say?"

Han Mukun's expression remained unchanged: "Get out of the car."

Li Chuang looked at him firmly, and reminded him word by word: "This is the second time you have kicked me out of the car."

A flash of panic flashed in Han Mukun's eyes, but the man covered it up very well, and his eyes met for a few seconds. He was about to speak, but Li Chuang turned around and got out of the car neatly, and finally slammed the car door hard, making a loud noise.

Han Mukun subconsciously leaned over to press the car window, and as the glass slowly fell, Li Chuang's appearance came alive again.

"I won't give you a third chance, remember." The boy gritted his teeth.

In an instant, Han Mukun regretted it, and he even blurted out his apology, but someone was faster than him, and the loud and long-lasting car horn sounded suddenly, following the sound, Ling Fei was sitting in his bright yellow sports car with an open top, looking at it and smiling regards.

Li Chuang, as if someone in distress on the edge of the cliff finally saw the escalator, no matter how he hid from others before, he walked over in three or two steps and jumped into the co-pilot, and then said to Ling Fei, "Close the hood."

Ling Fei looked embarrassed: "Leave it at home."

Li Chuang slowly opened his mouth: "Can the car hood still be placed at home!?"

Lingfei is very innocent: "This car is cloth, it's very troublesome to install, and I think the weather is also very sunny..."

Li Chuang couldn't take it anymore and just wanted to yell "drive", when he saw Han Mukun's car drove away in perfect harmony.Li Chuang watched from a distance, and couldn't tell whether he was more angry or more uncomfortable. Anyway, the two went hand in hand, which made his heart ache.

"Is that surnamed Han?" Ling Fei didn't see Han Mukun sitting in the car.

Li Chuang didn't even think about it: "No."

"That is……"

"An old bastard!"

"……What’s wrong with you?"

"You have so many questions, it's okay to be ashamed!"

Withholding his gaze, Li Chuang slumped himself on the back of the chair. The night fell, and the stars were still dim.

Li Chuang took a long, deep breath, as if this would release all his fatigue.

The awkward, impatient and fucking face-saving guy who has been eating for nothing for more than 30 years is driving a Porsche today.