phantom hand

Far away, Sha Le saw a person squatting downstairs in the dormitory, as if he had suffered an emergency. He was walking by and thinking about it. I was startled when I saw it, and quickly trotted a few steps to post it on it and called worriedly: "Brother?"

Zhao Qingyu slowly raised his head from his arms, squinted his eyes for a long time before he recognized the backlight's face.It's not right to get up immediately, and it's not right to continue squatting. I'm a little embarrassed.

Sha Le didn't think about it at all, and completely followed his own thinking mode, reaching out to help him up: "What's wrong?"

Zhao Qingyu took advantage of his strength, and Shunpo got off the donkey: "Stomach hurts."

Sha Le really frowned, and muttered there: "Then you need to take medicine. Is this a sudden attack or a medical history?"

"There are so many questions, why do you have a hundred thousand reasons?" Zhao Qingyu smiled angrily, and asked at the same time, "Why did you come here?"

"Didn't you ask me to come here?" Sha Le was puzzled, "I just called to ask if Brother Dong was in the dormitory, but you asked me to come here and wait for you. I still want to ask what's going on?"

Zhao Qingyu was at a loss for words, and Sha Le's big eyes were pure and innocent, which made him feel guilty, so he quickly looked away: "Uh...ah, yes, it's not past five o'clock, I want you to go to the cafeteria for dinner." He didn't care about Sha Le at all, and strode towards the cafeteria on his own.

Sha Le hurriedly trotted to keep up, and at the same time pondered in his heart, it turns out that this stomachache does not affect his appetite.

It’s also an inch. They ran into Dong Dongdong during the meal. It’s actually not a big deal, but the problem is that Shalet called him loudly. Going somewhere else, or halfway through the corner that was intentionally turned, Sha Le couldn't sit still right now, and he didn't care about eating, so he just glanced over there. Later, Zhao Qingyu couldn't stand it anymore, so he said you Hurry up and go.As if he had obtained the imperial edict, Sha Le rushed over like a rocket.

Zhao Qingyu looked at Sha Le and Dong Dongdong smiling flatteringly from a distance, and didn't know what he was talking about. Anyway, he was being careful. Dong Dongdong's face was dark at first, but then he gradually calmed down. Sha Le said ten words and he could answer a sentence. , to the last atmosphere tentatively considered happy.

Zhao Qingyu was very emotional, he felt that he was not as good as Sha Le, and if it was him who did the same thing, he really couldn't do it, he couldn't hold back that face, and he didn't have the courage to go forward and not shrink back when encountering anything.In the past, he was shrunk in his own shell, not letting danger approach him at all, but now he can poke his head out, but the essence is the same.It turns out that the soul swap won't change everything, at least his awkward pride or self-esteem, as well as excessive self-protection, are still there.

He didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing, he only knew that he was still Zhao Qingyu in a different shell.

After that, Ai Gang didn't hide anymore, except that he didn't come to Zhao Qingyu so frequently, everything was the same as before.The people in the dormitory have a good relationship with him. After knowing that he has a girlfriend, he teased him sourly, and he didn't refute. .

Some people put their ideas on Zhao Qingyu, saying that you have been so close to Gangzi, why haven't you learned a few tricks?At that time, they were eating melon seeds around the table, and Zhao Qingyu was sitting on the bed reading a book. Hearing this, he raised his eyes and glanced over, then smiled meaningfully, saying that this is a talent that cannot be learned.

At that time, Ai Gang's expression was hard to describe, there was embarrassment, guilt, and maybe other things.

After Zhao Qingyu finished speaking, he felt quite boring, and found that he was really not suitable for being mean.

After that, Ai Gang ran to the dormitory whenever he had something to do, neither looking for Zhao Qingyu, nor talking to him alone, just visiting and knocking his teeth. Hearing the news that Ai Gang was coming, he asked Sha Le to call him, and then hid out with an excuse.

However, this method does not work every time. For example, sometimes there will be a fisar music coming from the other end, which is definitely not a good voice, and the content will always be those three words: "He is not free!"

