phantom hand

"Zhao Qingyu?" Li Chuang was a little bit unsure of the other party's reaction, and called out again with a little worry.

With some bitterness in his mouth, Zhao Qingyu swallowed his saliva, and said awkwardly: "Didn't you tell me before that you want to be ordinary friends with him?"

"Uh, this moment is also that moment, things are always developing and changing," Li Chuang was a little embarrassed, and smiled flatteringly, "I didn't expect such a development at that time."

To be honest, Zhao Qingyu wasn't angry that Li Chuang robbed Han Mukun, that man didn't belong to him in the first place, and he wasn't angry that the other party used his body to do it to him. It's not that both of them are restrained, he probably also used Li Chuang's body to do it with Ai Gang, and now it's really unnecessary to care about who uses whose body, everyone is very hard.The reason why he feels uncomfortable is that Li Chuang can say that he is going to break up with that person one second, and he can say that he is getting better with that person the next second. There is no need to struggle at all, and the wind is smooth. He was willing to be with him for the rest of his life, and Zhao Qingyu envied him so much that he became jealous. He was jealous of Li Chuang's free and easy personality, and also jealous of his good luck.

Li Chuang was like a mirror, making himself even more miserable.

"I'm sorry." Li Chuang said suddenly.

Zhao Qingyu was stunned, and subconsciously asked: "I'm sorry for what?"

Li Chuang's expression became tangled, and he hesitated for a long time before letting out a big breath: "I never thought that one day I would be able to snatch someone else's 'boyfriend', and my body is also yours. I really feel that I am not a thing. Yes, so if you are angry or uncomfortable, you can come to me, really, you can say what you think, scold me and beat me up."

Zhao Qingyu didn't expect Li Chuang to say that, and was a little dazed for a while.

"Hey, don't keep talking." Li Chuang was a little anxious, realizing that now, he basically knew Zhao Qingyu's character well. This person likes to put things in his stomach, and then he gets tangled up and hurts internally by himself, "Mr. It's not good to hold back."

Zhao Qingyu came back to his senses, only to think of that important question: "I said, aren't you a straight man?"

"Uh... I also thought I was at the beginning, but now it seems that I may not be. I don't know if it's because I was born with the gene but just didn't find it, or it was modified by the environment the day after tomorrow. Anyway, this thing is very subtle, very subtle."

Zhao Qingyu narrowed his eyes, tilted his head and thought for a while: "Could it be because you are in my body, for example, once you change back..."

A chill crawled across Li Chuang's back, and he shivered for no reason: "Fuck, you can't."

Zhao Qingyu said with emotion: "It's hard to say."

Li Chuang wailed: "Don't tell me, I've been dreaming every day to get back, and recently I've been trying hard to think about how to come out to my father. If you can tell me about it, I'm too sad."

Zhao Qingyu sighed, it is really fun to scare straight men.

Cough, he learned badly.

On the other side, Li Chuang scraped his bones and healed his wounds by himself: "It doesn't matter, I won't believe it until the day I really change back. I don't believe that if I change my body, my soul will change even my brain? This isn't materialistic."

Zhao Qingyu heard a few clues from this, and suddenly couldn't help asking: "You like Han Mukun that much?"

It was Li Chuang's turn to be speechless, not because of how difficult the question was, but because he wasn't sure what Zhao Qingyu was thinking about Han Mukun now, so he couldn't decide what to say and what not to say.

Zhao Qingyu noticed it, he lowered his eyes, touched his heart carefully, and then said to Li Chuang: "In fact, my relationship with him has always been quite weak, he is...not that important to me."

Li Chuang believed what Zhao Qingyu said was true, so he also touched his heart, and then told Zhao Qingyu: "Ever since I traveled through time, I have always felt that I am floating. No matter how good the living conditions are or how harmonious my roommates are, I just Unreliable. But with him, I feel like I can hit the ground. Dude, I think you know what that feels like, don't you?"

Yes.Zhao Qingyu can understand.

He had felt the peace of mind when he was very close to Ai Gang.