At this time, Zhao Qingyu would quickly stick out his tongue and hang up the phone, while praying that he didn't spoil other people's good deeds.

Zhao Qingyu knew that Sha Le and Dong Dongdong were developing very well, and he could get a glimpse of this from the guy's recent joyous aura, but he thought that no matter how good the two were, they would at most just be in the stage of kissing and touching, after all, Dong Dongdong is straight Yes, breaking through the physical relationship is not usually difficult, so when he ransacked the dormitory for scissors that day but found a box of condoms from Dong Dongdong's drawer, he lost his mind for a moment.

When he saw Sha Le again, he asked directly regardless of whether it was suitable or not.

At that time, Sha Le was gnawing on this chocolate. In May, when the weather was getting warmer, he couldn't wait to open the freezer in the small shop. His teeth were good, and he chewed it so loudly.As a result, when he heard Zhao Qingyu's question, he forgot to continue, and stood there with his mouth half-opened, the inside was full of half-melted chocolate.

Then Zhao Qingyu watched his face turn red, which was very obvious.

Zhao Qingyu gained subtle happiness in the process of bullying children.

Sha Le noticed it sensitively, shut up and glared at him: "What's the fun!"

Zhao Qingyu quickly raised his hand to signal his innocence: "I'm not happy."

"Come on," Sha Le narrowed his eyes and shot a light that turned from embarrassment into hatred, "The mouth is crooked."

Zhao Qingyu poked his head, and said sincerely: "I am happy for you, you gnawed down even one bone that was so difficult for you, Brother Dong, the revolution has won a great victory."

Sha Le rubbed his nose in embarrassment, stopped eating ice cream, raised his head, looked at Zhao Qingyu with serious eyes, and after a while, said three words: "The taste is not right."

Zhao Qingyu was supporting his chin with his arm, and it almost slipped down when he heard that, did it feel right?What do you think of cooking?

But Shale continued solemnly: "Really, brother, I won't lie to you, I've always told him... er, that happened several times, but every time, it was fine before, but he got angry after finishing it." , with a dark face, I don’t know who to rush at, you said if he doesn’t like me, why would he do it with me, but if he likes me, then who would he go at with a face like ashes, I’m fucking bleeding It's..." At the end, Sha Le's voice changed, his eye circles were red, but he bit his lips and stopped talking.

Zhao Qingyu didn't expect this to be the case, he just stood there and didn't know what to say, facing straight men, he was as rookie as Sha Le.In other words, gays will always be a disadvantaged group when facing straight men, because they don't have to care, and they can choose both ways, so they are always so superior to others.

At that time, the two of them were sitting in the corner of the cafeteria. It was not meal time, and there was almost no one in the cafeteria. Zhao Qingyu wanted to hug the child, but there was oil stains on the table, so he had to get up and walk over, holding the child's head on his belly, Covering the child's eyes with Li Chuang's broad palm, something warm soaked in, and he pretended not to know anything.

After a long time, Sha Le grabbed Zhao Qingyu's hand and took it off his eyes, then raised his head and smiled at Zhao Qingyu, and said in a strong nasal voice: "Brother, you are so kind."

Zhao Qingyu glanced at him uncomfortably, and coughed softly: "Not all of them are gay, otherwise the devil would look for such a troublesome brother like you."

Sha Le automatically ignored the second half of the sentence. To be precise, his brain completely crashed when he heard the first half of the sentence, and his mouth could swallow the entire earth: "Ah——!?"

Zhao Qingyu was also very surprised: "Ah, what, you want to bite me!"

Sha Le was still a little clueless: "Are you GAY?!"

Zhao Qingyu's eyes widened: "You only know!"

Sha Leteng stood up, although still only reaching the other party's neck: "Nonsense, you never said it!"

Zhao Qingyu pushed him back to his seat, condescendingly squinting his eyelids and contemptuously: "It goes without saying! Anyone with a brain can think of it!"