And I thought that I could keep going steadily.

In the oppressive silence, Li Chuang suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

Zhao Qingyu put his hand on the glass full of water vapor, and then let go, a clear palm print, he looked through the palm print, the moon was very pure, and his soul seemed to be purified by the moonlight, emitting a faint light of tranquility.

"I'm not angry." He told Li Chuang softly.

"Impossible." Brother Chuang obviously didn't believe it.

Zhao Qing Yule: "How is it impossible?"

Li Chuang frowned, and after deliberating, he drew up a more likely conclusion: "Unless...unless you have done something wrong to me."

Zhao Qingyu really didn't expect this. Just now he said he wasn't angry because Li Chuang was upright, so he just did it, and he didn't hide it. Besides, no one can control the matter of feelings. Went here to find resonance.People are animals with emotions, and they will inevitably change after getting along for a long time.Like Li Chuang and Han Mukun, or him and Ai Gang.But now that Li Chuang said this, he realized that he... that... seemed to have done something to be sorry for others.

"What?! You kissed that idiot Ai Gang with my pure, clean, heroic and handsome body?!"

"Kiss only needs the mouth, no need to mobilize the whole body."

"Then the kiss is over..."

"Calm down, you're still whole."

"Uh, you know what I mean?"

"I totally understand."

"Actually, I don't have to guard the surname Han..."

"Li Chuang."

"Ok?"

"You have no money here."

"..."

It was Zhao Qingyu's whim to tell Li Chuang about this matter, and he was indeed bored for too long, but he couldn't find anyone to talk to.In fact, although he and Li Chuang have not had a deep relationship, they somehow treat each other as very special people. Sometimes they are like close friends, sometimes they are like buddies, sometimes they are like friends, and sometimes they are like other people in the world. It feels amazing to be alone, so when he told this person what was pressing in his heart, Zhao Qingyu felt unprecedentedly happy.

Although Li Chuang was shocked, it wasn't too difficult to accept. If he changed from straight to curvy, he naturally liked someone Zhao Qingyu liked. And thinking about it from another angle, Zhao Qingyu fell in love with someone else, and he felt less guilty when he got along with Han Mukun , but the question is: "What vision do you have? How can you fall in love with Ai Gang? Dong Dongdong is more handsome than him, right?"

Zhao Qingyu smiled and continued to break the news: "Dong Dongdong also has a boyfriend."

Li Chuang petrified, and after a while he tremblingly said: "Zhao Qingyu, you have some kind of infection virus, right?"

"No, I don't take credit for it," Zhao Qingyu said while suppressing a smile, "It's all about the good foundation of the masses."

"Could it be that times have changed and gays have become the mainstream?"

"Maybe. When we get back together, you can interview your Brother Dong face to face."

"Well, I'm too lazy to talk to them, it's just you, I can't learn to get along well with them." Li Chuang rolled his eyes and complained mercilessly. At the end, he suddenly thought of something and looked serious. Get up, "Seriously, can we get back together?"

Zhao Qingyu suppressed his smile, and asked lightly: "You don't want to?"

Li Chuang pondered for a few seconds, and replied: "No, I really think about it. I understand now that no matter how bad or rough the surrounding environment is, at least I am still me, and it still has a sense of reality no matter how I fumble."

Zhao Qingyu smiled, and there was a little sadness in that smile, but Li Chuang couldn't see it, the only thing he could hear was a soft voice on the phone: "Yeah."

When I went back to the classroom, I was just in time to ring the get out of class bell. There were two classes in total, which counted as recess.The classroom became noisy, and people in twos and threes came out to buy drinks, chat, or go to the toilet.Zhao Qingyu sat back and Ai Gang was still there.

Seeing Zhao Qingyu come back, he pretended to smile naturally, chattering: "Who's calling for so long?"

Zhao Qingyu looked at him, not knowing what he was thinking, and blurted out: "My ex-boyfriend."

Ai Gang was stunned for a long time before asking in a daze: "How does he know you are here?"

Zhao Qingyu didn't expect that there would be follow-up questions, and his reaction was a little slow: "Uh, Li Chuang told you."

"." Ai Gang didn't say anything more, bowed his head and continued to study his "Das Kapital" seriously.

Zhao Qingyu regretted it a bit. He felt that he was taking revenge on the society, like burning everything together. As a result, the society did not suffer any harm, and he fell into an embarrassment.He couldn't stand it any longer, and hoped that such days would end soon. He was homesick, especially thinking that he always liked to go to the beach when he was in distress. The endless sea was shining silver under the sun. Get rid of all worries.

Ai Gang looked at Zhao Qingyu from the corner of his eye, and the boy looked at the blackboard, but his eyes wandered to nowhere.That feeling came again, as if this person would become a gust of wind in the next second, unable to catch or keep him.He never thought that this person has a boyfriend, but if Zhao Qingyu is really gay, then it is not surprising that he has a boyfriend.If he switches back, will he have to get back together with that person again?Then if you don't change, you will find another man here in the future.

Ai Gang is like a prophet, planning the second half of Zhao Qingyu's life, and then discovers that he doesn't like either, but he doesn't want it anymore, and he doesn't allow others to want it.Ai Gang analyzed objectively and calmly, and after turning around a lot, he found that he would rather fuck.

Ai Gang felt that he was going crazy.

In late May, in order to respond to the call of the state, implement the important thought of the Three Represents, and study the Eight Honors and Eight Disgraces in depth, the school requires all departments and classes to organize a series of activities, in any form, such as outdoor and indoor study seminars or social practice, which will be uploaded at that time On a sunny morning, two classes in the Department of Philosophy jointly organized a "One-day Tour to the Polar Ocean World".

The mighty [-]-odd people took a group photo with party flags, school flags and school flags at the school gate, and then strode to the study destination.The young counselor scolded all the way, saying what on earth are you thinking, and you still go to the aquarium to study?Really good.In the end, I was questioned righteously by the monitor of the second class. If you have the ability, don't use our group tickets.

It is said to be learning, but in fact it is to use the excuse of learning to come out and play once.The Department of Mathematics did field survival training. It is said that they bought a bunch of Hippo meat skewers and grilled them.

Since it is for fun, it is inevitable to bring family members.Dong Dongdong didn't inform Sha Le at all, but he couldn't stop Zhao Qingyu from being tight-lipped. As a result, when the child followed, Dong Dongdong's face was so dark that he never calmed down.Ai Gang took the initiative, and Zhao Qingyu saw his so-called girlfriend for the first time.

It was a tall and slender girl with bright eyes, she looked a bit like Yuan Quan, and her neat bangs were very cute.Ai Gang has no relationship with the people in their dormitory. Instead, he specially went to 716 to introduce her solemnly. The girl is very generous and has a very sweet mouth. She is a second-year student in the outer courtyard, so I call everyone Brother, what Zhou Ge and Li Ge Brother Dong's cry made people's hearts soften, and then Zhou Peng took advantage of no one's opportunity to slander him with sour grapes, saying that the cabbage would be slapped by pigs!

When I said this, a bunch of people had already arrived at the entrance of the aquarium, and the class committee organized everyone to enter the aquarium in an orderly manner.Zhao Qingyu was waiting and listening to Zhou Peng's nonsense, when he saw Sha Le slipping over and secretly pulling his hand.Zhao Qingyu thought that he was seen by others, but he heard Sha Le mutter softly: "Brother, talk to me, I don't know this person, and I guess people will be watching after a while."

Zhao Qingyu raised his eyebrows, subconsciously went to look for Dong Dongdong, but couldn't find it everywhere, Sha Le saw it, and said without energy: "He and the previous class have entered the hall, so I won't let me follow."

With a tight heart, Zhao Qingyu directly grasped the child's hand firmly, and followed the team to the museum with great strides: "He doesn't want you, I want you."

Sha Le scrambled to keep up, but still did not forget to express his position: "Brother, my heart can be proved by the world, and the sun and the moon can learn from each other. You must not have any unreasonable thoughts..."