Sha Le couldn't find a word, and he couldn't figure it out, so he was at a disadvantage, so he could only gasp in depression, and use his eyes to reprimand Zhao Qingyu with strong accusations amidst the violent ups and downs of his chest.

Zhao Qingyu pinched his face, muttering, "I'm all on Dong Dongdong, stupid."

"It's impossible for you to know whoever you are." Sha Le puffed up his cheeks vigorously.

Zhao Qingyu had no choice but to come back and sit down resentfully, when Sha Le let out a sudden realization, and was about to ask, but the other party timidly said, "Uh, that, brother, you can't be... Fall in love with me."

"..." Zhao Qingyu slumped on the table, and decided to take back his preface. It's not that this person has put all his brains on Dong Dongdong, but he has no brains at all!

The kid in that box still said to himself: "Brother, if you really like me, you should quickly change your target. Although Brother Dong treats me like that... Uh, my heart will remain the same in this life."

Zhao Qingyu struggled to lift his head up with his last breath, a bit resentful that iron could not be made into steel: "You are cheap."

Zhao Qingyu's words came out of nowhere, without intention, but Sha Le's expression darkened immediately, and after a while, he pulled the corner of his mouth bitterly, and muttered: "I feel that way sometimes, I'm pretty cheap."

Zhao Qingyu moved his mouth, but he didn't say anything in the end.

Back in the dormitory, everyone is there.Zhou Peng asked him what he was doing, and he told the truth that he had afternoon tea with Sha Le.Zhou Peng said with a black line on his face that your nonsense is just nonsense, what kind of words are you talking about.Zhao Qing Yule did not explain to him.Fang Xin joked, saying that Sha Le is Dongdong's wife, so it's inappropriate for you to keep walking so close.Hearing that the dormitory laughed maliciously, Zhao Qingyu subconsciously went to look at Dong Dongdong, but the latter had a dark face and said nothing.When I saw myself looking at him, I just squinted at myself like that, as if looking at a class enemy.

To be honest, just because of Sha Le, Zhao Qingyu doesn't like Dong Dongdong at all.But he didn't expect the other party to be the same as him.Zhao Qingyu didn't know whether it was because he got too close to Sha Le, he was jealous, or it was a simple man's inexplicable possessiveness, because just listening to Sha Le's description, he really didn't feel that this person liked Sha Le, If you like someone, it's impossible to make him feel so uncomfortable.

So when he was with Han Mukun, he knew clearly that he didn't like him.

Isn't that cheap?Heh, so he and Sha Le are really hard brothers and sisters.

That night there was a big class for two classes, Zhao Qingyu went to the classroom early to occupy the last row, not expecting Ai Gang who came later to sit beside him.

Zhao Qingyu didn't understand what the other party meant, so he could only laugh and pretend to be natural: "Please, there are so many places, you have to squeeze with me."

Ai Gang frowned, and said: "Friends don't hide like this."

"I didn't hide from you." Zhao Qingyu blurted out almost subconsciously, and as soon as he finished speaking, he felt that he had no silver 300 taels here.

Ai Gang didn't speak any more, just stared at him with complicated eyes.It wasn't until the class bell rang that he sighed inaudibly, looked away and began to listen to the class.

Zhao Qingyu lowered his head to flip through the book, feeling uncomfortable.Why he hides, he doesn't believe Ai Gang doesn't know, it's obviously good for everyone, why does he have to get close again?Yes, you are relieved, you don’t feel guilty, so you don’t have to consider other people’s feelings?Zhao Qingyu almost cried with anger, but in the end he just poked a few deep ink dots on the book.

In the middle of the class, Li Chuang called.Zhao Qingyu was baffled. After he pressed reject, he wanted to send a text message saying that he was in class, but he just typed a word, and the call came in again. He pressed it again, but the other party kept calling. Slipped out the back door and answered the phone in the hallway.

It turned out to be a big deal—Li Chuang and Han Mukun got back together, really, really well, the kind that I really wanted to live for the rest of my life.

Ah.

The wind poured in from the window, Zhao Qingyu stood there dumbfounded, he couldn't feel the cold at all.